Ever felt unappreciated ?
Ever done something WHICH you did totally sincere, and not a thank you ?
Ever done alot to that someone, and he/she will come up with the lamest excuse on earth not to repay your kind deed ?
IN primary, i was the girl who would carry people's lunch boxes and follow behind and do people's homework and contribute a lot to group porjects as if they were an individual project.
I'm always left out in conversations.
Do you have any idea how much it hurts to be left out ?
Bloody hell, seriously, everyone takes an advantage out of me.
I've never felt like i was appreciated.
(Ok, tahu emo, but kisah apa kan. Blog aku, mampus ah.)
You know how much effort i go through doing the things i've been told to do ?
No one does that for me.
No one does anything for me.
OK, tht's because i don't ask because i feel bad but that's besides the point.
I don't think anyone ever thinks of doing a pleasant surprise for me or a favour like i would do anytime of the day for them.
It's not fair.
Not fair not fair not fair not fair not fair not fair
I GO UNAPPRECIATED, AND IT'S GOTTEN TO A LEVEL WHERE I'M ALMOST NUMB TO THAT FEELING.
gila babi punya sakit hati sekarang, nak menangis. )':