It's Not You, It's Me

I feel so empty inside.

No feelings. It's scary how I'm alone most of the days. I have friends, a lot of them but I feel so alone. 

I have no interest in people, things, studies (!), events, everything and anything. It's creeping up my nerves now that I don't have ANYTHING to be psyched about. Which is sad because I'm 16 but inside I feel freakin' 60. 

Seriously crappy feeling, this.

I have to have something to feel great about.

Currently, my speech capability is not at a great state. 

I think if outings were arranged, I'd be too ass lazy to go. 

WHAT IS MY PROBLEM SIAL BABI #$%^&*(