I'm just going to go ahead and tell you about a situation I'm in at this very second.
So it's 2.04 in the morning right, I have this urge to go to the toilet. And I walk to the toilet. And guess what, it's locked. What's worst is that it's locked from the inside and it's the really old vintage locks where it's like the ones in the malls where if you're in it and you lock, it'll appear as 'Engaged' and if it's unlocked, it'll be in bright yellow and say 'Vacant'.
So it SAYS 'Vacant' from the outside so I try to unlock it and I can't budge it open. And I semi panic. And I've been watching too much TV so I try to open it with keys. And needless to say, it didn't work.. for nuts. So I'm there fidgeting because I have to freakin' pee and I can't and there's no other toilet in this house that doesn't require me banging on the door and waking people. So I leave it be for 5 minutes but I can't stand it so I decide to call my mum.
And guess what, I left my phone in my parents room which I have no access to because the toilet (which connects the room I'm in and my parents room) is locked. So, I'm all 'Are you freakin' kidding me?!?!?!?!' so I brainstorm and continue with the whole key jig which is just that.. a jig. Because it doesn't and won't work.
So I go out, and grab the house phone and call my mum. She doesn't pick up. I call her again. And again, she doesn't pick up. So I lose all hope.
AND YES ! SHE CALLS THE HOUSE PHONE. With a groggy and annoyed voice, no doubt. And she unlocks the door.
I've never had so much WTF FML moments in one night.
My days in Penang have been pretty mediocre. I came here the day New Moon premiered so we went to the cinema, I being very sure that Penang takde siapa sangat nak tengok New Moon was dead wrong. The only seats available were the ones on the first row from the screen so we bought tickets for the next day. This is what I thought
I was psyched. I was like shit giddy in my seat. But that's just it, as much as I said I didn't want to put my hopes up too high, I did. So, the movie came out a bit flat. It was that or maybe I was too sleepy to really concentrate. Tapi macam the dialog was sooooooooooooooo.. I blame Kristin for this. She's so freakin monotonous, I did at times, felt like slapping her. But she's so pretty k ! :(
But ok lah, it was slow paced at some parts but I serious suka part Jacob. My favourite favourite part for some unknown reason is the part when Bella cried 'JAKE, RUN!' and he and his beautiful body morphed into a beast. ALA, HE'S SO COMEL. Rasa macam nak Team Jacob je ? Haha. Ntah lah, it didn't meet up with my expectations because before watching the movie, everybody was raving how much the movie was so much better compared to Twilight. So memang lah kan, ingat best gila. Tapi tak je ? Haih, nevermind. I feel like watching it again, one when I'm really awake and wide eyed.
All I've been doing in Penang is eat. I always have people telling me that Penang food is so good and I don't know how to response because I don't really EAT Penang food. 99.99% of the time here, all I eat is what my grandma cooks and they're hardly 'Penang food'. And I so often have seconds and the last to leave the dining table. (Y) I'm cool that way.
Hafiz Ismail texted me all the way from Switzerland the day before yesterday. :') Dia tanya dah hari raya haji ke ? And he told me how cold Switzerland is and how nice the people there are. Ala baik gila. Lucky lad :( He asked if I wanted anything and told me that the bikini and bra there are nice -_______- and I told him to bungkus balik snow. HAHA.
Damn, I've always wanted to have a white Christmas so yes, I'm crazily envious to those who get the chance to.
Last night, I was occupied with this site and laughed a couple of times. Then, my internet acted like a total arse so I decided to refresh my (very little) Biology knowledge and said attempt lasted for a page and a half. My attention span is worryingly small. I'm also starting to eat a lot. I don't mind tapi takut over over nanti jadi contestant Biggest Loser Asia. Besides, ok apa kalau ada isi sikit, baru la bootylicious kahkah (Y)
I've seem to misplace my Time Travelers Wife book. I'm bored so let's make a list.
List Of Things To Do
Swim but the thought of bursting out of my shrinking swimming suit (It's either that or I'm getting big) is not so flaterring. Ala tapi underwater kan ? Hahahaha.
Get some revision up and going. Unlike most of y'all, I'm convinced I pretty much failed every subject and SPM is next year so, hello square one, good to see you again. :(
Get my hair trimmed, for Gods sake. Should I go for Don or a new guy ? Rasa guilty kat Don tapi asyik benda sama je.
Get some pretty clothes. Preferably with colour and prints.
Before that, my wardrobe needs a medical check up -.- Banyak sangat benda yang takkan pakai dalam seribu tahun.
My study table looks very SPM-ish *bangga jap. I have like so many books on it, I can't seem to see my table top anymore (ok exaggerating). I've given up studying on my 'study' table.
Print out Periodic Table and electrochemical series and paste it on my table so that every day, kena painfully hafal. (Y) It might just work *strokes chin.
Meet up with my budak asrama friends.
Seriously, I should snap out of it and buy presents. I owe a lot of people and I feel bad.
Buy a skipping rope and make it a habit to skip a lot. Camne nak fit kalau effort takde, John ?
Make flash cards, they're fun to do and hopefully effective.
I can't wait for Christmas and the sales that come along with.
Just in time for New Moon, I'll be heading up north this Thursday for Hari Raya Haji and every time we go to Penang, the food flow is pretty ridiculous, I secretly think my grandparents (It's teamwork, I'll get on that later) are on this sick mission to get us all fleshy and big. It's not really working, but whatever. My Pak Tok is pretty amazing, he wakes up at the ungodly hour of 5 and gets ready to go to the market to get groceries, he would go to the extreme and order like 40-50 fishes and a billion prawns. Mak Tok is God in the kitchen. We have a couple of fixed dishes; ikan sambal, udang kunyit, kangkung belacan, and the fish curry. I seriously, can live with that for the rest of my stay in Penang. I'm not even joking when I say that she cooks like I don't know 5 fishes PER meal (yes, meal!), that's 5 for lunch and another 5 for dinner. Sometimes even more. We're that festive. -.-
And what we do in Penang can be categorized as really gross. Because basically, we just lounge around and watch TV. And go to Queensbay for no reason at all. It's brilliant.
I think we're staying overnight at Hard Rock Hotel which I can't wait for. I just hope the rainy weather won't stand in our way.
I have this sudden obsession with anything glitterized, sequined and studded.
IT IS ALSO ASHLEY'S BIRTHDAY TODAAAAAAAAAAY !! Happy Birthday, dear friend :') I wish you nothing but the best and I hope you have great fun tonight when you belt out cheesy songs with everybody (which I doubt because Kaveetha and Nikki will be hogging the mike anyway). You deserve to enjoy tonight and let everyone appreciate you today, please ! Don't be humble sangat, it's YOUR night. God bless a girl like you and cheers to many more years of friendship :') Love you a million plus one xx
And btw, I had your birthday as a reminder on my phone and it woke me up at 8. PSH. Nasib baik I already wish :') Hahahaha. Maybe I should get you a Robert Pattinson book so that it will open your heart and say that he is indeed a handsome lad. HAHAHA !
Went to OU after Zuhur prayers. Met up with the girls at Cotton On but Dina misplaced her purse so we had to go up to GSC but they went ahead and I went to the toilet (not after buying a Chupa Chup lollipop haha). BAD HAIR DAY sialll. So tak terurus, mampus lah. Went to Forever 21 and after several rounds and Yus' 3 dresses, we (especially me) were starving so original suggestion was TGIF but macam jauh sangat so we settled on Ms Read. The 5 of us opted for Italian and had 4 plates of pasta. I skipped dinner from the night before and breakfast so hungry was an understatement hence me stuffing myself with my usual favourite Spicy Seafood Spaghetti. The rest ordered 2 plates of carbonara and a plate of bolognese. After downing one plate of carbonara, they moved on to bolognese but sikit je lah sebab lagi suka carbonara and Sarah packed home her carbonara. Asal detailed sangat ni ? Hahaha. Left the place short after and went to Zara. TEMPTING but so expensive, I only go there when cash is sufficient and when Mum's around. Went back to Forever 21 and tried on a couple of things. Bought something that I've been wanting since a couple days back and a pang of guilt hit me because I was down to my spare dollars. Went to the New York Deli and settled on fries and Sarah's.. ? I don't know what that was. The one with the foam.
Exam ended.. finally. History was alright (?), Civic was even better. SPM started and I was nervous just by looking at them. I'm going to be a nervous wreck next year. I can't wait though for 2010, I want to try studying a go, like serious study. Because I mean, I got nothing to lose, besides it's just one year. I could go one year without heavy partying (which I don't do in the first place, anyway). I don't think I'm going to take my driving license next year (which is the saddest part but hell) which is, I guess, beneficial to me in the long run. Who am I kidding anyway ? Even if I do take up my license, it's not that I have an extra car to drive, heh. If things go right, I might just surprise myself (and others) with an A or two. I can do this (motivate diri sendiri jap) ! :')
First trip to V Alpha today for our last 2 papers. WALAWEI, time flies when you're having fun. Baru je hari tu budak baru masuk 2 Edison :') We're all freakin grown up, it's surreal.
Decided on what to wear for Rach's 16 before taking a nap. The weather today was amazing, sedappppppppppppp gila. I feel sorry for those taking exams because I mean, seriously, resisting sleep is probably the hardest thing to do. I can't freakin concentrate kalau masa hujan. Haha. Then went to Rach's close to 7 and made a stop to the toilet to touch up (Vanity is allowed) and met Debra there ! Hoho. Then, went to go scout for the birthday present. SUSAH SIAL. Went to Diva in hopes of finding something, ended up with a pair of earrings.. for myself. Self control is not one of my strongest aspects. Recognized the worker from OU and asked Eh, aren't you from the OU branch? and she said she just transferred. Haha. Dia compliment warna braces hahahaha. Baik sangat. Surrendered and bought a 16 candle from Party@World and bumped into Kai Wen and her boyfriend. Walked with her to BubbaGump and met the rest there. Turn up was good, penuh gila tempat tu. Twas funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, everyone looked so pretty :') I like these events when everyone gets all dolled up. Diyana's outfit was my favourite as well as Kristin's :) The birthday song was so cool, kalah TGIF k.
"IF YOU WANT YOUR BIRTHDAY CAKE, LET ME SEE YOUR BODY SHAKE!"
Best gila dahlah ada banyak orang kan, so it was so loud, it was bloody fun. A good way to kick start the holidays. :')
Set my alarm for 6 but woke up 630 instead and cursed because I still had to find all my text books (sebab malam tu tak nak pulak kan buat bila ada all the time in the world ? Genius). Managed to find everything except for my literature. Heh, lantak lah. Haha. Should have bought my form 4 books and borrow form 5, like how Amanda does. It makes sense.
Assembly was cut short so only Negaraku. Is it me or I haven't heard lagu Bestari in a seriously long time ? Dahla I love that song ! Hahaha. Bangang ke bangang ? Anyway. Ruiz made a speech as Head Prefect and then the Majlis Restu started. With Pascal being first, habis ahhhhh. Dahlah tak kenal langsung budak Pascal, apahal menangis kan ? Hahahahaha. SEDIH kut tengok the boys crying lagi teruk from the girls. We're talking about these boys yang besar gedabak gangster tu. Ada yang salam cikgu lama gila. I saw Puan Azah pun cukup ah, she was crying gila babs, dengan peluk lagi. Ala, sedih sangat. My mum cried because she loves this batch, she's been teaching them since Form 2 lagi; Class teacher of 2 Einstein, English for 3 Einstein, Edison and 4 Alpha, Beta and 5 beta. Throughout ! She likens this years batch to this other batch who will always always always be her favourite, she calls them Gavin's batch which is I think Kevin and Melvin's brother ? Kan? Yeah betul lah. Sebab dah ajar lama gila kan. :")
Back to where I was, ha, menangis wei, betul ! Ni baru tengok orang salam, I'll be a wreck next year !
This week's going to be goooooood. Ada birthday dinners and planning to watch a movie with Sarah hehe.
p/s : Serious tengah hafal lagu Sana'y Wala Nang Wakas. o.o
I'm beating myself up because I didn't study History yet. And my exam is on Wednesday. Dahlah yang ni semua keluar, damn.
Anyway. Woke up at 8.. and then 9.. and then 12. Heh. Woke up to everyone still in bed.. more or less. The norm on a Sunday.. with the exception of my mum who probably inherited my grandfather's habit of waking up way too early on a weekend. Went to Bangsar for lunch, NASI DAUN PISANG FTW. My favourite. It's like, I plan to wear baggy tops so that bila perut kembang tak lah obvious mana ? Haha.
Papa, a huge fan of Bang & Olufsen since his London days saw that there was a new branch at BVII so we went in for the sake of checking the store out and I went in to Warehouse. Tried on a couple and bought one top. Suka pulak eh Warehouse. Went to Zara and started kicking myself for buying something earlier because at Zara, ada this long sleeved V neck in black with elaborated sequin work on the much padded shoulders. So pretty can dieeeeeeeee. At retail price of 200, it was tempting to ask my mum but I could already predict the outcome; '200 FOR THIS KAIN?' and it goes on and on, so I think to myself 'I shall save the trouble and put this away to the stuck up sale assistant who's probably all bitchy and not smiling because she'd rather be somewhere else then taking clothes of the hangers and taking those number labels and giving it to customers with poor chances of them actually buying it'. Don't frown, lady, cepat tua!
But hey, you win some, you lose some. Went to Haagen Dasz and enjoyed myself some strawberry ice cream with wafer (also known as heaven on earth in my books) and went to a couple of shops later. Saw this rather stellar piece of art in the furniture store downstairs ; it was an arrangement of butterflies in a frame, background being in a shade of beige. PYT like them flutters to my heart (no pun intended)(that was a lame pun anyway).
Came home, and read a bit of Time Travelers Wife which I'm beginning to fall in love. I MISS READING BOOKS.
After this Wednesday, we're done with school session of '09 and Senior Year awaits. This will be interesting.
Because I'm 16 and I've pledged to myself not to have one til I hit 17 or well looking at the circumstances (SPM, for those late catchers), I'm delaying it to a year now so, 18. I want to have to figure out myself first and even if that came off as cliche and corny, it's entirely genuine. I want to know what I'm good at and what I'm capable to do and what I want to do before figuring out anyone else's. I have only respect and admiration to my friends and others who have had a boyfriend for a long period of time because it shows me loyalty really exists *cue fake gasps. C'mon, it's no big secret that there's people among us who have had ridiculously short lived relationship, I have a friend whose 'relationship' lasted overnight.. which is as ridiculous as ridicule can stoop. They don't count as an ex, they're just acquaintances that you decided to 'like' because they i) are good looking ii) liked you in the first place which makes you feel all proud and mighty so you returned the favour by liking (give or take) him/her back iii) sweet talk you into a relationship.
'I Love You' has become a trivial phrase. It, to me, does not bring any significant meaning as I hoped to because people here abuse it. After a 3 day non stop texting frenzy, you decide to 'love' this person and ergo 'I love you'. And with that, you're a couple and before you know it, a week later, you're broken up and you're drenched in your own tears and the whole 'I want to kill myself' jig goes up. I'm not committed just yet so for me, relationships are saved for later. There's no shame of flying solo, I've been doing it all my life and I'm doing great. So I laugh at the idea of some people and their obsessive need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend. It sounds a bit foolish when you get asked 'How many relationships have you been in?' and you take 5 minutes to count. Texting doesn't make you a couple, and so does internet chatting btw. If I do get involved, I want my relationship to be full of love, laughs, disagreements (because that's where it gets fun) and arguments, loyalty and honesty. I want to be someone when I'm at total ease with and I can talk to about anything in the world without feeling forced. Unfortunate for me, my crushes are pretty much a one way road thing, I don't get the mutual feeling from the opposite party because well, that's the whole idea of a crush, you just adore from afar and I'm too much of a coward to initiate the first move. Or maybe I don't want to be in a relationship because of the messy post break up. What I really really really find attractive in a guy is his easy going, laid back attitude, who is intellectual and different and I'm very old fashion so I always think those who have a loving relationship with his family pleases me to no apparent end. I love a real relationship and one that goes on seemingly forever and it tickles my fancy when I see a couple who has been together at what seems to be an eternity so that's what I want and if that takes me a couple more years to open my heart and establish a romantic relationship, then so be it.
No offense at all to anyone because this is not aimed at any of my friends, I'm just saying in general because I know a friend of a friend of a friend of a friend of a friend of a friend who indulges in being in a couple.. constantly.
And I have this Hari Koko at school tomorrow so I'm sleeping in 3.. 2.. 1.
Yesterday was fun :') Went to watch 2012 with Sarah, Aimi, Hafeez, Hafiz, Hafiz (no, memang ada 3 Hafi/eez), and Qalil. Despite me being the only one who went to school, aku jugaaaak first sampai ! :') Hahahaha. The movie was good though a bit depressing because well, every human being except for the ones who survived (obviously the lead cast) died. And scary gila shiznitz, wtf. I don't want to live til kiamat, the movie was a rough idea of how the world will end and even then pun, it scared the living crap out of me. But the movie effects were bloody brilliant. After the movie ended, the boys and the girls separated ways. Went to Cotton On and we spent the whole time there til my mum came and I had to go.
But I enjoyed myself anyway :)
Was supposed to go to watch Time Travelers Wife with my mum but there might be a slight change in plans. Showtimes all tak kena. Heh.
Operation Fixing Sleeping Cycle : ? Slept early though yesterday.. tu pun sebab internet takde hahahahaha. Bangang. Next year lah start.
WEI, SPM in a few days time. SUMPAH cepat gila. Damn, this is sad. A year from now, batch of '93s turn. :') I don't want any regrets so I'm going to be more rajin la next year, at least try to. Siapa kita tak boleh ? Boleh punya. The only reason I'm going to promise myself this is because I want to be in England, studying. Like how my parents did.
My internet's such a pain in the ass, I'm currently stealing internet access from my neighbours wireless modem hahaha. This one pun susah la, sikit sikit off. Haih, story of my life.
Today was brilliant fun. Went to watched Michael Jackson's epic documentary for the 2nd time with my friends. It was at the Gold class and we took the whole of the 2 rows from the back so we could just stand up and dance.. which we did. Not so much, but we did. HA
Mum and sister had last minute plans to go watch Cuci The Musical which I very much wanted to go but it was last minute and I had This Is It on so nothing I could do about that. Twas quite fun though, sat beside Nikki and it's her third time watching this and yet, she still shrieks at every crotch grabbing moment Michael does. Huge fan is an understatement. So we clapped, laughed, sang and danced at our own liberty because it's freakin Michael Jackson and who can resist not bobbing your head or tapping your feed when a song like Thriller or Beat It comes on. Impossible. Even Nikki's mum joined in the fun. CUTE STUFF RIGHT THERE
We even jumped and stomped. One point though, I was too engrossed with my mash potato (SEDAP GILA WEI!) and I just sat there and watch. My favourite is I Can't Stop Loving You and The Man In The Mirror and They Don't Really Care About Us. Man, the Japanese girl with an afro 'do is amazing, sedap gila. And the female guitarist (Y) Fantastic work. I can't really start with the dancers because I have a whole new profound respect for them after watching this. One ability I'd like to have is to dance, so if any of you plan to take up dancing classes, ring me ! It's freaking good exercise and every inch of your body is so toned, it's sexy. HAHA, the guys were yum. Nikki and I liked the girl with the blazer and black bra (?), dorang menari macam boneless sial. BEST.
Arrived at 230 and walked around aimlessly. Didn't get lunch cause I had no appetite. Yahi was right, banyak benda lawa la :( So sad living on a budget hahahaha. Zara had a lot of nice things, A LOT. First time pergi fitting room bawak banyak baju, usually satu je. Hahaha. Got a striped top with the sequined black suspenders. Wanted to get the grey top with sequined shoulders but I know my mum and she'd never approved of that top because it had crazy unkept hems, all ripped. She'd say '120 BUCKS FOR THAT ?!' so as much as I loved it, I had to ditch it. Suka sangat benda kat situ. Went to Parkson for my watch but tak sampai lagi from Pavilion -____- zz jauh sangat ke nak post watch. Heh. Went to Forever 21 and fell in love with (surprise surprise) this grey top with sequined pocket. I liked it cause it was very airy and flowy. Haha but I recalled something similar to that so I had to painfully put it away. So dramatic -.-
Topshop and Miss Selfrige and Dorothy Perkins too had some things I liked.. REALLY liked. And Ila ! I've seen the faux YSL bag from Nose ! :') Prettyyyyyyyyyyy. Though I wished the lining inside didn't have the brand printed all over. BUT PRETTY nevertheless.
Went to New York New York deli for dinner with Hafiz, Hakim, Asif and Lian. Had the meatball pizza and hell yes did they emphasize on the meatball, it was literally a meatball on a pizza, not sliced, not shredded, nothing ! Just a huge ball of meat on every slice of pizza. Had that and fries and my root beer hoho.
My 'study' table is full of books siot. Serious bertimbun. Magazines included la but still educational books are the majority of it which is quite surprising because I only read sikit gila hahaha. It makes you think I'm the studious type.. which is laughable.
Ok, shall continue ignoring/abandoning history and watch my The Mentalist dvd, I'm hooked.
My mum once told me that my dad used to give her flowers. And my dad, having an eye for detail, bought her the uncommon bunch, so you can pretty much cross out red roses or tulips. I thought that was very sweet. I've never had the fortune of a boy presenting me flowers so I wouldn't know how it feels, must be brilliant. I just thought that flowers are pretty, beats chocolate anytime. Even if it doesn't last, sedap kan memandang. Chocolate are, as Joey mimicked Rachel's sister who quoted 'A moment on the lips, forever on your hips' Hahaha.
I feel bad for not updating as much as I do tumblr. But then again, that's not much blogging, is it. Tekan Reblog je -.-
So we're done with
BM I and II
English I and II
Mod Maths (which I skipped out on)
Chem I and II.
Agama I and II
We still have
Bio I and II
Physics I, II, III
History I and II
I still have
Tasawwur with Sarah next week.
With the exception of History I (eh ke II ?) and Civic, we'll be technically done by next Thursday. History I postponed til the 18th so nanti kita sama sama dengan budak form 5 duduk SPM. Environment's going to be intense !
Short break after, holidays here and there and then back to being on the studying wagon. Next year's going to be rough. I've never stayed true to my New Year's Resolution so mine this year for '10 is to study well and I HOPE I don't break the resolution, malas nak gelabah lagi ah 'Eh wei tak belajar lagi! Mati la, can diee!' I've been doing that since sekolah rendah.
Boleh tak first time cakap 'Bring it on!' ? Hahahahahaha bolehnya.
When I think of a material worth while, I'll blog soonest. I miss reading people's blog. Rachael, what happened to yours ?!!?!