Friday, December 31, 2010


It's 2011.

OK no. I'm typing this at 10:34 on the 31st of December, 2010.

First up, can I just say how super fast like a G6 this year has gone by ? I still can remember my sleepover at Najihah's last year and we walked to and from Curve for the celebration. It was an experience though I choose not to go there again ever. BUT OH WELL.

2010 was an aweesomeeeeeeee yearrrrrrr LOVE LOVE LOVE IT. Though SPM was a pain in the ass, I enjoyed my senior year and am satisfied with how it went. Let's (attempt to) recap.

  • BEST BIRTHDAY EVER !!!!! Though it was a month late (ahem, my birthday is on January 19th !!), I loved every freaking second of my surprise party. Though, of course, I wished all my other friends could have made it but you know what ?!?!?! I loved it, nevertheless and though it was nothing too crazy crazy, I loved it. So memorable :') Special thanks to Tania and Aidit :')
  • Sports Day OMGHHKP ! How awesome is it that Green House won during my senior year ? Like seriously, c'mon, how awesome ?! Didn't contribute anything (sports wise hehe) but I did helped out with the banner ! And Sports Day was too amazing k ! LOVE LOVE LOVE. Hehe and also because menang. Gooo Hijau !
  • World Cup. I never had a liking for football. I watched an entire football match for the first time during World Cup. Grew to really loved it. Tapi World Cup je lah haha. So brilliant how a country so semangat to play. Favourites were Holland, Japan and Argentina. LOL. Can't wait for the next one. Oh ! And I was introduced to Higuain from Argentina. Love at first sight.
  • Graduation Day ! LOVED IT. Mainly cause I got to wear them robes and mortar boards. Sat with Ila, Hafeez and Hanif practically the whole time. Though I had a wardrobe malfunction (kebaya kain came off), I managed to walk across the stage LIKE A BOSS.
  • Picture taking days were my favourite days of the year. Well, one of them anyway. Class photos are always my favourite. We decided to have everyone wear glasses and we all did, with an exception of here and there, but no bigs ! Strained my eyes for one shot. The photo turned out really stupid due to the excessive editing. Looked fat. And short. Anyway, then there was the kelab persatuan photos. So proud to be in the Rumah Hijau photo (considering we kinda won HEHE). Favourite amongst all photos were obviously graduation photos. Where we got to wear robes and mortar boards. I looked around and felt nothing but love and admiration for all my classmates. Seriously, moving to SMK Taman Tun was the best thing I've done so far. And you, Beta folks as well !! Really hoping, wishing and wanting for us to be just as close in the future. Even if the majority of my friends are entering college this month.
  • SPM. Sleepless nights. Disappointing papers. LIKE SEJARAH. Die. I'm really really really really dreading result day. It scares the living daylight outta me. K gonna stop talking about this before I start being all depressed.
  • Prom Night. Just 'cause everyone looked so gorgeous and dolled up. And 'cause the food was ace. And 'cause the boys looked so handsome. Not that they aren't already.
  • How I discovered how much I loved eating at La Bodega. OMGHHKP yum.
  • My tuition classes with Mr Yu, Mr Nathan and Puan Nurhana. SAYANG GILA. I'm going to miss going to tuition (even if I'm guilty for skipping classes).
  • Friends birthdays ! There was Ila's, Kaveetha's and Amy's. I can't seem to remember anyone else's. And the buka puasa dinner at Bora Asmara with about 20 others, I dare say ?
  • National Service. LOL was so nervous waiting for the reply telling me if I got in or not. Obviously, I didn't. YAY ME. But seriously, banyak gila orang got in.. Sai and Diyana are already in Sarawak/Sabah. Anis is going tomorrow.. :( Shucks. MISSING THEM.
Ok. This post is way overdue. Atleast there's something. Ok bye now.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Prom Night

.. was memorable :')

Sisters accompanied me for the night and tagged along. Went to OU for some last minute shopping and then went to the hotel.

Ok, let's just do this is point form

  • Went down the lift and was greeted by Rachael and Hakim who were on their way to the ballroom.
  • I, then went to the ballroom to give a helping hand. Met Li May, Grace and Kaveetha on the way.
  • Sat down on the floor and helped out with the door gifts which I must give major props to Li May for finding them at Central Market ! :)
  • Helped out by placing the pretty feathers and then placed it on the table.
  • Went up to the room and had my mum accompany Tania and I to 'The Mall' to do our hair. Settled at the smallest saloon ever ever ever ! But they did pretty well, I guess. The Mall sumpah.. so dead.
  • Went up to the room again and melengah-lengahkan masa.
  • Got a text from Ayesha while I was doing my hair that she won't be coming to prom due to bad food poisoning. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. I was seriously contemplating on whether I should go or not. Didn't feel like going then since twins bailed as well..
  • Did my own make-up !!!! It was just me in the room so I happily did my make-up without anybody commenting on it. It was actually so much fun :') Hahaha
  • Put on my dress and accessories and had Tania take a picture of me.
  • Nikki came up to tumpang my room. She got dressed and she looked mighty foiiiiiiiine.
  • Najihah literally ran up to my room. Was asked to put on her earrings since she didn't know how to. All she did was screamed and shrieked hahahahahaha PELIK BINTI AJAIB
  • Then, she and I went down together. THO THWEET her father took a picture of her kihkih :')
  • Met up with everyone downstairs and my day started to lighten up. Was most looking forward to see the boys and girls dolled up. And was seriously super duper pleased and impressed with everyone !!!!!
  • Felt like a celebrity (teehee!!) because there were so many photographers taking our pictures. LOVED THE ATTENTION. Who didn't ?!?!
  • Registered and went in.
  • Met Kashif and told him who I was. In his own words, 'we were both dateless due to random circumstances'. My date, Hafiz, was one of the people who were trapped in Heathrow due to the heavy snow. As I said earlier, Kashif's date, Ayesha got food poisoning. Hence, both dateless.
  • Sat down and my table consisted of Kashif, Grace, Yan Koh, Wenn Hong and Asif. As well as Hakim and 2 of his friends.
  • But despite that, I moved to like, every table to jenguk everyone and their gorgeous selves !
  • Kuntaw Fatakie performed and as usual, they were so amazing !
  • Makan makan makan. Took the opportunity to see everyone. Seriously couldn't get over the fact that everyone looked so pretty and so darn handsome ! :'))))))))
  • The food was actually quite ace. All my favourite food, including sweet sour fish, the tau foo claypot and mushroom soup. I only ate mushroom soup though. Tapi makan nasi lah jugak later on. After Rachael persisted ! :)
  • Emcee announced the best dressed and the prom royalty ! Best Dressed Male went to Acap. Best Dressed Female went to Dydy who looked super gorgeous in that dress. Epitomized the Mafia Legacy. Prom King went to Hakim and Prom Queen went to Diyana. WELL DESERVED !!!!!!!!!! Gave a standing ovation. Hahahaha. I LOVE THEM AND WAS REALLY REALLY REALLY HOPING THAT THEY GOT THE TITLE.
  • Hakim looked soooooooooo dashing in his tux. Diyana, on the other hand, super amazing in that dress of hers.
  • They danced to Just The Way You are sung by Wanted Symphony, our invited guest.
  • SO SWEET. Wished I had someone to danced with then.. :'( EMO CHILD
  • Had more performances later. We actually sang to our school song hahahahahahaha, I stood up and sang (y)
  • Danced !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like mad. I mean, what other way, right ?
  • My favourite was when we danced to We Will Rock You and YMCA. Should have seen everyone screaming (literally) to YMCA. SOOOOO FUN. Everyone stomped their feet on the dance floor during We Will Rock You.
  • At one point, there was some technical difficulties and everyone started making their own beat which was WTF super brilliant.
  • Everyone let loose.
  • AND C'MON 'Don't Wanna Miss A Thing' by Aerosmith which is basically our anthem, came on and we all held hands and sing on top of our lungs.
  • Kashif and I danced :') So sweet of him to do so.
  • Aidit and I then danced. Though he's so much taller and my hands got lenguh..
  • Took a million more pictures. Not literally. Probably thousands.
  • Had an overall great time with everyone. Wished it had gone on longer. Wasn't looking forward at first because of some reasons unknown. But I'm glad I did, in the end. Because it was super duper worth it.
Ok, now what do we look forward to anymore ? Besides, waiting for the pictures from the photographers. Will probably ask them to print every single one !

Ok bye now people !

Monday, December 20, 2010

It's prom day.

Suddenly I'm not looking forward anymore.

Friday, December 17, 2010


Got back from a day out.

Went to OU with the girls. Though it was just literally, a short lunch date with them at New York Deli. They afterwards, went to KD in search for prom dresses while I stayed at OU. Decided to go for a hair cut. FINALLY got a fringe. I love Keaton. He (besides Don) will be the only person I'll let touch my hair. It's not like we can pause and rewind our hair cuts kan..

Was SUPPOSED to search for accessories, but grrrrl, I came home empty. Besides this shimmer glittery puff thing from Body Shop and make-up brushes that will shed like crazy but heck. Better than getting an expensive ass one from Mac.

I still have yet to buy a pair of shoes, and necklaces, earrings, rings, bangles. Since I'm wearing a super plain black dress (the minimalist dresser that I am) it gives me an advantage to drip myself with (fake) gold jewelry. That's if I can FIND any pretty ones. ANYWAY I SUPER TAK BOLEH SABAR.

I get sleepy so early these days. D'uh. How boring. PLUS I wake up like at 8. And usually, I can't go back to sleep. And I was just about to look forward to sleeping in til noon.

Why am I telling you this again..


Thursday, December 16, 2010


Today, I spent my day at a driving lecture. SUCH A WASTE OF TIME. Got bored out of my mind and I was sleepy 60% of the time. Plus, I was very hungry.

Got home and went to McD and ate in the car. I actually finished my burger AND fries this time. Went to Solaris to fetch Tania and Myra from their cooking class. Went in to Party @ World for prom door gifts and still, no idea. And it's this Monday. Kah kah.

Went out for karaoke with Iman on Tuesday. Sang almost every song we could think of. It all came up to like 20 bucks. Both of us. And thennnnn we had Sakae Sushi for dinner. I foresee many many of these karaoke + sushi dinner dates with Iman in the future ! :')

I've ran out of DVD's to watch. NOW WHAT ?!?!?!?! Ugh. Going out of my mind lah please. And it's not even 2011.

I'm still trying to figure out what to get for people as prom favours. UGH CAN'T WE JUST GET PEOPLE SWEETS AND CANDIES ?!?!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Calling other people ugly doesn't make you any prettier.
Calling other people poor doesn't make you any richer.
Calling other people a loser doesn't make you any better.
Calling other people pathetic doesn't make you any cooler.
Calling other people fat doesn't make you any thinner.
Calling other people stupid doesn't make you any smarter.

Ok ? Ok.

Saturday, December 11, 2010


Went to KL yesterday. First was to Pavilion. As usual, headed for Topshop first. Managed to get some things. The paper bags now are so purdy, I love it and I want more ! Haha.

Got a jumpsuit and I'm hoping it can be altered to be a prom dress. Because I am in love with it's upper half. So I'm kinda determined to send it to a tailor who can somehow turn it into a dress. I mean, if cannot sangat sangat, then I mean, pakai je lah jumpsuit tu. It doesn't really look like one. I just can't walk lah kan otherwise you can tell it is in fact, a jumpsuit. BUT I LOVE IT SO I DON'T CARE.

And then I bought a glittery mittery purse just cause it was glittery mittery hehehe. Then we ate at my favourite ever restaurant ; La Bodega. I have been meaning to eat there since before SPM so yes, I was so happy. That made my day. Hahaha :') Then we walked to Cotton On. And God knows how much I love their Cotton On Body collection. Comfortable pj's and underwear, I'm telling you. Got harem pants meant for sleeping and I'm wearing them right now and I love it. Planning to go there soon with a bunch of friends so I shall get my hands on some more comfy clothes.

Then went to Marc by Marc Jacobs. And got myself a laptop cover. HEHE. Then we went to KLCC.

Sole reason was to visit the newly renovated Topshop and it's soooooo much bigger than the previous one. Headed straight to the make up shelves. SOOO EXCITED hahahaha. Got some things and I can't wait to get more. Then we went to go eat at Chinoz. I didn't really eat because of my late lunch at La Bodega but whatever. Saturdays at KLCC are not advisable. Sundays too. So crowded, I got irritated by everyone walking.

Fetched Iman and Mikhail and left for home. Went on Skype with Hafiz. He showed me what he bought from Primark and his prom shoes. I've seen his tux so it's like there's really no surprise come prom. -____-
Speaking of prom, I'm stoked ! Cannot wait :')

Ok, I'm hungry and my parents are not at home.


Friday, December 10, 2010

Mermaids x

Been in bed all day. I'm bored and experiencing a headache.

Nowhere for the holidays and it's nothing different. Kinda used to staying in for the holidays. I sound like an ungrateful brat BUT COME ON. Ugh.

I should go hunt for a prom dress soon but I don't know where to start. If anybody knows a tailor who is desperate for business and is available to do a dress in a span of a week (or a couple of days, people, if Project Runway people can do it why cantchuuu ! Haha), tell me. Kthx.

Stacks of dvds waiting to be watched. Currently on Private Practice.

Wow I sound so boring. Trying to construct a list of Things To Do. And actually get them done.
First up, clean up room.
Second, find a prom dress. Why aren't they any here in Malaysia ?! :( Nice black ones. I was opting for colour but a black one is hard to find let alone a fuschia one !!!

So stoked that they opened a Mac (as in the cosmetics) shop in OU. Now I don't have to trouble myself (and mum) by going to Mid Valley or KLCC. Hmm...

LOL it's like I'm talking to myself. Is there anybody even reading this ?

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Lois Lane

Things I Want To Remember So I'm Posting It Up Here

  • Mr Yu's last tuition class : We had pizza. And cake !! So the whole class was basically us doing next to nothing work. Got busy with food instead. And Mr Yu brought a cake for Natrah and we all sang Happy Birthday while Kaveetha's dad took pictures. FAVOURITE. I'll miss this. My Tuesday evenings was usually occupied with Mr Yu's jokes and basically more laughing than anything. And keropok pisang pedas.
  • Puan Nurhana's last tuition class : We did a paper and did the usual borak borak and wait for Puan Nurhana to come back to discuss our answers. I was the last to go back and I heard Puan Nurhana tell her daughter 'Budak-budak ni straight A's, tak payah datang tuition pun takpe'. I HEART PUAN NURHANA. Physics for lyfe ~~
  • MR NATHAN. Our second last class (I think so), he got us roti canai from Raju's :")))) And on our last class, we learnt last minute necessary things and he bought me my cornetto !!!!!!!!!!! He kept telling me he kept his janji and bought me my ice cream. LOL, sayang gila ! And we took picturessssssssssssssssss.

I shall go make a list of things to do now. STARTING OFF WITH MY ROOM. It is so messy and that's coming from me !
And then there's prom.
And then there's shopping (hahahaha).

K bye x

P/S : PEOPLE, please don't abandon your blogs, I miss reading them ! ESPECIALLY Ila, Yahi, Ashley, Rachael, Jia Wen. I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER IF YOU UPDATE x

Wednesday, December 8, 2010


HI everyone !!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss blogging. It's 614 now so it's a little over 3 hours since Biology III ended.

Maybe I should do an overall commentary on my SPM days

It was okay, of course there wasn't enough time and I was still writing frantically at the very last second. I remember being super super super super beyond nervous. I was studying BM the night before and I dare say, that was the only time that I've actually studied BM, like sat down and read my Komsas and essay samples.

Went home since there was a 4 hour interval. I actually got to take a nap. Haha. Got some 'tips' and studied those. Quite glad that I studied the tips before I sat for my second BM paper. HOPING TO DO MR YU YEW THIAM PROUD !! And OMGHHKP, the tatabahasa section was actually, ACTUALLY doable. Like I knew all the words. Hahahahaha how pathetic. And I call myself a Malay. But still ! The words were something I'm familiar with and yeah, I was super thankful. ALSO, the peribahasa. I actually knew all of 'em. Though, I did one stupid mistake. But oh well, I MEAN HOW COOL AND AWESOME POSSUM IS IT THAT I KNEW THE PERIBAHASA'S AND TATABAHASA. Rock on, Kementerian Pelajaran, rock on. Though I have to say, I lacked of peribahasa's in my essay so I'm just worried about that. :/

Ran out of time.. as usual. Made the mistake of writing the first essay which was about writing a letter to a cousin about the benefits of National Service. LOL. I'm sure my friends were cringing in their seats as they wrote about the benefits of NS when they themselves have already thought up about a million and one excuses to not go. The second essay which was the long ass one (which I was quite disappointed that I didn't write as much as I wanted to) was about home so I wrote about just that.

Actually went out of the hall early. Cause I had Tasawwur in the afternoon so I went out to study instead. Summary was on the benefits of chocolate, yes, you read it right !! Craved for chocolate later. Hahahaha. Was pretty easy.. I guess. Not trying to be cocky but yeah. TEEHEE

Mum sent lunch. And it was pasta ! Twas too spicy for the others but it was amazing to me hahaha. Studied or at least tried to. It was okay I guess since it was objective questions and fill in the blanks. Had me stuck at a couple of questions but that's pretty normal.. right ? LOL whutevah.

First and foremost, let me just put it out there, I never appreciated the beauty of OBJECTIVE QUESTIONS. I'm like, oh thank god for options ! Seriously. It was doable with the occasional 'Er.. whut?' but other than that..

Probably the worst History paper I've sat for. Thinking about it just makes me feel all crappy and down inside. ESPECIALLY MY ESSAYS. UGH. Seriously, SUPER SUPER CRAPPY. Got like a million and one tips and Cikgu Sritharan hinted on some. But like, 0.000001% of the supposed 'SPOT QUESTIONS' came out. Like I said, I never realised how freaking fantastic objective questions were. WORST PAPER EVER. Hoping the graph comes super low so that I can atleast get a B. This is making me depressed, on to the next subject !

Um.. let's just sayyyyyyyyy it was okay. I keep thinking it's common sense but I used common sense for my Agama paper in PMR and I got a B so er..

Could answer a majority of the questions. Phew *lap peluh*. AS USUAL, I WAS RUSHING FOR TIME. Time was late for a party because it went by crazy fast. But oh well, I managed to do all the questions. Which is a good thing, yes ? Yes.

Got really nervous so yeah. I could do it, I guess. I'm too scared to say anything, sebab kalau tak dapat A, macam malu gila bapak je. -________- BUT CROSSING MY FINGERS AND TOES for an A.

I'm like a broken record when I say this but it was 'doable'. ALSO CROSSING MY FINGERS AND TOES FOR AN A to make up for my B in PMR.

Patah semangat. So many so many so many so many pengajaran ayat and things that I'd think wouldn't come out but naturally, it did. And the tajwid part was like 'Come again?'. Tak pernah dengar dalam 17 tahun hidup di dunia ni pun (lol lame attempt). Agama II was tough. Tough, cookie, tough !

Hmm. HMMMMMM. Can I just not talk about it though ? I'm kinda just aiming for a pass. Which is bad. But you get what I mean. SOALAN SATU PUN JAM GILA OTAK.

Had a 4 hour interval so the boys (Hafiz, Hafeez, Hakim, Hanan) and I went to Subway for last minute tutoring. It was more of them correcting the other on the first additional maths paper. Learnt about the sin cos thing (just goes to show how oblivious I am) and yeah, that was about it. What a horrible paper. Horrible horrible paper. Dahlah it was pouring cats and dogs and rabbits and crocodiles. And my pen went dead on me. Well then.

First science subject and my heart was leaping out of me chest. I am beyond thankful that it was an okay paper and I knew the majority of it. Of course electricity kita main bantai je kthx. But still :")

And I'm like 'NO WONDER PAPER I WAS DOABLE, PAPER II IS LIKE THE SHIZZZ'. No seriously. My essays.. oh, my essays. Hoping they down the grade so I can make Puan Nurhana proud. :( Ugh !!!!!! So annoyed with Physics II. Cuba senang sikit ? Sikit je. Not asking much, damnit !!!!!!!

LOL susah susah je belajar all the gas laws and electricity. Ticker tape came out. So my advice to y'all, don't stress yourself on the hard topics. THEY NEVER COME OUT. I'm so grateful to my tuition and Puan Nurhana (!!) for revising on the ticker tape question again.

Studied salts for a whole entire day. Since I hate it as much as the size of Russia. And there was this one question on Salts and I seriously wanted to go 'OMG I KNOW THIS !!!!!!!!' hahahaha. I loved Chemistry I (Note : Not saying it was easy, I'm just saying it wasn't as hard as I had imagined in my head).


Twas okay though.. I think. I DON'T KNOW. I'm a bit foggy on this but er.. my essays were a bit off. HECK, ALL ESSAYS FOR ALL SUBJECTS WERE HORRIBLE.

... lupa

It was an okay paper, quite a number of people left the hall early. I think I did ? Yeah, I did. Hahahaha. Went down to study with the twins and Rachael but to little progress.

Er.. twas okay but again my essays..

LOL studied everything BUT the question that came out. HMPH. It's not like I want to be a doctor anyway.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Property Of D'uh

This is like the first time I've been on Blogger since God knows when. TRUFAX

I've, so far, deleted 2 people on Twitter because they kept constantly reminding me on how many more days left 'til SPM. Like seriously ? And they go all 'OMG I'M SO DEAD'. Duu-uuuude, kalau you're so dead and reminding us when SPM is, why don't you leave Twitter and study lah kan ? Why you want the whole world to know that you're struggling ? Doesn't make sense, hence them being unfollowed.

A Sunday today and it'll be another Sunday at home, studying. Woke up at 9 which is ridiculous because I couldn't sleep the whole night (which is a first in a very very very very long time).

We had our graduation last Tuesday (November 2nd) and OMGHHKP, it was like gila babs fun. Sat with Ila and Hafeez. And later on with Hanif too. Had a super fun time despite the boring speeches that went on for like, I don't know, 4 months? Took photos and spent half the time wishing I wouldn't trip or my mortar board will jatuh or my kebaya kain came loose. Which it did. It came loose like a couple minutes before my class was due. But Izzati and Miss Anniza helped me through it which I am eternally grateful to ! :)

Bought a dark coloured lipstick from Chanel and it has become my new favourite thing ! I foresee this habit to be a very expensive one.


Will probably write more once my exam is done and over with, so 'til then, mi amores !


Monday, October 25, 2010

You Again

I heard Can't Fight The Moonlight after so long in New York Deli and I came home and downloaded it. It has been on repeat since yesterday. Zzzzz

Hi :)

Worthless updates, coming right up !
  • I wonder if anybody reads my blog anymore ? Sebab I don't see anyone updating theirs so I assume no one comes online anymore. Except for Jia Wen. I have Ila and Yahi's bookmarked but neither of them blog anymore :(((((((((((((((( PEOPLE, BLOG !!!!
  • Read somewhere that SmashBox is in Malaysia and after reading Jia Wen's blog (LOL taksub), SmashBox really IS here. Sephora is said to be opening at StarHill gallery and I, for one, cannot wait.
  • Doing my History work at 12:30.
  • Found a freaking baby cicak on my bed yesterday before getting ready for bed. A DEAD ONE ! UGH TRAUMATIC MUCH ?
  • Tied between a long or a short dress for prom. LOL people, this is what I think about when I'm day dreaming.
  • I miss watching The Notebook.
  • I miss a whole lot of things right now. UGH.
  • Wednesday or Thursday is graduation photo day where we'll be drowned under those XXL robes. I actually cannot wait.
  • Graduation is on the following week. That too !
  • School is foreign to me now. I hardly go anymore. Which I think I'll regret once it's over.
  • Ok back to studying History. Moving at a pace of an orang tua seriously !!!!!!

Saturday, October 16, 2010

"I'm Not Doing So Well"

Got this from my Tumblr. No other movie except for The Notebook has made me cry this much. This isn't really a movie, it's a short film but either way, it's so moving, made me cry so hard. And it's only a 6 minute duration video.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

A Pointless Post

The sole reason I don't blog as much as I'd like is because

i) My life has become mundane.
ii) There's nothing to blog about.
iii) My days have become uneventful.

Haha, they all mean the same, I just wanted to have more than 3 points.
I have so many drafts though..

GOD I can't wait for post-SPM events. And by events, I mean going out without feeling so guilty.

Also, found a dress from the Valentino S/S '11 collection which I liked and may be a reference to future prom shopping.

  • SO addicted to McShaker. Been having it a lot these days. Totally aware of how horrible it is.
  • BUT I'm taking my Scotts Emulsion again ! The only vitamin I have ever loved.
  • Bought a pair of glittery flats from Topshop hahaha. SUPER LOVE. I have this thing for glitter and leopard print things.
  • I'd take a pair of Chanel flats over a Chanel bag anytime.
  • I find now that I hate Biology the most.
  • I should be getting back to my Physics.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010


Zara had so many pretty things, I feel like buying them all ! One of them includes a leopard print top similar to the one above and I'm so buying it.


On to more relatable topics, I'm still in the midst of my trial exams. Biology and Additional Maths were, and I'm being polite, a pain in the ass. SERIOUSLY. I am hoping the real SPM, they'd take it down a notch. And today was a day off for the science stream students. And oh my god, I forgot how amazing it is to wake up at a more HUMANE hour. 2 months away from bliss !

Really people, if sleep is important, why the &!@# does school have to start so early ?!?!?!?!

Tomorrow is Biology III and Chemistry III and we have a 2 hour break interval so that gives me some time to study Chemistry so I'm currently reading up my Biology.
Why would you want to know all this anyway ? ZZZZZZ. I'm boring you with my mundane days.

COME ON SPM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, I kinda do.

Uh.. yes ?

I love this baju btw. Want !

Wednesday, September 29, 2010


Happy Birthday, Abdul Hanif and Abdul Haris !!!


Monday, September 27, 2010



I wonder if anyone still reads my blog. Or am I the only one..

Trials are going on now and tomorrow is Modern Maths. ZZZZZZZZ. I hate Mathematics. Seriously I hate ! Though I thought I did pretty well in Form 3..


Tomorrow is Wednesday which means there's going to be Glee and Gossip Girl and being the giddy self I am, I cannot wait to watch it. SUPER excited. Because it's going to be a Britney episode for Glee and I've already heard Rachel's rendition of Hit Me Baby One More Time and I love it. I'm a Gleek and I'm proud !

And then there's Gossip Girl which I can't wait for. Nothing is going to stop me from watching that ! Not even an Add Maths paper the next day.

I have so many drafts saved but I have no idea on what to blog about. My life is so dull now. Takkan every blog post nak write 'So.. today I studied Chapter 9 of Form 5's History syllabus. You?'.

Basically my life now revolves around ;

i) My books
ii) Post-it notes
iii) Sleeping late which I despise so much. I can't help but falling asleep petang and finding it hard to sleep at night :(
iv) Singing songs in my room. Right now, I'm taking it old school with Britney's songs KDK (Ketawa Dengan Kuat for those who don't know)


Had our English paper today and I predict low marks for my essays because lo and behold, I had no time. SERIOUSLY. An hour and 45 minutes for 2 essays and 2 hours and 15 minutes for some stupid questions. So stupid. I could have used like I don't another half an hour for my essay ?!! I don't need that much time to finish my paper 2 ! Ugh.



So much love for Chuck. SO much love. I don't mind him with this Eva girl but come on, Blair and Chuck were epic lah k.

K that's all. I'm seriously going to go do maths now k bye xoxo

Wednesday, September 22, 2010


Besides the telephone and air conditioning, this is the best invention ever.

In order to snooze the alarm clock, you have to stand on it.

This is made for people like me who can sleep through a hurricane.

(First) All-Nighter

It's 430 in the morning and I have 'Dilemma' on iTunes accompanying me as I finish my Chemistry notes I borrowed from Jia Wen. I am relaxing my fingers because I've been writing these damned notes since ntah bila. It hurts to write now !!

Just finished watching Gossip Girl though. The Chuck/Blair train station scene actually made me cry !! So sedih please muka Chuck. SO SEDIH !


Ok hi. It's 6:11 now. FINALLY completed my kimia notes. All 51 pages of them. BACK AND FRONT ! Bloody tiring. My fingers don't function properly now. Wrote 'pink turns to alkali' instead of 'pink turns to colourless'. Haywire.
Trials start this Friday with Tasawwur first up. I'm already at that stage where going out (even just out for dinner) makes me feel guilty for not being at home and studying something. Omg sumpah I can't wait til this is all over !

Going off to slumberland in 3, 2, 1 ...


Friday, September 17, 2010

Le Clothes

Just cleaned my closet.

I'm so tired. Haha. How pathetic. Realized how many kajillion clothes we have. Half of it I won't wear now BECAUSE

I've grown. Although I still am the same size (or almost) as I was 5 years back, I won't wear a top I bought when I was standard 5. I mean, really.

(HAHA I wanted to do several reasons to explain why I don't wear some clothes anymore but the above reason was the only one I could think of hahahahaha oops)

I want to give them all away. I mean, so many little girls out there pakai baju koyak rabak and I'm here telling you I have too many. Makes me feel bad. SO YES ! I'll give them to my mum and all of it will be someone else's !

Also, yesterday I went out to Shahrain's open house. And then it was off to OU with the boys for dinner with the rest at Carls Jr. As usual, I didn't finish my burger as it was HUMONGOUS. But yeah. Made a mistake by wearing my suede high heels (and I mean really high) and it hurt like crazy. So I was forced to buy a pair of flats. Which I actually am quite fond of now. SO COMFORTABLE. Cotton On ones, btw.

Gonna save ALL my duit raya. Hoping and wishing to go somewhere by the end of the year and I want to be able to have some money for myself to spend.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Selamat Hari Raya !

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Was in Penang for a week. Lazed around for the better half of the whole week. ZZZ. Did not realize trials were so near. Damnnnnnn.

Malas gila babs to explain how my raya was. Ask me personally !


Again, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Bring on the open houses (and duit raya) !

Saturday, September 4, 2010


Hardly an hour since Subuh ended but oh my god, isn't the cake so brilliant ?

2 weeks holiday officially starts now. I don't really take it as a holiday when I don't get to lie in bed all day and go out with friends. Holiday = sleeping in and get fat. Since I can't do either one, it isn't really a holiday since I skip school a lot anyway.

Enjoy your holiday, everybody ! X

And The Award for Best Leading Actress In A Drama Goes To..

Er.. first and foremost, don't consider yourself 'in love' when you

i) Don't talk to the person in real life and all you do is text. Seriously, that's the only portal of communication ? So lame on so many different levels, I can't even begin to tell you.
ii) Haven't gone out TOGETHER
iii) Too shy to communicate in school or anywhere else for that matter

WTF even ?

It's not wrong to have one but COME ON, are you seriously telling the whole entire world that you're so depressed and 'crying all night long' because you broke up with your 'boyfriend' ? Dude. That's ridiculous. And so stupid. And so freaking unnecessary.
Only people who were in a REAL girlfriend-boyfriend relationship can cry over things like that. And when I say 'girlfriend-boyfriend relationship', I mean a boy and a girl going out on a date to the movies or for dinner. Or speaking face to face for all I care.

So tired of kids (I'm going to call you a kid because that's what you actually still are) being 'in love' for 5 minutes and breaking up and crying like you broke off an engagement. Like dude, you didn't actually think it was going to work out sampai anak cucu kan ?
Then why are you so upset ? It's all drama lah please. Cut the crap and start focusing on something else. Too young to waste your time being so angry and 'depressed'. Newsflash : You're only so young. THERE ARE SO MANY FISH IN THE SEA, DO NOT WORRY OF ENDING UP ALONE BECAUSE YOU WON'T OKAY ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! FOR THE TIME BEING, STUDY OR GO SHOPPING.


Wednesday, September 1, 2010

A Boring One

I have so many drafts. This will (hopefully) be just a quick one before I tackle on Chemistry once again.

So hi.

This is going to be a post about anything that pops in mind. Anything worthy to blog lah basically.

  • Paid for prom and the ticket looks ace. Can't wait !
  • Earned a reputation for skipping so many days of school now. No one bothers asking why I don't go anymore hahaha
  • I hope my appetite comes back from wherever it has gone to for raya. Or when I go back to Penang. One thing I am SO looking forward to is Mak Tok's home cooked dishes. Thinking about it makes me really hungry.
  • Everyone is growing up. Makes me wonder where did all the time go. *SAD FACE
  • Haven't been going raya shopping like EVERYBODY IS. Seriously, last weekend, everyone who was on my Twitter went out to shop. Zzz. Hoping to go to Pavilion with Mama next week.
  • I am so obsessed with make up videos. Hahahaha. Seriously ! I want to get my hands on the Jubilee lipstick by Mac. And glitters by Make Up Forever. And brushes. My mum thinks I have too many. I don't, really.
  • Hoping to do really well for trials :(
  • I can't stand Taylor Swift sometimes. She's freaking everywhere !!
Ok til I have more excitement in my life, ciao bella x

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Friday, August 20, 2010


When I was on Myspace, I remembered doing surveys like this a whole lot. But yeah, RIP Myspace. Got this from Dini's tumblr.

1. What color is your toothbrush?
Pink, I think.

2. Name one person who made you smile today?
My friends. I have been absent from school so it was nice to see them again.

3. What were you doing at 8 AM this morning?
I was in Physics class.

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Sleeping. (Y)

5. What is your favorite chocolate bar?
The only chocolate bar I'm familiar with is Kit Kat -_________- shows how adventurous I am, doesn't it ?!

6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Hah, no.

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
HMMMMMM. I forgot.

8. What is your favorite ice cream?
Strawberry ! Nothing else.

9. What was the last thing you drank?
Water. Lots of it.

10. Do you like your wallet?
I love it though I could use a new one.

11. What was the last thing you ate?
Nasi beriyani. I AM CRAZY HUNGRY NOW

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
I bought a baju kebaya on Wednesday.

13. The last sporting event you watched?

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
There have flavours, meh?

15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to?

16. Ever go camping?
LOL no.

17. Do you take vitamins daily?
I used to take Scotts Emulsion Vitamin in orange everyday before school. That was and probably still is the only vitamin I don't mind taking everyday.

18. Do you go to church every week?

19. Do you have a tan?
I already am so there's no need to go get one hahaha

20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
I'm not a fan of pizza so probably yes.

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?

22. What did your last text message say?
'You want addmaths tuition tomorrow?'

.. my answer would be no, thanks.

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
My mum is hosting a kenduri in conjunction with my dad's 51st birthday so that's that.

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
Worn jeans

26. What color is your watch?
It's a brown strap with a light pink face. It's dead, the hands aren't moving at all now but I still wear it because I cannot live without a watch, makes me feel so nekkid

27. What do you think of when you hear Australia?
The accent.

28. ?

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
I prefer drive thru.

30. What is your favorite number?
I don't have one !

31. Who’s the last person you talked to on the phone?

32. Any plans today?
No, I don't think so.

33. How many states have you lived in?

34. Biggest annoyance right now?
That I'm hungry and I'm craving maggi goreng like hell !

35. Last song listened to?
Billionaire was on the radio. It's getting so overplayed

36.Can you say the alphabet backwards?
No ! It'll take me 6 months hahaha.

37. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
Haha, I have a maid but she's more family now.

38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
MY black Cotton On flats and now, my coral flats.

39. Are you jealous of anyone?
Yes haha but it's the harmless kind. I'm jealous of Leighton Meester and that sort of people.

40. Is anyone jealous of you?
Hah, I don't think so. Nothing much to be envious of.

41. Do you love anyone?
I loveeeeeeeeeeeeee my mother.

42. Do any of your friends have children?

43. What do you usually do during the day?
I have school and I'm close to finishing school so ask me in about 5 months (HOLY F*%$) and I'll say 'At home, wasting my youth'

44.Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Yes, who doesn't ?

45. Do you use the word ‘hello’ daily?
Yeah, I do. Sometimes too much !

46. What color is your car?
Ask me in 2 years (chehh hahahahaha)

47. Do you like cats?
NO hahaha

48. Are you thinking about someone right now?
Not anyone in particular, no.

49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?

50. How did you get your worst scar?
I don't know what my worst scar is. I don't think I have any HORRIBLE scars.

Monday, August 9, 2010

Face It

Fasting starts tomorrow. Time flies like craaaaazy and I'm getting the jitters but yet, I'm doing things at my own pace (read : Slow).

Puasa is coming which means raya is coming and THAT I'm looking forward to. Just 'cause we get to go back to Penang a week early and we get to stuff ourselves with Mak Tok's home cooking. Thinking of it alone makes me feel nice and full.

Things I Want For Raya
(hihi, hi Mama, if you're reading, don't worry, I have a Chemistry book beside me and this is only going to take 15 minutes of my time, I'll study after this, I'm just going to list down what I want this coming raya)

  • More jeans. I'm so in love with cuffed jeans right now. I got one from Zara yesterday and it's probably the most comfortable piece of denim that has ever existed in the history of mankind. SERIOUS. And it comes with the prettiest looking belt. I vant more jeans.
  • Shoes. -__________________- I'm not even trying to attempt to kid with you but the last pair of high heels I bought was from last raya. Even that one, it has vanished from the face of the earth and I now wear my Nine West pair which, wait for it, was from 2 raya's back. I deserve a nice expensive pair.
  • Make-up ! I'm quite obsessed. I want Sephora to open cepat cepat before raya so I can nab a couple of goodies for this raya.
  • I got a lot of bags but I'm addicted. I want more hahaha
  • A beret. 'Cause I saw a Miss Dior Cherie ad on my Teen Vogue of this girl in a pink trench with a purple beret and she looked so Parisian, gila lawa !
  • A perfume ! I love Vera Wang's Princess so I have that in mind.
  • Jewelry. Costume jewelry obviously. But yeah. Especially earrings. I have a fetish for earrings.
  • A new watch -____- My Juicy Couture watch is hopeless. Battery life ciao cincau dah.
  • Hairbands. Lots and lots and lots of them.
K bye.


Thursday, August 5, 2010

The Young And The Carefree

That's what we are, right ? Young.

So tell us why we shouldn't party, let loose, fall in love, cry, spend, dance, sing in public, plan stupid things that'll never happen, eat, watch late night movies, drive at night, take pictures, travel the world, go to rock concerts (though I haven't been to one), go on an adventure and have fun ?

We're only seventeen once.

Saturday, July 31, 2010


I never liked Olivia because her middle parting got too annoying but this picture is cute..

.. and her guy's gorgeous. So's her hair, actually.

Cuci The Musical II


And it was the bestesttttttt ! Also, Katy Perry is performing at World Stage now but I've made my peace with the fact that I won't be able to see her live. There's always a next time.

Anyway ! Cuci The Musical was hilarioussssssss and sooooooo goood ! Highly recommended ! Why am I using exclamation marks after every sentence !? But seriously, job well done. I haven't laughed like how I did tadi in a long time (seemingly) and it was about darn time that I did. And since it was a musical, the actors (Afdlin Shauki, Hans Isaac, Awie, Nabil, Jaclyn Victor, Vanida Imran, Harith Iskandar etc) sang some parts. I LOVE AFDLIN though, he's probably my favourite. You can tell at some parts, they were improvising their lines which was so crazy funny because then they themselves would laugh tapi kena cover cover hahahahaha.
I would SO be up for another trip to Istana Budaya to catch another show. Anyone up for it ? RING ME ! I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THE SHOW ! Go lah k ? K.

Then, we went out for dinner at the Curve. And Tania, Iman and I bought umbrellas.. I don't really know why since we don't really go out in the rain anyway.
But they came in cute colours so what the heck.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Chanel Brooch

Hi, lawa gila or not that Chanel brooch ? GRR

Talks for prom have been going on, let it be, what we'll be wearing to transportation. It's exciting just talking about it.
I've still yet to decide whether I want a short dress or a long one ?
And I'm tied between some colours ?

I should be studying.

Friday, July 23, 2010


  • I finally found a shampoo that works. And the shampoo girl over at Organic asked how many times I shampoo+condition my hair and I answered 'Twice a day" and she was like "Wah, so rajin !". Isn't that like average ?
  • Sayang gila my Victoria Secret and Lola perfumes, so much so that I don't use it often hahaha takut habis.
  • I showed Mama a picture of the kain I wanted my prom dress to be and she seemed to like it. I can't wait to go kain hunting.
  • For the time being, I'm getting more and more studious and it's good, I guess but I hope it'll last.
  • Zaim has H1N1 and we're all skipping school tomorrow. Even Mama. Jap nak cari peribahasa. Oh right. Kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelangga.
  • I want to watch Inception. And Despicable Me. Just 'cause I can't stop saying 'Does this count as annoying?' and do that cute sounds the little girl (Agnes) makes. ARGH
  • My whole house smells like durian+cempedak, it's driving me nuts.
  • Dude, you will never know how much I want to further my studies abroad like my parents. So I'm going to study my ass til I actually understand and get sick of studying and besides, it's only 3 months right ? What's 3 months anyway ? Might as well study sampai the very last minute. The last thing I would want is to go into the hall and blanking out. Shit, that'll be the worst FML moment in history of FML moments.
  • Ok bye I'm tired and I'm waking up for Sahur. 11 days more to go. This is what procrastination will get you to.

Post #Idon'tknow

Er.. so hi.

I can't wait for raya. But like, the closer it is to raya, the closer it is to trials, and the closer it is to SPM. Hoh scary mary. But anyway, yeah raya ! I got pretty pretty kebaya's in the making now and I love it so I can't wait to show it off hahaha. And the duit raya though I'm getting old for it but hey, I'm still not married therefore I still deserve money $$$ And of course the food. Dude, I spend my mornings (after raya) eating leftover lemang and ketupat, it gets gross after some time. And Mak Tok's routine lauk for lunch and dinner NEVER gets old. I eat 2 plates PER MEAL. It's gross but too sedap gila out of this world punya sedap to turn down.
We don't really go ziarah-menziarahi because in Penang tak banyak pun nak ziarah-menziarahi hahahah so basically we just stay at home and eat. It's never ending, really. I'm going to bring books and study. And leave my laptop behind. Maybe. I'll think about it.

It's not fair how some people on earth can not study but still get an A, rasa macam WTF ! How is it some people don't have to put that extra effort when some people (like me) do ? :'(

I'm really really really really really craving for the tapas at La Bodega now. OMNOMNOM so sedap k just thinking about it. Haih. Why can't they do delivery :'(

I seriously want to get hold of some Topshop make up goodies and fill up my make up bag with more cosmetics. I am officially in love with my Barbie pink Chanel lipstick. And there'll be a Sephora here soon and I'm so stoked !!! Need to get my hands on some glitter.

I want Gabe Bondoc to do more covers.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Girl Guides Bollywood Night '10

  • Went to OU with Tania to get our hair done.
  • The Chinese lady over at Make Up Forever so nice. And friendly. We talked about school and how she failed her mathematics too hahaha
  • Went over to Organic as per usual to do our hair. Keaton said 'You sudah kurus lah!' HEHE tak nampak pun beza ?
  • Walked back and forth til parents came to fetch us.
  • Did Tania's make up.
  • Ran out of time so I spent like less than a quarter of the time spent on Tania, to make myself up.
  • Underestimated time and we were rushing like crazy. As usual.
  • Reached there and we got greeted by a 'Namaste'
  • Registered and waited a while for the others to come.
  • Everyone looked so gorgeous, rasa macam takde best dressed because everyone had equally stunning outfits.
  • Performances one after the other.
  • Danced. Oh yes, we danced.
  • Awards were given out. This year, they had it named after famous women in Bollywood which I thought was super cool. So for the Form One, it was Miss Kareena Kapoor. Form two; Miss Rani Mukherjee. Form three; Miss Preity Zinta. Form four; Miss Priyanka Chopra. Form five; Miss Aishwarya Rai. I got the Aishwarya Rai award hahahahaha :') unexpected but a pleasant surprise.
  • Danced some more !
  • Went back at almost 12. So tiring but GILA BABS SO MUCH FUN DANCING WITH MY GIRLS. We do this once a year so we tend to go all out and buat muka tak malu and stuff our face with food without really caring about what people think because there were no guys hahaha
  • Last year for us Form 5s, damn sad knowing no more PP dinners to attend. I loved every bit of it.
  • I thought the form fours did a job well done with this years dinner :)

Saturday, July 17, 2010


Now, ain't this the cutest thing.

Monday, July 12, 2010

WC '10

The next World Cup will be held in Brazil and I am more than determined to make my way there.

And I'll be all out for Germany ! And I'm so giddy that Mueller got the Golden Shoe award as well as the Best Young Player. Well deserved.

Now for picture spam !

I have concluded that ;
  • I love Germany and the Netherlands.
  • Jesus Navas has the prettiest eyes.
  • Oezil is a Muslim which makes him more (Y)(Y)(Y)
  • Nobody can really beat Higuain though. He is gorgeous beyond words.
  • Talent wise, I can't really say because I've never been watching football 'til recently so I'm in no place to judge how good they are.
  • BUT I LOVE MUELLER HEHEHE he looks a bit like my cousin but oh well, I love him and Sneijder.
  • I actually really wanted the Japanese to at least get a placing.
  • The commentators were very informative. Like, did you know, Puyol dubbed 'The Caveman' for obvious reasons, practices yoga and is one of the most intellectual person on the squad ? Looks are deceiving. HMMM
  • 6 successive wins have been achieved by the Dutch en route to the finals. Only Brazil have managed that before.
  • I saw Charlize Theron, Morgan Freeman and Mick Jagger at the tournaments.
  • ISN'T PUYOL GILA BAPAK BAIK TO TAKE TIME OFF FROM HIS CELEBRATION TO CONSOLE THE DUTCH ? He did that too with the Germans. Nice to know sportsmanship is intact even off pitch.
  • I want a Germany jersey.
  • The World Cup trophy had to be passed on by the Italians and Cannavaro took it outfrom, what I assume to be, a customized Louis Vuitton case. So cool.
  • Bye World Cup, see you in 4 years time. In Brazil ;)