Sunday, November 30, 2008

Vamp Love


Current state : Still very much infatuated with Twilight

Friday, November 28, 2008





*Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*
I sometime feel he's too good looking to be true. He takes my breath away and he's the beat my heart skips. Serious tak tipu

Oh, Love


*Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*

Today, I went on an impromptu outing with Brenda, Belinda, Kristin, Li May, and Debra.

Watched Twilight with twins and Kristin. It was amazing. Some people thought it was boring. I thought otherwise. Maybe it's because high expectations were set and that the book was probably a million times better. That was an advantage for me, actually. I haven't read the book (BUT I BOUGHT IT TODAY! HAHA) so besides knowing Edward was a real romantic, I didn't know much about this whole book-turned-world-wide-phenom. I loved it and I'm actually going to watch it again with an old friend.

Edward Cullen (though I don't know him as much as those who have completed the book) is so handsome in the movie. He was a bit (too) pale for my liking but oh boy, he's something, alright. Especially when he wore those black Ray Bans and put his arms around Bella, baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabi punya hot siallllllll.
He's too cute. It's like a sin, really. Sumpahhhhhh handsome. I smiled whenever he came on screen. Ok, maybe shrieked a couple of times too. BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER.
Handsome bodohhhhh, dah officially jatuh cinta.
<33333333
And that part when they played baseball and he fell with a laugh. Oh my godddddd, apa masalah diaaa nak dominate the whole female population of this world with his smile?

Masalah besar.

OK WANNA CONTINUE READING, BYE.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Stop Right There !


Look at the bright side ! You won't need to polish them !

It's high time l need a new pair of shoes. Not that I don't love the ones I have, I just need some addition to my shoe collection (consisting of just ONE good pair of flats. Spell Pathetic). But I can't bring myself to buy anything as of now. I'm saving for a trip I may or may not go. Currently all I'm wanting is a pair of shoes and a bag. Then I'm good for the year (total lie).

Fingers crossed that the trip won't be a downer, though.

PEACE HOMIES.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Le Lads,

I'm a pretty good liar. Today, I finally told a secret regarding old times and both Aina and Shira exclaimed saying, 'OH SO NOWWWWW YOU TELL US?'
In elementary school, I was the kid who didn't had a crush on the popular boy just like every girl then. Everyone knew that. I was so lying. Of course there was a boy. I just hid it well. And when I told them today that I too joined the club (secretly) and had the typical school girl crush on the popular boy, they hit me with pillows as a result for not telling them then.

I remember some of them would ask "Not even a small tiny little crush? Sikit satu atom pun tak? No one?!". I'd smile and say, 'No, takde.'
Honestly, I'd never would have thought they'd believe me and throughout the years, they bought it. I was thankful for that, though.
When I told Kyrina about the cute boys at the seminar we attended (ada sikit la, tapi lupa dah macam mana rupa), she would say, "OHMYGOD, what happened to the old Nadia, the one yang tak suka siapa siapa? You grew up! Aww (';"
I guess I did.
Cheers to that

We girls can't escape the reality of accepting the presence of the opposite sex in our lives. Often, the ones we want are the ones we can't have. Either that or they're already someone else's to be loved and cared for. Or maybe they're just gay. Hampehhh.
I daresay I was close to having one. A boyfriend, I mean. I just backed out. Reason being I'm not ready at all. I just want to go with the flow, you get? Wait til I'm settled in university or something. It sounds so far away but what's the rush? A race to see who gets the most boyfriends by the end of the school year ? Psh. Nonsense.
It's different with me. I don't want to have the feeling of breaking up and crying buckets for the lad who dumped me or vice versa. I mean, it's not like I won't have that at all (the whole breaking up dilemma, I mean) in my life, of course I would, I'm just saying I don't want THAT now. It's too early in life to have a serious boyfriend. I want to be really in love when I finally call myself someone's girlfriend. Like, really really really in love. And that to me, is not now. Sure, I'd have a little flutter of the heart when I speak to a crush (as of now? ada beberapa HAHAHA). My plan is to get married by mid to late 20s. I'm only 15. That gives me a lot of time to find 'The One', kan ? I just don't get the rush that people are pushing me towards. Why now? Maybe when I turn 19 ? Hell, maybe 25 ? Usually patience pays off. I'm hoping it will for this.

[ Oh before I get carried away, whoever here reading who is in love and blissfully in a great relationship, I'm sorry if you get offended with this post but please don't. I'm sure you both are very happy and if you're a friend, I'm happy for you (tumpang gembira, namanya HAHA). Really I am. Don't take it personal. This is just me and my point of perspective. It's nothing, really. Tapi kalau tak suka, you can always press the little X button on your top left or right (depending on what you use, really) and exit your way to a merrier blog. ]

It's not a matter of the parents (but having your mum as a teacher does get in your way sometimes). I can always use THEIR background as a defense. My mum told me my dad had 3 girlfriends at the same time at one point. And that he started sending out love letters at the age of 13. HAH. Lagi teruk, adalah.
But no,
it's a matter of me.
I'll wait. Til when? I have NO idea, love. I want to take things slow. And see where it'll lead. Maybe I'll find him in my university or on a train ride to France (ok, pushing it hahahaha)? Or he's the incredibly cute geek in the library, catching up on his reading (a guy who reads, extra points) ? A star player, maybe? Imaginations may run wild but for all you know, he's right here, reading this.
Tough luck, buddy. I won't know.
But being friends won't be such a bad start, eh?
I'll be the first to admit, I'm not exactly what a typical guy would want in a girl. Compared to the millions of girls out there, my looks are well, nothing to really look at. Haha. I'm being totally real. I've reflected myself and I'm blessed with 2 eyes, 2 ears, a mouth and a nose and nothing running short, thankfully. But don't tell me you haven't had the smallest wish of a smoother skin, kan? (I just wish some of you would stop complaining on how you've gotten fat when clearly you're just asking other people to convince you otherwise and even to the extent of complimenting.) But some guys are so obvious in marking their territory on all the pretty girls on myspace, facebook or wherever. It's so hard to look at. When they have about the prettiest bunch of girls on their top friends, you can't help but wonder if they're real friends or just some decoration. And with THOSE girls occupying your time, people like me are just practically worth a glance and nothing more. What happen to inner beauty ? Gone just like the chivalry the world once had.

Love is something so beautiful and sometimes, blinding. I'll venture into it when I'll get older and am on a search for The One. For the time being, let me just be a kid with grades to worry about and not on what I'm suppose to wear for the date I'm nervously anticipating. It'll come. The day where that guy and I will go out for the dinner that either one of us asked the other. I'll blog about it some day on how I met this guy that I have fallen head over heels for, you can count on that. Gambar pun boleh (HAHAHA). The day will come when I'll have enough courage to bring the guy home to meet the parents. The moment will arrive when he asks for my hand in marriage and I'll get all teary up only to be wiped seconds later to start planning the wedding! The time will come when I'll be in a relationship and then maybe I'll get what the hype is all about. Just not now. I'll wait.

Like how I always do.

After Midnight

Point form is the way to go for today

1 I've been watching One Tree Hill alot these days. Not as much as my mum though. She's gone nuts for it. Can't really blame her. She's got nothing to do these days and maybe it's my advantage having mum home all the time. I think I shall ask her to bring me out for lunch tomorrow. Now, all I have to do is to wake up BEFORE noon strikes.

2 Some people are so pretty/handsome you can't help but just stop and stare. HAHA. Maybe they realise it, maybe they don't but if I were them, I'd thank God everyday and be totally modest. No one likes an ego.

3 Some friends aren't worth it.

4 Results are scaring the living crap out of me. For real.

5 My tastebuds are still not in action and I'm still miserable because of it.

6 I'm dying to bitch slap one of the girls from My Super Sweet 16.

7 I like to do things alone. Especially when it comes to shopping. And watching tv. Less pressure.

8 I don't sleep normal. Well, not anymore.

9 I miss my elementary school friends.

10 3 more minutes and it'll be 0300. Shit.

Friday, November 21, 2008

HAH

So found out that there are some sick people out there. Maybe it's the season, you know? And unfortunate for us to get it.
Anyway
Whoever's reading and is sick (bless you), GET WELL SOON !

I wanted to do what a person I wish I'd knew would have done to me during my demam period.
-_-

Take Care then.

Nak


I WANT THAT BOOK, maybe that's why I dreamt of Ashley. And Ashley's white shirt. I have one but the material is much more keras than the one she's wearing. Lawa sial, nak.

Lure You In,

Saja je nak add,

OH before I forget, I want to tell you that I actually dreamt of meeting Ashley Olsen at Delifrance, One Utama -.-
She was in a wheelchair, odd enough. And we (my sister and my cousin) went up to ask for an autograph. I remembered asking my dad for a pen which he magically took out from his back pocket (which he never has but whatever) and she was really friendly. She got hungry and she invited us all to eat with her and a publicist (maybe?) and we talked.
I asked her where was Mary-Kate and she replied,

'Japan's Switzerland'

I didn't understand it at first til my GRANDMOTHER (who appeared beside me ALL OF A SUDDEN) explained to me like it's Malaysia's France being Bukit Tinggi.
Tak faham takpe lah hahahaha

There were some other details but ofcourse, I have totally forgotten. I actually woke up at 6 but forced myself to go to sleep cause it was the best dream I've ever had HAHAHAHA

Ok, bye

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Misc,

OK. I've settled for just bad phlegm-y cough.
Hoorah !

Since getting all sick, my activities (if any at all) got cut short. My days were spent feeling miserable and dizzy on the bed. Standing up was a torture. Eating my meds was well, worse. Movements were kept to a minimum and sleeping became the main agenda. I practically didn't eat much since my taste buds decided to take a hike and everything I consumed tasted like vomit hence making me lose my appetite. I personally felt like I did shed some pounds but I don't think I actually have. But my stomach's never been flatter (HAHA!).

Moving on

I FINALLY got hold of Aina last night and we spoke for 2 and a half hours and had my expected laughs with her. Serious fun. She told me a couple of secrets and stories about her school life in Melaka and in return, I told MY share of stories from this side of the pond and she said, "Damn, and I thought my school ada banyak drama"
Tahu takpe.

Ok, i'm so blank, boring gila babi kat rumah tau tak.
Grr. Lama tak jumpa kawan dah.
OH yeah, RINDU NAJIB !! Selalu ada online, culture shock, tiba tiba takde haha.
Soon, habis, sampai pukul 4 la maki model ada lemak
-____-
HAHA

The phone is being dismissed these days. It's gone crazy anyway. Charging seems like a chore as opposed to just plugging the damned wire in. It needs to be moved and shaken vigorously before I can see the battery bar blinking on the pathetic screen.
I don't know why I'm telling you this little known fact but seriously, other than that, nothings really been on my mind.
Maybe the doubt of straight A's for PMR but I'm trying to push that away. :/
But I can't.

Tomorrow shall be spent at Aina's, laughing up a storm and stuffing our faces with food.
FINALLY, something fun to look forward to. Then again this weekend, hopefully. And a sleepover shall be planned, that'll be fun.

Time goes by so fast when you're doing nothing at all.
OK, WRONG CONCEPT

Monday, November 17, 2008

I Spoke To Soon,

Hi, I'm back.

Kind of.

First, I'd like to apologize for the unmentioned hiatus. On a previous post (Venticinque which means 25 in Italian, by the way), referring to Fact #6, I fell sick. Terribly sick, in fact. I have slowly recovered. Though my mouth is dry 24/7 (literally, people), I am coping. Slowly but surely.

I fell sick on Friday morning, and I could feel it coming. Why ? Because I felt my body heating up by the minute and I sweat a lot, a rare occasion for me. I also started to feel thirsty, which is also rare considering I'm not a fan of plain water and well, especially not in the morning. It was also the day that I had plans and I had to cancel them. Darn.

So yeah, things got worse by the day and I haven't been doing anything much but to lie in bed and well, moan and grunt. And sweat. I hate getting sick. Like I mentioned earlier, I rarely get sick and if I do, i'm like half dead. Which I was. Thankfully, I'm coming out of that hell hole. Anyway.

I don't really have the mood to blog and I don't want to push myself to doing anything much right now since that'll only make things bad when it finally starts to turn better. Besides, I think I spoke too soon. I'm feeling a bit dizzy and I'm starting to sweat.. again.

Shit.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Main Mane


Sexy gila babi nak mampus nak mati, righttt, grr, I want her hair (lips pun boleh jugak).


It's so freakin' sexy. Like, you could wear sweat pants and a greasy top but I swear to God, you'd still look like a Hair Goddess (whatever THAT is).
I. Can't. Stop. Looking.
Ok, I vow to care for my hair (it rhymed!) in order to be in that shape. My hair is still in a bob (ish) so hoping it'll grow fast so that I can enjoy having long hair to swish all around and doing all sort of things (like tying my hair up in a tight chignon without using anything, not even a lousy bobby pin! Cheers to me!).
Any clue as to is hiding under that beautiful mane?
I'm thinking Hilary Rhoda but it could be anyone.
Orange lips too, I loike.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Venticinque

Instructions: List down 25 completely random things about yourself and then tag people.

1. My full name is Nadia Zainudin Binti Zainudin. People snicker at the thought of how I have a male appropriate name in MY name. Long story.

2. I tend to tiptoe in any kitchen. So much so, my granddad will step on my foot so that I'd stand properly. I can't stand stepping on little crumbs of well, ANYTHING!

3. My attention span lasts for about 30 seconds.

4. One of my (MANY) pet peeves is when people tell me to 'Relax' or better yet, 'Chill'. I can't 'relax' so quit telling me to. Not only is it rude. It makes me feel embarrassed.

5. I like jazzy music. Dad's influence, of course. Babyface, ultra favourite.

6. I rarely get sick but if I do, macam separuh mati. Seriously, dengan tak boleh bangun dari katil lagi.

7. My interest in music is very minimal. I prefer movies. AND TV SHOWS

8. I have a birthmark on my left elbow so that explains why I don't like wearing short sleeves.

9. I'm not adventurous when it comes to ice cream flavours. I only have 2 choices. Strawberry (only if there is real chunks of strawberry YUM) or Mango.

10. I wish I had nice legs

11. I used to LOVE Filipino telenovelas. LIKE SANAY WALA NANG WAKAS. Sumpah best HAHA

12. Because I grew up to an English speaking family, it was real awkward speaking Malay and my friend once commented that I spoke Malay like how a Chinese would.

13. I have a weakness for Coca Cola

14. I'm convinced that I have grown up to socialize better with people because of Aina, uber bestfriend <3

15. I regret not continuing to learn the piano.

16. I get tired very easily

17. I don't play sports. AT ALL.

18. I used to buy all the pretty notebooks I could lay my eyes on. And pens! Because I loved writing things. Lists, especially. And dreams. HAHA

19. I'm freakin' lazy, it's not funny.

20. I'm a real kampung girl. I prefer eating rice wherever I am. But a contrast it is that I like eating at posh places.

21. I like my hair, hahahaha

22. I can't cook. Even I wanted to, I can't.

23. I'm so picky, it drives everyone crazy.

24. I don't usually get my way which disappoints me.

25. I'm uncomfortable with kids.

Ok, 25 random things, for the knowing of the public.

Ta

Monday, November 10, 2008

And you are?

You know what I really want to do ?

I want to go swimming. (But I shall have to buy a swimsuit first since mine is 2 sizes too small.)

Also, at Zara, there was this pretty chiffon blouse with small prints of purple I-Don't-Know-What scattered on a black canvas. Empire waisted, I think? But the price tag was a bit heavy for my ever decreasing savings. I'm still waiting for mum to reimburse the money (MY DUIT RAYA!) I have been spending on my own expense. I hate spending my own money. True, it practices one's self to be independent in the near coming future, but I just can't. Unless the item of purchase doesn't get the nod of approval from Mother, than I shall buy it on my own. Sigh. Let's savor our youth, boys and girls.

Hopefully, tomorrow will be spent roaming the shops in Telawi Street. I admit, I have a tinge of doubt that I'll be able to find anything for myself but heck, it's cheap! I shall buy some birthday presents (which are LONG overdue) while I'm there. Presents excite me for some reason. May it be receiving or giving, they bring a great vibe. (I can't help but imagining my Sweet 16 when talking about presents, HOHO)

And.. I'm out of topic.

Will blog soon when mind is in full gear (whatever that means)

Til then, Au Revoir !

The Fun

I'm currently feeling dizzy.

Allow me to shorten this post so that I can get my tired arse upstairs for a good nap (READ:5 hour sleep).

Slept at Najihah's on Saturday night. Twas a whole lot fun. Took pictures. Made Miley&Mandy-esque videos. Laughed so hard at times. Sneaked out (HEHEHE).

Went to One Utama the next day. Played games as opposed to the same routine we've usually been doing. Sumpah lawak. Sumpah bengong. HAHA. It's nice to do something with a bestfriend like Najihah who doesn't give a care in the world when it comes to outings. We take chances and risks to explore the meaning of real fun. I love her <3
Buat lagi ok ?

As for now, let's relax, shall we?
I really need my Brands vitamin cause my energy is losing. Every bit of it.

Loves,

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Mass Appeal,



Ok, yesterday.

I finally went to school after what seems to be forever. Was told by friends that we would retrieve our form 4 books. Found later, however though, we won't. Since the form 4's haven't returned their books, how in the world would we get them, no ? Najihah, Dina and Suraya decided to go back home at the mere hour of 9. So, after good bye's, headed up to the computer lab (air conditioned, explains why we even made the effort to go up the ungodly amount of stairs) and played Pictionary. Shared some laughs because everyone's drawings were either unrecognisable or mistaken as something else. Brenda forgotten what was tumbler and drew a tupperware instead. Rachael and I won (SEP!) and just after Ashley wrote movies on little pieces of paper, we were dismissed by the bell. Belinda, Brenda and I went down for recess. After a seemingly long talk, the twins went back and I assumed the rest did too. So I went back at about 11.35. Had an early lunch and rested since I didn't get any sleep the night before. Went to OU at 2. Being the early one, went to MPH to get a book. Met Lydiya and chatted with her whilst waiting for friends to arrive. When Najihah called, hugged Lydiya bye and met up with The Distressed downstairs. After she was whisked off with her knight, I played solo again.

Walked around and decided to sit down on one of the many benches when I met Ashraf who was on his way to play Daytona. Ofcourse, he insisted me playing as well, I knew very well not to play with boys anymore to save myself from ultimate humiliation. After ALL that, he finally went up and I was still downstairs. Met up with Debra and boyfriend, Nicholas, Li May and twins at Waffle World. Drank coke and we went up to play games. Twas not a good 'game' day, I shall admit. Lost at everything -.- Was laughed at, even. *coughSYAKIRandASHRAFcough*
Played bowling but I wasn't really up for it though I was the one who suggested it. Soon after, my thumb was sore. Met a lot of people, though. Some eye candy too (;
HAHAHA

Hahaha, was so tired so I slept relatively early (2230 baby!) and woke up at 11am. Pleasant night. Pleasant day.


Loves,

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

My letter to Audrey,

How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).


I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.

Loves,
-Your name-

P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you-.


1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regard
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Foosball - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself


& the end result?


Dear Audrey,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm selling myself . I think I realized it that night at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on my best friend . I'm sure you're masochistic enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist . I'm returning the cut toe nails to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession about a new life as a clone. Good luck on your short-term life in jail.

Loves,
Nadia

P/S: You are so lifeless, sexy grandmother, Audrey.


HAHAHAHAHAHA
this is so messed up.
HI AUDREY !

I really hate tagging so this is for anyone who would like a laugh. Go ahead, I know you want to.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Pret-A-Poor



This is how I conduct myself in a grocery store.

Mum told me to get some groceries and she honestly looked tired after following my brother on his on going quest for a tuxedo (reason remain unknown). So I did. With a scribbled list (courtesy of little sister) in hand, I went. Is it me or the worst trolleys are deliberately trying to crush me down. I ALWAYS choose the old and squeaky ones. If karma DOES go around, what have I done ? Oh well.

Anyway, I just realised it was my first time on my own in a grocer. And the first on my list was all sort of detergen. Easy enough ? Think again. There were SO MANY KINDS OF FREAKIN' DETERGEN. My mum warned me though, "Don't call me just to ask what colour they come in. PICK ANYTHING'. So calling was not an option anymore. Out of the 6 (i know, it seemed like 10 to me) items, I only managed 4 -_-

Something tells me i'm not ready for the independent lifestyle. I'm down with that.

Shimmy Shimmy



One of my biggest pet peeve is the fact that some girls say their interest are solely for fashion. The catch ? They don't even know who Christopher Bailey is.

What is up with Malaysian women who absolutely LOVE toting a Louis V Monogram Canvas ? Aren't you a bit embarrass that someone else within a 10 feet radius is carrying the similar design only to be tweaked by the handles or size ? Try going to KLCC and count the number of Louis Vuitton's you'll come across. I had 50 in 15 minutes. No joke. I simply don't understand why they can't get themselves a Mahina instead ? Let's just say you DID buy yourself a MYR 3000 bag when you come across some other carrying the same one. The only difference ? She bought it from Petaling Street at a measly 50.
Oh the frustation.

[ I'm really sorry if anybody reading who owns one is offended. I'm just voicing out my hatred, that's all. ]

This was just something Arief and I chatted about. It's good having someone having the same issue as you. It helps venting out everything to someone who understands.

Now, if I could only drive ..

Monday, November 3, 2008

Ok, walk



Coke is a great social equalizer because even Elizabeth Taylor can't have a better one than the average man. -Andy Warhol


I am living a very unhealthy lifestyle as of late. Sleeping at 4-5 am and waking up at the atrocious hour of 2-3pm. I don't even see morning anymore which means breakfast is always skipped and lunch is to be enjoyed at 4-5 pm. Holy Crap. AND as pictured above, I consume alot of Coke lately. My my. Doctor, please?

This is why I should start a new hobby. I'm picking up reading again but that doesn't seem to be enough. I finish a book in 2 days tops and I'd have to wait a couple more to actually BUY another one. The question asked is What The Hell Am I Supposed To Do In Those Spare Days ?. I've actually come to the worse conclusion of all which is to start studying next year's syllables which is said to be a huge contrast as to what I have been studying now. Oh no. My dad warned me to pay full on for next year and treat it as an exam year. What ? No Sweet 16 ? That won't do.

Speaking of next year, I have already planned ahead (blame it on the hours I have spent on the bed doing absofreakinlutely nothing) the activities I shall *oh shit my stomach's rumbling* try out. Turning 16 is going to be spectacular. Ok, I shouldn't put my hopes up too high and expect a big grande party but I'm definitely going to gather my friends for a dinner. Besides, I have my eye on this Sweet 16 cake for ages, so I HAVE to have an occasion to have that cake, no?

OHMYGOD I AM SO FREAKIN' BORED.

And I would love to learn to drive. Mum's hesistating, though. She reckons i'm still too young to get behind the wheel. But she's been complaining of being a driver to everyone in the family, surely having me to drive as an option would lighten the load off her back right? Right.

This post is so irrelevant, it's frustrating. Grr.

Someone suggest me to do something.

Cue the lights,

Do you have a band-aid ? Because I just scraped a knee falling for you.

Yes, I know it is complete corny but it's too sweet to pass up ! ((((;

I went to KLCC on Saturday. Watched (for the 3rd time) High School Musical 3 and came out feeling joyous for an unknown reason. I'm still so in love with the movie. My favourite part has got to be i) Gabriella and Troy dances on rooftop. Up tops for choreography. ii) When they got ready for prom (only to be a stage play for Miss Darbus), I have successfully memorized the lyrics to the prom number, 'A Night To Remember'. I am also so in love with the dance moves performed. iii) When Troy showed up looking handsome (in a tree) to surprise Gabriella. Too sweet.

Headed to Topshop and Kinokuniya after the movie but left empty handed. But oh wells. Dined at CPK, always a family favourite. Though, I still do prefer Fasta Pasta (which I miss so much, where are you?) but it was either that or nothing at all. Went back after dinner. Too many people, less enjoyment. Another day, another day.

I am so tempted to add Nick Jonas on myspace but am afraid he'll think I'm sort of a stalker since I have his picture on my myspace.
HAH, but then again..
.. who doesn't love their fans ?

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Who am I to say?

I hope you notice my way.