Queens

GOLD MEDALLIST, Evgeniya Kanaeva !

BRONZE MEDALLIST, Ganna Bezsonova (though i did recall an Anna Bessonova. Nickname maybe?) She's a crowd favourite, as well as mine <3


And Spain's Almudena Cid ( I love her cause she's so alive on the floor. And also the fact she kissed the floor after her final rotation which i thought was cute )


Anyway, on a bitter note, happy schooling everyone

Loves,

kanaeva!

Evgenia Kanaeva rocks, she's pretty too.
Don't even start on how flexible the girl is.
She can reach parts of her body that for us, REAL NORMAL human beings find impossible to do.
Also a personal favourite is Anna Bessanova. She's fantastic and i though the judges were a bit hard on her. I mean, really? Her marks were low 17's and i thought she deserved 18 and above. Pulled some crowd pleaser's which i thought was very smart. And what a beautiful smile eh ?

And that Cid girl was really cool. I liked her because of how charismatic she is on the floor.

And that Israeli (who i forgot her name, darn). SHE'S SO PRETTY, GRRRRR

I'll update when i know all of em.

Loves,

pretentious, moi?

It's bad enough that i want to travel really bad (but can't), did Marc J had to create this stunner?
Now, i really really really really want to go on a holiday.

save it for later,

DID YOU KNOW?

1) Missoni is opening up it's own chain of hotels starting next year
2) There will be a story directed by Anna Fontaine about Coco Chanel, life before the whole Chanel thing came on ? Gabrielle Chanel will be played by Audrey Tautou (who is also the new face of Chanel No.5)

That's all i got for today, haha.

I studied sejarah today and well, it didn't go so well. AND i haven't finished Cikgu Yu's work.

Spell 'dead meat'.

fashion first, lunch later

YOU KNOW WHAT I WANT BESIDES PMR TO FINISH REAL QUICK ?



1 ) I want that Chanel bag, it's absolutely fantastic. Something about it just catches my attention. I mean, it's so different from the usual Chanel bags everyone else on this planet carries, the same ol' same ol'. This is divine and mine (!) Now, if only i could find a way to get 10K fast. I'm betting it's no less that 3000 bucks.

Moving On




1 ) Zara has successfully taken over Gap as the World's Largest Clothing Retailer. Not so surprising, to be honest. Zara compared to Gap is more up to date, trend-wise. Also, Zara is more independent in a way. They've refrained from collaborating with celebrities or mainstream designers unlike Gap who recently had an exclusive collection featuring designers like 3.1 Phillip Lim and OH SHIT, i forgot (Peter Som keeps coming in mind but i'm not really sure).

2 ) Also, has US Vogue lost it's touch ? Apparently, the latest issue with Keira on the cover is a disastrous mess. With her really awful haircut (she looks like a man) and her questionable top (what the hell is THAT?!), this could be the worst cover yet. Oh No.

3 ) I HATE LOUIS VUITTON'S MONOGRAMOUFLAGE COLLECTION (try saying that 10 times fast).

4 ) I love Alexander Wang and his muse, Erin Wasson. CAN'T THEY HAVE A STORE HERE IN MALAYSIA SO THAT I CAN LUST THEIR COLLECTION FROM AFAR ?!

5 ) Oh, and have you seen Katie Holmes' latest fashion trend ? The roll-up. Katie, i love you, really I do but that roll up looks well, er.. weird. But it's Katie and there's nothing she can't pull off. BUT FOR THE REST OF YOU ! Be careful.



6 ) I'll let you be the judge of this.

Loves,

OH LOUBOUTIN !

Ever heard of a Louboutin mani ? I haven't. This is freakin' sick (no, not sick as in gag gag, sick as in wicked) Never thought of this. Never thought it's actually possible to paint the inside of your nails. The people over at Grazie are genius.

white lies (i think)

It's this bad habit I have.
I'm very good at it after what, millions of practice ?

I've been using it to get myself out of trouble.
It has worked but the aftermath just kills me, yknw.
The cover up, see, now, THAT is crazy work.
The scary part is that i'm getting good at it.

OH and the amount of secrets i have encrypted in my brain is just unbelievable.
Unspeakable, even
( Ok, taklah sampai cam tu, tapi nak dekat )

plastics,

Lawa kan ? I hate Vanessa so much because of how pretty she looks in every outfit she wears (except for her er, revealing 'debut' on the Internet). Anyway. I'm so bored. I studied Sejarah but got bored so here I am while waiting for my pizza to arrive. Nothing much happened today. I haven't gone out with friends at all. Unless you count me going to Fatimah's to study which didn't quite last long becaue we were talking too much and decided to watch 21, which is a good movie by the way. Jim Sturgess is <3 Sexy guy of mine hahahaha. I haven't been studying either. WHAT A PROGRESSIVE HOLIDAY

I miss school. I don't, however miss waking up so early. Such a bliss, waking up at 11 without any interruptions. Ahhhh.

Went to Telawi yesterday. Bought some things. Though my favourite buy is this headband from Baci hahaha. Wanted to buy some high waisted skirts, tapi takde yang lawa sgt. Heh
OK LEPAS PMR, NAK PERGI PAVILLION

OH, The Hills are finally showing a new seasooooooon (!) Yeayaaaa. It's a guilty pleasure but basically i tune in because of Whitney, hahaha, ntah kenapa suka dia haha. Yang Speidi tu bleh bla tak kisah sangat hardeharhar

Lama tak berlibrary la. Seriously i gotta buck up. I keep thinking to go out with my friends but i feel so guilty doing so. -_-" Then i assure myself by saying, "LEPAS PMR, KAU NAK KELUAR BERAPA JUTA KALI PUN BOLEH."
HA HA HA

Bapak bosan tak tahu nak cakap apa. Ughhhhh.

BESTFRIENDS are the kind of people who have only seen you cry when you're laughing so hard.
Mana dorang ?

Loves,

Saja saja

Rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Mama Papa yang berada di Umrah
Rindu Aina yang akan pulang ke asrama Rabu ini kerana ada kelas tambahan (!)
Rindu kecoh kecoh di sekolah
Rindu 3 Edison dan guru gurunya
Rindu belajar di perpustakaan

Rindu orang ah

Loves,

START SCREAMING (!)

Not a fan of The Jonas Brothers but i gotta admit this is such a cute picture of them, i actually squealed (!)

are are are are you

I'm listening to Damaged -_-"

Anyway, Hello.
Today was boring.
Managed to finish Brothers & Sisters <3333333
I'm a big fan of TV shows and B&S has successfully climbed it's way to my list of Favourite Tv Shows as shown

1. Grey's Anatomy
2. Gossip Girl
3. Bones
4. 24
5. Lipstick Jungle
6. Cashmere Mafia
7. Brothers And Sisters
8. Friends

They're not according to order though.
Because that'll be impossible, really. I love them alllllllllllll

Mum and Dad have safely arrived in Jeddah.
I miss them already.

Loves,

who wants to

learn French with me ?

I'm dying to learn french.
Though, i'll start next year.
(:

OHMYGOD I'M SO BORED, THIS IS MY 2ND POST IN THE LAST 5 HOURS -______-
Hmm what shall i talk about

NO ONE ANSWERS THEIR FREAKING PHONE

Haha, had to let that out.
I called everyone on the planet.
No one answered. I'm bored, people.

I can't study. I tried, but i caaaaaaaaan't.
OH

I miss Guitar Hero la. Lama tak main. I'm good. Ok, not that good. I'm only at medium. I tried hard, i just can't seem to tekan the orange button hahaha ( I play the guitar unlike you remote-playing-people-who-finds-guitar-hero-so-easy-cause-all-you-got-to-do-is-just-tekan-tekan-and-dapat-high-scores, tak fair betul hahaha )

I miss Coke. Lama tak minum.
Haha, random.

AND I NEED NEW FREAKIN' SHOES. MY SHOES ARE SO LAME, IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. AND I NEED A NEW BAG, A BLACK ONE (wow, surprising)
AND I NEED NEW JEANS (i want to try faded colours like washed pink)

Loves,

holy macaroni,

I miss my friends
I miss holidays -_-'

Though the holidays have started, doesn't really feel like it.
;/
I'm going to Fatimah's house this Monday to study.
Then to the library most of the week.
Some 'holiday' hm ?
I want to get a manicure. And do something bold with my nails, muahaha.
Ok, maybe just stick with the usual dark purple.
Or black..


.. ok, maybe no.

OK, i'm bored. Have no mood to sit my ass down and study. I'm too tired for that.
I went to OU yesterday with my parents and sister.
It's been quite a while, you know.
I missssssssss one utamaaaaaaaa
Mum and Dad are going for Umrah tomorrow morning for 2 weeks so my grandparents are here to well, (shit, what's that word again?) take care of us.
Anyway, bought some stuffs at Topshop and Zara, rindu sangat hahahaha.
Ate dinner at Ms Read.
And after buying their luggage and necessities, we went home.

Today, woke up at 11.50 (haha, well done) because i stayed up the night before watching Brothers And Sisters, i swear it's getting good. I love Justin <333 Hahaha
Anyway, my grandparents arrived and we were off to lunch at Hilt.
Wasn't in the mood to really eat.
Heh.

I'm here now.
Pissed and moody and tired.
I need to sleep but i can't.
I WANT TO WATCH MY DVD !!!!!!
But i can't cause it's so goddamned jammed.
*&!$#+?

It seems like i'm saying this in almost every post but

I miss my friends.

I miss Aina, Shira, Kyrina, Emina, Fatimah, Amal, Illi, and the whole Sri D clan.
LAMA GILA BABI TAK CAKAP DESPITE THE FACT THAT RUMAH BOLEH JALAN JE, HAHA.

I miss Rachael too ):
We should grab a bite with the others and talkkkkk ok ok ok ?

This time around, holidays are bitter.

Loves,
I'm so emo. Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha ok dah

don't claim to know much,

Most random time : 5:32 am


I woke up for sahur. It's been the 4th day in a row, that' i've been fasting this week.
Waking up is torture but i'm pretty proud of myself that so far, it's been good.
2 more days to go
( GREAT, i ate chili and i just rubbed my eye with my hand, so now it's hurting like shit, and i'm typing this with one eye close. BIJAKSANA -_- )

I'm going to make this quick cause i want to study.
So,
Trials are done, though, i am anything BUT relieved.
This just means PMR is on it's way.
And i'm dead scared. What if i come out the hall feeling sick ?
I'm seriously going to stay 10 feet away from everybody during PMR cause i do not want to hear the answers they've done (like what Najihah usually does, making me feel stupid every single time she gets a right answer and i got a wrong)

This coming holidays will be joyfully be spent at the library.
Maybe just one time out Telawi with Tania, but that's it, really.
I can't afford to waste time anymore
I have the whole 3 years worth of learning Malaysian history to fit in my brain in just 3 weeks. (cause i gotta have some time for other subjects, haha)
Ok,
I'm going to study my butt off now.

Nothing comes easy now.
Not that it has ever been


Loves,

MOOSE !

Ok, i know you guys have watched Step Up 2 like centuries ago and well, i know that because of the posts i used to read about the guys in the movie being hot.
I wanted to see what all the fuss was about but i never brought myself to actually WATCH it.

I finally did yesterday night, when i should have been doing maths for my trials. Smart move.

ANYWAY, STEP UP 2 WAS THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME (ok definitely not but for added drama, hahahaha) I MEAN, DANCE MOVES WERE BEYOND AMAZING.


MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE IS MY FAVOURITE CAUSE HE'S CUTE.
AND I LOVED THE FREAKIN FINALE, WAS FREAKIN' AWESOME, WHAT WITH THE WHOLE RAIN AND MY MAN, MOOSE, HAHAHAHA

<333333333333
I love ADAM SEVANI

woman of her own

This is what i have become. Minus the clothes. And legs. I have stubby legs.


Hey sweeties,

How are y'all doing ?
I miss blogging and i've resited the temptation to log in and rant about everything that's going in my life, but, the Form 3 History (Malayan Union and what not, which i actually find very interesting) seems to be calling everytime i sit my ass infront of the laptop. Hence, the absence of newer blog posts. And me.

Anywaaaaay

Today is the first day of our trials. Nerve wrecking like shit. Mainly because it's being held in the hall and well, the halls are very nerve wrecking. Something about it just gives you the creeps. Ok, maybe not the creeps, just the tiny spook of THE FACT THAT PMR IS JUST WEEKS AWAY (i wanted to say 'days' but that's not good for my shaken soul HAHA). I sit in the middle. I was right infront for the previous exams. 2nd from the front to be precise. Now that i'm in the middle, it's better. Why ? Because i won't be distracted by the teachers who do nothing but gossip and look up once in a while to see if i'm listening. I do. Well, a little bit. I can't seem to focus with them around. Sitting in the middle is like an equal distance from the teachers who are stationed back and front. Though i can't kick my friends chair for a little peek or anything (which i hardly do, by the way. did it once. or twice. i'm not telling), I like the middle section.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAnyhoo, (that little boy genius from My Wife And Kids who's in love with Kady, gets me everytime saying Anyhoo and doing that swiping motion over his head, too cute) today was bm. Aaah. My mother tongue.
BLOODY CRAP IT WAS FREAKIN' HARD. Not a fan. Question 3, 4 5 was hard. What's mencecap or what crap lah. But hey, on the upside (not exactly), my name was the first word for the first question in the exam, hohoho :D
Words and terms were confusing. It kills me to not know the words. KILLS

BM Paper 2 was as hard as the paper one. The karangan berpandu was a real pain in the butt.
We were all expecting jalan raya but instead, TOTAL opposite, and playgrounds were out. -__________________________________________-" I actually blurted, 'WHAT?!' when i opened that section.
Did my ringkasan first, and the questions. Didn't quite complete the questions at first because i was at loss for words. Literally. My brain went to take a break at the most inconvenient time and took it's own sweet time to make it's way back. DID NOT appreciate that.
So left it for a while and decided to do the karangan berpandu. Did like 2 perenggans, and left it cause i was wasting too much time thinking on how to get the isi's. So left THAT and went on to Bahagian D and did the whole thing since the isi that i practically drilled on to my brain was still fresh. So finished THAT. And did my bahagian C. None of them were easy. I finally settled on the cerita where i lied to my parents. Wrote about me going to a concert without their knowing (who i also included went to London and the friend i went with was Kyrina, sorry babe, you were the first in mind haha ). I had doubts but the rest were harder and there were some times when i felt like stopping and try another one but i thought "Gee, that's stupid, might as well get this thing over and done with" so i did.
I finished at 12.55.
I was so gelabah, cause i still had like 2 others to finish like the questions and the karangan berpandu. I wrote crap. At one point, wanted to actually WRITE 'CRAP' but didn't.
Finished.
Time was up.
After my paper was taken, talked a bit and realised that i didn't tie my bahagian D to the other essays so rushed to Cikgu Mas'aud.
Seriously, i'm dead for.

The only thing motivating me to get 8A's is the things Mama promised she'd get for me <3
Not going to brag cause well, that's not what i do. Hihi


OH


All the best to those who'll be sitting for trials !

Loves,

SURAYA !

SURAYA reads my blog
<33333333333
Hey baby !
hahahaha

I miss my friends

benciiiiiii

Benci semua orang

I don't know why, but i have a really really bad mood with everyone
EEEEEEE
benci benci benci benci
I have no mood for anyone. I look well, i don't on the inside, i really don't. Everything's crappy. Freakin' Trials is next week, babi babi babi
Freakin' not ready
Freakin' scared
If i don't get freakin' 8A's for trials (don't even speak of pmr with me, i'll slap your face, no shit), I seriously don't know what to do.
UGH

Benci kawan (sorry, i still love you guys, ni period 5 saat je)
Benci BM (sorry, Cikgu Yu)
Benci Sejarah
Benci geography
Benci MATHS (*?@#&@*&)
Benci PMR (TAHAP MAX NOT JOKING I'M FREAKIN' SERIOUS I WANT TO RUN AWAY TO NEVERLAND)
Benci kena left out
Benci kena maki
Benci kena kutuk (lagi lagi dengan kawan, sumpahhhhhhhhhhh, jadi bitch dah)
Benci diignore
Benci bila tengah sakit hati
Benci text messages
Benci layan phone
Benci THE FACT THAT I'M WASTING TIME BY SLEEPING
Benci tidur lambat pastu tak boleh bangun awal, pastu kat sekolah, mengantuk cam sial
Benciiiiiiiiiiii )':

Can everybody be nice to me ? No one has, lately. I'm sickkkkkkkkk of people and school.
I want to cry really bad. Takde siapa nak cry with )':
And no, tak nak dengan lelaki. Nak ngan a girl because i can relate more
Ada tak de ke kawan dah ?
Semua dah hilang je )';

Tak nak layan orang.

why so serious ?

Went out with Najihah and Aimi to catch Dark Knight

Did.

FREAKIN' AWESOME
Though scary and gory at some bits, but was quite entertaining.
One time, Najihah and I were talking and there was this scene yang terkejut gila babi, Najihah and I covered our eyes with our hands whilst facing each other and our heads knocked. We were like, 'Ouuuuuuuuuch' while laughing hahahahaha
It was a 2 and a half hour movie and i needed to pee really bad after drinking Coke.
So yeah.
Najihah and Aimi went separate ways and Mama was eating at some restaurant but Syakir all were downstair at TGIF so I went there.
I wasn't supposed to be having dinner along with them but ntah, in the end, makan je la.
Hahaha
Syakir said only Sha and Burhan will be there, so i agreed to stay.
Ordered Coke since i wasn't supposed to be long, haha.
Soon after, Ashraf and Shazwani came.
Ordered nachos, ate.
Laughed. Burhan's one funny guy.
Hahahaha :D

Mum came in (embarrassingly) and told me to be done in 10 minutes -_-"
Hahaha

Had a great time though.
Was quite awkward for me since i was the only Form 3 there, haha.
But enjoyed myself.

GREAT DAY <3

Loves,

Wished we had taken pictures, Najihah. Hahahahaha

NAJIB,

Najib reads my blog !
Haha

I nak kutuk dia tapiiiiiiiiii

i'm too nice for that
hahaha


He's My Style Friend

The only guy i've met who shares the same fashion interest with me
I mean, 3/4 if not ALL my girlfriends don't, which sucks, cause i have a million things to say about Prada and how Malaysian's have no style at all whatsoever
And he likes my mum
He even types '<3' when talking about her in msn

Najib's the bestttt

Loves,

asihdasidjkfs

I'M BORED, PEOPLE

Loves,

stay with me,

Hey lovers

Sorry for not updating.
I haven't been online that often.
Studies are a pain in the ass most of the time, if not all.
Besides, i have nothing to really blog about.

OH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAVEEEEEEEETHA.
<3
Join the club of being 15, haha.
God Bless You woman.
Thanks for everything !

And Interact's IU day is this Saturday. I'm excited

That's something to be excited about

come in closer, let me tell/bitch/gossip about something

Just finished our pp dinner.
Had a great time.
The Form Four's outdid themselves.
Everyone looked really pretty and really 60's.
Had a fantastic time dancing like a mad person.
And screaming and shrieking, awesoooome.
Hahaha
Oh, and i had to star jump whilst singing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.
Ha Ha Ha -_-'
We had dancing before that so i was really tired.
My star jumps were so lame, hahaha
Aishah randomly called names and i honestly didn't think i would be called.
'Nadia Zainudin' and i was like, 'Oh shit, holy crap' haha
Gave me a shock of my life, ok well, maybe not THAT big, just shocking la kan, hahahaha

Also, NIKKI DID SUCH A FABULOUS JOB. GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT PERFORMANCE WEIIIII
I AM SO GOING TO IU DAY, BECAUSE OF YOUUUUU
<3
HAHAHA
I haven't heard you perform on stage before so abit jakun, haahaha


Next year's our turn.
Should be interesting.

Loves,
Form 4's, thanks a million for the great time. Enjoyed myself <3 Kudos

ok, don't blame me for being emo, i'm having a bad day

Ever felt unappreciated ?
Ever done something WHICH you did totally sincere, and not a thank you ?
Ever done alot to that someone, and he/she will come up with the lamest excuse on earth not to repay your kind deed ?

I have.

IN primary, i was the girl who would carry people's lunch boxes and follow behind and do people's homework and contribute a lot to group porjects as if they were an individual project.
I'm always left out in conversations.
Do you have any idea how much it hurts to be left out ?

Bloody hell, seriously, everyone takes an advantage out of me.
I've never felt like i was appreciated.
(Ok, tahu emo, but kisah apa kan. Blog aku, mampus ah.)
You know how much effort i go through doing the things i've been told to do ?
No one does that for me.
It sucks.
No one does anything for me.
OK, tht's because i don't ask because i feel bad but that's besides the point.
I don't think anyone ever thinks of doing a pleasant surprise for me or a favour like i would do anytime of the day for them.
It's not fair.
Not fair not fair not fair not fair not fair not fair


I GO UNAPPRECIATED, AND IT'S GOTTEN TO A LEVEL WHERE I'M ALMOST NUMB TO THAT FEELING.


gila babi punya sakit hati sekarang, nak menangis. )':

i did not see that coming,

I didn't know Malaysia had independent vintage stores !

OHMYG

I didn't know the existence of Telawi Street in Bangsar !

OHMYG

I didn't know that they had Prada inspired tops and a Balenciaga inspired bag !

Ok
Sorry for being totally weird on this
I seriously didn't know we had all this.
I thought it was just the typical shops with y'knw, clothes ugly enough to make you gag (ok, harsh) but you get me.
Ala, i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go.

AND they're cheap !
BEtween the range of 50 til a hundred.
That's not bad.
All the more reasons to buy more clothes <3

Loves,

ok,

Intervensi 3 is crap.
Ok, maybe not crap.

Sejarah was the toughest.
It's like i've read them but couldn't remember.
And geo.
I stayed up til 3 studying those bloody banjaran's and how it's like in Gurun Thar -_-"
I didn't even touch (literally, i couldn't stay up one more second after reading sejara at 2.30) it so i couldn't remember some.
Though, i WAS happy that some of the questions were familliar.
Thank God i asked Grace about that elastic thingy a week before.
That's my first encounter with a question i've done before an exam so gila jakun lah hahaha.
Ok, tomorrow's Maths and Agama.
Maths, i've given up hope on.
Agama paper, Ustazah was such a saint to give us the topics (for the umpteenth time after refusing to, she loves us so).
So, yeah.
Shall scoot.

Did i just say that ?
Yes.


Loves,
p/s: If wondering, no, i still don't have any outfit to wear to the dinner. Was 60's ever an easy decade ? I mean, it probably took them hours to do their hair which probably contributes a whole lot to global warming (thanks Al Gore) and those platforms. HEH. Shall force (or hypnotize if you're evil) Mama to go out on Friday.

mi chiamo Nadia

I'm so not taking this intervention seriously.
I studied but didn't really register.
Honestly, blame it on the annual dinner, hahaha.
I love dinners cause it's another reason to get all dressed up.
<3
hahaha.

And also, i have this weird tingling feeling to..

..plan.
Like seriously, i'm thinking of planning everything.
It's weird.
I picture myself like the female version of Tutera.
Only, not gay.
He's fantastic, mind you. Just, loose the too-orange-of-a-fake-tan.
I'm thinking parties, dinners, soiree's, sleepovers, roadtrips, EVERYTHING.

But i can't, it's studying, hard core studying from now on.
Next year should be interesting..

*coughs*Sweet16th*coughs*

Loves,

$ <3

I need money.
I really need money.
I really really need money
I really really really need money.

Oh, sorry for not updating.
Haven't been in the mood for the couple days back.
I've been studying, not effectively, mind you.
Anyway.
I'll try my very best to recap.

THURSDAY [hardest to remember, so this may take a while]
I went to school thinking Najihah would go.
She didn't -.- mak nenek. Suraya and Dina too didn't go. Found out later Suraya got admitted for appendix operation. Poor girl. Dahla trauma masuk operation theater. Blame it on 'Awake' -__-" So yeah, only Sarah and Ila came. We sat in the centre (Najihah and Suraya's place) under the fan, which can be really annoying, what with all the hair flying around. HEH. Had a fantastic time laughing my ass off with Hafeez, Hanif and Haris . Hilarious, i tell you. Dahla Haris comel <3 hahahaha. Made me laugh sampai sakit perut. Especially by the end when we had to arrange the tables for Parent Teacher meeting which was held the next day. Freakin' funny, i should thank them for making me laugh that much. We had trouble figuring out where to place the chairs for them parents to sit so Hafeez got tired and fed up, and suggested something really stupid.
Hafeez : Ala, last last letak ni* kat lantai suruh parents duduk macam picnic. Bawak la sandwich ke minum ke apa tah. 'Ye cik, sila sila, duduk'
The rest of us : HAHAHAHAHAHA

and when his brilliant brain got an idea (which we all screamed endlessly but he wouldn't listen) that to put the chairs infront, someone asked, 'Mana nak letak kerusi'

Hafeez : Ah, kerusi letak kat luar mcm nak beratur ambik nombor.
All of us : HAHAHAHAHAHA

*the tablecloth on the teachers table


Hahahahahahaha
I laughed a lot.
(':

Oh we also was told that for our 3rd Intervension, History will come out til Chapter 7 and we're only by THE BEGINNING of Chapter 5. And jolly, more good news. For maths ? Til chapter 12 and we're only by the 7th.
-_________________-" My mum understood though, she said that intervension aren't important cause by the end of the day, pmr counts. Not some intervention. And she knows that we got (insert adjective) teachers for both history AND math so it's all good. She says, that the school is telling us is some test just so that we get hyped to study. Which we have. But my mum says, "it's just an exercise in the form of a test. All teachers are protesting it. Heck, i haven't marked my form 5's"
-_-" one good thing about having your mum in school.
Also, you can bring your phone and if it got confiscated, you can always get it back.
HAHA, no prefect can stop me. Muahahahaha.
Ok, stupid.
So ok.
Next on.

By 6.30, left for KLCC. For that Beauty And The Beast that i have been talking about. Awesomeeeeeee, baby.

FRIDAY
Skipped school seeing how that it's the Parent Teacher conference. And my mum is busy with her form 5. So no point. Studied instead at home. Haha, felt good to learn history. Made me atleast understand what the hell was going on in that text book of ours.
Went to KLCC again. Bought black Topshop jeans and tights from Marks And Spencer. I may sound like a brat, but i hate sales. That just means alot more people. Alot more crowded shops. Alot more junk. Alot more longer line for the fitting room. And the sales aren't that good. I hate Zara. The clothes are piled on that white table. I don't like pulling one by one. Most of em are in the weirdest size for me so i don't bother at all. The only good thing about a sale is major price drop.
Ate at Chinoz. I used to love it there for its Spicy Lamb pizza. And the last time i went, they weren't any. So ordered the delicious meatball spaghetti. And guess what -_-" They weren't any anymore. Waiter told us that the stupid chefs changed. So, menu changes. BABI.
Tried finding for a dress or whatever for the Annual PP dinner. It's a 60's theme so i want something different other then Hairspray-esque. I even googled 60's style. I'm that enthusiastic. 60's is a very evolving decade. Style wise.

Taken from wikipedia.com

The 1960s featured a number of diverse trends. It was a decade that broke with many fashion traditions that mirrored social movements during the period. Early in the decade, culottes were in style, and the bikini finally came into fashion in 1963 after being featured in the movie Beach Party.

Mary Quant invented the mini-skirt, which became very popular in the late 1960s. The hippie movement late in the decade also exerted a strong influence on braless ladies' clothing styles, including bell-bottom jeans, tie-dye, and batik fabrics, as well as paisley prints. The Beatles and Timothy Leary popularized the Nehru jacket, named for Jawaharlal Nehru, India's first Prime Minister, which had a short-lived popularity in 1967.

Between these extremes, the chin-length contour cut was also popular. The pillbox hat was fashionable, due almost entirely to the influence of Jacqueline Kennedy, who was a style-setter throughout the decade. Also, the 60s gave birth to the skinny jean, (slim-fit pants), worn by Audrey Hepburn, which is again popular with young women today.

So, these are the alternatives

THE HAIRSPRAY MANIA
Big hair, er, that's all i can think of. And dresses. Geeky dresses. With collars.

THE MOD
Thick eyeliner. The cover up dress (big, like a tent. Picture Marykate) with tights. Block dresses, black and white preferrably. Teased hair with a wide stip hair band. Nude lips. And platforms.

THE TWIGGY ERA
For those who have been living under a rock, Twiggy is a fashion icon.
Or in other words, the Brit on American's Next Top Model -_-" Long eyelashes. Shift dresses. With high heels. Doorknocker earrings too. Big bold colours She successfully carried off the short short crop hair. Which is big. I mean, Giselle can't do that.

THE HIPPIE
Ok, my personal favourite. The Pocahontas headband. Tent like dresses initially popular in large flower motifs or just colours. Peace and love baby.

THE HEPBURN
3 words, Little Black Dress.

So those are my alternatives and outlooks for the 60s style.
I'm leaning to the Hippie and Twiggy one.
Because, those are the easiest. Since most shops have finally come to their senses to have floral motifs clothes, it'd be a cinch for a Hippie look. All i gotta look is the thin head band. I'm going to do my hair anyway, might as well.
And the Twiggy one.
Or Mod.
I wished my grandmother could have kept her clothes. She was quite the fashionista. Besides, she had the tiny frame. Smaller than me.
I totally ran off topic.

SATURDAY
Stayed home. The whole freakin' day. Promised myself to study. Didn't, ofcourse. Caught up with Cashmere Mafia, dubbed the next Sex And The City. Clothes were fabulous. Really. Ok, stop sounding like Kimora, Nadia.
Brother was in school for the Scouts Orientation. And parents were off to a party (a disco themed, -_-' god help us all). So was just Tania, Iman and I. Watched Bones Season 3. <33333
Hahaha. Slept at 3.

OK, i'm finally done.
Off to go study history. Though it'll be kind of useless since i've given up already for history and math.

Wish me luck ?
Thanks, sunshine

Loves,

beauty and the beast,

I just came back from the super amazing ohmygod freakin' awesome serious crap i wanna go again BEAUTY AND THE BEAST (kind of) MUSICAL SHOW.
Almost Broadway.

SERIOUS CRAPPPPPPPPPPP, IT'S LIKE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY YEAR
DEFINITELY SOMETHING TO DISTRESS ME FROM ALL THE STUDYING (ok, not ALL the studying. The kerja khusus and folios and exams shit) AND THOUGH WE (mum, dad, 2 sisters) GOT THE SEAT QUITE FAR FROM THE STAGE, I WAS TOTALLY COOL WITH IT, LIKE OHMYG THE BEST EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

ANYONE WHO KNOW ME KNOWS THAT I'M A BIG BIG FAN OF DISNEY CLASSICS AND BEAUTY AND THE BEAST IS LIKE ONE OF MY ULTIMATE FAVOURITE (i would do almost anything to watch it again)SO THIS IS LIKE THE BEST THING TO EVER COME ALONG MY WAYY

I'm that happy because of the capital letters, hehehe.

AND YOU KNOW THAT CHARACTER, MISS POTS LITTLE TEACUP SON, CHIP ? OHMYGOD, LIKE AFTER ALL THE OBJECTS (CHARACTERS LA, THE CANDLE, CLOCK, CUPBOARD, TEACUP, DUSTING THINGYMABOB) CAME TO LIFE INTO REAL HUMANS, MISS POTS WAS CALLING HER SON, AND HER SON CAME ON, 'MAMA! MAMA!' OHMYGOD THE SWEETEST THING !
AND THIS LITTLE BOY CAME RUNNING ACROSS STAGE POTRAYING HER SON.
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDD
I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I SWORE I COULD CRY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AND LUMIER THE FRENCH CANDLE WAS FREAKIN' HILARIOUS.
AND AND THE PROPS AND EFFECTS WERE BEYOND FANTASTIC WEIIII, OHMYG.
AND IT WAS FREAKIN' AWESOME
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

NEXT IS GREASE AND MY FAIR LADY, DEFINITELY CATCHING THEM BOTHHH

Loves,

this is why i didn't like the idea of having phone bills,

cause i exceeded (way way way exceeded).

the last time the bill came rolling in, my sister had the highest. About 250 bucks.
And i was the lowest, like 70 bucks. I know riiiiiight, hahaha, freakin' surprised.
Anyway.

This time round though, different story. I'm the highest. Well, not technically. My dad's the highest, but i came in a close second.
Close to 300 bucks.

I know riiiiiiight.

Haha.
Don't expect long calls.

I'll miss calling.
I'm a texting addict.
Most of my calls are to Najihah.

SHE'S TO BLAME.
OK, maybe not.

Help.

Loves,

hey vuitton,

LV bags are getting corny. Like, try counting them in One Utama on a weekend. Or better yet, in KLCC. I swear to you, you'll find atleast 20.. OF THE SAME FREAKIN' KIND. It's getting tackier, i swear. Especially here in Malaysia. I mean, there's the same amount of fake Petaling Street ones then they are at the real Louis Vuitton boutique. Great imitation leads to well, being everyone's ideal konon designer bag.
It's an eye sore, really. I have one, but it's of the LOVE Edition. My mum has one but it doesn't have the kind yang ada LV imprinted all over. Don't get me wrong, some Louis Vuitton's are really pretty (i want one of the Vernis kind) but the ones with coloured LV's and the denim ones are wroooooong beyond words. You paid something like 3 thousand bucks for something that looks really cheap. Sorry to those Louis Vuitton owners, but this is my blog and it's a free world. OH and this also applies to Gucci bags. I mean, get a lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Try buying Prada or Chanel. The price tag can't be anymore different. Besides, they're way classier and doesn't scream Petaling Street. Especially Prada, i don't see alot of knockoff's. And i think i know why. The reason, Malaysians (Mak Datin's, socialite wannabees) carry Louis Vuitton, COACH and Gucci is because they're the only bags with motifs and patterns that are easily recognised by every human walking on Planet Earth (exaggerating) and that kinds of place them way up the social ladder. It's as if, it gives them a status of a wealthy, i-can-buy-anything-in-this-world-like-this-freaking-lu-wees-vuweeton-bag. They want to be seen. Unlike Coach with all the terbalik C's, Prada only has the 'Prada Milano' embedded at the centre of the bag. The rest of the bag is laidback and speaks for its self.

Confession ? I'm obsessed with bags. If in a mall, i look at all kinds of bags. Ugly or not. It's like i give them a rating in my head.

TYPE : A GUESS BAG WITH ALL KINDS OF BLING PLASTERED ALL OVER
RATING : 2/10
REASON : It looks cheap what with all the G's, and buckles, and silver. Hurts my eye. And gut.

Something like that
Hey, i'm no expert, but this is just me voicing out.
It's just a pet peeve for me, so..
don't take it personally, yeah
I'm just saying. If you were to splurge, buy a Chloe or a Miu Miu.
Or Bottega Venetta
But then again, it's your money, you're pretty much entitled to buy all the bags you want.

Lucky bitch

Loves,

time for some fun,

ok, maybe not.

studying is fun nowadays, hehehe

i'm too lazy though to update

see you later, lovers.
i'll update when i have some story to share.
maybe not.

Loves,

i'm shy that way,

stupid blogger won't let me upload this picture of Sofia Coppola (the genius behing Queen Antoinette the movie) on the cover of French Vogue. She looks really pretty.

Anyway
I'm in love with that song (refer to title)
Credits to Asyraf for introducing me to it.
Ok, more like forcing me to hear it, hahaha
Limewire became full force bitch and i couldn't download -___-"

yours, mine, not exactly ours,

not a fan of being 15 right now

special thank you to Rachael, Karen and Kaveetha for hearing me out.
I loves youss
haha
<3

don't expect me to be peachy and great these days.
not exactly a good week for me.
got alot to catch up with

bitches aren't helping

Loves,

lovers lie,

I had a good day at school.
Nothing much happened but i had a laugh worth talk with my friends, Sarah, Dina, Ila, Suraya during KH.
We were supposed to do our kerja kayu but with hell to that, cause i didn't bring mine (come to the think of it, i don't even know where it is. shit.) so Sarah, Dina and I went up to class to get something. Once upstairs, we were too lazy to come down. It's not like we could do anything even if we wanted to.
Sat down, cooled off, and well, talked.
We talked alot of things.
Laughed alot, ofcourse.
Then, Ila came up.
Talked even more and laughed even more.
Suraya came, box in hand, (she's the only one amongst all of us, yang dah siap) and sat and joined in.
It was awesome, really.
I love long talks about real things.
We talked about our life now, in highschool, and our future.
The whole being an adult thing.
AND WEDDINGS
hahahaha
We even pinkie promised each other we'd all go to each other's weddings.
HAHA, so, that means i have 4 weddings to attend whether i like it or not.
I wonder how it'll be in like 20 years.
With kids in hand.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
And a husband to argue only to kiss and make up 10 seconds later
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
And children's clothes to buy and strollers to push
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww


Hahahahahahahaha.
It's usually like that.
Cause we're all in arts and we never have any teacher coming in to teach. (not like i'm complaining, ofcourse) so we talk about everything.
And i really do mean everything.

We have 2 more years of high school and i treasure every second. I love coming to school, it's crazy. I usually get weird looks from everyone when i blurt out that i can't wait to go to school. I just dread the waking up in the morning.

Not a morning person doesn't even begin to cover what i am.

So yeah.
Basically, we want to be best friends forever.
And never forget each other.
High school is a phase too precious to forget.
Sure, it can suck sometimes but c'mon, admit it, you do love it atleast a tiny bit, riiight?
It's when you get your first everything.
Well atleast for me.
First boyfriend, first heartbreak, first crush (i know, very the lame), first bitch slaps, first dilemma, first everything.
All in all, it ain't too bad being a 15 year old. Not that they were ever bad. Exams excluded.
Whatever it is, it beats being an adult with taxes to pay and jobs to keep up with.
We're freakin' teenagers, everything's easy. Maybe not, but better than being a 27 year old with a house to maintain and chores to manage on your own.
The horror.

i just hope after university and all, my bestfriends will remain being my bestfriends.
They're better than boys.
And always will.

Loves,

bear in the big blue house

<sub>6 things I'm passionate about;

i) Family
ii) Friends
iii) Fashion
iv) Gossip Girl
v) London
vi) style.com

6 things I say too often;

i) 'OHMYGOD'
ii) Seriouslyyyyyy
iii) SHIT
iv) WHAT THE HELL
v) I don't know
vi) Ntah</sub>

i'm a girl who very little to say..
..not

6 books I've read recently;

i) I Like It Like That, GG
ii) It Had To Be You, GG
iii) Because I'm Worth It, GG
iv) Don't You Forget About Me, GG
v) Nothing Can Keep Us Together, GG
vi) Sejarah -_-

6 songs I could listen to over & over again;

i) I Say A Little Prayer For You
ii) Always Be My Baby
iii) Don't You Know Who I Think I Am?
iv) Deeper Conversation
v) Thnks Fr The Mmrs
vi) and that other FOB song i forgot what hahaha

6 things I learnt for the past year;

i) Maths hahaha
ii) Don't trust people easily
iii) Watch your words
iv) Last minute studying doesn't help
v) Treat people the way you're treated by them. They're bitchy, get your claws out. We go down with a fight. Hahaha
vi) Shut up and listen

6 people to tag;
Karen
KAVEETHA HA! UPDATE
and anybody else


School was quite ok today.
Didn't learn much
Had a great laughing session with Kaveetha, Debra and Nikster
<3
we sang (well, not me, just them, i just menyampuk abit) all those theme songs from old cartoons
SURAYA KNOWS WAY TOO MUCH CARTOONS
hahahahahahahahaha
i laughed hardest when Kaveetha said Imran reminded of that guy who laughs so skema in Dexter
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
hahahahahahahahaha
i laughed like shitttttt
i should control myself, hahahaha
but then again, nehhhh


Oh,

Happy Birthday Syakir
<3
Dahla dah 16. Baru a week ago, you were my age. My my, time goes by fast.
Hahahaha
Thanks for everything.
(;

Loves,

200th

Let's sing a song to celebrate my 200th blog post.

Maybe not.

So so so so so so so so, today is the first day of school since it's holiday break 2 weeks ago.
I kinda sorta maybe miss it. OK fine, i missed school like hell. I miss my friends whom i haven't seen in a while.
I missed homework (though, it's been quite some time since i've actually done any. i just like to whine and complain when given, and tak buat pun, hehe)
i missed my desk but it's really dusty now. totally forgot to bring tissues or anything to lap.

SIGH

PMR is like 3 and a half months away. And i'm getting to feel scared and nervous. Even nauseous. I'm still no good in history. And maths. And bm.
Shit. Holy shit.
I'm scared

I'm scared of the future

I want time to go as slow as possible.
I want to be a teenager all the time though it is hell at times.
But at the same time, i can't wait to drive and go overseas and study whatever.
I can't wait to have an independent life way abroad.
I can't wait to have a whole place to myself.

Ever had that feeling where you feel like you're the only person in this world ?
And nothing else exists ?

I have

mine,

<sub>sorry KAVEETHA for not updating
too lazy -_-"

yesterday, went out to OU to catch KUNGFU PANDA .
FANTASTIC HEHEHEHE
everyone who needs a laugh should go and watch
i know you're thinking, 'Seriously?' and yes, i am serious
i loooooove it, i laughed so hard i almost peed in my pants (ok, maybe not)
GO GO GO

it's so cute, the panda i mean.

met Karen and Ila there.
After the movie was done, Mama dropped me off at Curve and met up with Ashley and Nikster
Slowly, one by one, came.
We were static 3 times, hahahahaha
FINALLY decided on Italiannies but the place was packed so we went to Laundry but ordered Italiannies
i know, weird

Was good, laughed alot, i mean, i missed them so meeting up was great.
Though THE REST didn't come :\
hahahaha, but never mind, let's all go to Genting or wherever once PMR is off our ass, ok sweeties ?

TODAY :

Went out with Aina at 11. To OU again.
OK, PEOPLE
Aina is like my bestest best best best best best best best friend ever in the whole wide universe.
She's been with me since we were 9.
I hardly see her now cause she's in asrama :/
But we try to meet up when given a chance
Anyway, once there, we just ronda. Queued up for Kung Fu Panda (yeah, again for me, hehehe) at GSC but was bloody full and the only ones available are in the first row. Can you say crazy ?
Went to TGV instead and managed to get tickets for the 3.20 show
Had alot of time to spare, like seriously
Ate lunch, walked, ate ice cream, walked, shopped, walked, read, walked, laughed, breathed, y'knw, the usual

SO came 3.20 and yeah, again, i laughed like i haven't seen the damn thing before
hahahahaha
it really is that funny
(:
went back immediately (ok, lying) and here i am.
i had an amazing time.
i love Aina to deathhhhhhh, she's the only one i can act totally myself.
the dorky awkward weird girl she calls her bestfriend
<3
people like her are getting fewer in the world.
that sucks.

friends come and go.
nothing's forever.
my mum couldn't remember her friend who tegur-d her on facebook (yes, people, my mother has a facebook)
they were high school friends
my mum said, 'I'm horrible. I can't remember them at all'
it got me thinking,
what if, y'knw, i go to a university in London and don't come back for a good 10 years ? (my mum did the same thing. she went to England right after high school and stayed for 6 years)

will i come back and regret ?
maybe

will i forget some things/friends ?
yes, call me horrible

will i forget home ?
possibly

will i be the same ?
yes

will we be the same ?
no

i know uni's like a pretty long way but i have friends way too valuable to lose.
i fear forgotten existence.
you guys will probably forget me
i'll probably forget you guys
i know there's myspace and all
but that doesn't gurantee anything

i won't know you the way i have
nothing's forever

damn it

Loves,</sub>

Monsieur Yves Saint Laurent,

On June 1st, Yves Henri Donat Mathieu Saint Laurent died of his brain cancer effects in his residence in Paris. He was 71. A great passing in the fashion industry, surely. He will be dearly missed.

"We are profoundly saddened by his passing yet humbled by the great heritage he leaves with us." -Valerie Hermann, CEO of Yves Saint Laurent

rindu,

<sub>I'M GOING TO USE CAPITALS, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M ANGRY



I JUST GOT BACK FROM PENANG AN HOUR AGO. WENT THERE CAUSE BASICALLY MY GRANDDAD FORCED ME TO GO AND VISIT HIS SKIN SPECIALIST CAUSE I HAVE A BAD CONDITION OF BACK ACNE (ok, too much information for y'all, but hell) SO YEAH, CAME BACK FROM THE DOCTORS WITH A BAG FULL OF MEDICINE. I EVEN GOT THIS TABLET I HAVE TO TAKE FOR 2 MONTHS. HE ALSO INFORMED ME THAT

'But ah, if you want to conceive ah, stop taking this pill for 3 weeks la'
I'M LIKE, 'Err, oooookay' CAUSE HEL-LO, I'M 15
he also said, 'YOU GOT BOYFRIEND AH?'
i'm like, 'geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez'
HAHAHAHAHA

SO YEAH.
FIRST AND FOREMOST, IT'S ALREADY FREAKIN' WEDNESDAY ON THE 2ND WEEK OF THIS OHMYGOD PRECIOUS 2 WEEK HOLIDAY, AND I HAVE ONLY WENT OUT WITH SARAH AND ILA. ONCE !
OHMYGOD, RACHAEL, ASHLEY, KARENNNNNN JOM LA JOM LA JOM LA JOM LA JOM LA JOM LA
PRETTY PLEASEEEEEE ?!
); );
I MISS Y'ALL LIKE SHITTTTTTTT. JOM LAAAAA. THIS WEEKEND ? OR FRIDAY, OR WHATEVER. I'M TOTALLY FREAKIN' FREE. THIS WILL PROBABLY OUR LAST TIME TIL HARD CORE STUDYING, WEIIIII
COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME

Syakir, jom ?
hahahahahaha


Loves,</sub>

alfatihah

to Farah Hani
My condolences to her dear family and friends.

Al-Fatihah

whatever,

<sub>i'm a girl with needs. even the queen gets bored.

i need new things constantly, let it be new shoes, haircut or personality. i get bored with things really easy. which is bad.

i get frustrated when i don't understand things, which happens almost always. it's like you have to repeat the same thing 30 times for me to really register in my head which is i know, very annoying. believe me, it's even more annoying to be the one who's asking you to repeat. it makes me feel stupid.

i care about what other people think. i care about what they feel. i watch my words. i don't just say it without realising how much it hurts. the reason i do this (trust me, i really don't want to) is because alot of people out there have done it to me. said things that was very ouch-worthy but i'm a natural in flashing a fake smile, so hey.

i lie so much, i should get an award. but i lie in the sense that it's for the good, y'knw. soooooooo..

i really really really really really want to go to London to study. i don't mind leaving home for awhile, though i will miss practically everything, i really really really really still want to go to London.
study what ? god knows la kan

i have hard time committing. like now, i can't even think of what to type in. i feel like deleting everytime and forget about the whole post. but it feels like a waste. so why not just go on. like i said, i hate committing to one thing UNLESS though, unless i have a burning passion for it. right now, it's only fashion that i can keep up with. i went to a piano class like when i was 7 or 8, stopped like a few months later. mainly cause i didn't like the teacher. but i think, the thought of practicing EVERY WEEK is a nightmare. like, i don't even have to GO classes. the class is just downstairs. i have a piano so there's no need to actually go to a centre. EVEN THAT, I CAN'T DO. WHAT THE MOTHER FATHER ?! HAHAHAHAH

i hate braggers. who doesn't, right ? but i hate them to the max. seriously, i can't stand people who tells about their too good to be true adventures. it's not real at all. i can tell liars cause i'm one, remember ? -_-" i can tell if you're telling the truth or not. so don't bother brag. personally, i think if you brag, it proves that you really are desperate for attention. you don't have to tell people that you went to London and bought Louboutin (totally exaggerating, bytheway. Louboutin's cost more than your wardrobe and mine combined, no shit) shoes. PUH-LEASE. keep it on the low, man. you're no millionaire, so don't act like one.

i have a bunch of friends whom i miss so much.

Aina, Shira, Kyrina
They're my bestest bestest best friends. They're the one i can act totally myself. Like really really really really really myself. Not even like the one you see in school. They know me well. I love them to millions bit of pieces.

Fatimah, Amal, Illi
Also my bestest bestest best friends. They are honestly, about the nicest people you can ever find on this planet earth. Seriously. ESPECIALLY FATIMAH. Ohmygod, are you kidding me ? She's so nice, i could kill her for it. And they're totally funny. I could laugh like crap. Not just them la. Like, there was Hazirah, Shu, DINA (OHMYGOD, I MISS HER LIKE FREAKIN' CRAZY MUCH) I used to actually when i was at SMKBSD1. I never laughed so hard. I don't think i have ever since. Like, around my friends. I miss them a kabillion. They're fantastic. gila babi punya rindu sial korang, eeeee.

ok, i'm blank now.

i'm a very hard person to please. i have way too high expectations, it's sickenning. Nothing impresses me too much. Ok, maybe some but rarely. I don't laugh at people's joke, i just fake laugh. That's why buying clothes can get tough. NOTHING FREAKIN' IMPRESSES ME. It's hard on me, hahahaha.

OK, DAHLA BYE, I'M BORED TO DEATH, I NEED SOMETHING. LIKE sleep.

Loves,</sub>

be loud,

<sub>Holiday's are going well.
Went out with Sarah and Ila yesterday to OneUtama.
Was good, really. Had a loooooong talk at Carls Junior, ehekehekehek.
Before that, we went to catch Narnia. Was good, though i didn't understand in the beginning. That's because i didn't watch the first one -___-"
I'm too lazy to elaborate

NEXT MOVIE : MADE OF HONOUR

Today, however, i don't know where.
Mama ajak me to go watch What Happens In Vegas.
I'm down with that, hahahahaha.

ANYWAY, i'm free this week. BY next week, i'm going to the library often. (JYEAH OOOKAY)

Happy Holidays, everyone.

You know you love me,
Nadia

hahahahahaha
i'm so freakin' hooked on Gossip Girl, i've incorporated anything GG into my life, it's ridiculous.</sub>

for me,

<sub>This year isn't a good year, people.
And it just so happens to be the year i'm sitting for freakin' pmr
Not a good year, NOT A GOOD YEAR.

I bitched and got bitched, i hurt and got hurt, i got bad grades, i lost a friend for awhile there, i humiliated myself and i got disappointing expectations.

Shit</sub>

shut up,

<sub>I like privacy. I'm a private person. I don't share my feelings often. Atleast, not deep thoughts and crap.
I didn't think you'd do that. Showing that to him.
Pernah sekali kena, sakit hati je buat for the 2nd time.

I thought it was just for us.
I guess i was wrong, hm.

Loves,

p/s : I'm free. No dates. No nothing. Call me.</sub>

another thing,

<sub>ouch.
don't judge me, cause of some stupid thing. don't tell me i should get a life.
you don't even freakin' know me.

Loves,</sub>

more me,

<sub>The holidays are here !
And i started it off with watching Gossip Girl. It's so delicious. To be precise, CHACE is delicious. Yum-my. Hehe
Today was good too. Went to One Utama with grandparents and mum. Got a top from Topshop and Zara. Ate lunch at Ms Read. Came back, was awfully tired so slept and woke up to an empty house. Heh.

I'm too lazy to elaborate or Teachers Day, choral speaking competition and such.

I'm so blank right now, mannnnn. I so wish for a holiday overseas. Right now, i would do (almost) anything for London and/or Europe. Though, it's quite impossible cause crappy PMR is like a few months away. WHICH reminds me, i have to freakin' finish my Geo folio. SHIT. I'm so dead. AND my bm folio. I'm so dead. I promised mum i'd have an equal share of outings and trips to the library. Which is fair enough. Maybe not. The more i go out, the more i have to study. The less i go out, the more i have to study too. Ooookay, i got tricked. Hahahahahahahahhaha
I don't know why i laughed.

Everyone's blog has all those emo posts and i realise i don't really have one. An emo post i mean. Where they talk about life (and death) and being all heartbroken. Maybe because i haven't been heartbroken. Or maybe, i have but i don't share it with everyone. That's one thing you should know about me. I don't share.

I've given career a thought or two. I can't really figure out what that i want to pursue. My dream is for fashion, ofcourse but chances of me getting big is not so bright. Malaysia isn't really too big on fashion, now is ittttt ? The designers here are crappy. They design crap. Not really, but you get the point. It's too hedious to bare. I mean, seriously, do you HAVE to incorporate batik in EVERYTHING ? I know la, it's Malaysia's pride and joy but like, they are different things you could freakin' experiment.
-_-" And they're (Malaysian designers) too over. Like, every outfit is not compete with frills (and shrills) . Ee. Can't you just design a simple black dress without any frills, glitter, sequins, BATIK ? ICK ICK ICK. Ok, back to the topic. Like i said, if i were to launch my so called fashion career here in Malaysia, i don't think i'll do to well. Which is so heartbreaking (HEY, this can be my first heartbreak!). So, maybe i'll opt for hm ? Law.
EVEN the name is boring. 3 letters. WHAT THE HELLL ? But hell, i can put up for an argue. And that's what they do, right ? Argue. And sign papers. Shouldn't be hard.
Or.. i could be a graphic designer. That's more me, right ? Compared to law ? I mean, i could study in England and be a kick-ass graphic designer. That's an idea. But i suck at arts. But then again, i could learn. Like everyone else.
ORRRRR.. i could be a fashion editor like Anna Wintour. Ok, maybe not like her. Cause i'd have to get that bob hair cut and Fendi mink coats. And get my nose repositioned to be higher so i can give everyone the impression that i'm stuck up. Haha. But really, i already love fashion and magazines. Fashion editor is a job which includes both of my love. I could be a stylist for the photoshoot and get to be all bossy because hey, that IS what i do best.
Maybe a business woman ? What i could pretty much gurantee about being in business is that, chances of you getting really really rich, is very high. And it pretty much comes down to that, right ? Being rich. Ok, not in that sense. But being successful and comfortable. I mean, you're going to have a family to support. In the words of Kimora, 'I bring back the bacon. And Hassan cooks it'. I find that funny cause Hassan's her personal chef. Hehehe.

But, still, my heart still goes to fashion. It's ridiculous, i know. But you can never take the fashion out of me. And you can't take me out of fashion. It goes something like that lah. Hahahaha

All i know is that, when i grow up, i wanna be the same 15 year old girl you see now. Minus the pimples and awkward phase that i'm going through. Also, the bad hair days.
I want to be a super mum who gets her kids ready in 10 (which bytheway, is impossible). I want to be a wife to the most amazing guy everrrrrr. I want to be the daughter who never forgets her parents. I want to be the friend that i am now. I still want to go out an get a manicure with Sarah when she and I have kids. I still want to go out with Rachael, Ashley, Karen and everyone when i'm 30. I still want that when i grow up. I still want to come back to this house and sleep in my room with the iPod blasting loud. I don't want to let go of this phase just yet. I'm having too much fun loving it.

Loves,

P/S : My first post where i really pour out my heart. Something that DOESN'T relate to guys and crushes. More me.</sub>

and so

Tagged by ; Rachael and Ashley. Both of you named me first, verrrrrrrrrrrry nice. -.-' hahahaha

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below,and add in your personal question,make it a total of 20 questions,then tag 8 people in your list,list them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged

.1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Before i hit 30

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
EUROPE

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
Sleep and read. And shop. And talk.

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
No.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Get the best life

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
No

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My family

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Honestly ? I'd give them to my parents. I can't handle a million.

9. How would you describe your love?
It's real

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
They're the awesome-st.
They love me
I love them more

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
Heh ? Other half ?

12. If you could rewind time would you?
Maybe, just a little bit

13. What's your ambition?
I've always wanted to be a fashion designer but heyyy, not all dreams come true, so..

14. If you can teleport once, where would you go?
I don't know

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family and friends

16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?
I have millions but if i undo one, then i'll probably won't learn from that mistake, right ?

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
I wish to be more chilled

18. What music have you been listening to recently?
My music list varies from all kinds of genres so there's no saying one

19. What is the one thing you cannot do but you wish you could?
Get A's );

20. What song can you remember the WHOLE lyrics from heart? (this is my question)
Alot. Hahaha

I tag :

anyone who reads this


I just finished watching gossipgirl.
FREAKIN' AWESOME IT'S NOT FUNNNYYYYY

I LOVE IT.

xoxo,
Gossip Girl


hahaha

Loves,

huge grudge,

<sub>I swear, Erin Fetherston is the modern age Marie Antoinette. Only that, Erin's not a Queen and we eat more than cake.

I can't watch my Gossip Girl.
It's so depressing
It's so sad
It's so
so..

.. i'm out of words.

I think i shall crash Asyraf's house.
I need, no MUST watch it. It's getting annoying when they tell me what's going on. I try to stop them. They don't listen. Not surprised.

I realised that i want so many things. I need a new haircut which i shall get this holidays. And i need to have new shoes. Cause my platforms died and went to heaven. My flats are too small to fit a bird. And my slippers are getting old. So, really, i have no shoes. That's way depressing. Way. I mean, i don't mind paying alot for shoes. It's something i use everyday so it had better be comfortable. I saw this sandals from Topshop in KLCC cause really, the one at OneUtama is kinda, sorta, mmmaybe pathetic. Compared to the other branches, it's tiny. But whatever. I need shoes. Let it be gladiator sandals that screams Mischa Barton or leather pumps, i need a new pair.

I also need a new bag. My MiuMiu is boring. It's beigey pink so it's a bit hard to match. Hohum. Prada anyone ?

OH, i want a polaroid camera. They're so cool they just might make ice cubes look bad. Ok, cheesy. Syakir wants a fish eye. He already has an SLR one so i don't see why he needs another uber cool camera. I HAVE to stop using the word 'cool'. It's tacky like MC Hammer's pants.

Okay
I shall hit the books.
JYEAH RIGHT

Loves,</sub>

free world,

<sub>i have a choice. to voice out or to just shut up. it has an equal share of pros and cons.

TO VOICE OUT
PROS
1) It proves that i'm not going to lose just yet
2) I don't want to look like a pathetic lame ass.

CONS
1) Nanti ada orang terasa, pastu buat kecoh satu dunia
2) Too lazy to care, i got other things that are freakin' WORTH my time

TO SHUT UP
PROS
1) So it won't waste up my time
2) I appear to be the better one because i have shut the hell up

CONS
1) It'll make me appear as the weak one as well.
2) She wins

I need my friends.
Let's get a mani, eat like shit and laugh the crap off
I need it.

p/s : Kau jangan la perasan yang about me aku tu untuk kau.
I had no intentions to do it for you in mind. Please la, i got better things on my hands. Cakap dah tak nak layan. Fine, i pun la kan. Pastu when i did that about me, kau nak terasa apa hal. I swear on my mum that it wasn't for you. Cakap je orang syok sendiri kan. I wrote my post on that blog (which apparently you terasa also), like when this thing was on it's peak. When i could hear someone shouting out NAJIS from above. Tu dah over dah kan. You don't know that person well, mana boleh doh panggil orang cam tu. Bitch kira ok lagi. Najis dah over cam sial. God's creation najis la eh ? I didn't know that. -_-" I was backing up my friend. Salah sangat ke ? Before that incident, aku tak ingin la nak tulis post untuk kau. I only wrote it cause you went too far panggil orang najis. Kalau ya pun aku tulis, aku tak letak pun url aku terbentang kat myspace. Anak Puan Mazliza berperangai buruk ? Heh. Macam kau tak.</sub>

wow,

www.anithdalilarockstar.blogspot.com

check it out.
it's the shiznit.

you know you love me,

I'm so addicted with gossipgirls, it's not funnyyyyyy.
I'm reading their prequel.
I don't really read their novels because i'd rather watch the series (freakin' awesome).
But yeah, i told myself, wht the heyyy.

AND I DON'T REGRET ONE FREAKIN' BIT.
IT'S THE SHITTTTT.

And Nate is so hot, he's mine.



Loves,

p/s: I'm sorry for not updating. Not in the mood. MPO another time la.

coffee, tea or me ?

I'm so stressed.
It's very unnecessary, y'know.
I wanna be like her.

Today was Geography, Science Paper 1 and 2. I slept at 2 the night before (which is nothing new these days) due to cramming my freakin' brain with freakin' facts. I woke up at 6, goddamnit. I was so sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy.

Geography paper was okay. I studied like shit. I got 73% the test before which is very frustrating cause it's a mark away from an A. I had better get an A this time. But the smart people (namely Najihah, Natrah cause they're infront of me) talks about their answers and makes me uncomfortable. So, after checking my answers 2 times, i slept. I was too sleepy, serious shit. It was craaaazy. Was never THAT sleepy. Cikgu Yu's voice woke me up. -_-" Next paper was Science Paper 1. That too, was alright. I would love to say it was easy but i don't want to cause nanti tak dapat A, malu gila babi. Hahaha

BUT.. it all came crashing down with Science Paper 2. I don't know about y'all but it was quite hard for me. ESPECIALLY QUESTION NUMBER 7. I SWEAR, I COULD KILL IT IF WERE A LIVING THING. But it's not, so..

I slept too after checking my (stupid) answers. I woke up and it was already time to pass the paper up. I didn't realise i was in such deep sleep cause when i woke up, my foot and hands were so numb, i couldn't move it at all. I had to move my hand vigorously to make it better.

But it didn't.

It made it worse. Cause for me, the 2nd stage after being all numb, is the pins and needles feeling. And that one lagiiiiiii saaaaaaaakiiiiiiiit.
My foot pun. I seriously couldn't move it. And i couldn't stand up straight. It was like i was falling. I had a major headache. And when going down the stairs, i had to hold Najihah's hand to keep me standing straight and from not falling. It was horrible. The sun was piercing. I had to squint my eyes which DID NOT help the fact that i was already pening gila babi.

UGH

Went to KAYU to eat and Mama had to go to the bank. She said 'Just a quickie'. Apparently, a quickie means 45 minutes (or more). I slept cause my head was killing me. My body was hot (not 'hot' sexy. Hot 'panas') and i was sweating in the car. I went straight up to my room after arriving, on the aircond and slept like shit.
Til 7. Bathe, ate porridge. I'm still pening.

AND BLOODY HELL, SEJARAH IS TOMORROW, OHMYGOD.
I'M GOING TO FAIL.
FAIL
FAIL
FAIL
FAIL



Loves,

Mama Beats Milan,

<sub>My title is so lame, haha.



My Mum and I.

I love my mummmmmm so much, and honest to God, I'd do anything for her.
(:
God doesn't grow them more beautiful than my mum.


Loves,</sub>

frankie says relax,

<sub>I should befriend this Frankie guy.


Hm.
Good Morning, lovers.

I have a birthday lunch in abit, and i have to get going if i want to make a lasting impression on them.
HAHAHAHA, WHT THE HELL ?!
I've been caught up with my freakin' english literature.
Hm

Exam is nearly over, i guess you could say.
I don't even know what's on Monday.
I lost my jadual.
The gang and I planned on going out on Wednesday.
Like a mini celebration for finishing our exam in one piece.
I WANT TO WATCH A MOVIE SO BAD.
I WANT TO BUY SOMETHING SO BAD.
I WANT TO STUDY SO BAD.

I gotta buck up, maaaaan.

Loves,</sub>

crap,

<sub>Maths was today.
And it was crappy shit crappy shit.







!@#$%&!)



I have to freakin' buck up.











EE

Cheer me up


Loves,</sub>

a million wishes,

I'm bored.
I just did a post but i feel like blogging.
Hahahaha
I really really really really should be studying.
HEH
Let's start


This is by my lover, Marc Jacobs


Magherita Missoni's dress and Mischa Barton's hair. Her dress won't hurt


Everything, including those big chunky glasses.


I can't seem to find this bloody thing anywhere



That's all..


..for now



Loves,

diagnostic,

We're having our diagnostic this week.
And the next.
But that also means mid year hols are on it's way.
I need it.
Ok, wait, maybe no.
Cause that also means trips to the library.
I secretly love going there.
Very serene.
But freakin' cold.

Anywaaaaaay
So far, we've done BM 1&2 and ENG 1&2
And Sivik but heh, i dnt count that as a subject.
-_-"


I've put on weight.
o.o
I have to stop junk food.
EE EE EE EE EE


I wish something would freakin' happen cause i'm totally blank NOW.
I have nothing to blog about.
Nada, Zilch.

Hmm
Hmm

Ok, i shall get out.
I have Maths tomorrow.
Thank God, we're allowed calculator.

Loves,

strange,

A guy friend i can mess their hair with and put an arm around his shoulder. That's what i want.


IT'S OFFICIALLY (well, 30 minutes ago) SUNDAY.

But i'll talk about Saturday.

Woke up at an ungodly hour of 7.30.
Slept back because that's too much time wasted on being awake.
FOR A SATURDAY MORNING.

Woke up at 8.
(Heh, big difference hm?)
Went online.
As predicted, no one was online.
Wasn't expecting it anyway.

Got ready for school.
First, bought some kuihs and McDonald's for breakfast.
Went to school, and saw a few people.
Bladibladibladibla.

Class started and i finally understand freakin' accounts.
-__________-"
Class ended by 11.30.
Did woodwork and Mama came, 20 minutes later.
Sent me home and they (the whole family excluding me and my sister) went out to KLCC.
Was tempted to go but neah. Was too lazy.
Continued watching PS I LOVE YOU and it's a sweet movie.
But not as sweet as The Notebook.
THAT, is the ultimate.
I haven't watched A Walk To Remember yet, soo..
:|

Lazed around and i didn't study one freakin' shit.
Not ONE.
Minus the kh at school.
BUT THAT DOESN'T COUNT.

I didn't study at all.

Holy crap, i shall fail and die.






Oookay, nothing that drastic but close.
My outings have been limited. I think.
Heh :/

This upcoming holidays won't feel like one.
Exam's are on our asses.
I don't mind, really. Cause this is the only way we'll study.
But, geeeeez. Give us a breakkkk.

I'd love to say a million kabillion things.
But i don't know where to start.

Also a shoutout to Syakir. Thanks for telling me about Yuna. I love her because of you. Hahahaha.
(;

Freakin' sedap weiii her song.
Her voice is like, really really sedap gila babi.

Hmm, what else. I'm in the mood to blog.
I should blog, but about whaaaat.

I can't find the latest NYLON anywhere.
I can't find a pair of good jeans.
I can't find my appetite.
I can't find a decent top.
I can't find shoes.
I can't find myself.
I can't find a reason to learn History.
I can't find common sense.

Hmm

What's happening to the world ?
I haven't watched E! in a long time.
Nor do i watch the DAILY 10.

I've missed out alot of tv.


Maybe it's for the best.




WHAT THE HELL ? IT'S LIKE I'M SAYING GOODBYE TO A LOVER OR SOMETHING. IT'S JUST GODDAMN TV.

Someone please say this to me. I need some confidence boost.

Also.

A new bag.




Loves,

trouble sleeping,

It's the title of a song i've recently fallen in love with.
By Corinne Bailey Rae.

Could it be I'm suffering
Because I'm never give in?
Won't say that I'm falling in love
Tell me I don't seem myself
Couldn't I blame something else?

Just don't say I'm falling in love

Hahahaha, so emoooooshit.

No comment.

________

Anyway, went to the library today.
Cause i thought Debra, Rachael and SANJU were going.
Heh -.-'
hahahaha

Met Lydia, Suraya and Hasifi, anyway.

Studied freakin' sejarah.
I hate the form 3 chapters for history.
They're not one bit interesting.
They're all about UMNO and i'm like, 'whaaaaat?'
Atleast the form 2 chapters were quite interesting cause they were in a form of a story.
PFFFT

There's school for me tomorrow.
I got Puan Nik's accounts class.
:|
I hate saturday classes.
But i'm loseristic idiotic in this chapter so i have to go.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, after library, Maktok (my grandmother who's here for a 'vacation', my mum, and I went to eat dinner at One Utama.
Settled for Nando's Chicken.
It was like just us three.
3 generations.
Quite cool.
<3
I love girl bonding sessions.
Like last night.
I had one with my sister, Tania.
I love talking and laughing with her.
Cause we can make (or well, SHE can make ME) laugh like shitass hard.
We rarely have one, cause she sleeps early and i sleep super late (nothing to be proud of).
So i really treasure ours.
cheh, answer so celebrity like.

Hahahaha

BROOKE WHITE IS OUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, YEAH BABY.
Next is Syesha then the top 3 are my boys.
Hahahahahahaha
I really hope David Cook wins.
Or Archuleta.
Or Castro.
Heh -_-"

Anyway.
My diagnostic is next Tuesday and i'm shit nervous.
I've improved in my last intervensi from the first intervensi but not good enough.
Near A's.
BLOODY SHIT.
Haha
So, i want to atleast target 5 A's.
Slowly work my way up.
Right ? :/

KAREN ! I wanna talk. Lama lah we haven't borak. We're getting so busy (ok, maybe not) but i've been studying and school's are getting on my nerve.

I've already planned what to do AFTER pmr.
My post PMR plan.
TRIPLE P
hahaha

1) I want to shop. Splurge on a something.
2) SLEEPOVER WITH MY GIRLS. Including Rach and all. You guys should come to my house weiiiiii. <3 I have a big screen tv so we can watch our favourite movies and we can cook or bake our own food. And and, we can play in the garden. Hahahahaha. So jakun.
3) Get dolled up for my FIRST occasion after PMR. Maybe a dinner or what shit.
4) Go out for lunch with people.
5) Go bowling.

I have so much more in mind but nothing interesting.
Neh, we'll figure something out.

Loves,