Sunday, May 31, 2009

You Look Good In Love

As per usual, it's 244 in the morning and I just finished watching The Notebook..

.. for the 913821938th time. And yes, again I am drenched in my own tears. Everytime I watch this movie, I just can't help but wonder if I could be like that. If I could be so in love. If I could have someone love me just as Noah loved Allie. Just if. 

Noah: I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

I want someone I have my disagreements with and fight over it only to make up the next 5 minutes. That's true love. The movie shows no signs of jealousy in both of them, and I find that they shouldn't be considering how much they loved each other. They have nothing to be insecure about. All they have for each other is love and with that, comes trust and loyalty.

Young Allie: You arrogant son of a bitch.
Young Noah: Would you just stay with me?

Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin'
Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Young Allie: So what?
Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day.


Saturday, May 30, 2009


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Friday, May 29, 2009


Mother Chucker

IT'S (sort of) DAY ONE OF 2 WEEKS OF FREAKIN' HOLIDAYS, I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR SO LONG, and it's here, how time flies when you're having book stuck up your face all the time.

I spent my day yesterday doing the norm. Like, being at home. I went to wondermilk after fetching Tania from school. And bought DVD's. Not from wondermilk la, dekat Jasema tu. My mum and I are HUGE tv junkies. Well, we don't actually WATCH tv, we just watch TV shows that don't air yet on tv. We're obsessed (understatement of the century) with everything from Gossip Girl to Criminal Minds. Also, bought the new Teen Vogue, I swear, Jasema always have them first in store. Selena is cute but I thought she should have let her hair down instead of tying it up. I still love her. 
I came back home and watched Gossip Girl til like 1 30 ? (I'm surprised at myself, usually I'll be up til 4 but I didn't want it to end so I saved some for the morning after) That was fun. With that show, you really never know what's going on. And I thought I had it in the bag with the whole predicting thing. It's really good, best gila baaaaaaaaaabi! And I have so much more to watch, like Grey's and Prison Break which I can't wait for. TV SHOW MARATHON ALL DAY LONG, it doesn't get any better.

Though, behind all the obsessed tv show watching, I might have a social life (?). But it's so hard to do so seeing I still have no phone but I'm eyeing on one which will give my mum no excuse to not buy me one. I always bug her with 'I need to buy a new phoneeeeeeee!' and knowingly she would say, 'Well, have you found one that's a flip phone and in pink?' and I go 'No' and she'll be 'I rest my case'
Well, now I have and I want it. It's actually Rachael's phone and it's not flip neither is it in pink. It's black but with pink on the sides, which is really cool. I mean, Motorola has done me nothing but great service the last 3 years ( i got it after UPSR, and hell yeah, that's a long time and I stopped using it last year because it totally went dead on me ) but I think I shall opt for Nokia. And it's superduper thin which will make it better, I don't like big chunky phones cause I don't see the reason to it, I mean, technology is evolving, phones should be getting thinner, si ? Why defy technology/time/modernism? Ok, peptalk done.
And I have been a damn good user, unlike Zaim, he has given his phone to a stranger only for the stranger to run with the phone AND he lost it in a cyber cafe.
-________- And in both times of recklessness, he got a new one like I don't know, in a span of 2 weeks tops ? So okay, fine, I lost my phone (technically not mine, it was Iman's cause I had no phone at all after I dumped Motorola so I borrowed hers in exchange of.. Naruto cards which I seriously had to buy her to lengthen my ownership of said phone) but then one fine day, I lost it. As you can tell from my previous mourning-like posts. Iman is supposedly pissed seeing how she brings the whole hostile exterior everytime I tell her off :

I don't know
YOU LOST IT ? Siapa suruh hilang ? I told you not to bring it over to Yusof's all the time!
Eh, you lost my phone

And the argument ends there. After watching Blair, there is not one outfit that I have not loved/obsessed or drooled over (and making mental notes of places where I can find a replica that does ANY justice of the original). And of course after watching Gossip Girl, you can't help but dream of being an upper east sider. 
And yeah, Chuck may be enticing, but I still love Nathaniel. And Blair may as well stamp BITCH on her perfect forehead, but I prefer her over Serena. Maybe I am just biased with her clothes. Yeah, that's probably it. Lawa gila kut ! Macam 'Damn, can she please be 1 tenth less pretty than she already is?!'

I have no mood to shop these days, and I really want to go to Pavillion so bad, it hurts. But then again, I still need a phone, it will make planning an outing 50 times easier. So basically, my priority is a phone and OH, have I told you just how gorgeous the new Prism is ? It's so prettyyyyyyyy.

Ok, I'm off. See you soon! 

Happy Holidays and cheers to a (questionable) well deserved break. 

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Physics Paper 2 was amazing. How a couple pieces of paper can make you feel so stupid is amazing. 

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I saw this pair of stunners at Zara !

Monday, May 25, 2009

You Da Bomb

I started with my chapter 5 knowing I have no clue on what it's all about. And I slept, way to go, smart ass.
DAHLA PAPER 2 !!@*#!@

Ok, just needed to let that out. Proper post later whenever bila dah merdeka lah :')

Insecure Like You

Since I'm doing tremendously awful for mid term (I can freakin' feel the failures handed to me one by one, of course Add Maths will be the first one. Expected), I vow to study this coming 2 week break. And I swear to God, kali ini akan menjadi (!) (Y)
I've made a timetable to be printed and I shall stick by it no matter how busy that day will turn out to be. Possible, si? It's not so much for the A's (ok, fine, it is), I just don't want to look like a dumbass amongst my friends who just so happen to be the smartest girls in my class/form/world. Getting an A less for PMR made me felt left out and I wasn't happy about that. I'm STILL not happy. So yeah, back to where I was, the whole freakin' reason I want to get good grades is to show the people who DON'T BOTHER ASKING HOW DID YOU DO BUT INSTEAD RUSH ALONG TO THEM KID GENIUSES BECAUSE PEOPLE LIKE ME (who lacks A's) TAK WORTHY SANGAT NAK TANYA. 
That's it. It's not about making my report card look good (for once), I just want to make myself satisfied.
So that's what I'll do. This 2 week holiday will be spent out, undoubtedly, but it's gotta be balanced with my studying. Seriously. I'm not kidding. I'm freakin' serious about this whole thing, I'm excited and anxious to see if it goes right. I have 2 subjects per day which will lessen the rate of confusion that happens like, almost all the time.  
Kata nak dapat straight A's for SPM, if I don't buck up NOW than how do hell do I expect to get 10As kan ? 

But then again, all work and no play makes Nadia a dull girl. So after exams, I shall ;

1 Catch up on my beauty sleep. I need to correct my troubled sleeping cycle. It's unhealthy.
2 Read books where chemical formulae and just formulas in general aren't in sight. I vow to get back to my reading habits. It has been way too long since I've read a good book. Suggestions are welcomed. 
3 WATCH MOVIES !! I haven't stepped into a theater in the longest time and movies are up and about. But, I'm still counting the days Transformers hit the cinemas. #1 FAN !
4 Figure out how to install Limewire. I'm not that thick, I've tried doing it but I gotta upgrade this laptop which I have no clue where to start with. Biar la.
6 Pig out at Aina's and talk endlessly :')
7 Sleepover at Illi's ! 

Friday, May 22, 2009

Turn Your Lights On

I miss Idol already and only by January will the show start again and the stories going around saying the judges won't stay on is a bit upsetting. I mean, really, the judges are like half of what the show's all about. And Simon promised his bloody British ass that he will stay on as long as the show is number one. And it freakin' is. Don't see an excuse for his alleged departure. SO SIMON, STAY!

One week of exam is done and over with but there's still another week of studying til late night and waking up resembling a walking zombie. I've developed eye bags which is crazy stuff and it got so bad one day, I had to bring in the big guns (total lie : my mum's Garnier roll on thingy. It helped anyway). Yesterday, I had a sudden pain, felt like a cut, on my lips. Before I knew it, it swelled up. Which scared me and I was thinking of like, 'Holy crap, is this lip cancer or what?!' so I slept it off, said a little prayer to God wishing wanting hoping that the swollen lip would go down instead of getting bigger overnight. It was really weird. Is that how collagen feels like ?

I'll update when I can or want.

Thursday, May 21, 2009


American Idol finale was beyond spectacular.
I never thought I would take a liking for Kiss who was freakin' brilliant, by the way. 
And Santana was amazing. Babi best.
I missed Jason Mraz's performance but I can already know it'll be just as good if not better than the others. They had fantastic line up this year, they really outdid themselves by proving just that. Loved what Kara wore by the way and hell yeah she beat Bikini Girls ass. (Y) Rock on, new judge.
About the winning though, I am thoroughly happy that Kris won, big fan of him (an even bigger fan of Giraud but heh, the hat was too much for the Americans seeing no one really voted) and yeah, most of the time his thunder gets stolen by the manicured (black nails, baby, is the way to go) and mascara'd Lambert but I don't know, I just preferred underdog as he is often dubbed. 
But I gotta admit, the performance with Kiss was just mind blowing. Freakin' digged the platforms, NIIICE. I actually won't mind going to their concert. Pergh, setakat Jason Mraz pun tak pergi, nak pergi Kiss apa hal.
Who cares who got the title anyway, both of them are obviously going to make it huge in the US so they have nothing to worry their pretty little heads of. 

So.. Adam fans. Take a breather. It's not the end of the world that he lost. Chill.


Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Current midterm status : BM is done and done, sigh of relief there. Hand was sore after writing a 700 word essay. Unnecessarily wasted time on stupid nothings. Heh. Modern Maths was okay. I got to know that there were going to be some questions from form 1, 2, and 3. Thank GOD there was no crap on Transformations : Reflections, Rotations etc. Sejarah dah habis lama dah. Last Friday, tu baru Paper 1 okay. 


I'm at Chapter 3 of Chemistry. Have started Chemistry way back. Tapi tak faham faham moles/mols and all the gibberish talk about formulas -.- They all sound/look/seem the same, goddamnit. And I haven't even so much as to flick through my Bio. Teruk gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaa baaaaaaaaabi.
Counting off the seconds to the holidays. The thought of sleeping well (not like these past few days) is so soothing and is currently my biggest motivation.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Material Heartbreak

Holler Louboutin

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

What's Going On With Today

So, like, I KNOW for a fact that Adam will be this year's American Idol, blah. No suspense at all ! I still am rooting for Kris though Danny did an exceptionally great job with that Joe Cocker song, You're So Beautiful or something like that.
ANYWAY, moving on.

I vow to do good for the upcoming Mid Term. I vow to pass my additional mathematics seeing how I failed (FIRST FAILURE, can I get a WOOT WOOT?) the first time back. Tomorrow will be spent at the library, studying my untouched History facts. Literally, I haven't touched my History text book, I just found it today. And no notes have been done due to laziness. 
This weekend, I'll hold my horses and not go out, not even out to buy pisang goreng/food/pens/buku rujukan-yang-always-kena-beli-eventhough-kat-rumah-ada-berjuta, which I always do because it's an excuse for me to go out and delay my studies. Horrible, ain't it ? 
I can't wait for exams to be done with, I have so many things to do (doubtfully ACTUALLY BEING DONE, but whatever). School's school, nothing much there. I love school and all, I just wished 7.20 could be changed to like, 9 or something. Boleh tidur lama sikit. 

On Monday, ze mother and some friends (including Puan Hazlin so therefore Amy too) went to grab some lunch at Delicious so I had pretty much no options but to follow suit. Before that, dragged Mama to ZARA and she agreed that the top Lara Stone wore on the er.. wall? Yeah wall, sebab it's like a background, y'know ? Haha susah nak explain, adalah, bila nak masuk tu, look on your left, she's wearing this top yang macam jacket tapi tak. I told Mama it was pretty darn cool and she agreed. Yeay. Masuk masuk je ada kasut lawa gila baaaaaabs, it's on the table right upfront so basically, it really is the first thing you see (besides Lara Stone and her gapped teeth, sorry Najib, I know you love her, she just ain't working for me). There were many shoes that were freaking TDF (which stands for 'to die for', to those who didn't read Total Girl religiously way back when)! Seriously, everywhere you turn, a stunning creation is just laying there. Will *try* to get my hands on one of them even if it kills my allowance and pocket money. 
After arriving, felt awkward amidst teachers so Amy and I decided to go on our own. Went to Forever 21 and roamed around. There were so many floral dresses, it kills. Really, the timing can't get any better because of the themed dinner coming up (Y) that involves a whole lot of flowers. Since the only pair of jeans I currently own are just black and basic blue denim (yang black tu lagi la bodoh, I have 2 of the same kind. Terbeli sama -.-) and I want to buy a new one, this time, really faded blue. Like light blue or grey. And ada baju lawa gila kat Topshop siaaaaaaaaaaal, babi ah takde size. In times like this, you kinda wish you'd be a size 10 because almost all the time, size 6 takde tau tak. Damn orang kurus. 

Today was not my day. I came after recess because I desperately needed atleast 2 more hours of sleep so I generally woke up at 9 but slept at every interval of 5 minutes. -.- And surprise surprise, my friends told me that right after recess, there'll be a lecture on smoking in the hall.
Are you serious ? -_________________- I woke up with a mighty spirit to focus on add maths TO BE LET DOWN BY A LECTURE ? And the copier broke down so I couldn't photostat the exams MESSED UP timetable. I mean, really ? History is the day after tomorrow, that's just paper 1, right. The paper 2 is in 2 weeks time. What the hell. What the hell. On Wednesday(s), teruk gila okay, ada Chemistry Paper AND Biology paper ? Are you freakin' real ? That's too much for one's brain to handle (unless you're like.. Natrah or better yet, Dina). 
School ended with a downpour. Dealt with it. Bought Burger King for dinner and one whole drink of Coke got spilled in the car. And I had to cleaned it up because partially it was my fault. Pergh, hari terbaik.

And I just wasted time writing all of this down when it could have been used for something useful like say, I don't know ? History perhaps ?

Blah. Exams are sucky, not a fan of it, who's with me ? 

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Uh Oh

Sorry for that, will be back after I can breath easy when Physics Chemistry ADDITIONAL GODDAMNED MATHEMATICS Biology History Agama Mod Maths are done answered. 
Besides, my internet is down and I can't do much about it. Heh.
ANYWAAYYYYYYZ I'll see you when I see you, gotta atleast pass my add maths, wei, seriously ?
My life right now revolves around school, tuition and reading things over and over and over again sampai pening kepala sebab tak faham langsung.
Talk about being unprepared. Failing to plan and this is what you get, planning to fail :( 
50 % blame on me, 50 % on why momentum gotta be so complicated ?!?!

Mood tidak berapa bagus lately.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

It's Trust and Nothing Else

Bitchin' And Consequences

Ok, Form 4 dah start jadi fun 

Day One of food selling. Actually had doubts about people coming because of it's very secluded location. But heyyyy, managed to sell off a lot (if not all!) and made money (Y) 
There were running up the stairs with Dina because we forgot some puffs that were left in the microwave. -____- Tapi best, because FINALLY ada lah contributions to a school programme haha, in the wise words of Dina. Having said that, I don't mind being more involved in co-curricular activities because of my short experience with the KH Club has somewhat broaden my social skills (?) with people. It was fun talking to Nisa, Lilia and Balqis at the bengkel, haha cakap about PMR and Form 4 and the usual girl talk about the opposite gender (Hi Lilia ! hahahaha). I also proved myself wrong about some other girls, I ought to give a slap across my face. Heh.

today was equally fun because there was the Robot making and Cooking competition amongst students. Farid won the cooking competition :') Cakap nak tapau, tak pun. HAHA xoxo
And the we were hectic as hell, Dina and I had to go out with Puan Nik Azizon to buy ice. Hahahahaha, jakun gila pergi kedai mamak macam budak ponteng sekolah. 
And then we went back to school, continuing being hectic. It was fun though. I haven't stepped into class in like 2 days and it feels so long :o 
Got to know some Form 2's (-.-) yang mintak borong minum, haha nasib good looking. (Y) Hahaha Aimi and Amy basically fought it out, verbally. 
'Tu aku punya! Kau pergi amik lain'
'Apa pulak, tu I punya ok, dah lama chop!' (<- I just made that up but it was very very very similar to what I listened to anyways) Damn 14 year olds.
I didn't get to go and check the Bilik Seni exhibition though. Heard it was good. 

WE also had our Yearbook photo taken which is and always will be a highlight of my year. 
One of the perks of being a class monitor is that you get to sit infront as opposed to standing. That usually just makes me appear to be a shorty (as I already am, but who wants to enhance one's shortness?!). Informal photo, I have this feeling will be ugly as hell but whatever, it's part of the fun. Looking ugly.. and stuff. HUH ?
I also looked really red due to running under the hot sun calling people from my class to take a photo. 
I LOVE, like I said earlier, YEARBOOK PHOTOG sessions. And I'm going to miss it like hell when high school will be dismissed next year for us :'( Tiba tiba je rasa cam ni, hahaha, before this, form 2 and 3, it wasn't anything significant (though informal time usually is crazy and fun) but when you're a fourth former, I guess you can kinda get how much you'll miss it seeing this will be the second last year for us to finishing high school. Lepas ni mana ada lagi gambar dalam baju sekolah ? Hahaha.

Continued with the KH stuff later but there was nothing much to do so I went to see the photosession and Farhana had to do go and practice for a sketch which I was supposed to be in but whatever, so she told me to do some stuffs and I did. Required me to stay til school ended. And I don't know why, but seeing this year's Form 5 punya photos and how they were around each other was just overwhelming. I mean, what ? They've been friends since they started school and probably even before that, zaman Backstreet Boys and all y'know. Hahaha, I have nothing to do with them but I don't know, I just felt sad/touched.
I'm not surprised if I get all teary next year after the photog session. 
As much as I despise homework and assignments and everything associated to a dateline, I still love high school. I don't understand people who can't wait to get out. 

Special thanks to those who helped !

Thank you for being so nice. It's been a while a gentleman stepped up.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Oh Me Oh My

It's not hate. I'm just so jealous of what she wears and how she's so pretty. 

What's Up, May ?


Should I talk about how I haven't studied one crap on Physics, Chemistry, Biology, Additional Maths, Modern Maths, History (YA ALLAH, baru ingat ada history siaaaaaal, wth langsung tak bukak buku, I don't even know what crap there is in Chapter 1!!!!!!), and Agama ?

No, I don't think I shall to save myself the misery of remembering every darned topics, sub topics and et cetera. 

What else is new around here ? Besides everyone being shit scared and almost guaranteeing at least one G9. Hm ? To me, the only good thing that can come from this dreaded exam is the mini freedom that comes after it. Outings have already been planned and there's also that dinner planning that we've been putting a hold seeing how most of the committee are involved in the marching competition. That, I can't wait. 

Apa lagi ? UUUUUUUUUU the movies the movies the movies. I am inching off my seat for Transformers 2 and Harry Potter :') Can't freakin' wait, it has been a while since I stepped in a theatre. Ok, since I'm bored and is on top of my game playing as Queen Of All Kinds Of Procrastination, I shall do a list. A list of Things I Want To Do once mid terms are done and done.
Here we go, roman numerals.

i. Go watch numerous movies
ii. Telawi roaming !
iii. Sushi Groove with my girls. Have been craving for that Suraya rice for far too long :'(
iv. SWIM and the blowing of the bubbles with Ashley and Karen :')
v. Plan Girl Guides dinner hence the search of a dress begins. KL MARI
vi. Meet up with Aina and Shira, ugh, too much a missin'
vii. Jumpa Kyrina and Emina balik
viii. Start jogging, goddamn it. Konon nak tryout for next year's run so boleh ah contribute to Rumah Hijau kan Amy ? (Y)

Joey-Ness says: (9:23:46 PM)
oh yeah 
Joey-Ness says: (9:23:54 PM)
i hate it when girls say stuff like
Joey-Ness says: (9:24:03 PM)
i'm a bitch and theres nothing you can do about it
Joey-Ness says: (9:24:08 PM)
and i'm a bitch and i'm proud of it
Joey-Ness says: (9:24:09 PM)
like wth
Joey-Ness says: (9:24:16 PM)
why are they so proud of being bitches?
Joey-Ness says: (9:24:17 PM)
NADIA says: (9:24:19 PM)
Joey-Ness says: (9:24:27 PM)
i think they're trying to show "attitude" or some shit
Joey-Ness says: (9:24:29 PM)
but come on!
Joey-Ness says: (9:24:32 PM)
show la good attitude
Joey-Ness says: (9:24:37 PM)
dont be proud of being a bitch
Joey-Ness says: (9:24:39 PM)

Joey-Ness says: (9:29:46 PM)
they take pics wearing shorts and showing off their thighs and they put captions like
Joey-Ness says: (9:29:53 PM)
ugly thighs i know
NADIA says: (9:29:57 PM)
Joey-Ness says: (9:30:05 PM)
Joey-Ness says: (9:30:07 PM)
Joey-Ness says: (9:30:42 PM)
wow you should write a blog post about this
Joey-Ness says: (9:30:42 PM)
NADIA says: (9:32:21 PM)
hahaha already am :o
NADIA says: (9:32:26 PM)
NADIA says: (9:32:28 PM)

Haha, yo ladyyyyzzzzz, this is from a boy's perspective, you really think calling oneself a bitch will make you appear supreme ? Not so much. In words of Oprah and basically everyone on EARTH, you're beautiful in your own way :') Don't go telling yourself you're not. 
And don't go around telling people you're not when in fact you are (like the whole, you're actually just 15 grams tapi cakap 'OMG, LIKE I'M LIKE SO LIKE.. OBESE'). Macam dah malas nak compliment yang tak ikhlas HAHAHAHOHO. Seriously. 


Saturday, May 2, 2009

Purple Love

What about me?