Saturday, June 26, 2010


Yesterday was ace ! I forgot how much I enjoy dancing even if I have 2 left feet.

I'm too lazy to blog about it but yeah, thanks a lot Amy Sofea for the enjoyable night ! I can't remember the last time I've had good fun dancing horribly to Gaga.

I'm at home and it's a Sunday. Sounds about right. School's tomorrow. I'm dreading it. A part me wants to finish school as fast as as possible but the other half, probably the more dominant one, wants to still be a high school student. I can never understand how people can associate high school to becoming their dark era. My mum says high school is nothing compared to the university years later on. I can't imagine.

Anyone who knows me should know that I have always wanted to spend a couple years studying abroad like how my parents did. I know it's a bit hopeful because scholarships are crazy these days and you basically have to be an offspring to Einstein to get offered abroad. But damn it, I want it so much.
But don't get me wrong, Malaysian universities are probably really good but I'm not after that. I'm after the experience. To be in a different continent. To meet new people. Though I don't think I can survive a week without rice and lauk haha :( I hope things pull through for me. Nobody really knows how much I want this other than myself.

So that's what I'll do. I'll swear off Facebook until I get things steady. I don't want to have to regret in the end and let the chance to really do well slip away. It's only 5 more months, that's still a whole lot of time to improve right ? RIGHT ?!?!?! Right.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it. I've heard that saying so many times, it's about time I apply it to myself.

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