I wonder if anyone still reads my blog. Or am I the only one..
Trials are going on now and tomorrow is Modern Maths. ZZZZZZZZ. I hate Mathematics. Seriously I hate ! Though I thought I did pretty well in Form 3..
Tomorrow is Wednesday which means there's going to be Glee and Gossip Girl and being the giddy self I am, I cannot wait to watch it. SUPER excited. Because it's going to be a Britney episode for Glee and I've already heard Rachel's rendition of Hit Me Baby One More Time and I love it. I'm a Gleek and I'm proud !
And then there's Gossip Girl which I can't wait for. Nothing is going to stop me from watching that ! Not even an Add Maths paper the next day.
I have so many drafts saved but I have no idea on what to blog about. My life is so dull now. Takkan every blog post nak write 'So.. today I studied Chapter 9 of Form 5's History syllabus. You?'.
Basically my life now revolves around ;
i) My books
ii) Post-it notes
iii) Sleeping late which I despise so much. I can't help but falling asleep petang and finding it hard to sleep at night :(
iv) Singing songs in my room. Right now, I'm taking it old school with Britney's songs KDK (Ketawa Dengan Kuat for those who don't know)
(OMG YES ADA GOSSIP GIRL DAH ! DON'T HAVE TO WAIT FOR TOMORROW !!!!!)
Had our English paper today and I predict low marks for my essays because lo and behold, I had no time. SERIOUSLY. An hour and 45 minutes for 2 essays and 2 hours and 15 minutes for some stupid questions. So stupid. I could have used like I don't another half an hour for my essay ?!! I don't need that much time to finish my paper 2 ! Ugh.
OK OMG I JUST FINISHED WATCHING GOSSIP GIRL AND EPISODE BY EPISODE, IT NEVER FAILS TO REMIND ME HOW MUCH I LOVE THE UPPER EAST SIDERS !!!!
So much love for Chuck. SO much love. I don't mind him with this Eva girl but come on, Blair and Chuck were epic lah k.
K that's all. I'm seriously going to go do maths now k bye xoxo
It's 430 in the morning and I have 'Dilemma' on iTunes accompanying me as I finish my Chemistry notes I borrowed from Jia Wen. I am relaxing my fingers because I've been writing these damned notes since ntah bila. It hurts to write now !!
Just finished watching Gossip Girl though. The Chuck/Blair train station scene actually made me cry !! So sedih please muka Chuck. SO SEDIH !
Ok hi. It's 6:11 now. FINALLY completed my kimia notes. All 51 pages of them. BACK AND FRONT ! Bloody tiring. My fingers don't function properly now. Wrote 'pink turns to alkali' instead of 'pink turns to colourless'. Haywire.
Trials start this Friday with Tasawwur first up. I'm already at that stage where going out (even just out for dinner) makes me feel guilty for not being at home and studying something. Omg sumpah I can't wait til this is all over !
I'm so tired. Haha. How pathetic. Realized how many kajillion clothes we have. Half of it I won't wear now BECAUSE
I've grown. Although I still am the same size (or almost) as I was 5 years back, I won't wear a top I bought when I was standard 5. I mean, really.
(HAHA I wanted to do several reasons to explain why I don't wear some clothes anymore but the above reason was the only one I could think of hahahahaha oops)
I want to give them all away. I mean, so many little girls out there pakai baju koyak rabak and I'm here telling you I have too many. Makes me feel bad. SO YES ! I'll give them to my mum and all of it will be someone else's !
Also, yesterday I went out to Shahrain's open house. And then it was off to OU with the boys for dinner with the rest at Carls Jr. As usual, I didn't finish my burger as it was HUMONGOUS. But yeah. Made a mistake by wearing my suede high heels (and I mean really high) and it hurt like crazy. So I was forced to buy a pair of flats. Which I actually am quite fond of now. SO COMFORTABLE. Cotton On ones, btw.
Gonna save ALL my duit raya. Hoping and wishing to go somewhere by the end of the year and I want to be able to have some money for myself to spend.
Hardly an hour since Subuh ended but oh my god, isn't the cake so brilliant ?
2 weeks holiday officially starts now. I don't really take it as a holiday when I don't get to lie in bed all day and go out with friends. Holiday = sleeping in and get fat. Since I can't do either one, it isn't really a holiday since I skip school a lot anyway.
Er.. first and foremost, don't consider yourself 'in love' when you
i) Don't talk to the person in real life and all you do is text. Seriously, that's the only portal of communication ? So lame on so many different levels, I can't even begin to tell you.
ii) Haven't gone out TOGETHER
iii) Too shy to communicate in school or anywhere else for that matter
WTF even ?
It's not wrong to have one but COME ON, are you seriously telling the whole entire world that you're so depressed and 'crying all night long' because you broke up with your 'boyfriend' ? Dude. That's ridiculous. And so stupid. And so freaking unnecessary.
Only people who were in a REAL girlfriend-boyfriend relationship can cry over things like that. And when I say 'girlfriend-boyfriend relationship', I mean a boy and a girl going out on a date to the movies or for dinner. Or speaking face to face for all I care.
So tired of kids (I'm going to call you a kid because that's what you actually still are) being 'in love' for 5 minutes and breaking up and crying like you broke off an engagement. Like dude, you didn't actually think it was going to work out sampai anak cucu kan ?
Then why are you so upset ? It's all drama lah please. Cut the crap and start focusing on something else. Too young to waste your time being so angry and 'depressed'. Newsflash : You're only so young. THERE ARE SO MANY FISH IN THE SEA, DO NOT WORRY OF ENDING UP ALONE BECAUSE YOU WON'T OKAY ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! FOR THE TIME BEING, STUDY OR GO SHOPPING.
I have so many drafts. This will (hopefully) be just a quick one before I tackle on Chemistry once again.
This is going to be a post about anything that pops in mind. Anything worthy to blog lah basically.
Paid for prom and the ticket looks ace. Can't wait !
Earned a reputation for skipping so many days of school now. No one bothers asking why I don't go anymore hahaha
I hope my appetite comes back from wherever it has gone to for raya. Or when I go back to Penang. One thing I am SO looking forward to is Mak Tok's home cooked dishes. Thinking about it makes me really hungry.
Everyone is growing up. Makes me wonder where did all the time go. *SAD FACE
Haven't been going raya shopping like EVERYBODY IS. Seriously, last weekend, everyone who was on my Twitter went out to shop. Zzz. Hoping to go to Pavilion with Mama next week.
I am so obsessed with make up videos. Hahahaha. Seriously ! I want to get my hands on the Jubilee lipstick by Mac. And glitters by Make Up Forever. And brushes. My mum thinks I have too many. I don't, really.
Hoping to do really well for trials :(
I can't stand Taylor Swift sometimes. She's freaking everywhere !!
Ok til I have more excitement in my life, ciao bella x