i have a choice. to voice out or to just shut up. it has an equal share of pros and cons.
TO VOICE OUT
PROS
1) It proves that i'm not going to lose just yet
2) I don't want to look like a pathetic lame ass.
CONS
1) Nanti ada orang terasa, pastu buat kecoh satu dunia
2) Too lazy to care, i got other things that are freakin' WORTH my time
TO SHUT UP
PROS
1) So it won't waste up my time
2) I appear to be the better one because i have shut the hell up
CONS
1) It'll make me appear as the weak one as well.
2) She wins
I need my friends.
Let's get a mani, eat like shit and laugh the crap off
I need it.
p/s : Kau jangan la perasan yang about me aku tu untuk kau.
I had no intentions to do it for you in mind. Please la, i got better things on my hands. Cakap dah tak nak layan. Fine, i pun la kan. Pastu when i did that about me, kau nak terasa apa hal. I swear on my mum that it wasn't for you. Cakap je orang syok sendiri kan. I wrote my post on that blog (which apparently you terasa also), like when this thing was on it's peak. When i could hear someone shouting out NAJIS from above. Tu dah over dah kan. You don't know that person well, mana boleh doh panggil orang cam tu. Bitch kira ok lagi. Najis dah over cam sial. God's creation najis la eh ? I didn't know that. -_-" I was backing up my friend. Salah sangat ke ? Before that incident, aku tak ingin la nak tulis post untuk kau. I only wrote it cause you went too far panggil orang najis. Kalau ya pun aku tulis, aku tak letak pun url aku terbentang kat myspace. Anak Puan Mazliza berperangai buruk ? Heh. Macam kau tak.
Monday, May 19, 2008
you know you love me,

I'm so addicted with gossipgirls, it's not funnyyyyyy.
I'm reading their prequel.
I don't really read their novels because i'd rather watch the series (freakin' awesome).
But yeah, i told myself, wht the heyyy.
AND I DON'T REGRET ONE FREAKIN' BIT.
IT'S THE SHITTTTT.
And Nate is so hot, he's mine.
Loves,
p/s: I'm sorry for not updating. Not in the mood. MPO another time la.
Monday, May 12, 2008
coffee, tea or me ?

It's very unnecessary, y'know.
I wanna be like her.
Today was Geography, Science Paper 1 and 2. I slept at 2 the night before (which is nothing new these days) due to cramming my freakin' brain with freakin' facts. I woke up at 6, goddamnit. I was so sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy.
Geography paper was okay. I studied like shit. I got 73% the test before which is very frustrating cause it's a mark away from an A. I had better get an A this time. But the smart people (namely Najihah, Natrah cause they're infront of me) talks about their answers and makes me uncomfortable. So, after checking my answers 2 times, i slept. I was too sleepy, serious shit. It was craaaazy. Was never THAT sleepy. Cikgu Yu's voice woke me up. -_-" Next paper was Science Paper 1. That too, was alright. I would love to say it was easy but i don't want to cause nanti tak dapat A, malu gila babi. Hahaha
BUT.. it all came crashing down with Science Paper 2. I don't know about y'all but it was quite hard for me. ESPECIALLY QUESTION NUMBER 7. I SWEAR, I COULD KILL IT IF WERE A LIVING THING. But it's not, so..
I slept too after checking my (stupid) answers. I woke up and it was already time to pass the paper up. I didn't realise i was in such deep sleep cause when i woke up, my foot and hands were so numb, i couldn't move it at all. I had to move my hand vigorously to make it better.
But it didn't.
It made it worse. Cause for me, the 2nd stage after being all numb, is the pins and needles feeling. And that one lagiiiiiii saaaaaaaakiiiiiiiit.
My foot pun. I seriously couldn't move it. And i couldn't stand up straight. It was like i was falling. I had a major headache. And when going down the stairs, i had to hold Najihah's hand to keep me standing straight and from not falling. It was horrible. The sun was piercing. I had to squint my eyes which DID NOT help the fact that i was already pening gila babi.
UGH
Went to KAYU to eat and Mama had to go to the bank. She said 'Just a quickie'. Apparently, a quickie means 45 minutes (or more). I slept cause my head was killing me. My body was hot (not 'hot' sexy. Hot 'panas') and i was sweating in the car. I went straight up to my room after arriving, on the aircond and slept like shit.
Til 7. Bathe, ate porridge. I'm still pening.
AND BLOODY HELL, SEJARAH IS TOMORROW, OHMYGOD.
I'M GOING TO FAIL.
FAIL
FAIL
FAIL
FAIL
Loves,
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Mama Beats Milan,
Saturday, May 10, 2008
frankie says relax,

Hm.
Good Morning, lovers.
I have a birthday lunch in abit, and i have to get going if i want to make a lasting impression on them.
HAHAHAHA, WHT THE HELL ?!
I've been caught up with my freakin' english literature.
Hm
Exam is nearly over, i guess you could say.
I don't even know what's on Monday.
I lost my jadual.
The gang and I planned on going out on Wednesday.
Like a mini celebration for finishing our exam in one piece.
I WANT TO WATCH A MOVIE SO BAD.
I WANT TO BUY SOMETHING SO BAD.
I WANT TO STUDY SO BAD.
I gotta buck up, maaaaan.
Loves,
Thursday, May 8, 2008
crap,
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
a million wishes,
I just did a post but i feel like blogging.
Hahahaha
I really really really really should be studying.
HEH
Let's start

This is by my lover, Marc Jacobs

Magherita Missoni's dress and Mischa Barton's hair. Her dress won't hurt

Everything, including those big chunky glasses.

I can't seem to find this bloody thing anywhere
That's all..
..for now
Loves,
diagnostic,

And the next.
But that also means mid year hols are on it's way.
I need it.
Ok, wait, maybe no.
Cause that also means trips to the library.
I secretly love going there.
Very serene.
But freakin' cold.
Anywaaaaaay
So far, we've done BM 1&2 and ENG 1&2
And Sivik but heh, i dnt count that as a subject.
-_-"
I've put on weight.
o.o
I have to stop junk food.
EE EE EE EE EE
I wish something would freakin' happen cause i'm totally blank NOW.
I have nothing to blog about.
Nada, Zilch.
Hmm
Hmm
Ok, i shall get out.
I have Maths tomorrow.
Thank God, we're allowed calculator.
Loves,
Sunday, May 4, 2008
strange,

But i'll talk about Saturday.
Woke up at an ungodly hour of 7.30.
Slept back because that's too much time wasted on being awake.
FOR A SATURDAY MORNING.
Woke up at 8.
(Heh, big difference hm?)
Went online.
As predicted, no one was online.
Wasn't expecting it anyway.
Got ready for school.
First, bought some kuihs and McDonald's for breakfast.
Went to school, and saw a few people.
Bladibladibladibla.
Class started and i finally understand freakin' accounts.
-__________-"
Class ended by 11.30.
Did woodwork and Mama came, 20 minutes later.
Sent me home and they (the whole family excluding me and my sister) went out to KLCC.
Was tempted to go but neah. Was too lazy.
Continued watching PS I LOVE YOU and it's a sweet movie.
But not as sweet as The Notebook.
THAT, is the ultimate.
I haven't watched A Walk To Remember yet, soo..
:|
Lazed around and i didn't study one freakin' shit.
Not ONE.
Minus the kh at school.
BUT THAT DOESN'T COUNT.
I didn't study at all.
Holy crap, i shall fail and die.
Oookay, nothing that drastic but close.
My outings have been limited. I think.
Heh :/
This upcoming holidays won't feel like one.
Exam's are on our asses.
I don't mind, really. Cause this is the only way we'll study.
But, geeeeez. Give us a breakkkk.
I'd love to say a million kabillion things.
But i don't know where to start.
Also a shoutout to Syakir. Thanks for telling me about Yuna. I love her because of you. Hahahaha.
(;
Freakin' sedap weiii her song.
Her voice is like, really really sedap gila babi.
Hmm, what else. I'm in the mood to blog.
I should blog, but about whaaaat.
I can't find the latest NYLON anywhere.
I can't find a pair of good jeans.
I can't find my appetite.
I can't find a decent top.
I can't find shoes.
I can't find myself.
I can't find a reason to learn History.
I can't find common sense.
Hmm
What's happening to the world ?
I haven't watched E! in a long time.
Nor do i watch the DAILY 10.
I've missed out alot of tv.
Maybe it's for the best.
WHAT THE HELL ? IT'S LIKE I'M SAYING GOODBYE TO A LOVER OR SOMETHING. IT'S JUST GODDAMN TV.
Someone please say this to me. I need some confidence boost.
Also.
A new bag.
Loves,
Friday, May 2, 2008
trouble sleeping,
By Corinne Bailey Rae.
Could it be I'm suffering
Because I'm never give in?
Won't say that I'm falling in love
Tell me I don't seem myself
Couldn't I blame something else?
Just don't say I'm falling in love
Hahahaha, so emoooooshit.
No comment.
________
Anyway, went to the library today.
Cause i thought Debra, Rachael and SANJU were going.
Heh -.-'
hahahaha
Met Lydia, Suraya and Hasifi, anyway.
Studied freakin' sejarah.
I hate the form 3 chapters for history.
They're not one bit interesting.
They're all about UMNO and i'm like, 'whaaaaat?'
Atleast the form 2 chapters were quite interesting cause they were in a form of a story.
PFFFT
There's school for me tomorrow.
I got Puan Nik's accounts class.
:|
I hate saturday classes.
But i'm loseristic idiotic in this chapter so i have to go.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, after library, Maktok (my grandmother who's here for a 'vacation', my mum, and I went to eat dinner at One Utama.
Settled for Nando's Chicken.
It was like just us three.
3 generations.
Quite cool.
<3
I love girl bonding sessions.
Like last night.
I had one with my sister, Tania.
I love talking and laughing with her.
Cause we can make (or well, SHE can make ME) laugh like shitass hard.
We rarely have one, cause she sleeps early and i sleep super late (nothing to be proud of).
So i really treasure ours.
cheh, answer so celebrity like.
Hahahaha
BROOKE WHITE IS OUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, YEAH BABY.
Next is Syesha then the top 3 are my boys.
Hahahahahahaha
I really hope David Cook wins.
Or Archuleta.
Or Castro.
Heh -_-"
Anyway.
My diagnostic is next Tuesday and i'm shit nervous.
I've improved in my last intervensi from the first intervensi but not good enough.
Near A's.
BLOODY SHIT.
Haha
So, i want to atleast target 5 A's.
Slowly work my way up.
Right ? :/
KAREN ! I wanna talk. Lama lah we haven't borak. We're getting so busy (ok, maybe not) but i've been studying and school's are getting on my nerve.
I've already planned what to do AFTER pmr.
My post PMR plan.
TRIPLE P
hahaha
1) I want to shop. Splurge on a something.
2) SLEEPOVER WITH MY GIRLS. Including Rach and all. You guys should come to my house weiiiiii. <3 I have a big screen tv so we can watch our favourite movies and we can cook or bake our own food. And and, we can play in the garden. Hahahahaha. So jakun.
3) Get dolled up for my FIRST occasion after PMR. Maybe a dinner or what shit.
4) Go out for lunch with people.
5) Go bowling.
I have so much more in mind but nothing interesting.
Neh, we'll figure something out.
Loves,
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
i'm fasting,
yes.
i am.
so the time i'm doing this is 5:01 am on a (very early) Tuesday morning.
I woke up at 4 and ate nasi goreng for Sahur.
I can't, as much as i really want, to sleep.
And i slept at like 1 last night.
That's only 3 hours of freakin' sleep.
I should study.
My exam is next week and i haven't done a thing.
Ok, maybe just sejarah but that's it.
I'm off.
I need to go and study.
&@*#)_*!@
Loves,
i am.
so the time i'm doing this is 5:01 am on a (very early) Tuesday morning.
I woke up at 4 and ate nasi goreng for Sahur.
I can't, as much as i really want, to sleep.
And i slept at like 1 last night.
That's only 3 hours of freakin' sleep.
I should study.
My exam is next week and i haven't done a thing.
Ok, maybe just sejarah but that's it.
I'm off.
I need to go and study.
&@*#)_*!@
Loves,
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
earth day,
is today.
And so is Puan Jolayha's retirement.
I really really like her, y'knw.
She's an amaaaazing teacher.
Like, i really understood Math with her weiii.
I wonder who's going to be our NEW math teacher.
That's some huge shoes to fill in.
There was a special celebration for her.
There was the KRS sketch which was downright fantastic.
Freakin' funny. I laughed like shittttt
Nabila and I couldn't stop laughing.
And other performances.
Good la, i mean.
The scouts one was good.
Very organized and formal.
They sang and everything went in order.
It lacked humour as i thought they'll have.
Then, blablabla, the teachers had to go up on stage as they had to sing some songs.
I looked behind and Puan Jolayha was crying and at the sight of that, i too, cried.
Hahahaha
Went in for Science.
Then yeah.
I'm so blank.
ANYWAY.
Today is Earth Day.
I love Planet Earth, something that not many people know.
SO do anything you can to stop pollution or whatever.
Loves (Planet Earth and Puan Jolayha)
And so is Puan Jolayha's retirement.
I really really like her, y'knw.
She's an amaaaazing teacher.
Like, i really understood Math with her weiii.
I wonder who's going to be our NEW math teacher.
That's some huge shoes to fill in.
There was a special celebration for her.
There was the KRS sketch which was downright fantastic.
Freakin' funny. I laughed like shittttt
Nabila and I couldn't stop laughing.
And other performances.
Good la, i mean.
The scouts one was good.
Very organized and formal.
They sang and everything went in order.
It lacked humour as i thought they'll have.
Then, blablabla, the teachers had to go up on stage as they had to sing some songs.
I looked behind and Puan Jolayha was crying and at the sight of that, i too, cried.
Hahahaha
Went in for Science.
Then yeah.
I'm so blank.
ANYWAY.
Today is Earth Day.
I love Planet Earth, something that not many people know.
SO do anything you can to stop pollution or whatever.
Loves (Planet Earth and Puan Jolayha)
Monday, April 21, 2008
talk,
Debra, Ashley, Li May, Brenda, Belinda.
Had a great talk with you guys.
<3
hahahahaha
I gotta study (quick) for the next test.
Ee.
DANGDANGDANG
Loves,
Had a great talk with you guys.
<3
hahahahaha
I gotta study (quick) for the next test.
Ee.
DANGDANGDANG
Loves,
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
intervensi 2,
has just finished.
crapcrapcrapcrapcrap
BM was alright though i think my karangan is so messed up. I mean, what other langkah-langkah, other than reading and writing down whatever, can you tell to your friend or whatever ?
English is stupid. I hate summary. I mean, they give us a retarded 10 word phrase and we have to add another 50 more. I can never do it. I mostly just like, copied and paste from the text given. Which is stupid.
Agama was alright. I studied for that one but then again, i always say it's easy but i don't really get high marks. Usually around the borderline A of 75.
Geography was ok. I think. Everyone says it's hard gila babi but i thought boleh laaa. I don't think i'll do too well. Ish.
Science Paper One was the easiest of all. Ok, i may come off as a know it all but i mean, after hours of studying the god damn chapters, it'd be kinda frustrating if i couldn't answer. Besides, i have a greaaaaaat tuition which the best teacher ever so, yeah.
Science Paper Two wasn't as easy. Pendulum can go die in hell. Haha. I mean, can't they just give us logical numbers ? Instead of us going through all that calculations only to come up with something stupid like 1.333333333333333333333. Only to realize, that we have to round it off. I left it 1.33. WHATEVER
Maths is idiotic. Hahahaha. I hate the prism thing. The others were okay.. til Najihah and the rest discussed. -______-" Banyak salah dah. EEEEEEE.
KH was hmmm, fine. I bantai the Akaun soalans. I really really don't care. It's not like i apply the concept of Debit and Kredit into my daily routine. -_-"
SEJARAH WAS CRAP. You know how they say, 'Save the best for last' ? Well, whoever said that can go take their words baaaack. Bloody hell, freaaaaakin' hard okay . EE ISH EE ISH EE ISH. Stupidstupid. Cikgu Yusnizam said form one and form 2 banyak keluar. ALOT. And not much on form 3. Well, that's bull. Hahahahahaha. Like half of the 60 questions provided (much to our despair) was from Form 3. Form 1 and 2 like so sikit. WHAT THE HELL ?! I'm not surprised if i fail. Like, honestly i think i got 10/60.
Which totals up too...
INTERVENSI 2 IS CRAPPY.
Hahahaha
I so gotta study for the next one. Which is next month. Honestly, there's no such things as a break when we're in form three. But i think as much as i hate it, it's actually for our own good.
We have tests every month except for June where the other forms except for form 5, i think, will be sitting for their Mid Year.
Next month is diagnostic.
Shitty shit shit.
Haha
I. Need. To. Get. A. Freakin'. 'A'.
I. Need. To. Get. Freakin' 8. 'A's.
Loves,
crapcrapcrapcrapcrap
BM was alright though i think my karangan is so messed up. I mean, what other langkah-langkah, other than reading and writing down whatever, can you tell to your friend or whatever ?
English is stupid. I hate summary. I mean, they give us a retarded 10 word phrase and we have to add another 50 more. I can never do it. I mostly just like, copied and paste from the text given. Which is stupid.
Agama was alright. I studied for that one but then again, i always say it's easy but i don't really get high marks. Usually around the borderline A of 75.
Geography was ok. I think. Everyone says it's hard gila babi but i thought boleh laaa. I don't think i'll do too well. Ish.
Science Paper One was the easiest of all. Ok, i may come off as a know it all but i mean, after hours of studying the god damn chapters, it'd be kinda frustrating if i couldn't answer. Besides, i have a greaaaaaat tuition which the best teacher ever so, yeah.
Science Paper Two wasn't as easy. Pendulum can go die in hell. Haha. I mean, can't they just give us logical numbers ? Instead of us going through all that calculations only to come up with something stupid like 1.333333333333333333333. Only to realize, that we have to round it off. I left it 1.33. WHATEVER
Maths is idiotic. Hahahaha. I hate the prism thing. The others were okay.. til Najihah and the rest discussed. -______-" Banyak salah dah. EEEEEEE.
KH was hmmm, fine. I bantai the Akaun soalans. I really really don't care. It's not like i apply the concept of Debit and Kredit into my daily routine. -_-"
SEJARAH WAS CRAP. You know how they say, 'Save the best for last' ? Well, whoever said that can go take their words baaaack. Bloody hell, freaaaaakin' hard okay . EE ISH EE ISH EE ISH. Stupidstupid. Cikgu Yusnizam said form one and form 2 banyak keluar. ALOT. And not much on form 3. Well, that's bull. Hahahahahaha. Like half of the 60 questions provided (much to our despair) was from Form 3. Form 1 and 2 like so sikit. WHAT THE HELL ?! I'm not surprised if i fail. Like, honestly i think i got 10/60.
Which totals up too...
INTERVENSI 2 IS CRAPPY.
Hahahaha
I so gotta study for the next one. Which is next month. Honestly, there's no such things as a break when we're in form three. But i think as much as i hate it, it's actually for our own good.
We have tests every month except for June where the other forms except for form 5, i think, will be sitting for their Mid Year.
Next month is diagnostic.
Shitty shit shit.
Haha
I. Need. To. Get. A. Freakin'. 'A'.
I. Need. To. Get. Freakin' 8. 'A's.
Loves,
Saturday, April 12, 2008
golden nite,
was admittedly fun.
though i had to strain my neck to see the perfomances cause we were at the table right at the back.
-_-"
ok, by 4.30, Mama and I went out to Curve to do our hair.
My mum had to highlight some so that took some time.
Came back and made a mad rush to the door cause mum had to be at the community hall by 6.30 and it was already 7.
So went to Kai Wen's and got ready there.
Talked a bit and told stories, hahaha.
Najihah came at 7.45
And she had to change into MY skirt as to her pants.
Hahahaha, something she decided to not tell her parents.
haha.
Went at like 8.
Alot of people were waiting outside.
I thought my dress was a bit too short but i saw this girl wearing something totally shorter so i could finally breathe in relief.
It started by 8.20 and it was all good.
Performances was really really good, ok.
Choir was fantastic, so was the scouts (+ 1 KRS, haha) and the Indian dance.
Really good.
And the 'Idol's' were alright.
Najihah and I were too busy making trips to the toilet for a camwhore session, hahaha.
tapi selalu tak jadi.
byt the time, we came in, Adibah Noor was performing.'
Then, the oh so famous Meet Uncle Hussain
-_-" one word, honey.
DRUNK.
They were totally drunk. Seriously, they can't sing for guts.
Syakiiir, no offence. I know they're your favourite, haha
OK, well, not that dramatic la, but their song that they performed was fast but they did it in an acoustic way which was abit disappointing.
Ashraf Ariff was sitting with me and he ruined most of the songs by making it his own, haha.
I preferred OAG, cause they actually sang a song i RECOGNIZED.
That Generasiku song cause it was from Gol&Gincu.
Hahaha.
So the whole lot of us were singing crap.
It was fun though.
((;
It ended and Mama decided to go back right after it finished.
I thought as y'knw stage manager, she had to settle some stuffs, but nooo -_-"
But before anything, took some pictures with some people.
Haha :D
Fun laaa.
Some disappointments, but anyhoo.
The guy i was talking abt in my previous post, i've lost the interest i had for him.
I have a new crush but okay, i admit, i still am jealous whenever i see the guy i made a post for, is with this girl, and both are totally flirting.
I give it hmm, about a week's MAX for them to hook up and mmaybe 3 weeks more for them to break up and hate each other.
That's Malaysia for you, baby.
When they say I LOVE YOU like it's any other phrase.
WHEN CLEARLY, IT'S NOT.
Loves,
though i had to strain my neck to see the perfomances cause we were at the table right at the back.
-_-"
ok, by 4.30, Mama and I went out to Curve to do our hair.
My mum had to highlight some so that took some time.
Came back and made a mad rush to the door cause mum had to be at the community hall by 6.30 and it was already 7.
So went to Kai Wen's and got ready there.
Talked a bit and told stories, hahaha.
Najihah came at 7.45
And she had to change into MY skirt as to her pants.
Hahahaha, something she decided to not tell her parents.
haha.
Went at like 8.
Alot of people were waiting outside.
I thought my dress was a bit too short but i saw this girl wearing something totally shorter so i could finally breathe in relief.
It started by 8.20 and it was all good.
Performances was really really good, ok.
Choir was fantastic, so was the scouts (+ 1 KRS, haha) and the Indian dance.
Really good.
And the 'Idol's' were alright.
Najihah and I were too busy making trips to the toilet for a camwhore session, hahaha.
tapi selalu tak jadi.
byt the time, we came in, Adibah Noor was performing.'
Then, the oh so famous Meet Uncle Hussain
-_-" one word, honey.
DRUNK.
They were totally drunk. Seriously, they can't sing for guts.
Syakiiir, no offence. I know they're your favourite, haha
OK, well, not that dramatic la, but their song that they performed was fast but they did it in an acoustic way which was abit disappointing.
Ashraf Ariff was sitting with me and he ruined most of the songs by making it his own, haha.
I preferred OAG, cause they actually sang a song i RECOGNIZED.
That Generasiku song cause it was from Gol&Gincu.
Hahaha.
So the whole lot of us were singing crap.
It was fun though.
((;
It ended and Mama decided to go back right after it finished.
I thought as y'knw stage manager, she had to settle some stuffs, but nooo -_-"
But before anything, took some pictures with some people.
Haha :D
Fun laaa.
Some disappointments, but anyhoo.
The guy i was talking abt in my previous post, i've lost the interest i had for him.
I have a new crush but okay, i admit, i still am jealous whenever i see the guy i made a post for, is with this girl, and both are totally flirting.
I give it hmm, about a week's MAX for them to hook up and mmaybe 3 weeks more for them to break up and hate each other.
That's Malaysia for you, baby.
When they say I LOVE YOU like it's any other phrase.
WHEN CLEARLY, IT'S NOT.
Loves,
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
um,
i think i'm falling hard.
incase you're wondering, no, not fall literally -_-
just y'knw, falling.
in love, OUT of love, whatever.
:|
great, just when a guy comes and before anything, he's gone, flirting with another girl.
i don't mind, really.
i mean, he's not MINE.
but, hmph.
this is what happens when you think you have everything in your hands.
including guys.
i actually miss talking to 'them'.
like all of em.
i miss last year.
really, i do.
i miss the form 3 (then lah. now they're 16) who were friendly enough to come to the koperasi and talk.
they're bitter now.
ok, well not all the form 3 guys were nice back then. some je la.
some, i've gotten to know better this year.
so technically, this year is better in a sense that i know most of em more.
last year, was so-so but adalah, haha.
):
who am i kidding, right ?
they won't sit up and notice us unless you go over there, flirt like hell, and sit on his lap.
guys these days have no sense of chivalry.
what are we, bloody Narnia ?
Loves,
p/s : you won't read this, but honestly ? i miss you la. so much. :/
incase you're wondering, no, not fall literally -_-
just y'knw, falling.
in love, OUT of love, whatever.
:|
great, just when a guy comes and before anything, he's gone, flirting with another girl.
i don't mind, really.
i mean, he's not MINE.
but, hmph.
this is what happens when you think you have everything in your hands.
including guys.
i actually miss talking to 'them'.
like all of em.
i miss last year.
really, i do.
i miss the form 3 (then lah. now they're 16) who were friendly enough to come to the koperasi and talk.
they're bitter now.
ok, well not all the form 3 guys were nice back then. some je la.
some, i've gotten to know better this year.
so technically, this year is better in a sense that i know most of em more.
last year, was so-so but adalah, haha.
):
who am i kidding, right ?
they won't sit up and notice us unless you go over there, flirt like hell, and sit on his lap.
guys these days have no sense of chivalry.
what are we, bloody Narnia ?
Loves,
p/s : you won't read this, but honestly ? i miss you la. so much. :/
Monday, April 7, 2008
we freakin',
WON !
Hahahahahahahahahahaha.
So ok, we were told by Puan Hanizah to reach school, latest by 6.55.
So i woke up at 6.18 (yes, i remember) and rushed gila gila.
Mama and Zaim were late so i had a crappy morning.
But decided to throw all that away when i saw my friends cause no point in being angry, right.
The prefects had to wear the plain uniform and they looked uber cute, hahaha, so cute, ok.
Especially Karen and Jei See :D
Then, by 7.10, the bus still wasn't there and we had to be there (RMC which stands for Royal Military College) by 7.30.
Come any later than that, and we were going to be disqualified :O
Anywaaaaaay.
The bus came at like 7.30 -_-" or something like that la.
The journey there was quite far.
We practiced a couple of times in the bus but i was too nervous to feel my guts cause i always forget the gestures -_-"
We reached by 8, i think.
The RMC was really cool.
HUGE and clean.
And super awesome.
I didn't expect that for a GUY's school, kan.
Salute.
Went in and saw our competition.
They looked real good.
Before it all began, we went outside to practice.
QUIETLY.
Went in after 2 practices.
Was really nervous cause everyone was so good.
We were the 2nd last so we got to saw the other schools first.
I sat beside Najihah and we were like, 'Wei, bagus gila siot'
Cause they had great actions and their voice projection was quite good.
By the time we went on, i was so nervous gila gila gila, ohmygod.
We went on and when we said the first line, i was kind of shocked cause we were kind of louuuud.
Ok, wait, we were GILA loud.
Like, voice projection was superb (if i do say so myself).
Hafiz's cuckoo doodle doo was really good.
Really loud.
I forgot my freakin' gestures, weiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
But takpe.
Hahahaha.
We went down and ofcourse, we were relieved.
SO relieved infact that from not wanting to do it all, we actually wanted to do it again.
Hahahaha.
Then RMC's team went up.
They were also very very good.
What do you expect, right ?
All of em are guys.
0.0
After them, there was a break for the panel of judges to y'knw, decide and all.
About 10 minutes or so, they came back in and we were really nervous.
The MC's were good too.
The level of suspense raised every second.
When he said, 'The top 2 schools that will be competing to the next level are..'
I wasn't really sure that we could win cause compared to the other schools, we were not as good.
'..SMK..'
Ok, this is getting nerve wrecking.
'... Taman Tun..'
He needn't say the rest cause we were already screaming and shouting and jumping.
Everyone looked but what do we care, right ?
We just won !
and ofcourse RMC won too.
So, all in all, it was good.
Got some food and went back to school.
OHMYGOD, we were soooo happy.
OVERJOYED, matter of fact.
Loves,
(shall continue but i have to go, Najihot wants me on MSN. Guy problems.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH)
Hahahahahahahahahahaha.
So ok, we were told by Puan Hanizah to reach school, latest by 6.55.
So i woke up at 6.18 (yes, i remember) and rushed gila gila.
Mama and Zaim were late so i had a crappy morning.
But decided to throw all that away when i saw my friends cause no point in being angry, right.
The prefects had to wear the plain uniform and they looked uber cute, hahaha, so cute, ok.
Especially Karen and Jei See :D
Then, by 7.10, the bus still wasn't there and we had to be there (RMC which stands for Royal Military College) by 7.30.
Come any later than that, and we were going to be disqualified :O
Anywaaaaaay.
The bus came at like 7.30 -_-" or something like that la.
The journey there was quite far.
We practiced a couple of times in the bus but i was too nervous to feel my guts cause i always forget the gestures -_-"
We reached by 8, i think.
The RMC was really cool.
HUGE and clean.
And super awesome.
I didn't expect that for a GUY's school, kan.
Salute.
Went in and saw our competition.
They looked real good.
Before it all began, we went outside to practice.
QUIETLY.
Went in after 2 practices.
Was really nervous cause everyone was so good.
We were the 2nd last so we got to saw the other schools first.
I sat beside Najihah and we were like, 'Wei, bagus gila siot'
Cause they had great actions and their voice projection was quite good.
By the time we went on, i was so nervous gila gila gila, ohmygod.
We went on and when we said the first line, i was kind of shocked cause we were kind of louuuud.
Ok, wait, we were GILA loud.
Like, voice projection was superb (if i do say so myself).
Hafiz's cuckoo doodle doo was really good.
Really loud.
I forgot my freakin' gestures, weiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
But takpe.
Hahahaha.
We went down and ofcourse, we were relieved.
SO relieved infact that from not wanting to do it all, we actually wanted to do it again.
Hahahaha.
Then RMC's team went up.
They were also very very good.
What do you expect, right ?
All of em are guys.
0.0
After them, there was a break for the panel of judges to y'knw, decide and all.
About 10 minutes or so, they came back in and we were really nervous.
The MC's were good too.
The level of suspense raised every second.
When he said, 'The top 2 schools that will be competing to the next level are..'
I wasn't really sure that we could win cause compared to the other schools, we were not as good.
'..SMK..'
Ok, this is getting nerve wrecking.
'... Taman Tun..'
He needn't say the rest cause we were already screaming and shouting and jumping.
Everyone looked but what do we care, right ?
We just won !
and ofcourse RMC won too.
So, all in all, it was good.
Got some food and went back to school.
OHMYGOD, we were soooo happy.
OVERJOYED, matter of fact.
Loves,
(shall continue but i have to go, Najihot wants me on MSN. Guy problems.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH)
Thursday, April 3, 2008
guys,
aren't always as you hoped they'd be.
and they say we're the hard ones, huh ?
What's so hard anyways ?
1. When we're upset, clearly we want you there asking what's wrong and push us to talk about whatever that's bothering us.
2. It doesn't hurt to get a flower every now and then.
3. When you stop doing anything like saaaay, texting, that doesn't mean we've gone away. That just means we want YOU to text us instead of vice versa.
4. When we like you, we try our hardest to act oblivious to the smallest things. Like, when you come up and say something or ask or even smile, we'd probably ignore it. The real reason ? We don't want to put our hopes (that the fact that there's a chance you have the tiniest crush on us) so high only to be crushed later on. Or, we're too freakin' nervous. What you don't know, is that I write whatever you did in my diary. And the scene repeatedly crosses my mind.
5. Why we don't smile back ? Only because we're too shy.
6. Why only the mention of you gets me smiling from ear to ear ? Cause I have this tiny thing called having a crush on you.
Ok, this is getting personal.
SHOUTOUT :
A huge congratulations to the kawad teams who won. Great work and definitely, a well deserved winning.
Loves,
and they say we're the hard ones, huh ?
What's so hard anyways ?
1. When we're upset, clearly we want you there asking what's wrong and push us to talk about whatever that's bothering us.
2. It doesn't hurt to get a flower every now and then.
3. When you stop doing anything like saaaay, texting, that doesn't mean we've gone away. That just means we want YOU to text us instead of vice versa.
4. When we like you, we try our hardest to act oblivious to the smallest things. Like, when you come up and say something or ask or even smile, we'd probably ignore it. The real reason ? We don't want to put our hopes (that the fact that there's a chance you have the tiniest crush on us) so high only to be crushed later on. Or, we're too freakin' nervous. What you don't know, is that I write whatever you did in my diary. And the scene repeatedly crosses my mind.
5. Why we don't smile back ? Only because we're too shy.
6. Why only the mention of you gets me smiling from ear to ear ? Cause I have this tiny thing called having a crush on you.
Ok, this is getting personal.
SHOUTOUT :
A huge congratulations to the kawad teams who won. Great work and definitely, a well deserved winning.
Loves,
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
rachael's tag,
List 5 things you Wish for
1) To beat everyone in class so that they can leave their jaws wide open in astonishment, hahaha.
2) That Yves Saint Laurent wallet from Vogue
3) Money.
4) Better friends. SHE can tukar sekolah, i dnt need her.
5) For his attention.
The Person who tagged you:
Ra-ra-ra-ra-Rachael.
Your first 5 impressions of her:
1) She gives me hugs most of the time :D
2) She cooks. Really really well. Unlike me.
3) She's super duper friendly with everyone. Hence, her popularity amongst her seniors.
4) Smart-ass.
5) She's thin. Like really thin. Bodoh. Hahaha
The most memorable thing she has done/given to you:
She actually LISTENS to wht i say.
If she becomes your lover, you two will:
We're straight, thnks.
5 people you tag:
1) Rachael (don't have to do it la cause you tagged me in the first place so really, i'm stupid, haha)
2) Ashley
3) Karen
4) Kaveetha
5) Nikster
Who is number 3 having a relationship with?
No one.
If number 2 and number 3 got together, would it be a good thing?
Hahaha, loseristic
What about number 4 and number 5?
They might as well be seeing how they're so close. Hahaha, kidding, fortunately for guys, they're straight.
What is number 3 studying?
Same things as me ?
When was the last time you chatted with number 5?
Hmm. Lama la actually
Does number 4 work?
Nuh uh
Would you be with number 1?
Hahahaha, i love her. :D
How about number 5?
Apa masalah tanya soalan relationships je ?
Does number 2 have any siblings?
I know she has an elder brother but other than that (if any), i don't know.
How did you get to know number 2 and number 4?
Both from lst year. Though freakishly, i knew Nikki's name yet can't remember her at all. Ashley says lama dah, but i'm so loseristic, i frgt.
Where does number 1 live at?
I know this ! Opposite SK1. Like a few doors down from Nikki's.
Is number 3 the sexiest person in the world?
Mhmm (; hahaha
1) To beat everyone in class so that they can leave their jaws wide open in astonishment, hahaha.
2) That Yves Saint Laurent wallet from Vogue
3) Money.
4) Better friends. SHE can tukar sekolah, i dnt need her.
5) For his attention.
The Person who tagged you:
Ra-ra-ra-ra-Rachael.
Your first 5 impressions of her:
1) She gives me hugs most of the time :D
2) She cooks. Really really well. Unlike me.
3) She's super duper friendly with everyone. Hence, her popularity amongst her seniors.
4) Smart-ass.
5) She's thin. Like really thin. Bodoh. Hahaha
The most memorable thing she has done/given to you:
She actually LISTENS to wht i say.
If she becomes your lover, you two will:
We're straight, thnks.
5 people you tag:
1) Rachael (don't have to do it la cause you tagged me in the first place so really, i'm stupid, haha)
2) Ashley
3) Karen
4) Kaveetha
5) Nikster
Who is number 3 having a relationship with?
No one.
If number 2 and number 3 got together, would it be a good thing?
Hahaha, loseristic
What about number 4 and number 5?
They might as well be seeing how they're so close. Hahaha, kidding, fortunately for guys, they're straight.
What is number 3 studying?
Same things as me ?
When was the last time you chatted with number 5?
Hmm. Lama la actually
Does number 4 work?
Nuh uh
Would you be with number 1?
Hahahaha, i love her. :D
How about number 5?
Apa masalah tanya soalan relationships je ?
Does number 2 have any siblings?
I know she has an elder brother but other than that (if any), i don't know.
How did you get to know number 2 and number 4?
Both from lst year. Though freakishly, i knew Nikki's name yet can't remember her at all. Ashley says lama dah, but i'm so loseristic, i frgt.
Where does number 1 live at?
I know this ! Opposite SK1. Like a few doors down from Nikki's.
Is number 3 the sexiest person in the world?
Mhmm (; hahaha
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