It's A Tag

Where were you 3 hours ago?

That would put it at 6 in the afternoon and... I was exactly where I am right now. Haven't budged. Sick.

Who are you in love with?

Andrew Garfield and Shia Labeouf. Word.

Have you ever eaten a crayon?

No. Though if I had the chance to, I'd eat a white one.

Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

A lot. The pillow that is supporting the laptop (that has a pink sleeve) and my laptop case as well as an old t-shirt.

When is the last time you went to the mall?

Yesterday, mate.

Are you wearing socks right now?

I hardly wear socks because it's so flippin' humid these days and I really don't need another reason to sweat my guts off.

Does your family have a car worth over $2,000?

That'd be about 6k Malaysian Ringgit and I'm pretty sure it's more than that lol

When was the last time you drove out of town?

Honey, I hardly drive at all so it's really hard to believe that I've gone that far to drive out of town

Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?

Nope though I'm looking forward to catch Transformers III and Monte Carlo.

Are you hot?

Temperature wise not so much. And yes.

What was the last thing you had to drink?

Coke from McD.

What are you wearing right now?

An off the shoulder top and a pair of jeggings.

Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?

I don't own one so if I did wash my own car, it'd be an imaginary Teletubbies mobile...

Last food that you ate?

Fries.

Where were you last week at this time?

Home. It was a unproductive Saturday.

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

Yeap and my sister is pissed 'cause she reckons I buy too much. Psh.

When is the last time you ran?

LOL 1. I don't run and 2. I look like Phoebe from FRIENDS when I'm running. So I don't do it.

What's the last sporting event you watched?

No idea, really.

What is your favorite animal?

I'm generally kinda afraid of animals however harmless they may be but I'd probably go with something ridic like um.. elephants.

Your dream vacation?

I'd take 'vacation' something very relaxing and so London and New York would be out of the picture. I'd probably go for Monaco or Venice. Or whutevah

Last person's house you were in?

My cousin's for a birthday party.

Worst injury you've ever had?

Falling down from heaven. I kid. Probably a small scab on the knee. I'm so hardcore, I don't GET injuries.

Have you been in love?

Maybe

Do you miss anyone right now?

I miss my high school friends. All of 'em !

Last play you saw?

Lat the Musical which was brill !

What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?

I dnt knw.....

What are your plans for tonight?

I just came back from drinks with my mates

Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?

LOL Myspace ? It's 2011 !

Next trip you are going to take?

To college. Yawn

Ever go to camp?

My friends always make fun of me because I'm probably the only one who hasn't been to camp. Whutevs.

Were you an honor roll student in school?

No but hopefully in the future !

What do you want to know about the future?

Neah. Takes the fun out of life, really.

Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?

Nope considering it's 1 in the morning.

Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?

No

Where is your best friend?

Everywhere. THEY'RE EVERYWHERE

How is your best friend?

Doing well, hopefully !

Do you have a tan?

I'm naturally tan so it is so weird how some people really want to be tanned and I'm like 'Take my tan'. Huh.

What are you listening to right now?

Beyonce's 'Best Thing I Never Had'

Do you collect anything?

Meh. I tried collecting things but I got bored

Who is the biggest gossiper you know?

Ntah

Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?

For not driving ? I can't recall..

Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?

Always.

What does your last text message say?

'OK' from my dad who was using my mum's phone.

Do you like hot sauce?

Love

Last time you took a shower?

This evening

Do you need to do laundry?

Hehe no

What is your heritage?

I'm 100% Malay

Are you someone's best friend?

Yes :)

Are you rich?

Rich with love ~~~~~~~~

What were you doing at 12AM last night?

Tumblrin'

xxxx

Bored on a Saturday. But then again, what else is new ?

Ahoy McAvoy

I can't wait for college and I sound like a broken record because I say it all the time now!

But seriously now, I cannot wait !!! I'm in the process of getting ready for college like shopping for things and stuff. That's pretty much it......

I've watched X-Men and I freaking love it !!!!!!!!!!!!! James McAvoy is my favouriteeeee. And not just because of X-Men, mind you. I've loved him since I watched Becoming Jane and I'm aware that wasn't his first movie or whatever but still ! I luv him and his Scottish self <3

I'm just a sucker for boys with accents. I used to have this major obsession with Robert Pattinson and now with Andrew Garfield and James McAvoy. I just love them !!!!!!! And y'all probably are sick of me saying this and have probably exited this page but oh whutevah.

Ok bye now.

I shall grace this blog with a lovely photo of James. BECAUSE I CAN.

x

Red Indian

That is btw a feathered headpiece I got from Diva.

Hi everyone !

Sorry for the lack of blog posts this month. Been busy converting oxygen to carbon dioxide all friggin day.

Was in Penang for a week plus since it was the school holidays. Back to school for you lot ! Wow.. that felt good.

As always, Penang was good. I want to say 'relaxing' but that would kinda be like the norm for me even here in KL so really, it was just like home. Are you even understanding cause I'm not really getting myself...

Ate a LOT of rice. On some days, I'd eat rice all 3 meals a day ! Which is kinda gross but too good to pass up !!! So ok.

I'm kinda excited for college to start. Been so bored at home, I just feel like doing something productive.

I've been pretty much occupied watching TV shows (latest obsession ? Castle) on my laptop. Most of my friends are either busy with college or already in university so it's quite difficult for me to meet up with all of them so that's quite horrible :{ I miss them ! I miss high school.

Hm....... I've watched Pirates Of The Carribean and probably was most fascinated with the mermaids. I've always wanted to be one. Girls were all 'I wanna be a princess!' 'I wanna be a doctor' (<- ikr?!) but I'm all 'Um.. I wanna be like Ariel'.

And now, I can't wait for Harry Potter and Transformers.

Ok end of post because it got too boring.

Brights !

I love these colourssssss

I am soooo bored right now and it's 11:46 pm. SO bored. I slept like twice today. As in, naps. I had two naps. How and what the fruck ?

This will be a pointless post because really, when you're that bored, you don't go out that often and nothing much happens everyday.

ALTHOUGH I did get an offer letter from KYUEM. I've always wanted to get into that college ever since I first heard about it and that was probably when I was 15. So last Monday, Mama and I went to Lembah Beringin and went to meet the headmaster (I had already made an appointment with him beforehand) who is such a nice man. We were talking and blablabla and turns out that his old friend is like my mum's really good friend from the Warwick days and so they were chatting away like bestfriends and I was like, "Er.."

Nevertheless, it was a good meeting but I was still really anxious and nervous about whether I got in or not. And people say if you have the means to get in, you most probably will. I don't think so though because it IS KYUEM, they don't let anybody just get in the college. It has a reputation to maintain and so I was anxious about it. The headmaster (who is a Mr. Neil, I should really just refer to him as that as opposed to 'the headmaster' like he's from Hogwarts or something) told me he'd have to go and discuss with his fellow board of governors about me and well, I got in. Got an offer letter about 2 days ago and I was so happy. Lulz :)))))))

But as of now, I'm just bored. I've probably watched every beauty and fashion videos on Facebook as well as renditions and covers of like every song out there. I'm going partially insane.

I cannot wait to do something productive..

My Sydney Experience !

HI everyone (lol, what everyone??) ! I just got back from my 2 week stay in Sydney. LOVE THE WHOLE TRIP.

My flight to Sydney was at 9 in the morning so that's pretty early but I woke up from sleep pretty easy and with no fuss. It's usually like that when I'm anxious or excited. It happens during major exams (UPSR, PMR, SPM). Got to the airport and met Ayesha ! Also, when I checked in, my bag was 18.5 kg and maximum was 25. ZZZZZZ.

Boarded the flight and sat next to a very very lovely Australian lady decked in an Indian-esque outfit. Before taxiing, I caught her actually crying. And I kinda contemplated on asking whether she's okay or not. But I didn't because what if she was really mean or embarrassed if I did ? Then I'll be stuck with an awkward seat neighbour for the next 8 hours. But we took off and she stopped crying and she turned out to be so lovely !! She was even so nice to show me how the movie on flight all worked since I had no idea (this trip was my first overseas one since 2004). She even said 'If you want to sleep on my shoulder, it is perfectly alright!' lol so nice luv her ! The flight took 8 hours and I had no motion sickness at all which is pretty amazing. Had nasi lemak on the flight and it was horrible ! Ugh. Watched some movies and TV shows to pass time. Finally arrived and it was about 640 by then.

Tak arrive pun and it has been quite a paragraph. This calls for POINT FORM

• Cheng Lye's (Ayesha's brother) friend was at the airport pick up and he so kindly brought us home seeing how cab fare can be quite expensive. We ate at an Indonesian restaurant called IndoRasa which is super good. Ate quite a lot because I didn't much on the flight.
• Ayesha had a few days of holidays due to the Easter break so we went to Westfield Chatswood. My first day of shopping so I went a bit rambang mata. Bought some stuffs. Ok fine, a lot of stuffs.

*I'm not going to remember EVERY thing that happened, I mean, it WAS 2 weeks so I'm just going to highlight some things k

• Myers and David Jones is everywhere.
• Proudest moment was when I actually got on a bus, went all the way to Circular Quay. Walked to where Sydney Opera House and the Harbour Bridge was. Took photos and asked kind strangers to take ones of me (tourist-y of me). And went on to find the sightseeing bus by a bus station. Got myself a ticket and hopped on. Went around the city and saw some cool buildings. Sydney is beautiful !
• Hopped off at the Australian Musuem. After that, I walked across Hyde Park (which is also equally so lovely to walk around) and found myself back smack in the city.
• Walked around but didn't bring much cash so before it got dark, I went to get myself a bus ticket and got on and went home. Like, dude, I don't dare get on a bus here in my very own country.
• Have I told you how gracious the people are there ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! My god, the sales assistants are like crazy nice. I don't want to bash my country but we Malaysians should learn something from them !!!!! Gawd.
• The boys are so handsome but they don't even look at cha. And I'm like, bumping into them and I'll go 'Oh, I'm sorry !' and they're like 'Neah, it's alright' and I'm all like, 'OMG?!?!?!?!?' ...........
• It got cold on some days though when I arrived, it wasn't as cold as I had made it up to be. I don't remember if I've mentioned this before or not...... ignore ! (This whole entire post is a draft from god knows when. Got lazy at times to continue so I'd save this into draft and continue days later so I don't remember what I've written)
• Bought quite a number of things though I did bring back some cash with me so I couldn't have spent THAT much......

Hi Ayesha, if you're reading this, I'd like to say thank you thank you thank you for letting me stay 2 weeks with you !!!! And to your brother as well for bringing us here and there as well as footing the bill on most occasions hehe :)

If you want to have a look at my photos, they're up on my Facebook.

XXXXXXXXXXXX

Cinq/Cinque/Cinco/Fünf

The above title means five in French, Italian, Spanish and German.

Since I'm bored I'm going to this tag post that should very well occupy me for the next hour or so.

5 Things You Didn't Know About Me (or atleast I think you won't)

1. I love flowers. The brighter the colours are, the more I love 'em.
2. Don't expect me to know a whole list of Indie songs 'cause I got no clue. Not that much of a music enthusiast.
3. I don't own a single hair product. So besides shampoo and conditioner, I do nothing to my hair. No mousse, spray, curling iron, straightener. Not even a comb or brush. So when I say it's au natural, I really do mean, au natural.
4. First celebrity crush ? Chad Michael Murray hehe
5. In order of what I most probably would shop for is tops, make-up, accessories, jeans, bags and shoes. I hate shoe shopping. It bores me to death ! And the thought of changing handbags is quite tiring by itself.

5 Things I Find Overrated

1. Rihanna and her songs. I don't need to hear 'Only Girl' for the billionth time, thanks.
2. Huge sunglasses ala Nicole Richie.
3. Tumblr girls. You know what I mean; long hair (preferably dip dyed), One Teaspoon shorts, crop tops, and all that good stuff.
4. Lady Gaga. Her antics were okay in the beginning, then it got boring.
5. Autotune.

5 Things You'll Find In My Handbag

1. My Blackberry. Team Blackberry #ftw
2. My Chanel lipstick in 'Byzantin'.
3. Oil blotter sheets.
4. Plasters (you can never be too sure...)
5. Compact mirror. Because it gets annoying when you're applying lipstick and you have to resort to things like a spoon to check your reflection.

5 Favourite Scenes in Movies

1. 'I Say A Little Prayer For You' in My Best Friends Wedding. Rupert Everett = Best gay friend ever.
2. When Cher picked out her outfit through a computer program in Clueless. It's 2011, people !!!! I want that computer program !
3. Allie and Noah's boat ride amongst the abyss of white swans in The Notebook. So gorgeous. And kinda how I imagined Allie and Noah to meet again.
4. When the parents got in the hotwheels car in 'Honey, I Shrunk The Kids'.
5. When Mary Poppins pulled out things from her bag. Hahahahehehe favourite !

5 Things In My Room

1. Harry Potter books. Harry Potter > Twilight. Why is there still a debate ?!?!?!?!
2. A photo of my mum and I.
3. Real flowers from Hafiz and fake flowers from Ikea.
4. My prom ticket. Planning to frame it up. For good times sake.
5. Tons of fashion magazines. Mostly Teen Vogue.

5 Guilty Pleasures

1. Patchi white milk chocolates.
2. Justin Bieber's 'Love Me' on repeat.
3. Long long looooong showers.
4. Staying in PJ's the whole day.
5. Coca freakin' Cola.

5 Things I Miss Doing From My Childhood

1. Watching TV shows from Disney Channel and Nickelodeon. Arthur, Doug, Sagwa (I still can sing you the theme song), All That, Figure It Out, Totally Spies, Kenan And Kel, Madeline, Lizzie McGuire, That's So Raven, Rugrats, Hey Arnold, Are You Afraid Of The Dark, The Wild Thornberrys and all that good good stuff. I'm probably missing out a LOT more but this is what I can think off at the moment.
2. Sleepovers.
3. Evenings sans internet.
4. Petrosains hehehehe
5. Cute clothes from LaSenza Girls and/or Girls.

5 Things I Get Annoyed With

1. Incorrect spelling. I'm not exempted from spelling certain words wrong but I mean, before saying (READ: Tweeting) it, can't you go to Google and double check ? And you know, save yourself from the embarrassment.
2. This seems to be universal but guys carrying girls handbags. Guys, let's preserve your masculinity by not carrying your girlfriends handbag. It's not a pretty sight :( And girls, tak yah ler bawak handbag kalau tak nak pakai...................
3. Waiting. Punctuality is a rare trait now amongst mankind. And it's pissin' me off, homie !
4. People who depend on other people. DO. IT. YOURSELF.
5. Kids who have no respect for their parents. Also, bratty kids.

5 Things I Love

1. Food. And what I mean by that is nasi campur and sambal belacan. Preferably with cili padi.
2. Naps.
3. A good read.
4. Buying something you've been wanting for a long time.
5. I love my age, actually. Such a pretty age to be.

Yep;

Hi. I'm Nadia and I'm bored. I realised how bored I am when I tried blogging and couldn't come up with anything to blog about. Nothing. Nada !

What I HAVE been doing is watching TV shows on my laptop, naps and evenings out with my mum.

Wish I was in college/university now. Wish I was in UK.

Better yet, wish I was studying IN the UK. Determined to make it come true even if it takes me a while. It's not fair sometimes :( Some are already IN colleges and that's pretty much it for them. A year or two and they're off studying abroad. In a local university, it'll take much more time and much much much more effort. What with the scholarships and all. So envious of them who are already in private colleges :( They got the short cut. I mean, of course, it's the same, in the sense that we all have to study really hard but like, in local universities, it may take up to 4 years to finally get a place in a university overseas. Which sucks. Some are already going overseas next year ! I

I don't my parents comprehend how hard it is to get a scholarship. Especially one for a university abroad. ESPECIALLY one in UK.

Privileged students shouldn't complain. Be grateful you're in a college already !!!!

x

p/s : Hi Suraya ♥ I've been watching Modern Family and it's high larious ! Hahaha xx

Oxygen Potassium

I want to start college/university now.

I'm so tired of being bored EVERY SINGLE DAY. Literally, all I do at home (when I've no plans) (which is basically every day since a majority of my friends are either in college/uni or working) is;

1) wake up at about 9 or 10.

2) Go on Youtube for new videos.

3) Listen to my (very repetitive) songs.

4) Go downstairs to eat my lunch.

5) Watch some TV shows repeats

6) Bathe (depends though, sometimes it'll be at 6, sometimes it'll be at 1)

7) Go out with my mum 5ish for tea/early dinner.

8) Home before Maghrib.

9) Dinner (.. yeap)

10) I'm on Facebook, Twitter, Youtube, Tumblr basically all the time and simultaneously.

... and repeat.

Tettttttttttttt.

I still want to so desperately enter KYUEM but with my results, it's almost impossible. But still, :"(

UGH, isn't this so luxe and so comfortable right now ?!?!?!?!?!

A Carnival

Well hello !

I've decided that I shall make a post on my March Favourites. I got this idea from the beauty guru's on Youtube and it's been going on since forever so I decided to do a blogpost on it.

(You can't blame me for being horribly bored, I have not yet obtained my driving permit nor do I have college yet NOR do I work, so I'm home alone...... or at Starbucks reading my books)

March Favourites

i. Mitch Albom's 'The Five People You Meet In Heaven'. I always was contemplating whether I should get this book. It's quite pricey for a book so thin and small. But I was out with my Mum and we stopped at Borders because we were bored so I got it. It is SUCH a good read. I was bored and had nothing to do at like 1 in the morning and so I decided to read it and I couldn't stop reading it and was up til 4 am. I was 3/4 in and I had to put it down because I didn't want to be bored the next day. Are you understanding all this or are you just reading and going 'What the- ?'

ii. Vaseline hand lotion. I have come to realise how I cannot live without this. I don't leave the house without it and that's the truf !

iii. Jessie J. She's mad talented. Makes me think that there's something in the water in London that's making them sound so melodic. Favourite song of hers is Who You Are. So brill !

iv. Perfumes. OBSESI. I've been smelling so many pretty scents nowadays. Thinking of getting a new perfume. I just had a whiff of the new Marc by Marc Jacobs perfume, the Eau So Fresh Daisy one. Soooooooooooo floraly and sunshine-y and makes me all girl-running-in-a-meadow-wearing-a-white-sundress happy. In other words, lovely.

v. Pretty Little Liars. I've watched all now and it's beyond good.

vi. Bright things. Zara wins with the most colour in their spring summer collection. I love it !!! I still love my dark and depressing colours but these new bright colours are so pretty to look at. I mean, seriously, pink pants ?!?!?!?!?! Rad.

7 (lol cause I forgot what 7 is in Roman). The colour turqoise. I'm obsessed.

K that's essentially it. Gonna resume watching Bones because it's (one of the) the best shows evaaaaah bye

Ma,

I realised how little pictures we have together. I have this photo framed and is on my study table :)

My Mama turned 43 this year !!! I'm blogging about this a day late (well not really because it's only 1:30 on the 26th March) but oh well, better late than never.

Like everyone, I love my mother. She's such a lovely person, I mean, seriously so nice and warm, you can't help but be very comfortable in her presence. She's my ultimate best friend. I can tell her anything and everything without having to feel awkward. Well, duh. People say how it's weird to have your mother in school. Honestly, I love it ! Also because she and her students get along well.

My mum is one of the few people I'd do anything for. I've told her numerous times that when I work and when I get enough money, I'll get her anything her heart desires and if that means anything from a brand new car or a diamond ring, then by all means, she will get it !

Everytime I pray, I pray for my parents good health and moga murah rezeki. I always doa for my siblings to have a good future as well as for me. This is all because I want my mum to have a good life in the future. I want her to enjoy her retirement with her kids being all well and brilliant. I owe everything to my mum who has done a lot (and I mean a LOT) for us and all that, tirelessly and willingly.

Biggest compliment for me was when Puan Nurhana noted how similar I was with my mum when I brought Rocky to Physics tuition and she said 'Macam mak dia, always bringing something for everyone'. And to know that I had some traits of my mum in me (without even me knowing), I'm a happy girl.

I'd tell you my mum is a generous, warm, loving, caring person and all that but I'd have to break out the dictionary (and thesaurus) for every nice adjective in there and it'll take me absolutely forever. Truly, sit down and have lunch with my mum and you'll love her. Imagine what 18 years does to you.

Such a sweet and lovely person my mother is and she, without a single doubt, deserves everything good in the world. I pray everyday that God blesses her and may she have the best life ahead and more birthdays to celebrate.

My father couldn't be any luckier and I'm telling you right now that my siblings and I are so blessed to have a mother like mine.

Dear Mama (if you're reading which I think you probably are),

Though we rarely exchange I Love You's and hugs and kisses, you should know that there is no second that goes by that I don't love you whole heartedly. And that the first thing I doa is your well being (as well as Papa's) and for a long life and for ALL of us to do well in our education so that we can make you proud.

Thank you, Mama for everything you have done for not just me but everyone in this family. I'm beyond grateful to God for blessing us with a mother like you.

Lots of love and hugs and kisses,

Nadia x

23rd March 2011

I'm so upset. Words can't describe. I can't help but feel so disappointed with myself. Also because I feel like I've disappointed my parents and my grandparents. I mean, I know I've done my ultimate best but it bothers me so much to know that what I call my 'best' is not good enough. I'm so heartbroken everytime I think about it. Like, literally. Tears well up everytime I think about not getting my straight A's. I was seriously hoping I'd do good so I can get some sort of scholarship to help me get into a good college. Parents have made it clear that they won't be paying for a private college. I'm so sad right now I think because I've always wanted to be in KYUEM. And it sucks to know chances are low. I feel like I still need to cry it out. Even if it takes a couple of days. I don't feel like seeing anyone though.

God has plans for all of us. Everything happens for a reason. Let me tell you right now that in the future, when I've settled in college/university, I'm going to look back on my SPM days and study 10 times more and push myself more. This is my own personal promise.

So;

I'm going to cry it all out. Even if it means not seeing anyone for a while. Even if it means my eyes will be too swollen for the next few days. I need to get it out for my system for me to be okay.

I'm also going to do well in the future because God damn it, I deserve it !

P/S : I can't tell you how much I'm so proud of my girls (and boys) on their excellent results. Dina, I'm so happy for you tau tak because you're such a sweetheart and you deserve all the good things in the world ! Thank you for helping me with my studies (even if it took a lot of patience), may God bless you now and always ! And my lovely table mate of 3 years, Ila. Seriously, in my eyes, you did just as well as them who got straight A's. I'm not even kidding you. You worked SO hard it only makes perfect sense that you got what you got. SO SO SO deserving. Wishing you both such a bright future and for every good things to happen to both of you. Makes me so proud to call you both my good friends :")

Also to my other friends. You know what, it doesn't matter. 2A's or 10A's. God has a plan for all of us, none forgotten. We may not see it now but it's there. Let's be better. It's not the end of the world. If anything, it's a good thing. Because then, we'll be looking back on this day and remember what we got and we'll work harder. Push ourselves more and be the ultimate best we can be. There's nothing stopping us damn it !

I Do

Next to fashion, I love make-up. And mermaids and the colour pink.

But that's besides the point. SUPER stoked that Malaysia will have its very own Sephora (Lim Jia Wen, get excited with me!!) ! Said to be opening end of April, early May sorta thing. And I've seen some photos and there'll be Urban Decay and holy shmoly of cosmetics, Soap and Glory !!!!!!!!! I'm crossing my fingers for Nars to come in !!

Results coming next Wednesday. I feel sick in my stomach haahahaha. I've had dreams regarding my results. And by far, it is the MOST recurring (don't know if that's even grammatically correct) dream. Geez Louise. No high hopes but I'm crossing my fingers so hard that it'll break that I get more than 5 ? I don't know. I'll be all sorts of devastated if it's below 5. LOL to make matters worst, result day falls on my grandfathers birthday. Um..

I keep recalling my SPM days and trying to think how I did (I even resorted reading my old blog posts and my SPM review to partially calm myself). How do I tell my folks that SPM isn't the end of the world ? I mean, they are a LOT of people who didn't do well and they're just fine in university/college. Heck, some are doing (very) well. Maybe I should do a presentation with pie charts and all.......

I don't want to disappoint anyone. Particularly myself. Because I've studied and I did my best. But I'm so scared OMGHHKP. I wonder what college/uni I'll go to after that.... Hopefully a good one -_-

x

Najihah xox

I had nothing to do so I made a .gif of Najihah and I. LOL.

Xs and Os

What. Up.

Rate of Productivity for this week = 0

I've coloured my hair though. Had some highlights in. Picked 2 colours - purple and brown. Know that both colours were in a dark shade and you can hardly see the purple. I still like it though.

Hung out with my friends (amazing what a blog post can do hahahaha). Watched Beastly and I Am Number Four. I don't remember if I've mentioned that before though.. excuse me if I did. I seriously want to watch The Adjustment Bureau. EMILY BLUNT FTW.

Speaking of Emily Blunt, Michael Buble's concert just ended. And I'm not there. What even ? Parents got last minute tickets so they went instead. I'm kinda disappointed because I've said (many many times) that I'd SO SO SO go to his concert if given the chance. Sad. I guess I'll see him some other time (LOL mcm kenal). But seriously........ SO SAD I COULDN'T GO. I freaking love him.... :(

I'm still a concert virgin so don't laugh TOO hard. It's not my scene. But damn son, I WANTED TO GO TO BUBLE'S CONCERT.

K this was yet another useless and pointless post. I just wanted to post up a photo of Rosie Huntington-Whiteley doing her silly face and still managed to look seriously stunning. I do it and I'm just like 'You know what, don't even'.

Ignored.

I feel forgotten. By all my friends, really. No one really bothers with anything anymore. Everyone is busy with everything. Some, I haven't spoken to since school ended. Some, I've grown distant with.

Even with my sisters. I ask Tania if she wants to go out MULTIPLE times and the first thing she'll say is No. And she comes up with excuses. It gets frustrating because it's like I'm the only one making an effort.

No one bothers calling me up anymore. Aidit called me the other day and I was quite excited because I haven't heard nor seen the boys in the longest time and all he could ask was 'Eh, can you text me Hafiz's number?'.

It's like my friends are slowly depleting. Til one day, they're all just gone.

I miss my friends. But it's as if none of them misses me.

Here come the ladies,

Bored out of my mind. But hey, what else is new ?

I literally just stayed in bed the whole day. Reason being I woke up with this huge headache and nausea that couldn't be ignored. And it certainly wasn't the kind that would disappear after I eat or something. I know this would be too much information but in the end, I did get sick. Real sick. Disgusting. I haven't been sick in the longest time. I'm quite fortunate in the sense that I hardly get sick. I daresay, I might get sick like, once a year ? Which is pretty healthy for someone who doesn't practice exercises or eat good healthy food.

ANYWAY. So yes, that's what I did today.

Though my weekend was pretty good. Spent both days with my friends because we were helping out with Hafeez's sisters wedding. Which was pretty fun because we were all there. Most of us, I mean. Saturday, we were at Shah Alam. And on Sunday, we were in KL at the Dewan Merak Kayangan.

I have so many movies to watch now ! Like, Beastly, The Fighter, Adjustment Bureau and No Strings Attached. Maybe I shall watch them tomorrow. Atleast one of them lah.

I seriously want to colour my hair. A streak of lilac or light pink. I haven't had the chance to and I get the feeling no one would be able to do it.... Keaton from Organic won't colour my hair pun !!! Saying it'll damage it more :( Sad.

How I Do Not Care For My Exam Results

It's as if I can't do what I want.

It's as if my dreams are actually laughable to some people. Some people I care the most

It's as if it doesn't matter what I want to do.

My dad has clearly told me that he won't be paying for college and that I should be depending on scholarships. Memang senang is it to get scholarships ? Last time I checked, they were only given to offsprings to the likes of Newton and Einstein.

Can everyone just stop being so hopeful and ambitious about my SPM results ? I mean, seriously lah, let's get realistic. Memang harapan lah nak dapat 9A++++ kan !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then stop hoping for that scholarship to come knocking on the door can ? Ugh. Annoys me to no apparent end when people bring up SPM results. I don't give a damn when it's coming. It can come whenever it wants. I don't really want to know jugak. Those who want to know and are anxious to find out how they did probably already know by now that they're getting straight A's.

It's like, what if I don't do well ? What happens then ? Am I not going to college at all ? Is that how it works ? Since, y'know, I'm not getting scholarships and all. I'm not trying to be the sucky pessimist but COME ON, PEOPLE. Can you stop it with your 'So what are you going to do with your 10 As nanti ?'. It just saddens me because I feel like I won't be able to reach your expectations.

So, please. Stop it. Stop with the high expectations. Stop with the 'I won't be paying your college fees'. Stop with the 'What do you want to do?' and then when I say what I want to do, people look at me differently and suggest something else.

LAST TIME I CHECKED, THIS LIFE IS MINE !

It's getting under my skin. I'm so envious with people who HAVE started college already. It's like SPM results don't really matter anymore because they're in a good school already. In my case, I'm depending on my results and well, we'll see how that goes lah kan ?

Kerja kat Topshop lah seumur hidup like this.......