Thursday, December 31, 2009

You're It


  1. Nadia
  2. Nad
  3. John
  1. I love January 19th <3>
  2. I don't know.
  3. I don't know.
  1. Eat
  2. Sleep
  3. New things
  1. Empire State Of Mind
  2. Mama Do
  3. Don't Rain On My Parade (gay gila hahaha)
  1. Aina Faten
  2. Siti Shahirah
  3. Kyrina Sofia + Ani Emina and Namira Yazid.
  1. Miu Miu purse, thanks.
  2. Taylor Lautner
  3. Plane ticket to Europe.

  1. Twitter
  2. TV
  3. Eat (is this legit?)
  1. Europe
  2. New York
  3. Japan
  1. One Utama
  2. Curve
  3. The Gardens (Blame the dad)
  1. Coca Cola
  2. Sirap limau
  3. Mango soda
  1. Purse
  2. Eyeliner
  3. Mascara
  1. Fuschia
  2. Black
  3. Grey

  1. One Utama
  2. One Utama
  3. One Utama
  1. NASI with anything EG : Nasi campur, nasi lemak, nasi daun pisang, nasi goreng, nasi ayam, nasi beriyani, nasi paprik, nasi pattaya, nasi with tomyam etc.
  2. Spaghetti Scampi, basically spaghetti with olive oil and prawns and chilli flakes, GILA FAVOURITE
  3. Mushroom soup, memang cool pun

  1. Leighton Meester
  2. Dianna Agron
  3. Megan Fox (I'd go gay for any of them sebab lawa gila)
  1. Lazing around
  2. Eat
  3. Be amused with fireworks display
  1. But
  2. I'm
  3. Not ?
  1. Najihah
  2. Debra
  3. Aidit

Wednesday, December 30, 2009


Flew solo to OU yesterday and met a whole bunch of people. Bought myself Readers Digest (there's more to me than just fashion magazines *Holy shitz, that sounds like lyrics!) and settled in New York Deli. Ordered myself mushroom soup but it was crap. Nasib ada Coke to soothe it down. I ♥ Coca Cola. Then, Najihah called to ask where I am and we met up. Paid and left. I don't really recall what we did other than berangan pergi ___ pastu berangan main ____. Didn't bother going into shops because lagi sakit hati. I'm financially depressed and my mum is going to laugh uproariously if she reads this. Did the usual stuff ; took pictures. Went back like an hour later -.- But not before the highlight of our day ! :') Went to Chillis because Najihah had to bungkus some food back and we met Zahid. I'm a huge colossal bigger than anything fan of AF2 back in the day (<- wtf i'm only 16!), I mean serious case punya peminat. I did the whole compiling their tugasan songs and print out songs and hafal and the whole jazz. AF1, 2 and 3 were my favourite. The hype didn't last long for the 4th and so forth were a blur to me and I didn't like it at all. So yes, forgive us for being (a bit too much) star struck. Hehehe. Danial helped us by asking his permission and we giggled all the way.
He was nice though despite some rumours going on before saying he had a bit of an ego but I mean, honestly, who doesn't ? He even asked 'Makan sini ke?' Najihah pun gelabah, main taram je cakap Ha Ah padahal tak pun, take away je, dahlah Najihah pegang bag Chillis besar gedabak ada makanan dalam, tak ke kantoi tipu sebab tak tahu nak cakap apa lagi ?


Sent Najihah home and went backkkkkkkkkk.

Today I went to the SACC Mall in Shah Alam for lunch at Tok Aa's 'Teapot Cafe'. Ok, I was gambling about the cafe's name, I'm not sure about it. Hell. Fetched the 2 rascals from Aunty Nina's place and home we were. Wanted to spend the day in til my mum asked us out to the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra for some jazz camp performance. Had something to eat at Aseana and walked around. Strolled in Miu Miu, and fell in love with a black patent wallet with bright fuschia interior, lawa sangat :'( The jazz thing was good, the sound of the sax is indeed the sex. <3>

This is one hell of a lazy post.

Monday, December 28, 2009

I've been in bed all day long. Maybe I ate something wrong because I was/am sick today. I don't usually vomit but I did today (useless public knowledge again) and that felt crappy. I hate getting sick because I rarely fall ill but when I do, it gets bad. Heh. Light headed the whole day. Didn't have much appetite and downed a couple of pills to get this bloody headache away. And for some reason, people tend to call me when I'm asleep.

Damn it, headache is back. Turning in early tonight.

Saturday, December 26, 2009


Today was so boring. I spend a majority of time at home, on my bed. It's Christmas too, so ho ho ho Merry Christmas.

Wanted to go watch Avatar with my friends at the Curve but my parents decided to go ahead to a kenduri so left me at home doing nothing. Sorry, loves ! Believe me, if I had a mode of transportation, I'd have been there, watching the movie with you lot. I ate lunch and slept short after. Then woke up to my grandfather's call and I slept back after that. So basically, I slept twice in a day. I don't know how that's even possible seeing how after a nap, you'll be 'energized'. I abandon all kinds of personal hygiene and only bathe at 7 (I'm well aware this has become public knowledge, but what the heck) and had McDonalds for dinner. I have turned into a pig these past few weeks.

And it's Sherlock Holmes tomorrow with mum. I'm stoked. Watching Alvin And The Chipmunks next week, yang tu LAGI excited.

Friday, December 25, 2009


Anyway, Hi. I'm on a downloading frenzy, downloading every Glee song there is. It's the shitz. Best ever. ♥ I highly recommend. But then again, I recommend every show I watch anyway. Heh.
Went out with Diyana, Rachael, Brenda and Belinda, Ashley, Hakim and Wenn Hong for a bubble blowing session at the park for no other apparent reason but to relive a piece of childhood before stepping into senior year. Gila fun lah k. Then we walked to Devi's for late breakfast/early lunch/BRUNCH. Went back after that and took a nap because was too sleepy for anything. And besides, my laptop broke down. Went to Ikano for repair but after walking all the way from Tesco, the shop was closed. And not due to Christmas leave or anything like that, but as in closed-we-kinda-moved-to-Bangsar closed. Stopped at Kayu's and ordered the big ass roti tisu. And .. my laptop got well on its own. Saved me a trip to Bangsar, k thanks Mac.

Merry Christmas, hohoho. Night, Santarinas xx

Monday, December 21, 2009

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Here We Are

For some God foresaken reason, slept at 4 last night. Got a wake up call courtesy of mum and told us that my dad needs to get some things from Megamall and there'll be thai for food. My stomach did cartwheels I didn't know it could. It's an uncommon trip to go to Mid Valley so I leaped at the chance because well namely, the Amarin thai food I'm mad for. I haven't had my tongue scream bloody murder in a while now so lunch was satisfying. I mean, seriously, there's no saying no to the Pandan Leaves Chicken and sizzling beef. Walked to the usual stores and got some stuff. The times when my mum would actually tag along are the times when the stores I walk in have nothing to offer, like ZILCH. The times when my mum DOESN'T however, are the times when I want things. Funny how life works.

That was pretty much it. Came home and slept til 840. My sleeping time is so off, I'm actually quite concerned that by time school swings by, I'd have trouble waking up early. I CAN'T WAIT FOR SCHOOL (temporary insanity, excuse.).

Avatar got surprisingly good reviews so HMMMMMM who wants to catch a movie with me ? School is drawing near and.. I really don't give a damn.


Friday, December 18, 2009


Got a text from Diyana inviting me for lunch so I happily obliged. Had the bigger than huge mushroom swiss burger and became so stuffed after that. I still am, in fact. Walked around like how we always do and settled on the ice castle thing downstairs. Channelled into our inner tourist and took pictures around there. There were small girls being their usual 5 year old self and being very enthusiastic about bubbles and were blowing them all around so Nikki bought a bottle. She blew bubbles all around OU which was fun because everyone be stoppin' and starin' at us, k ? Hahahaha. Went out to the bridge where we blew more bubbles and basically just walked everywhere, tourist self intact. Eventually, I was by myself and I met up with the boys at A&W. Pak Tok was at OU so met up with him and went around with Tania.

All in all, I had a good day :') THANKS sweets !


Hi, Lover

Love like that

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Les Femmes

A guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another, they will fall for each other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, maybe forever.
Dave Matthews Band

Girls have an unfair advantage over men; if they can't get what they want by being smart, they can get it by being dumb.
Yul Brynner

To find out a girl's faults, praise her to her girl friends.
Benjamin Franklin

Monday, December 14, 2009

She Deserves A Crown

Bonjour, amoureux!

Went to eat Tokyo G with Tania yesterday after God knows how long I've been craving for the Crispy Ginger Chicken. Then, I met up with Jo, Marc, Aidit, Shahrain and Hafiz. This was all Asif's doing. He planned this outing but had to bail last minute (?!). Met Asyraf there, he called lagi cakap 'Cuba pandang belakang' haha. Lama gila tak jumpaaaaaaaaaa. I also met Debla. Bummed around and went into OSC instead, of course after waiting outside because I was reluctant to go in but went anyway. Got bored after they finished their foos so went out a bit to check the Urban Tee place. The place got too smoky for me so I went out solo to meet up Tania at Starbucks. My parents planned to have dinner at Curve which I wasn't up to so I walked to Rasta with the boys. Had my dinner there with Aidit and Marc. Jo, Shahrain, Hisham and Marwan joined us later. Went back at 10.

And I slept at 5 in the morning. Got hung up talking to a friend :) Woke up at 1 and did nothing all day. Went for an early dinner at Devi's with my mum and Tania. And here I am. BOSANNNNNNNNNNNNNN SIAL.

Sunday, December 13, 2009


I need to recruit people for a Chemistry tuition. Please do give me a holler. THANKS


Friday, December 11, 2009

We Eat Fun For Breakfast

On December 9th, the whole 14 of us went to OU for an outing because Ila was going to fly off to Vietnam the next day. So there was Sarah, Dina, Ila, Aimi, Yus, Suraya, Me, Hafiz (Ismail), Hafeez, Hafiz (Rahim), Hakim (Shah Redza), Hakim (Wahid), Haris, Hanif. LAWAK GILA k masa main bowling, the boys lane semua initials H je hahahaha. 

So first, I went there early (sort of) for a trim. Then, met up with Sarah, Yus and Dina at GSC. Dah lupa dah how we met everyone else. Sarah wanted a plaster so we walked all the way to Watsons where Hakim (Shah) and Hafiz (Ismail) came to us. Buat mesyuarat agung depan the watch shop and contemplated on places for lunch. Decided on Fridays. So we went there and ordered. Then, everyone came. BEST. Macam rombongan tour. Tinggal colour coordinated tshirts with the flag je takde.

When the bill came, macam WTF APA KITORANG MAKAN and we spent a good amount of time collecting money from everyone and calculating. The usual. 

Then, we went to walk to the new wing where the boys then eventually went their separate ways and went to OSC. Heh. Met Jan and Ky there too. Went in the usual shops and Aimi and Ila got hungry so they went to get sandwiches. Went in to a couple of stores and had trouble deciding on bowling or karaoke-ing. I voted for bowling so majority won and bowling it was. The lady at the counter was being so rude. And the guy who handled the bowling alleys had like, red contacts, BAPAK SCARY MACAM SETAN ! Gah. Kalau brown ke apa boleh tahan lah, ni merah ? Wha- ? Played bowling and I got a spare :') But that's nothing compared to the boys who had 500+ points and us girls, at 100+. But I love bowling, even if I suck at it. 

Hakim jalan terus dengan bowling shoes hahahahaha. Lawak ah Wahid. 

Everyone started heading home and Sarah and I went to TGV with the boys because they want to watch another movie. They easily took 4 years deciding on what movie they want to watch -.- Lambat sangat so we said our byes and walked to the other end with Hakim (Shah), Hafiz (Ismail) and Hakim joined us later. Separated ways because Mama wanted to have tea at Delicious. I mean, seriously, who can say no to chocolate cake. Went to Zara later and met Sarah there again. Hoho. Hugged her bye for the second time when she went up to Cotton On to meet up with her cousin. 

The end ! Successful outing. And surprisingly, no one bailed ! (Y) Kena buat lagi.

Then on Thursday, Iman wanted to watch The Princess And The Frog and so I kept her company because my mum has given up watching animations with her and I'm old enough to bring her so I said yes.. because I'm a kick ass sister. We went there by 11 because there was a movie at 1:10 but it was full and the next best thing was the 3:20 show so we took that. Had a LOT of time to kill so we went for lunch at Chillies and kan, you get the kids meal free if you order an adult one. Iman took the adult meal and I took the kids. Hahaha. (y) But I ended up eating half of her big ass burger. MPH later and we spent time on stationaries. Bought those small coloured cards to do flash cards for Chemistry/Bio/Phys. :') Semangat gila hahaha tapi I haven't done anything. I want to buy the whole Stabilo (is it?) set THEN I can begin. Iman asked endlessly to play foosball and games at the arcade. I'm at blame because I suggested foos to her. In the end, tak main pun sebab macam dah lambat. I felt bad but hey ho.


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic

Why are people so hung up by the fact of 2012 ? It scares me to no end so I loathe the topic. And I hate people talking about it. Just because of some epic movie ? I always end my prayer with a doa that the end of the world is a kabillion years away. I want to live life til the very end where I die of old age. I want to go through everything, university, graduation, marriage, children, GRANDchildren, all that jazz. This whole crap about apocalypse in 3 years time is scaring the freaking daylight out of me. It's up to God and no one else, not even the freakin Tibetan monks !!! 


False Pretenses

Went to OU close to 1. And I got my watch back !!!!!! :') It's about time. Lama gila bapak nak pergi repair. Anyhoo

Met Hafiz Ismail ! Cheh, pakai leather jacket lagi tuuu. Hahahaha. Told me about his trip to London and Switzerland while waiting for the others. Met up with Marc and Shahrain at Carls Jr. And soon after, Johann, Ashley, Nikki and Brenda and Belinda came. Since they wanted Subway for lunch, we all tagged along. For some reason, we had to wait before we could order because they had to mop the place first so we went in the pet shop opposite. The Chow Chow (was it?) was so cute, Nikki was in love :') It's your dog kan, Debra ? Lucky girl !

Then, we got to Subway and Hisham and Aidit were there. Had difficulty ordering seeing how it's my first time (I'm a Subway virgin). So with the help of Jo, got a Roast Beef one. Was ok ok though, and I didn't even finish it (it was 6 inches, how anyone can down a foot long is wild) so Jo ate the rest. Nikki and Ashley went to play snooker/pool, I don't know the difference and the boys went to OSC. So waited for the twins to finish their sandwich and we went up to GSC. Bought tickets for New Moon and played snooker/pool. Huge surprise that I suck at it. So ! Ate ice cream and met up with Marwan and Hafiz's friend who I swore thought was the same batch as us but turned out to be 4 years younger. Ate at the Jetty to burn time. Went in the theater just in time for the movie to start, no torturous long commercials. OK, so the movie was ok ok. But I do stand by the fact that it was still slow paced at times. But asalkan dapat tengok Taylor Lautner. Macam tak suka pulak Edward. Haha. Team Jacob lah. 

Then everybody went back and it was Aidit, Shahrain, Hafiz, Asif and I. We talked about stuffs, and for some reason, standing outside of FCUK was the best thing to do so. Went outside after I got a call from my mum saying she's on the way and there was this M-150 thingy outside and the host, I guess you could call it came up to us because memang tempat tu 'happening' gila. And he asked us a question 'Who are the two personalities that are coming here?' and he gave us clues like 'She's from 8TV and she hosted One In A Million' and I answered Cheryl Samad because I thought she was from 8TV and hosted the show. I got it wrong and the host must have been that desperate to tell us 'Ok ok, her name starts with the letter M?' and we, being total airheads, were still figuring it out until the host then tirelessly helped '.. and ends with an N' and then, baru lah otak berfungsi sikit and I said 'MARION!'. Kah kah. Nasib tak banyak orang. Got 2 cans of.. ok, I don't know what exactly. Macam Power Root Ali tu ke apa benda lah. Hahaha. Then, I went back while the rest got dragged by the host to some Wheel Of Fortune thingamajig. 

And I had Otai burger for dinner. (Y) Tomorrow's another outing. I haven't exactly told my mum haha. See you girls & guys tomorrow, can't wait x

Monday, December 7, 2009

I want to have long hair like hers.

Pink Lips

Thank you Jan for waking me up at 830 hahahaha. 

Accomplishment sial seeing how I dozed off at 3 in the morning. But I took an hours nap by 12. Twas late for Kaveetha's potluck but oh well. Ate and caught up with everyone. I miss them ! Marc brought his baked fish. Damn, son. (Y)(Y) Buat malu je aku tak boleh masak haha.

Then, we decided to watch The Orphan. Cerita babi. Hahahaha. Damn shit lah k. Screamed a couple of times because horror movies and I, we don't exactly mix. But it was all good fun. We then watched some sick movie 'Fired Up'. It was funny, but also, sick. Like, Kaveetha's definition of sick. 

Then I went back and we went to Devi's. Naan <3

Eh best lah Omegle. Hahahahaha. Try it ! Chat with strangers and feel free to disconnect at any given time (which I do so often). 

Sunday, December 6, 2009


Next on the list : Denim shirt


ISH I can't get over how I'm so freakin in love with Taylor Lautner and Taylor Swiftttt. Macam sweet sangat tak tahu nak cakap camne. Dahla dua dua good looking gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa babs. Ala, cepat lah jadi boyfriend girlfriend. Menyampah lah I Like You And You Like Me But Takut Paparazzi Gila :( Kisah apa siotttt ! Brad ngan Angelina selamba je ? 

K, it's 0217 Sunday. I should be in bed. Well, technically I am but I need to be sleeping. K night I don't make sense in the morning.

Saturday, December 5, 2009


Ick I hate my palms. They're always so sweaty, making me uncomfortable bila nak salam ke apa.

So Tania woke me up at 10 because dia kan paranoid semacam, takut lambat pergi bazaar padahal pergi pukul 1. Anyway ! Mama dropped me off at Fatimah's and she was fresh out of the shower. Waited for her to be all made up and we walked to Shira's because her Dad was supposed to send us. But change of plans and Shira's parents were out and not coming til much later so we called the cab instead and excluding Shira, Fatimah and I went to the bazaar. I miss Shira to shitz ! I haven't seen her in ages, man. :') Was so good to see her and catch up on things. Cab came and we went. Sorry Dina ! Reached there and found my mum, Tania and Myra. Browsed around, for some reason I felt uncomfortable gila. Oh btw, first time k pergi Rasta *bangga jap. Hahahahahaha. Besar jugak, ingat kecik. Whatever. I think I went by everything once. Nothing caught my eye. Fatimah lapar sangat so she bought us cupcakes. And sebelah tu je ada Mimpi Murni and the lady was seriously baik, macam baik sangat yang tak sanggup kalau tak beli. So I did. Bah. Something I could have bought from Diva but like I said, dia baik gilaaaa ! Hahaha. So dragged my mum there and bought the butterfly necklace. Then, we went off 15 minutes later because it was either that or we would have to get a cab again. Which would set us back another couple of bucks. MAHAL sial. Wtf, Sri D is not that far from Rasta. 

Went to A&W because I was seriously craving for rootbeer. And had a waffle and a burger. Sedap gila wei wtf boleh termimpi haha. Then window shopped. Ouch, so painful. Bought a top from Forever 21. F21 dah lawa balik. Met Marissa there. :) Then we went to Topshop. Or was it the other way round ? K whatever. There's a prettier version of a top I own. Of course, much expensive but much prettier. But it had a tear, small one, but still. Thennnn we went to Cotton On, tried on a couple of things but didn't buy anything. Fatimah did, though. Went out to Zara while she tried on a couple of things. Damn lah, I hate the feeling when you find something you like and it's under your budget but you got a whole lot more to think about like cab fare and food. So, I came out empty handed. It's quite the norm for me now. Pokai gila.

OH ! Masa nak pergi bawah tu kan, I was from GSC, so kena turun escalator yang dekat MPH tu, terjumpa Asif kat the Back To School thing they always have outside of Parkson. HAHA. Bukan saja saja nak cari dia, aku takde masa -.- Then Fatimah and I walked endlessly. We were hungry so we settled on doughnuts at Big Apple. We ordered 5 different ones and experimented with each. Yang plain takde -.- I'm not big on doughnuts but figured we should do SOMETHING. Fatimah downed 2 of them and I none. Makan sikit sikit je. Fatimah was beating herself up because she said she ate a lot. Haha, dia cakap kat asrama makan je kerja. Balik balik pun makan sebab dekat asrama tak sedap. -.- Tak faham buat faham.

Then, Asif came to kill time with us. He ate one doughnut and I wanted root beer but the line at A&W ridiculous. Burger King ran out of Coke (what even?) and so we went to GSC. My God, GSC smelled like vomit times a million. Damnnnnnnnnnn son, it smelt so bad, it was freakin unbearable. Gah. The things I go through for a Coke. :')

Went back by cab. And we hugged bye bye. Tak sempat siot nak pergi tanya about rock climbing kahkah, harapan ! Next time lah.

I summarized so much because I'm shit tired and I'm juggling so many sites at a time. Can't wait for New Moon on Tuesday. :)))))))))))))))) Hi Taylor Lautner, can you give me a hug ? K thanks.


Nothing Compares

  • Hooked with Empire State Of Mind. I'm biased with Alicia Keys.
  • Stoked that I can finally get a manicure. YES!
  • Kicking myself for not turning in early. Esok kena bangun awal. I hope to find good buys at Threadzoo. And I also hope to see you there ! 
  • My eyes are itching like crazy. Maybe JOEY has something to do with it because he was talking about it during +Maths tuition. 
  • Still not done with Time Travelers. Bapak slow gila ah, kalah siput babi.
  • Heartbroken. 
  • Obsessing over Taylor Lautner and Taylor Swift. I think they're the cutest. Also, I'm crazy jealous because I love Lautner to shitzzzz.
  • Sooooooooooooooooooooo mengantuk k night.

Friday, December 4, 2009

My friend, Joey, does not like to read my blog because the fonts are too tiny so he simply skips to the pictures.. if any. And I know there are many more (MANY?) who agrees with him. 

I don't like lah big fonts. 

This is as big as big can go, my apologies.

Hehe k bye !

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

You Treat Me Just Like A Stranger

I'm back. 

  • Went to Penang on Thursday because Raya Haji was on the next day. 
  • Ate a lot. Nasi lunch and dinner k, wtf calories. 
  • Went to Hard Rock Hotel on Sunday. BEST GILA BABIIIIII. We got the Lagoon room which was so cool because dia kat ground floor so if we go out on the balcony, terus pool. Cool gila lah k please. Pagi pagi tak yah mandi, terus lompat pool dari bilik. Didn't go to the beach as often sebab panas macam gila. But some of them did go for Parasailing, there were 8 of us (excluding Amelia and Mia) so we went on the banana boat. Best gila babi lah, I was at the back sekali, scary shit. Tapi best gila ! Screamed all the way, I laughed like crazy sebab Tania was being so paranoid and scared and at one point when the boat stopped for a bit, she said "Ok, life check. Everyone still alive?" Was holding on to Mikhail for dear life. Crazy hilarious.
  • The hotel had The Beatles everywhere. They had statues and everything. I was expecting more Elvis tapi takde. They even had Jimi Hendrix's autograph framed outside of my room. And they had all the old records and the usual costumes hung. 
  • Siap ada Teens Club so ada lah foosball, snooker, Wii, and the internet. Best sangat, nak pergi lagi, tak puas duduk sekejap.
  • In conclusion, that was the best hotel experience I've had :') 
  • Had a trip back to memory lane and flipped through the million plus one pictures of us when we were small. Myra and I had the most photographs, one of the perks of being the first child. I brought some back with me to be framed. Photographs that make you smile = favourite.
Ok, hi.

Mama freaked because she claimed to have gained weight so she is adamant to enroll in a gym. But then again, my mum is notoriously known for procrastinating. I shall insist on going because I got flabs hidden, man. Burn baby burn ! 

My so called studying plan failed miserably. Was supposed to study Biology but after a page and a half, I gave up. Kata nak straight A's ? Ntahpape.

Monday, November 30, 2009

If it was me, I'd have to ask about you a million and one times and no, you'll still blame it on me. But if it was you, was I ever asked ? No.

Can I stop caring about your feelings now ? Thanks.

Sunday, November 29, 2009


I'm just going to go ahead and tell you about a situation I'm in at this very second.

So it's 2.04 in the morning right, I have this urge to go to the toilet. And I walk to the toilet. And guess what, it's locked. What's worst is that it's locked from the inside and it's the really old vintage locks where it's like the ones in the malls where if you're in it and you lock, it'll appear as 'Engaged' and if it's unlocked, it'll be in bright yellow and say 'Vacant'.
So it SAYS 'Vacant' from the outside so I try to unlock it and I can't budge it open. And I semi panic. And I've been watching too much TV so I try to open it with keys. And needless to say, it didn't work.. for nuts. So I'm there fidgeting because I have to freakin' pee and I can't and there's no other toilet in this house that doesn't require me banging on the door and waking people. So I leave it be for 5 minutes but I can't stand it so I decide to call my mum.

And guess what, I left my phone in my parents room which I have no access to because the toilet (which connects the room I'm in and my parents room) is locked. So, I'm all 'Are you freakin' kidding me?!?!?!?!' so I brainstorm and continue with the whole key jig which is just that.. a jig. Because it doesn't and won't work.

So I go out, and grab the house phone and call my mum. She doesn't pick up. I call her again. And again, she doesn't pick up. So I lose all hope.

AND YES ! SHE CALLS THE HOUSE PHONE. With a groggy and annoyed voice, no doubt. And she unlocks the door. 

I've never had so much WTF FML moments in one night. 

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Gaga Ooh La La

Hello ! 

My days in Penang have been pretty mediocre. I came here the day New Moon premiered so we went to the cinema, I being very sure that Penang takde siapa sangat nak tengok New Moon was dead wrong. The only seats available were the ones on the first row from the screen so we bought tickets for the next day. This is what I thought 

I was psyched. I was like shit giddy in my seat. But that's just it, as much as I said I didn't want to put my hopes up too high, I did. So, the movie came out a bit flat. It was that or maybe I was too sleepy to really concentrate. Tapi macam the dialog was sooooooooooooooo.. I blame Kristin for this. She's so freakin monotonous, I did at times, felt like slapping her. But she's so pretty k ! :( 
But ok lah, it was slow paced at some parts but I serious suka part Jacob. My favourite favourite part for some unknown reason is the part when Bella cried 'JAKE, RUN!' and he and his beautiful body morphed into a beast. ALA, HE'S SO COMEL. Rasa macam nak Team Jacob je ? Haha. Ntah lah, it didn't meet up with my expectations because before watching the movie, everybody was raving how much the movie was so much better compared to Twilight. So memang lah kan, ingat best gila. Tapi tak je ? Haih, nevermind. I feel like watching it again, one when I'm really awake and wide eyed. 

All I've been doing in Penang is eat. I always have people telling me that Penang food is so good and I don't know how to response because I don't really EAT Penang food. 99.99% of the time here, all I eat is what my grandma cooks and they're hardly 'Penang food'. And I so often have seconds and the last to leave the dining table. (Y) I'm cool that way.

Hafiz Ismail texted me all the way from Switzerland the day before yesterday. :') Dia tanya dah hari raya haji ke ? And he told me how cold Switzerland is and how nice the people there are. Ala baik gila. Lucky lad :( He asked if I wanted anything and told me that the bikini and bra there are nice -_______- and I told him to bungkus balik snow. HAHA.
Damn, I've always wanted to have a white Christmas so yes, I'm crazily envious to those who get the chance to. 


Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Crillon Ball

From left: Olympia de Dietrich in Carven, Marguerite de Tavernost in John Galliano, and Princess Anne-HÉLÈne D'Arenberg in Christian Dior

Les Femmes

Last night, I was occupied with this site and laughed a couple of times. Then, my internet acted like a total arse so I decided to refresh my (very little) Biology knowledge and said attempt lasted for a page and a half. My attention span is worryingly small. I'm also starting to eat a lot. I don't mind tapi takut over over nanti jadi contestant Biggest Loser Asia. Besides, ok apa kalau ada isi sikit, baru la bootylicious kahkah (Y)

I've seem to misplace my Time Travelers Wife book. I'm bored so let's make a list.

List Of Things To Do 
  • Swim but the thought of bursting out of my shrinking swimming suit (It's either that or I'm getting big) is not so flaterring. Ala tapi underwater kan ? Hahahaha.
  • Get some revision up and going. Unlike most of y'all, I'm convinced I pretty much failed every subject and SPM is next year so, hello square one, good to see you again. :(
  • Get my hair trimmed, for Gods sake. Should I go for Don or a new guy ? Rasa guilty kat Don tapi asyik benda sama je.
  • Get some pretty clothes. Preferably with colour and prints. 
  • Before that, my wardrobe needs a medical check up -.- Banyak sangat benda yang takkan pakai dalam seribu tahun. 
  • My study table looks very SPM-ish *bangga jap. I have like so many books on it, I can't seem to see my table top anymore (ok exaggerating). I've given up studying on my 'study' table.
  • Print out Periodic Table and electrochemical series and paste it on my table so that every day, kena painfully hafal. (Y) It might just work *strokes chin.
  • Meet up with my budak asrama friends.
  • Seriously, I should snap out of it and buy presents. I owe a lot of people and I feel bad. 
  • Buy a skipping rope and make it a habit to skip a lot. Camne nak fit kalau effort takde, John ?
  • Make flash cards, they're fun to do and hopefully effective.
I can't wait for Christmas and the sales that come along with. 

Tuesday, November 24, 2009


I think 'bored' would have to be an understatement of the century. It does no justice to the level of boredom I'm feeling right now. A
I'M FREAKIN WASTING MY FREAKING YOUTH in my bedroom and it upsets me like shiznits. This is a first ; time is moving so slow.


Just in time for New Moon, I'll be heading up north this Thursday for Hari Raya Haji and every time we go to Penang, the food flow is pretty ridiculous, I secretly think my grandparents (It's teamwork, I'll get on that later) are on this sick mission to get us all fleshy and big. It's not really working, but whatever. My Pak Tok is pretty amazing, he wakes up at the ungodly hour of 5 and gets ready to go to the market to get groceries, he would go to the extreme and order like 40-50 fishes and a billion prawns. Mak Tok is God in the kitchen. We have a couple of fixed dishes; ikan sambal, udang kunyit, kangkung belacan, and the fish curry. I seriously, can live with that for the rest of my stay in Penang. I'm not even joking when I say that she cooks like I don't know 5 fishes PER meal (yes, meal!), that's 5 for lunch and another 5 for dinner. Sometimes even more. We're that festive. -.-
And what we do in Penang can be categorized as really gross. Because basically, we just lounge around and watch TV. And go to Queensbay for no reason at all. It's brilliant. 
I think we're staying overnight at Hard Rock Hotel which I can't wait for. I just hope the rainy weather won't stand in our way. 

What else ? 

Monday, November 23, 2009

Unfortunately, this is what the world has come to. 

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Obsession Du Jour

I have a soft spot for
  1. Earrings, I really love. My favourite one now is this black one I bought from Diva and it has studs and faux diamonds pasted on a black piece of leather. It's rad. 
  2. Taking a cue from Herve Leger, I am in love with bandage skirts/dresses even if it's not considered 'in' anymore. 
  3. Menswear. From long tapered pants and blazers to big bulky watches, it's genius.
  4. Shoulder pad anything and slap on some bedazzle (HAHA) and I'm hooked. I thank no one but Christophe Decarnin.
  5. Scratch Chanel, the first thing I'd get is some Lanvin bags. Lawa macam :')
  6. Anything mesh. I have this one from Cotton On on my first visit but it was an impulse buy and now I have nothing to wear it with. Memang aku bijak pun. I want THIS ONE !
Continue later, it's 430 in the morning and I'm exhausted. Night

Friday, November 20, 2009

Miss Ashley

I have this sudden obsession with anything glitterized, sequined and studded. 

IT IS ALSO ASHLEY'S BIRTHDAY TODAAAAAAAAAAY !! Happy Birthday, dear friend :') I wish you nothing but the best and I hope you have great fun tonight when you belt out cheesy songs with everybody (which I doubt because Kaveetha and Nikki will be hogging the mike anyway). You deserve to enjoy tonight and let everyone appreciate you today, please ! Don't be humble sangat, it's YOUR night. God bless a girl like you and cheers to many more years of friendship :') Love you a million plus one xx
And btw, I had your birthday as a reminder on my phone and it woke me up at 8. PSH. Nasib baik I already wish :') Hahahaha. Maybe I should get you a Robert Pattinson book so that it will open your heart and say that he is indeed a handsome lad. HAHAHA !

Went to OU after Zuhur prayers. Met up with the girls at Cotton On but Dina misplaced her purse so we had to go up to GSC but they went ahead and I went to the toilet (not after buying a Chupa Chup lollipop haha). BAD HAIR DAY sialll. So tak terurus, mampus lah. Went to Forever 21 and after several rounds and Yus' 3 dresses, we (especially me) were starving so original suggestion was TGIF but macam jauh sangat so we settled on Ms Read. The 5 of us opted for Italian and had 4 plates of pasta. I skipped dinner from the night before and breakfast so hungry was an understatement hence me stuffing myself with my usual favourite Spicy Seafood Spaghetti. The rest ordered 2 plates of carbonara and a plate of bolognese. After downing one plate of carbonara, they moved on to bolognese but sikit je lah sebab lagi suka carbonara and Sarah packed home her carbonara. Asal detailed sangat ni ? Hahaha. Left the place short after and went to Zara. TEMPTING but so expensive, I only go there when cash is sufficient and when Mum's around. Went back to Forever 21 and tried on a couple of things. Bought something that I've been wanting since a couple days back and a pang of guilt hit me because I was down to my spare dollars. Went to the New York Deli and settled on fries and Sarah's.. ? I don't know what that was. The one with the foam. 
ANDDDDDDDD took pictures, end of story.

PENAT k bye.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Blame It On You

Exam ended.. finally. History was alright (?), Civic was even better. SPM started and I was nervous just by looking at them. I'm going to be a nervous wreck next year. I can't wait though for 2010, I want to try studying a go, like serious study. Because I mean, I got nothing to lose, besides it's just one year. I could go one year without heavy partying (which I don't do in the first place, anyway). I don't think I'm going to take my driving license next year (which is the saddest part but hell) which is, I guess, beneficial to me in the long run. Who am I kidding anyway ? Even if I do take up my license, it's not that I have an extra car to drive, heh. If things go right, I might just surprise myself (and others) with an A or two. I can do this (motivate diri sendiri jap) ! :')
First trip to V Alpha today for our last 2 papers. WALAWEI, time flies when you're having fun. Baru je hari tu budak baru masuk 2 Edison :') We're all freakin grown up, it's surreal.

Decided on what to wear for Rach's 16 before taking a nap. The weather today was amazing, sedappppppppppppp gila. I feel sorry for those taking exams because I mean, seriously, resisting sleep is probably the hardest thing to do. I can't freakin concentrate kalau masa hujan. Haha. Then went to Rach's close to 7 and made a stop to the toilet to touch up (Vanity is allowed) and met Debra there ! Hoho. Then, went to go scout for the birthday present. SUSAH SIAL. Went to Diva in hopes of finding something, ended up with a pair of earrings.. for myself. Self control is not one of my strongest aspects. Recognized the worker from OU and asked Eh, aren't you from the OU branch? and she said she just transferred. Haha. Dia compliment warna braces hahahaha. Baik sangat. Surrendered and bought a 16 candle from Party@World and bumped into Kai Wen and her boyfriend. Walked with her to BubbaGump and met the rest there. Turn up was good, penuh gila tempat tu. Twas funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, everyone looked so pretty :') I like these events when everyone gets all dolled up. Diyana's outfit was my favourite as well as Kristin's :) The birthday song was so cool, kalah TGIF k. 


Best gila dahlah ada banyak orang kan, so it was so loud, it was bloody fun. A good way to kick start the holidays. :')


Monday, November 16, 2009

Meet Your Match

Ok, this post, main bantai la k. 

Set my alarm for 6 but woke up 630 instead and cursed because I still had to find all my text books (sebab malam tu tak nak pulak kan buat bila ada all the time in the world ? Genius). Managed to find everything except for my literature. Heh, lantak lah. Haha. Should have bought my form 4 books and borrow form 5, like how Amanda does. It makes sense.

Assembly was cut short so only Negaraku. Is it me or I haven't heard lagu Bestari in a seriously long time ? Dahla I love that song ! Hahaha. Bangang ke bangang ? Anyway. Ruiz made a speech as Head Prefect and then the Majlis Restu started. With Pascal being first, habis ahhhhh. Dahlah tak kenal langsung budak Pascal, apahal menangis kan ? Hahahahaha. SEDIH kut tengok the boys crying lagi teruk from the girls. We're talking about these boys yang besar gedabak gangster tu. Ada yang salam cikgu lama gila. I saw Puan Azah pun cukup ah, she was crying gila babs, dengan peluk lagi. Ala, sedih sangat. My mum cried because she loves this batch, she's been teaching them since Form 2 lagi; Class teacher of 2 Einstein, English for 3 Einstein, Edison and 4 Alpha, Beta and 5 beta. Throughout ! She likens this years batch to this other batch who will always always always be her favourite, she calls them Gavin's batch which is I think Kevin and Melvin's brother ? Kan? Yeah betul lah. Sebab dah ajar lama gila kan. :")

Back to where I was, ha, menangis wei, betul ! Ni baru tengok orang salam, I'll be a wreck next year ! 

This week's going to be goooooood. Ada birthday dinners and planning to watch a movie with Sarah hehe. 

p/s : Serious tengah hafal lagu Sana'y Wala Nang Wakas. o.o 

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Knocks You Down

I'm beating myself up because I didn't study History yet. And my exam is on Wednesday. Dahlah yang ni semua keluar, damn. 

Anyway. Woke up at 8.. and then 9.. and then 12. Heh. Woke up to everyone still in bed.. more or less. The norm on a Sunday.. with the exception of my mum who probably inherited my grandfather's habit of waking up way too early on a weekend. Went to Bangsar for lunch, NASI DAUN PISANG FTW. My favourite. It's like, I plan to wear baggy tops so that bila perut kembang tak lah obvious mana ? Haha. 
Papa, a huge fan of Bang & Olufsen since his London days saw that there was a new branch at BVII so we went in for the sake of checking the store out and I went in to Warehouse. Tried on a couple and bought one top. Suka pulak eh Warehouse. Went to Zara and started kicking myself for buying something earlier because at Zara, ada this long sleeved V neck in black with elaborated sequin work on the much padded shoulders. So pretty can dieeeeeeeee. At retail price of 200, it was tempting to ask my mum but I could already predict the outcome; '200 FOR THIS KAIN?' and it goes on and on, so I think to myself 'I shall save the trouble and put this away to the stuck up sale assistant who's probably all bitchy and not smiling because she'd rather be somewhere else then taking clothes of the hangers and taking those number labels and giving it to customers with poor chances of them actually buying it'. Don't frown, lady, cepat tua!

But hey, you win some, you lose some. Went to Haagen Dasz and enjoyed myself some strawberry ice cream with wafer (also known as heaven on earth in my books) and went to a couple of shops later. Saw this rather stellar piece of art in the furniture store downstairs ; it was an arrangement of butterflies in a frame, background being in a shade of beige. PYT like them flutters to my heart (no pun intended)(that was a lame pun anyway).

Came home, and read a bit of Time Travelers Wife which I'm beginning to fall in love. I MISS READING BOOKS. 

After this Wednesday, we're done with school session of '09 and Senior Year awaits. This will be interesting.


Saturday, November 14, 2009

Love birds

Why won't I have a boyfriend ? 

Because I'm 16 and I've pledged to myself not to have one til I hit 17 or well looking at the circumstances (SPM, for those late catchers), I'm delaying it to a year now so, 18. I want to have to figure out myself first and even if that came off as cliche and corny, it's entirely genuine. I want to know what I'm good at and what I'm capable to do and what I want to do before figuring out anyone else's. I have only respect and admiration to my friends and others who have had a boyfriend for a long period of time because it shows me loyalty really exists *cue fake gasps. C'mon, it's no big secret that there's people among us who have had ridiculously short lived relationship, I have a friend whose 'relationship' lasted overnight.. which is as ridiculous as ridicule can stoop. They don't count as an ex, they're just acquaintances that you decided to 'like' because they i) are good looking ii) liked you in the first place which makes you feel all proud and mighty so you returned the favour by liking (give or take) him/her back iii) sweet talk you into a relationship.
'I Love You' has become a trivial phrase. It, to me, does not bring any significant meaning as I hoped to because people here abuse it. After a 3 day non stop texting frenzy, you decide to 'love' this person and ergo 'I love you'. And with that, you're a couple and before you know it, a week later, you're broken up and you're drenched in your own tears and the whole 'I want to kill myself' jig goes up. I'm not committed just yet so for me, relationships are saved for later. There's no shame of flying solo, I've been doing it all my life and I'm doing great. So I laugh at the idea of some people and their obsessive need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend. It sounds a bit foolish when you get asked 'How many relationships have you been in?' and you take 5 minutes to count. Texting doesn't make you a couple, and so does internet chatting btw. If I do get involved, I want my relationship to be full of love, laughs, disagreements (because that's where it gets fun) and arguments, loyalty and honesty. I want to be someone when I'm at total ease with and I can talk to about anything in the world without feeling forced. Unfortunate for me, my crushes are pretty much a one way road thing, I don't get the mutual feeling from the opposite party because well, that's the whole idea of a crush, you just adore from afar and I'm too much of a coward to initiate the first move. Or maybe I don't want to be in a relationship because of the messy post break up. What I really really really find attractive in a guy is his easy going, laid back attitude, who is intellectual and different and I'm very old fashion so I always think those who have a loving relationship with his family pleases me to no apparent end. I love a real relationship and one that goes on seemingly forever and it tickles my fancy when I see a couple who has been together at what seems to be an eternity so that's what I want and if that takes me a couple more years to open my heart and establish a romantic relationship, then so be it. 

No offense at all to anyone because this is not aimed at any of my friends, I'm just saying in general because I know a friend of a friend of a friend of a friend of a friend of a friend who indulges in being in a couple.. constantly.

And I have this Hari Koko at school tomorrow so I'm sleeping in 3.. 2.. 1.

Friday, November 13, 2009


The things I would do to be in Kristin's position.

You Got Me Now

Yesterday was fun :') Went to watch 2012 with Sarah, Aimi, Hafeez, Hafiz, Hafiz (no, memang ada 3 Hafi/eez), and Qalil. Despite me being the only one who went to school, aku jugaaaak first sampai ! :') Hahahaha. The movie was good though a bit depressing because well, every human being except for the ones who survived (obviously the lead cast) died. And scary gila shiznitz, wtf. I don't want to live til kiamat, the movie was a rough idea of how the world will end and even then pun, it scared the living crap out of me. But the movie effects were bloody brilliant. After the movie ended, the boys and the girls separated ways. Went to Cotton On and we spent the whole time there til my mum came and I had to go. 
But I enjoyed myself anyway :)

Was supposed to go to watch Time Travelers Wife with my mum but there might be a slight change in plans. Showtimes all tak kena. Heh. 
Operation Fixing Sleeping Cycle : ? Slept early though yesterday.. tu pun sebab internet takde hahahahaha. Bangang. Next year lah start.

WEI, SPM in a few days time. SUMPAH cepat gila. Damn, this is sad. A year from now, batch of '93s turn. :') I don't want any regrets so I'm going to be more rajin la next year, at least try to. Siapa kita tak boleh ? Boleh punya. The only reason I'm going to promise myself this is because I want to be in England, studying. Like how my parents did. 

My internet's such a pain in the ass, I'm currently stealing internet access from my neighbours wireless modem hahaha. This one pun susah la, sikit sikit off. Haih, story of my life.

Oh and Happy Seventeenth Birthday, Sha ! Cheers x

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Hello Square One, Nice To See You Again

Today was brilliant fun. Went to watched Michael Jackson's epic documentary for the 2nd time with my friends. It was at the Gold class and we took the whole of the 2 rows from the back so we could just stand up and dance.. which we did. Not so much, but we did. HA

Mum and sister had last minute plans to go watch Cuci The Musical which I very much wanted to go but it was last minute and I had This Is It on so nothing I could do about that. Twas quite fun though, sat beside Nikki and it's her third time watching this and yet, she still shrieks at every crotch grabbing moment Michael does. Huge fan is an understatement. So we clapped, laughed, sang and danced at our own liberty because it's freakin Michael Jackson and who can resist not bobbing your head or tapping your feed when a song like Thriller or Beat It comes on. Impossible. Even Nikki's mum joined in the fun. CUTE STUFF RIGHT THERE
We even jumped and stomped. One point though, I was too engrossed with my mash potato (SEDAP GILA WEI!) and I just sat there and watch. My favourite is I Can't Stop Loving You and The Man In The Mirror and They Don't Really Care About Us. Man, the Japanese girl with an afro 'do is amazing, sedap gila. And the female guitarist (Y) Fantastic work. I can't really start with the dancers because I have a whole new profound respect for them after watching this. One ability I'd like to have is to dance, so if any of you plan to take up dancing classes, ring me ! It's freaking good exercise and every inch of your body is so toned, it's sexy. HAHA, the guys were yum. Nikki and I liked the girl with the blazer and black bra (?), dorang menari macam boneless sial. BEST.
Arrived at 230 and walked around aimlessly. Didn't get lunch cause I had no appetite. Yahi was right, banyak benda lawa la :( So sad living on a budget hahahaha. Zara had a lot of nice things, A LOT. First time pergi fitting room bawak banyak baju, usually satu je. Hahaha. Got a striped top with the sequined black suspenders. Wanted to get the grey top with sequined shoulders but I know my mum and she'd never approved of that top because it had crazy unkept hems, all ripped. She'd say '120 BUCKS FOR THAT ?!' so as much as I loved it, I had to ditch it. Suka sangat benda kat situ. Went to Parkson for my watch but tak sampai lagi from Pavilion -____- zz jauh sangat ke nak post watch. Heh. Went to Forever 21 and fell in love with (surprise surprise) this grey top with sequined pocket. I liked it cause it was very airy and flowy. Haha but I recalled something similar to that so I had to painfully put it away. So dramatic -.-
Topshop and Miss Selfrige and Dorothy Perkins too had some things I liked.. REALLY liked. And Ila ! I've seen the faux YSL bag from Nose ! :') Prettyyyyyyyyyyy. Though I wished the lining inside didn't have the brand printed all over. BUT PRETTY nevertheless.

Went to New York New York deli for dinner with Hafiz, Hakim, Asif and Lian. Had the meatball pizza and hell yes did they emphasize on the meatball, it was literally a meatball on a pizza, not sliced, not shredded, nothing ! Just a huge ball of meat on every slice of pizza. Had that and fries and my root beer hoho.

My 'study' table is full of books siot. Serious bertimbun. Magazines included la but still educational books are the majority of it which is quite surprising because I only read sikit gila hahaha. It makes you think I'm the studious type.. which is laughable. 

Ok, shall continue ignoring/abandoning history and watch my The Mentalist dvd, I'm hooked.