It takes one to know one,

I feel like pouring my heart out. I shall do that.

Too often, I sniff the dust before I could set my eyes on the roses on the table.
Too often, I make way for other people before I even consider myself.
Too often, the object of my affections are no where near my grasp.
Too often, I pretend everythings alright when it's no where close.
Too often, I squirm at the possible sight of letting anyone down.
Too often, I hear people talking about me and I pretend I don't.
Too often, I shoot for the stars and get disappointed terribly.
Too often, I care what other people have to say about me.
Too often, I chase over something I know I won't have.
Too often, I'm convinced karma isn't a big fan of me.
Too often, I let my nerves get the best of me.
Too often, people overlook my capabilities.
Too often, I try too hard and yes, I know it.
Too often, I am subjected as an air head.
Too often, people disregard my feelings.
Too often, I let my thoughts deceive me.
Too often, no one even notices my way.
Too often, my emotions get mixed up.
Too often, I don't even believe myself.
Too often, I'm disliked for being nice.
Too often, I get bullied emotionally.
Too often, I desire the impossible.
Too often, I daydream too much.
Too often, I get underestimated.
Too often, I trust people easily.
Too often, I get pushed away.
Too often, I let myself down.
Too often, I lie to be liked.
Too often, I get jealous.
Too often, I give up.
Too often, I lose.


Just had to let that out. Feels great. For once, I made myself happy.