HAPPY DEEPAVALI !

Happy Deepavali to fellow Indian friends !

So ok, today.
Woke up at 12.30, said my goodbye's to the grandparents, cousin and aunts as they left for home in Penang.
Didn't do anything up to 5.30 when i got dressed for Kaveetha's Deepavali celebration.
She pressured for traditional so I put on my red kebaya.
-_-
Out of the many who attended, only Kaveetha, Rachael, Nikki, Aidit and myself wore traditional clothes.
And from the 5, everyone except for Nikki wore red ! Awesome coincidence.

Pictures for pleasure !

Chasing you chasing her,

Watched Gossip Girl last night
I swear, it is getting better by the second.

Current needs as of late ;

1) A good book to occupy my spare time at home
2) A trip to Pavillion
3) Splurge on something real expensive
4) Bandung
5) Jonas Brother's album

I'm off to an open house, blog later ?

Ta

It takes one to know one,

I feel like pouring my heart out. I shall do that.

Too often, I sniff the dust before I could set my eyes on the roses on the table.
Too often, I make way for other people before I even consider myself.
Too often, the object of my affections are no where near my grasp.
Too often, I pretend everythings alright when it's no where close.
Too often, I squirm at the possible sight of letting anyone down.
Too often, I hear people talking about me and I pretend I don't.
Too often, I shoot for the stars and get disappointed terribly.
Too often, I care what other people have to say about me.
Too often, I chase over something I know I won't have.
Too often, I'm convinced karma isn't a big fan of me.
Too often, I let my nerves get the best of me.
Too often, people overlook my capabilities.
Too often, I try too hard and yes, I know it.
Too often, I am subjected as an air head.
Too often, people disregard my feelings.
Too often, I let my thoughts deceive me.
Too often, no one even notices my way.
Too often, my emotions get mixed up.
Too often, I don't even believe myself.
Too often, I'm disliked for being nice.
Too often, I get bullied emotionally.
Too often, I desire the impossible.
Too often, I daydream too much.
Too often, I get underestimated.
Too often, I trust people easily.
Too often, I get pushed away.
Too often, I let myself down.
Too often, I lie to be liked.
Too often, I get jealous.
Too often, I give up.
Too often, I lose.


Just had to let that out. Feels great. For once, I made myself happy.

Dah kenal dah cinta,

Keluar dengan Suraya hari ini. Sayang gila dia <3 Dahla comel, grr ! Hehe. Ok, jom bermula. (Saja nak berbahasa sebab Hafeez cakap saya terlalu biasa berbahas dalam Bahasa Inggeris. Tak tahu apa masalah dia. Takpelah)

Saya ke One Utama kerana sudah membuat temu janji dengan kawan karib saya, Nur Juliana Suraya. Walaupun terlambat 5 minit, kami sampai di panggung wayang tepat pada masanya kerana kita tidak perlu merana menonton iklan iklan yang tiada faedahnya, membosankan lagi membazir masa. Kita cukup teruja kerana High School Musical adalah antara 'guilty pleasures' kita walaupun malu mengakuinya. HEHE. Tanpa sebarang raguan, cerita tersebut memang antara cerita yang paling menarik yang ditayangkan pada tahun ini. Selepas menonton wayang tersebut, kita terserempak dengan rakan sebaya seperti Hafeez, Hafiz, Hanif, Haris, Anis, Sanju, Hanan dan Rashid (try saying the first 5 lads fast). Mula mula, kita sepatutnya makan di Chillies tetapi tidak jadi, entah mengapa. Jadi kita makan di Burger King dan saya memberi sumbangan kerana saya berasa murah hati tiba tiba. Banyak gelak tawa kedengaran kerana 8 jejaka yang banyak membuat lawak. Kita juga terserempak dengan Ila (me love), Izzati, Yasmin, Amy, Arina, Fatin, Hakim Shah Redza, Amirul, Dydy, dan Ashley. Suasana menjadi sungguh kecoh dengan gelagat mereka yang kelakar.

(This is taking me an awfully long time maaaaaan, i actually had to asked my Mum for some help in translating English words to Malay -_- The irony of it huh, what with my Mum being an English teacher)

Suraya terpaksa meninggalkan saya kerana teman lelakinya sudah sampai dan saya pun meneruskan agenda (?) saya dan mengikut para lelaki ke uBowl. Sepatutnya, kita menonton Eagle Eye tetapi kerana masa tidak mengizinkan, kita memilih untuk bermain foosball dan pool. Saya telah sedar betapa teruknya saya dalam permainan foos apabila bermain dengan lelaki ): Saya memerlukan Najihah (HAHAHA). Selepas beberapa pusingan dimana saya dikalahkan teruk (taklah teruk mana kerana adanya Hafiz yang banyak menolong), kita memilih untuk bermain pool. Saya LANGSUNG tidak tahu cara bermain dan walaupun dengan pertolongan kawan, saya diharamkan bermain kerana cara saya bermain menjatuhkan maruah. Pertama kali bermain, buktinya betapa babi saya bermain pool. Langsung tak kena bola putih itu. Saya gelak sampai sakit perut dan lama-kelamaan, kawan kawan saya pun ikut gelak ketawa kuat. Memang sayang tak terhingga (';

Dalam pertengahan permainan, ada lelaki (yang bodoh macam sial, dahlah botak, pendek, indon bangang) yang mengajak saya bermain dengan dia dan kawan (yang sama bodoh) kawannya, saya mula takut dah kawan kawan saya yang bersifat baik hati dan bersimpati, berkata bahawa mereka ingin keluar dari tempat itu kerana MEREKA TELAH PUN BERJANJI DENGAN SURAYA YANG MEREKA AKAN MENJAGA SAYA. Selepas sahaja meninggalkan tempat itu, mereka dengan selambanya (haha, mampuslah) mencarut kerana mereka pun telah diancam oleh lelaki yang tidak bermoral sebentar tadi. Hafeez, terutamanya. Tidak habis habis mengutuk. Bak kata Hafiz, 'Lek ah. Nadia ni pun yang dia ajak main pun chilling dah, kau ni over ah. Dia tak cakap apa pun kat kau'
Hahaha, alahai, baiknya.

Kami berjalan tanpa arah tujuan. Saya melihat Lish (Shh yeah). Hehe. Kita pun duduk di bangku yang sedia ada, dan merancang ke mana lagi kita patut pergi. Anis mencadangkan kita ke tempat Halloween yang ada di Second Wing. Apabila di situ, Hafeez, Anis dan saya membeli gula gula di Famous Amos (!) dan dengan suka hati memakannya. (HAHA, language hancur).

Saya memanggil ibu untuk mengambil saya di Polo Ralph Lauren dan saya mengheret mereka berempat untuk menemani saya.
Ibu sampai dan saya pulang.

HAHAHA, what the f. I suck in BM. Anyway, thanks a mil to Hafeez Hafiz Anis and Rashid (though i don't know you that well) for accompanying me throughout. <3

Overall, a good day. A very, Very, VERY good day. Enjoyed myself.

Love you Suraya sweetie <3
Keluar lagi okay ? Kisses.

Loves,

Somewhere a clock is ticking

ALEXANDER WANG

I went to school today. Admittedly, I have missed it a lot. I miss learning, as ridiculous as that may sound. We returned our borrowed text books courtesy of the Ministry (thank you :D) and that was about it. That was the whole agenda. Time passed sooooooo slow. Luckily, Ila bought her Uno cards and we played Speed (I'm getting so rusty) and it went on the whole day. I lost multiple times. I SWEAR I HAVE TO PLAY STANDING UP. They played while sitting on their ass. I can't do that. AAAAANYWAY

Twas fun, nonetheless. Talked with Rachael (Looi? We never know), Kaveetha, Nikster, Ashley and Aidit concerning a reaaaaaally interesting subject that I now, taken a huge interest in (hahahahahahahaha).

Going back, Syakir bought me an ice cream which was long overdue (KAMAR, mana belanja?) and either Haniesha or Audrey sprayed water and i went home with a wet back, hahahaha
Embarassing ;O

Til then,

Loves,

I'm wide awake, It's morning.

I SAW THIS NICE MARC BY MARC J BAG.
SEE? NOW, I WANT 8A'S.

FOR THE TIME BEING, KARAOKE CEPAT CEPAT

They're them,

Najib cracks me up and Shira is the best ever.

Loves,

P/S; Hi Suraya ! I know you read my blog xoxo

Najihot

Najihah, i lap you <33333333
Kissy Kissy muah muah
Berf*** lagi tau <33
Hehehehehehehehehohohohoho

Loves,

Hip Hip Hooray

PMR HAS FINALLY COME TO AN END
After Geo finished, you could tell that everyone in the hall was relieved (including the external teachers who have been nothing but nice) that it was over.
PMR was everything everyone could really occupy us this year so now that it's done, we're free.
<3333333333
I'm happy like helll that it's over


So after school, I went back home (ecstatic nonetheless), and changed and out out the door I went.
Stepping foot in OU was different now that I can't be guilty for not studying. HEHE
So, rounded OU while waiting for the girls. Met alot of students, still in uniform (obviously couldn't wait to spend time out).
Those friends of mine didn't even tell me that they've arrived and were in the salon, -_- jahat gila.
I'm alone in One Utama, WAITING for them and yet, tak cakap pun dah sampai.
So i went to shop alone first. Bought a cardi from Zara. And THEN, Ila called to meet up. Heh. Showing some courtesy is always nice, y'knw.
But then, everything was good though things were strange at first. I was still upset but i didn't want to ruin my first day out.
We went to the second wing and Ila brought me to the Apple shop and showed the new iPod Nano Chromatic <3
It's love, basically. IT COMES IN PURPLE AND HAS VIDEO STORAGE, raddd. 600 bucks is worth it, honestly.
But i still love my iPod Vid though. );
Met up at that place near the escalator (extremely hot). Met alot of people, so basically i was shouting my Hello's and exchanged hugs with some.
And waited for people.
Met Wan (!), cause she was with Hafeez. Such a nice girl.
Got bored and decided to continue shopping. Ila and I tried on that beret in Topshop and i loved it. Not saying it looks good on me. Then we went to F21 to check the hats there. Bought 2 hairbands (I know, hairbands? But one was really pretty with feathers and a net hehe) and a pair of heart shaped shades.
Went to Zara and i bought a pair of flats (ala, duit raya hokay) cause my current sandals are rotten.
Ila found it so am eternally grateful to her cause if it were me, i could never never find one. I'm a fussy pot when it comes to shoes (expains why i don't have much) and i overlook everything. My attention span stretches to a measly minute when it comes to shopping. I just give one look and sometimes don't even bother to flick through.
AAAAAAAnyway
Browsed more shops and all in all, had a great time laughing with Ila.
We coudn't stand it so we went up to Topshop and got the beret, however ridiculous it may look.
Hehe
Went up to that place-by-the-GSC-escalator-totally-forgot-the-name-of-the-bistro and met Dina and Suraya.
Got hungry and settled for Waffle World.
Had fun and met quite a few kids.
Us '93s can't wait, i suppose :D
Went up and played some foosball ( i know, laugh all you want ).
Ila & Me VS Najihah & Wan
Najihah and Wan won most of it.
Hahaha
But was a surprise fun, really.
Then by 440, went in the cinema for Kami
At first, it was so empty we could jump from one row to another but then the crowd started to come 15 minutes later.
The movie was okay, a very sad ending, i actually cried -_-

Mum told me that there was a massive jam outside OU, and told me to stay put but some of my other friends told me they were going to be in Curve by then so wanted to go and say Hi
Followed Najihah back. Went out to Curve after prayers. Met up with them in Tony Roma's after saying RedBox tak jadi.
So Najihah and I went to eat at La Gourmet.
After done eating, we went up to play some foosball. Hehehehehehehehehehehe bodoh
Had major stomach pains due to laughing
Bila dah menang, buat ah muka seposen bajet poyo.
HAHA
Whilst playing, mum said they're JUST leaving for dinner so i followed Najihah back home.
She insisted i sleepover so i asked my dad and he surprisingly allowed.
Usually, he's abit uptight about sleeping over at a friends place.
Mum says he's in a generous mode as of late.
(Note : TAKE TOTAL ADVANTAGE (!)

Was funnnnn. Took alot of pictures with her webcam
I never slept over a friends house, you see.
All in all, what a way to celebrate the end of pmr, eh?

Let's see what tomorrow has in store

Loves,

Buy cape. Wear cape. Fly.

GRR !@%^&*()

DAY ONE : BM and Agama was alright. Was surprised Latar came out though. Was expecting something else. Thank God I still remembered my Form 3 komsas and they didn't ask form Form 2 or worse, Form 1 (!). I would have failed miserably. Agama was alright. Alot of common sense though. I read everything that was expected to come out (and it did) so i was pretty ok with it. Not saying it was easy, tau.

DAY TWO : English was easy. I ended up drawing flowers after the thirtieth minute for Paper 1. Paper 2 was ok. Though my summary was kind of off. SCIENCE WAS SO HARD ))))))'; I did alot of careless mistakes (i didn't check my answers, i HAD to. After Paper 1, i had to study for Paper 2 and ofcourse, you'd have to read your science for that right? So i did, came across alot of mistakes. Shit) BUT PAPER 2 WAS SO HARD, I KID YOU NOT!!!! Ughhhhh babi bodoh bangang. MOTHER FATHER BROTHER SISTER &@!*@!? The ones that i studied like crap didn't come out -_______________________- and the ones that i DID NOT study, came out -____________________________________-
What the fish?

DAY THREE : Maths was easy. Paper 2 was tougher than Paper 1 but all was good. I felt like it made up for my science misery ): Sejarah however, brought my spirit down yet again. Especially with people around you who feel like they HAVE to make you feel stupid. Discussing answers and what not. I don't understand why people do that. Grr. Mum didn't help at all. She told me i did a mistake and i cried. I had enough of that in school, I don't need her out of all people to tell me again. I studied alot for sejarah and the feeling that you may not get an A hurts the most. I'm really down.

DAY FOUR : I never took KH as a liking of mine. I couldn't find it's sole purpose (ok, maybe just for general knowledge) so i didn't really pay attention to it. But i managed. Some questions were tricky especially the accounts part but all's good. I just hope i get an A.

DAY FIVE : Too much excitement to really focus on Geo. Anyway, let's cut to the chase. Only recently, have i taken up an interest in Geography. It's addictive, if you may. The only sucky thing about it is all the places you have to remember. Especially for the Form 3 syllables. Grr. But Form 1 was a surprise pleasure <3 Fingers crossed for an A. I'd have to say that I spent the most time studying for Geo and History, so honestly, i'd be really upset if all that time studying will just result into a lousy B. :/ Hoping for the best

With love,

Ni Boleh?

Grr, damn you Asyraf hahaha

I'm supposed to study for hmm, i don't know, pmr maybe (?), so but during recess, told me endless questions of "Ni Boleh?"

MeAsyraf

Ni boleh?
Er, boleh?
Ni boleh?
-.- Boleh.
Ni boleh?
BOLEH
Mana bolehhhhhhhhhhhhhh

What the f?
Hahahahaha, geram tak tentu pasal.
Then Ashraf and Luqman came -_-
Made matters worse

Okay gotta go study AGAMA bye ta~

3 days (!)

Sha's right. I miss form 3 already ):
It's technically, the last day for us. The next time we'll be in school, we'll be sitting for pmr. And after that, most of us won't be coming to school so i won't be seeing most of em. But we'll try to decide a day where all of us will attend and we'll play games! Haha. Time goes by so fast, hm? It felt like yesterday that we didn't bother to study that last bit of history because pmr was 160 days away. I TAKE IT BACK. 3 more days. 3 more days. 3 more days. 3 more days.

I'm giddy/nervous/excited
Glad it's coming to an end.
And
Sad it's coming to an end.

Loves,

Eid Mubarak

A quickie.

I'm in my mum's old room back here in Penang.
I'm still in my pink kebaya and make up (yes, i wear make up on this lovely day HAHA) and we just finished playing Silent Killer.
Before that, was the usual chaos made by the 10 grandchildren (heck, as well as the adults) busy lining up for much anticipated duit raya.
So as the eldest, ill be right at the back, laughing.
Food was delicious, nonetheless.
Last night was texting frenzy.
I texted (I hope) to everyone. My phone went on berserk mode and took the longest time to send out my text message and i wasn't sure if anyone got it. So i texted once more only to receive by fellow friends, 'Sayang, dah dapat dah la'
-_-

Anyway.
I'll be coming back on Friday (3rd day of Raya). Anyone has an open house, ring me! Haha
Not like i'm able to go with PMR (!) around the corner.
So, wish me all the best, mannn. I'm going to need it hell lot.
But for the time being, let Raya do it's thing and let me enjoy it, hm?

With love,
Nadia

P/S : I'm not going to be online as much now. See you after the 17th (which is definite seeing how the 93's all over will be out by then, so we'll bound to meet, hm?) babyyy. Ciao bella

Cab!

My 2 day seminar has come to an end
Was fun while it lasted

First day
Came at 830 or so and there was this long queue for DU. Met Erina, it has been awhile since i've seen her. <3
Registered and went in. Truthfully, i was quite intimidated cause there was so many people. Sat somewhere in the middle with Ila and the gang. Met Kyrina and Juju and there were some familiar faces. We had (not according to order) Maths, BM, Science, Geography and Agama
BM was the best because the teacher was good and incredibly funny. Learned alot, got alot, met alot.
After agama was done, we (Suraya, Juju and Kyrina and I) walked to (atleast attempted to) find a cab.
Took some time, hokay. And seeing this is my first time in a cab with friends, i was quite doubtful but after some reassurance, i was ok (HAHA). FINALLY got one after many many failed attempts. Was hilarious how we crossed the roads to find a goddamned cab. Ada yang lalu, langsung tak stop, dahla takde passengers. Malas. Heh.
Went to OU, first stop was Kluang Station (Kyrina's suggestion) but was full. Met Najihah and her parents and her little sister (!) and then we went to Ms Read, met Lydiya (lama tak jumpo). Notified ze parents who were also dining there, that i was having dinner with the friends and i was off. Nando's for abit, only to be let down with the number of people already on their asses and some still in the hope of getting a place. Wasted no time, and went to check out Carls Jr but the same disappointing result. Dying of thirst, headed to that bun shop nearby and bought mango juice (Awesomness, had real mango chunks haha, nampak sgt tak pernah beli). Delifrance was full so as a last resort, and as a last resort, went to buy some McShakers from McD and sat down to fill our poor empty stomachs (hahahaha).
Finally the berbuka puasa crowd simmered, we went to Delifrance, met Juju's beau and ordered mushroom soup.
Only that, i was already full. Met Syakir and the rest of his clan (Hi Sha!)
Went back after that cause of the parents.
Woke up at 8 the next morning (which was bad cause i planned to BE at KBU by 8).
At first, sat with the same gang but due to the lack of seats, moved back and sat with Kyrina and Juju.
Again, the seminar was good and worth my 150 bucks.
And the eye candy provided <33333 Hahahahahhaahahahahahahahaha
Seriously, though

Mum fetched and we went to the Curve for berbuka puasa.
Got myself a W magazine to occupy my time while waiting to break fast.
Had nasi lemak, was full, came back, exhausted, and i'm off to bed.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, lovers, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

and all the freakin' best to my fellow '93s.

Loves,

Loves,

I miss Aina, just this best friend of mine for 7 years.
We're the total opposites, me and her.
We don't have a lot in common, like how i like Paris Fashion Week and she likes Scary Movie 4 (!) but that's what i like about her.
She's not like my 'other' friends, yknw
She is funny and real (unlike my other friends who, like me, talk about sales and boys) and she makes me feel good about myself. I don't have to worry about what i wear or how i look when i'm with her. I don't have to care, really.
She makes me laugh til my tummy aches (very rare) and my eyes get teary.
We have stories to tell and secrets to share and we don't have to cover it up, cause we're so open to each other. (Well, the fact that we're in different schools helps.)
She's someone who you can talk to despite the fact that you only know her 10 seconds ago. I'm so envious of her for that. She has kabillions of friends and makes it so effortless to make new ones. I was a real shy girl when i first went to SKBSD2, and she was one of the first ones to come up and say HI (Shira was there too, i still remember looking back and she'd smile, haha). After 4 years together (she went of to boarding school at 13), i've become someone better. I know that sounds so Oprah Winfrey but really, i became friendlier and more outgoing (still working on it but atleast i'm trying) and i grew more and more independent, like Aina. She doesn't realise it but she's helped so much more than teaching me to play Speed (which she never fails to win. Damn you), she taught me to mix around with people more and be independent. Though my mum would love to take that credit, it's all Aina, i'm afraid. She's great, there's no way i can thank her enough (maybe belanja makan, but still!).


P/S: Not that my friends now aren't great but Aina's still number one. <3

Paris Is Screaming

I was at Topshop, MidValley just now and there was this song blasting over the speakers which i really loved.
I should have asked what was the title of the song by and the singer/band.
It had something to do with Paris

THE ONLY LINE I KNOW IS
'Paris is screaming'

That's it.
How the hell am i supposed to find the song which i only know a friggin' line to on this bloody internet?

Anyone, help?

Loves,

Sartorialist

Tagged By Nisha

Job
As a student, there's nothing much other than laugh crap with your friends in class. Also, with the occasional learning.

Best sartorial advice from my parents.
My dad's favourite colour is black and most of his outfits are in plain hues but to me, his dressing, though simple, is very sophisticated and my siblings and I grew up appreciating black which therefore explains my very plain dressing. In black.

Style icon.
Magherita Missoni for her glamorous style and clever prints. Rachel Bilson for her effortless laidback wear

Describe your personal style.
I'm a minimalist in sense of dressing so i'm working on being more free spirited and open to colours.

I build my daily look around..
It all comes down to comfort so yeah.

Personal style quirk..
Simple put-together pieces, almost preppy, if you will

Fav designers.
Erin Fetherston, Alexander Wang, Jill Stuart, Luella Bartley, Marchesa, Marc J and newcomer Koi Suwannagate

Most cherished items..
Prada bag

I feel best wearing..
My favourite jeans

The first thing I look at at another Sartorialist's outfit..
Bags and shoes

I always break this fashion rule.
Hmm. I'm too plain?

Never caught wearing?
Anything Iekeliene wears haha

Most underrated item in menswear/womenswear?
Like what Nisha said, mens shirt are a real fashion statement if worn right

Dress to impress who?
Myself and I

Shine your own shoes?
Nehhhhh

Favorite stores?
Topshop Zara and Telawi's

Your next “must have” purchase?
A NEW PAIR OF HEELS

I only buy __________ in Europe
Bags and vintage jewelery pieces. Especially at all those pretty flea markets. Sighhhh

I skimp when buying …
Underwear hehehehehe

I splurge on…..
Jeans Tops Bags Shoes

Favorite item of clothing.
My black camisole from Marks & Spencer. I have like 5 of it. I wear it with everything!

Guilty pleasure.
Buying unnecessary things

Cologne, skincare?
For skincare, i use this salt thing of a substance with oil (i think) and i dab it on my face. It really helped clearing the acne (well, some of it anyway) though

Most stylish city (Milan, Paris, London, New York, other)
Paris

When I was high school I wore?
I am in high school. When i was just a little girl ( hahahaha ), i was all about Barbie and Lasenza Girl hahaha.

Sports?
I like swimming but i do it so rarely now

Favorite fashion magazine?
Vogue, TeenVogue, Nylon

Favorite vacation spot?
Anywhere in Europe, just campak me there and i'll have a good time

Favorite neighborhood restaurant?
Groupbase hoho

I would like to tag:
Sha ! Haha

Check Check

Wishlist (which for your information i used to make a million a day when i was a kid, hehe)

1 . A long sleeved black and white checkered top (which i was so near to buying one from Topshop but i ran out of cash and i came back 2 days later to only be disappointed THAT SOMEONE ELSE GOT IT FIRST)

2 . New pair of black heels for Eid.

3 . A pair of delicious looking flats because mine's so boring

4 . Black jeans. I've always wanted flare jeans, so maybe i'll give them a try

5 . That Luella GEEK bag, grr

That's all i got

HEH

Loves,

Reminiscing

I MISS THEM LIKE HELL HAHA

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
`Cause a true love never dies

"Say Goodbye", S Club

This song made me freakin' cry

So much for that

Grow up _____

Smile For Me

Pressure's building up everyday.
Time's going by so fast.
I'm so alone in my huge circle of friends. Oh, the paradoxity of it all.
Maybe it's just me.
I'm drifting apart.
Someone, please, pull me back.

Loves,

For Just A Little Bit,

A smile, a wink, and the land is ours

I missed blogging but Sejarah's up my ass this past (and upcoming) weeks so i'm pretty caught up at the moment.
PMR's coming so excuse the lack of updates.
For 93's, all the best fitting every bit of information of History Geography Science Agama BM Lit English Lit Kemahiran Hidup in that head of yours. I'm trying so hard right now, it's depressing

Loves,

let's be us,

How's the fasting month treating you?


Loves,
p/s ; sorry but i have nothing to blog about

Sacre Bleur !

Who would have thought?

Different Like Coco,

So, my parents just came back from Mekah/Madinah/Jeddah.

They bought me something i really like <3
Really really really really really like <3

I don't know why but i'm just gonna go ahead and tell you my study plan.
PMR as we know it, is on October 13th (?). And that's not much time for us.
I've been studying History alot since i'm really not confident in that field. I'm currently in Form 2, Chapter 5 i think.
Geography, for me, form 1 and 2 are alright, i just have to study form 3 chapters really well cause it requires alot of memorizing places (which i'm horrible at). So after sejarah, geo is it.
AND KH! OHMYGOD, I SUCK AT KH. Seriously though, it suckssssss. Especially all that simpan kira's, come onnnnn, we already have to suffer all that in Mathematics, do we really need to go through it again in KH ?!
Agama, oh my, Agama. They're 93 chapters to study. Is it possible? No where near.
BM, i gotta buck up. I have to sit down and read my tatabahasa and komsas starting nowwwwww.
Math is no joke. I hate it.

The fasting month is starting on Monday and well, that just means more studying, hm ?
Oh, the joy in it all.
This better be worth it.

Loves,

exhausted

I'm crazily exhausted.
i admit defeat

went to school studied sejarah slept while studying sejarah got up to a headache got science marks went back home ate watched tv bathed slept woke up ate slept again woke up and here

bye see you ciao

Queens

GOLD MEDALLIST, Evgeniya Kanaeva !

BRONZE MEDALLIST, Ganna Bezsonova (though i did recall an Anna Bessonova. Nickname maybe?) She's a crowd favourite, as well as mine <3


And Spain's Almudena Cid ( I love her cause she's so alive on the floor. And also the fact she kissed the floor after her final rotation which i thought was cute )


Anyway, on a bitter note, happy schooling everyone

Loves,

kanaeva!

Evgenia Kanaeva rocks, she's pretty too.
Don't even start on how flexible the girl is.
She can reach parts of her body that for us, REAL NORMAL human beings find impossible to do.
Also a personal favourite is Anna Bessanova. She's fantastic and i though the judges were a bit hard on her. I mean, really? Her marks were low 17's and i thought she deserved 18 and above. Pulled some crowd pleaser's which i thought was very smart. And what a beautiful smile eh ?

And that Cid girl was really cool. I liked her because of how charismatic she is on the floor.

And that Israeli (who i forgot her name, darn). SHE'S SO PRETTY, GRRRRR

I'll update when i know all of em.

Loves,

pretentious, moi?

It's bad enough that i want to travel really bad (but can't), did Marc J had to create this stunner?
Now, i really really really really want to go on a holiday.

save it for later,

DID YOU KNOW?

1) Missoni is opening up it's own chain of hotels starting next year
2) There will be a story directed by Anna Fontaine about Coco Chanel, life before the whole Chanel thing came on ? Gabrielle Chanel will be played by Audrey Tautou (who is also the new face of Chanel No.5)

That's all i got for today, haha.

I studied sejarah today and well, it didn't go so well. AND i haven't finished Cikgu Yu's work.

Spell 'dead meat'.

fashion first, lunch later

YOU KNOW WHAT I WANT BESIDES PMR TO FINISH REAL QUICK ?



1 ) I want that Chanel bag, it's absolutely fantastic. Something about it just catches my attention. I mean, it's so different from the usual Chanel bags everyone else on this planet carries, the same ol' same ol'. This is divine and mine (!) Now, if only i could find a way to get 10K fast. I'm betting it's no less that 3000 bucks.

Moving On




1 ) Zara has successfully taken over Gap as the World's Largest Clothing Retailer. Not so surprising, to be honest. Zara compared to Gap is more up to date, trend-wise. Also, Zara is more independent in a way. They've refrained from collaborating with celebrities or mainstream designers unlike Gap who recently had an exclusive collection featuring designers like 3.1 Phillip Lim and OH SHIT, i forgot (Peter Som keeps coming in mind but i'm not really sure).

2 ) Also, has US Vogue lost it's touch ? Apparently, the latest issue with Keira on the cover is a disastrous mess. With her really awful haircut (she looks like a man) and her questionable top (what the hell is THAT?!), this could be the worst cover yet. Oh No.

3 ) I HATE LOUIS VUITTON'S MONOGRAMOUFLAGE COLLECTION (try saying that 10 times fast).

4 ) I love Alexander Wang and his muse, Erin Wasson. CAN'T THEY HAVE A STORE HERE IN MALAYSIA SO THAT I CAN LUST THEIR COLLECTION FROM AFAR ?!

5 ) Oh, and have you seen Katie Holmes' latest fashion trend ? The roll-up. Katie, i love you, really I do but that roll up looks well, er.. weird. But it's Katie and there's nothing she can't pull off. BUT FOR THE REST OF YOU ! Be careful.



6 ) I'll let you be the judge of this.

Loves,

OH LOUBOUTIN !

Ever heard of a Louboutin mani ? I haven't. This is freakin' sick (no, not sick as in gag gag, sick as in wicked) Never thought of this. Never thought it's actually possible to paint the inside of your nails. The people over at Grazie are genius.

white lies (i think)

It's this bad habit I have.
I'm very good at it after what, millions of practice ?

I've been using it to get myself out of trouble.
It has worked but the aftermath just kills me, yknw.
The cover up, see, now, THAT is crazy work.
The scary part is that i'm getting good at it.

OH and the amount of secrets i have encrypted in my brain is just unbelievable.
Unspeakable, even
( Ok, taklah sampai cam tu, tapi nak dekat )

plastics,

Lawa kan ? I hate Vanessa so much because of how pretty she looks in every outfit she wears (except for her er, revealing 'debut' on the Internet). Anyway. I'm so bored. I studied Sejarah but got bored so here I am while waiting for my pizza to arrive. Nothing much happened today. I haven't gone out with friends at all. Unless you count me going to Fatimah's to study which didn't quite last long becaue we were talking too much and decided to watch 21, which is a good movie by the way. Jim Sturgess is <3 Sexy guy of mine hahahaha. I haven't been studying either. WHAT A PROGRESSIVE HOLIDAY

I miss school. I don't, however miss waking up so early. Such a bliss, waking up at 11 without any interruptions. Ahhhh.

Went to Telawi yesterday. Bought some things. Though my favourite buy is this headband from Baci hahaha. Wanted to buy some high waisted skirts, tapi takde yang lawa sgt. Heh
OK LEPAS PMR, NAK PERGI PAVILLION

OH, The Hills are finally showing a new seasooooooon (!) Yeayaaaa. It's a guilty pleasure but basically i tune in because of Whitney, hahaha, ntah kenapa suka dia haha. Yang Speidi tu bleh bla tak kisah sangat hardeharhar

Lama tak berlibrary la. Seriously i gotta buck up. I keep thinking to go out with my friends but i feel so guilty doing so. -_-" Then i assure myself by saying, "LEPAS PMR, KAU NAK KELUAR BERAPA JUTA KALI PUN BOLEH."
HA HA HA

Bapak bosan tak tahu nak cakap apa. Ughhhhh.

BESTFRIENDS are the kind of people who have only seen you cry when you're laughing so hard.
Mana dorang ?

Loves,

Saja saja

Rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Mama Papa yang berada di Umrah
Rindu Aina yang akan pulang ke asrama Rabu ini kerana ada kelas tambahan (!)
Rindu kecoh kecoh di sekolah
Rindu 3 Edison dan guru gurunya
Rindu belajar di perpustakaan

Rindu orang ah

Loves,

START SCREAMING (!)

Not a fan of The Jonas Brothers but i gotta admit this is such a cute picture of them, i actually squealed (!)

are are are are you

I'm listening to Damaged -_-"

Anyway, Hello.
Today was boring.
Managed to finish Brothers & Sisters <3333333
I'm a big fan of TV shows and B&S has successfully climbed it's way to my list of Favourite Tv Shows as shown

1. Grey's Anatomy
2. Gossip Girl
3. Bones
4. 24
5. Lipstick Jungle
6. Cashmere Mafia
7. Brothers And Sisters
8. Friends

They're not according to order though.
Because that'll be impossible, really. I love them alllllllllllll

Mum and Dad have safely arrived in Jeddah.
I miss them already.

Loves,

who wants to

learn French with me ?

I'm dying to learn french.
Though, i'll start next year.
(:

OHMYGOD I'M SO BORED, THIS IS MY 2ND POST IN THE LAST 5 HOURS -______-
Hmm what shall i talk about

NO ONE ANSWERS THEIR FREAKING PHONE

Haha, had to let that out.
I called everyone on the planet.
No one answered. I'm bored, people.

I can't study. I tried, but i caaaaaaaaan't.
OH

I miss Guitar Hero la. Lama tak main. I'm good. Ok, not that good. I'm only at medium. I tried hard, i just can't seem to tekan the orange button hahaha ( I play the guitar unlike you remote-playing-people-who-finds-guitar-hero-so-easy-cause-all-you-got-to-do-is-just-tekan-tekan-and-dapat-high-scores, tak fair betul hahaha )

I miss Coke. Lama tak minum.
Haha, random.

AND I NEED NEW FREAKIN' SHOES. MY SHOES ARE SO LAME, IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. AND I NEED A NEW BAG, A BLACK ONE (wow, surprising)
AND I NEED NEW JEANS (i want to try faded colours like washed pink)

Loves,

holy macaroni,

I miss my friends
I miss holidays -_-'

Though the holidays have started, doesn't really feel like it.
;/
I'm going to Fatimah's house this Monday to study.
Then to the library most of the week.
Some 'holiday' hm ?
I want to get a manicure. And do something bold with my nails, muahaha.
Ok, maybe just stick with the usual dark purple.
Or black..


.. ok, maybe no.

OK, i'm bored. Have no mood to sit my ass down and study. I'm too tired for that.
I went to OU yesterday with my parents and sister.
It's been quite a while, you know.
I missssssssss one utamaaaaaaaa
Mum and Dad are going for Umrah tomorrow morning for 2 weeks so my grandparents are here to well, (shit, what's that word again?) take care of us.
Anyway, bought some stuffs at Topshop and Zara, rindu sangat hahahaha.
Ate dinner at Ms Read.
And after buying their luggage and necessities, we went home.

Today, woke up at 11.50 (haha, well done) because i stayed up the night before watching Brothers And Sisters, i swear it's getting good. I love Justin <333 Hahaha
Anyway, my grandparents arrived and we were off to lunch at Hilt.
Wasn't in the mood to really eat.
Heh.

I'm here now.
Pissed and moody and tired.
I need to sleep but i can't.
I WANT TO WATCH MY DVD !!!!!!
But i can't cause it's so goddamned jammed.
*&!$#+?

It seems like i'm saying this in almost every post but

I miss my friends.

I miss Aina, Shira, Kyrina, Emina, Fatimah, Amal, Illi, and the whole Sri D clan.
LAMA GILA BABI TAK CAKAP DESPITE THE FACT THAT RUMAH BOLEH JALAN JE, HAHA.

I miss Rachael too ):
We should grab a bite with the others and talkkkkk ok ok ok ?

This time around, holidays are bitter.

Loves,
I'm so emo. Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha ok dah

don't claim to know much,

Most random time : 5:32 am


I woke up for sahur. It's been the 4th day in a row, that' i've been fasting this week.
Waking up is torture but i'm pretty proud of myself that so far, it's been good.
2 more days to go
( GREAT, i ate chili and i just rubbed my eye with my hand, so now it's hurting like shit, and i'm typing this with one eye close. BIJAKSANA -_- )

I'm going to make this quick cause i want to study.
So,
Trials are done, though, i am anything BUT relieved.
This just means PMR is on it's way.
And i'm dead scared. What if i come out the hall feeling sick ?
I'm seriously going to stay 10 feet away from everybody during PMR cause i do not want to hear the answers they've done (like what Najihah usually does, making me feel stupid every single time she gets a right answer and i got a wrong)

This coming holidays will be joyfully be spent at the library.
Maybe just one time out Telawi with Tania, but that's it, really.
I can't afford to waste time anymore
I have the whole 3 years worth of learning Malaysian history to fit in my brain in just 3 weeks. (cause i gotta have some time for other subjects, haha)
Ok,
I'm going to study my butt off now.

Nothing comes easy now.
Not that it has ever been


Loves,

MOOSE !

Ok, i know you guys have watched Step Up 2 like centuries ago and well, i know that because of the posts i used to read about the guys in the movie being hot.
I wanted to see what all the fuss was about but i never brought myself to actually WATCH it.

I finally did yesterday night, when i should have been doing maths for my trials. Smart move.

ANYWAY, STEP UP 2 WAS THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME (ok definitely not but for added drama, hahahaha) I MEAN, DANCE MOVES WERE BEYOND AMAZING.


MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE IS MY FAVOURITE CAUSE HE'S CUTE.
AND I LOVED THE FREAKIN FINALE, WAS FREAKIN' AWESOME, WHAT WITH THE WHOLE RAIN AND MY MAN, MOOSE, HAHAHAHA

<333333333333
I love ADAM SEVANI

woman of her own

This is what i have become. Minus the clothes. And legs. I have stubby legs.


Hey sweeties,

How are y'all doing ?
I miss blogging and i've resited the temptation to log in and rant about everything that's going in my life, but, the Form 3 History (Malayan Union and what not, which i actually find very interesting) seems to be calling everytime i sit my ass infront of the laptop. Hence, the absence of newer blog posts. And me.

Anywaaaaay

Today is the first day of our trials. Nerve wrecking like shit. Mainly because it's being held in the hall and well, the halls are very nerve wrecking. Something about it just gives you the creeps. Ok, maybe not the creeps, just the tiny spook of THE FACT THAT PMR IS JUST WEEKS AWAY (i wanted to say 'days' but that's not good for my shaken soul HAHA). I sit in the middle. I was right infront for the previous exams. 2nd from the front to be precise. Now that i'm in the middle, it's better. Why ? Because i won't be distracted by the teachers who do nothing but gossip and look up once in a while to see if i'm listening. I do. Well, a little bit. I can't seem to focus with them around. Sitting in the middle is like an equal distance from the teachers who are stationed back and front. Though i can't kick my friends chair for a little peek or anything (which i hardly do, by the way. did it once. or twice. i'm not telling), I like the middle section.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAnyhoo, (that little boy genius from My Wife And Kids who's in love with Kady, gets me everytime saying Anyhoo and doing that swiping motion over his head, too cute) today was bm. Aaah. My mother tongue.
BLOODY CRAP IT WAS FREAKIN' HARD. Not a fan. Question 3, 4 5 was hard. What's mencecap or what crap lah. But hey, on the upside (not exactly), my name was the first word for the first question in the exam, hohoho :D
Words and terms were confusing. It kills me to not know the words. KILLS

BM Paper 2 was as hard as the paper one. The karangan berpandu was a real pain in the butt.
We were all expecting jalan raya but instead, TOTAL opposite, and playgrounds were out. -__________________________________________-" I actually blurted, 'WHAT?!' when i opened that section.
Did my ringkasan first, and the questions. Didn't quite complete the questions at first because i was at loss for words. Literally. My brain went to take a break at the most inconvenient time and took it's own sweet time to make it's way back. DID NOT appreciate that.
So left it for a while and decided to do the karangan berpandu. Did like 2 perenggans, and left it cause i was wasting too much time thinking on how to get the isi's. So left THAT and went on to Bahagian D and did the whole thing since the isi that i practically drilled on to my brain was still fresh. So finished THAT. And did my bahagian C. None of them were easy. I finally settled on the cerita where i lied to my parents. Wrote about me going to a concert without their knowing (who i also included went to London and the friend i went with was Kyrina, sorry babe, you were the first in mind haha ). I had doubts but the rest were harder and there were some times when i felt like stopping and try another one but i thought "Gee, that's stupid, might as well get this thing over and done with" so i did.
I finished at 12.55.
I was so gelabah, cause i still had like 2 others to finish like the questions and the karangan berpandu. I wrote crap. At one point, wanted to actually WRITE 'CRAP' but didn't.
Finished.
Time was up.
After my paper was taken, talked a bit and realised that i didn't tie my bahagian D to the other essays so rushed to Cikgu Mas'aud.
Seriously, i'm dead for.

The only thing motivating me to get 8A's is the things Mama promised she'd get for me <3
Not going to brag cause well, that's not what i do. Hihi


OH


All the best to those who'll be sitting for trials !

Loves,

SURAYA !

SURAYA reads my blog
<33333333333
Hey baby !
hahahaha

I miss my friends

benciiiiiii

Benci semua orang

I don't know why, but i have a really really bad mood with everyone
EEEEEEE
benci benci benci benci
I have no mood for anyone. I look well, i don't on the inside, i really don't. Everything's crappy. Freakin' Trials is next week, babi babi babi
Freakin' not ready
Freakin' scared
If i don't get freakin' 8A's for trials (don't even speak of pmr with me, i'll slap your face, no shit), I seriously don't know what to do.
UGH

Benci kawan (sorry, i still love you guys, ni period 5 saat je)
Benci BM (sorry, Cikgu Yu)
Benci Sejarah
Benci geography
Benci MATHS (*?@#&@*&)
Benci PMR (TAHAP MAX NOT JOKING I'M FREAKIN' SERIOUS I WANT TO RUN AWAY TO NEVERLAND)
Benci kena left out
Benci kena maki
Benci kena kutuk (lagi lagi dengan kawan, sumpahhhhhhhhhhh, jadi bitch dah)
Benci diignore
Benci bila tengah sakit hati
Benci text messages
Benci layan phone
Benci THE FACT THAT I'M WASTING TIME BY SLEEPING
Benci tidur lambat pastu tak boleh bangun awal, pastu kat sekolah, mengantuk cam sial
Benciiiiiiiiiiii )':

Can everybody be nice to me ? No one has, lately. I'm sickkkkkkkkk of people and school.
I want to cry really bad. Takde siapa nak cry with )':
And no, tak nak dengan lelaki. Nak ngan a girl because i can relate more
Ada tak de ke kawan dah ?
Semua dah hilang je )';

Tak nak layan orang.

why so serious ?

Went out with Najihah and Aimi to catch Dark Knight

Did.

FREAKIN' AWESOME
Though scary and gory at some bits, but was quite entertaining.
One time, Najihah and I were talking and there was this scene yang terkejut gila babi, Najihah and I covered our eyes with our hands whilst facing each other and our heads knocked. We were like, 'Ouuuuuuuuuch' while laughing hahahahaha
It was a 2 and a half hour movie and i needed to pee really bad after drinking Coke.
So yeah.
Najihah and Aimi went separate ways and Mama was eating at some restaurant but Syakir all were downstair at TGIF so I went there.
I wasn't supposed to be having dinner along with them but ntah, in the end, makan je la.
Hahaha
Syakir said only Sha and Burhan will be there, so i agreed to stay.
Ordered Coke since i wasn't supposed to be long, haha.
Soon after, Ashraf and Shazwani came.
Ordered nachos, ate.
Laughed. Burhan's one funny guy.
Hahahaha :D

Mum came in (embarrassingly) and told me to be done in 10 minutes -_-"
Hahaha

Had a great time though.
Was quite awkward for me since i was the only Form 3 there, haha.
But enjoyed myself.

GREAT DAY <3

Loves,

Wished we had taken pictures, Najihah. Hahahahaha

NAJIB,

Najib reads my blog !
Haha

I nak kutuk dia tapiiiiiiiiii

i'm too nice for that
hahaha


He's My Style Friend

The only guy i've met who shares the same fashion interest with me
I mean, 3/4 if not ALL my girlfriends don't, which sucks, cause i have a million things to say about Prada and how Malaysian's have no style at all whatsoever
And he likes my mum
He even types '<3' when talking about her in msn

Najib's the bestttt

Loves,

asihdasidjkfs

I'M BORED, PEOPLE

Loves,

stay with me,

Hey lovers

Sorry for not updating.
I haven't been online that often.
Studies are a pain in the ass most of the time, if not all.
Besides, i have nothing to really blog about.

OH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAVEEEEEEEETHA.
<3
Join the club of being 15, haha.
God Bless You woman.
Thanks for everything !

And Interact's IU day is this Saturday. I'm excited

That's something to be excited about

come in closer, let me tell/bitch/gossip about something

Just finished our pp dinner.
Had a great time.
The Form Four's outdid themselves.
Everyone looked really pretty and really 60's.
Had a fantastic time dancing like a mad person.
And screaming and shrieking, awesoooome.
Hahaha
Oh, and i had to star jump whilst singing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.
Ha Ha Ha -_-'
We had dancing before that so i was really tired.
My star jumps were so lame, hahaha
Aishah randomly called names and i honestly didn't think i would be called.
'Nadia Zainudin' and i was like, 'Oh shit, holy crap' haha
Gave me a shock of my life, ok well, maybe not THAT big, just shocking la kan, hahahaha

Also, NIKKI DID SUCH A FABULOUS JOB. GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT PERFORMANCE WEIIIII
I AM SO GOING TO IU DAY, BECAUSE OF YOUUUUU
<3
HAHAHA
I haven't heard you perform on stage before so abit jakun, haahaha


Next year's our turn.
Should be interesting.

Loves,
Form 4's, thanks a million for the great time. Enjoyed myself <3 Kudos

ok, don't blame me for being emo, i'm having a bad day

Ever felt unappreciated ?
Ever done something WHICH you did totally sincere, and not a thank you ?
Ever done alot to that someone, and he/she will come up with the lamest excuse on earth not to repay your kind deed ?

I have.

IN primary, i was the girl who would carry people's lunch boxes and follow behind and do people's homework and contribute a lot to group porjects as if they were an individual project.
I'm always left out in conversations.
Do you have any idea how much it hurts to be left out ?

Bloody hell, seriously, everyone takes an advantage out of me.
I've never felt like i was appreciated.
(Ok, tahu emo, but kisah apa kan. Blog aku, mampus ah.)
You know how much effort i go through doing the things i've been told to do ?
No one does that for me.
It sucks.
No one does anything for me.
OK, tht's because i don't ask because i feel bad but that's besides the point.
I don't think anyone ever thinks of doing a pleasant surprise for me or a favour like i would do anytime of the day for them.
It's not fair.
Not fair not fair not fair not fair not fair not fair


I GO UNAPPRECIATED, AND IT'S GOTTEN TO A LEVEL WHERE I'M ALMOST NUMB TO THAT FEELING.


gila babi punya sakit hati sekarang, nak menangis. )':

i did not see that coming,

I didn't know Malaysia had independent vintage stores !

OHMYG

I didn't know the existence of Telawi Street in Bangsar !

OHMYG

I didn't know that they had Prada inspired tops and a Balenciaga inspired bag !

Ok
Sorry for being totally weird on this
I seriously didn't know we had all this.
I thought it was just the typical shops with y'knw, clothes ugly enough to make you gag (ok, harsh) but you get me.
Ala, i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go.

AND they're cheap !
BEtween the range of 50 til a hundred.
That's not bad.
All the more reasons to buy more clothes <3

Loves,

ok,

Intervensi 3 is crap.
Ok, maybe not crap.

Sejarah was the toughest.
It's like i've read them but couldn't remember.
And geo.
I stayed up til 3 studying those bloody banjaran's and how it's like in Gurun Thar -_-"
I didn't even touch (literally, i couldn't stay up one more second after reading sejara at 2.30) it so i couldn't remember some.
Though, i WAS happy that some of the questions were familliar.
Thank God i asked Grace about that elastic thingy a week before.
That's my first encounter with a question i've done before an exam so gila jakun lah hahaha.
Ok, tomorrow's Maths and Agama.
Maths, i've given up hope on.
Agama paper, Ustazah was such a saint to give us the topics (for the umpteenth time after refusing to, she loves us so).
So, yeah.
Shall scoot.

Did i just say that ?
Yes.


Loves,
p/s: If wondering, no, i still don't have any outfit to wear to the dinner. Was 60's ever an easy decade ? I mean, it probably took them hours to do their hair which probably contributes a whole lot to global warming (thanks Al Gore) and those platforms. HEH. Shall force (or hypnotize if you're evil) Mama to go out on Friday.

mi chiamo Nadia

I'm so not taking this intervention seriously.
I studied but didn't really register.
Honestly, blame it on the annual dinner, hahaha.
I love dinners cause it's another reason to get all dressed up.
<3
hahaha.

And also, i have this weird tingling feeling to..

..plan.
Like seriously, i'm thinking of planning everything.
It's weird.
I picture myself like the female version of Tutera.
Only, not gay.
He's fantastic, mind you. Just, loose the too-orange-of-a-fake-tan.
I'm thinking parties, dinners, soiree's, sleepovers, roadtrips, EVERYTHING.

But i can't, it's studying, hard core studying from now on.
Next year should be interesting..

*coughs*Sweet16th*coughs*

Loves,

$ <3

I need money.
I really need money.
I really really need money
I really really really need money.

Oh, sorry for not updating.
Haven't been in the mood for the couple days back.
I've been studying, not effectively, mind you.
Anyway.
I'll try my very best to recap.

THURSDAY [hardest to remember, so this may take a while]
I went to school thinking Najihah would go.
She didn't -.- mak nenek. Suraya and Dina too didn't go. Found out later Suraya got admitted for appendix operation. Poor girl. Dahla trauma masuk operation theater. Blame it on 'Awake' -__-" So yeah, only Sarah and Ila came. We sat in the centre (Najihah and Suraya's place) under the fan, which can be really annoying, what with all the hair flying around. HEH. Had a fantastic time laughing my ass off with Hafeez, Hanif and Haris . Hilarious, i tell you. Dahla Haris comel <3 hahahaha. Made me laugh sampai sakit perut. Especially by the end when we had to arrange the tables for Parent Teacher meeting which was held the next day. Freakin' funny, i should thank them for making me laugh that much. We had trouble figuring out where to place the chairs for them parents to sit so Hafeez got tired and fed up, and suggested something really stupid.
Hafeez : Ala, last last letak ni* kat lantai suruh parents duduk macam picnic. Bawak la sandwich ke minum ke apa tah. 'Ye cik, sila sila, duduk'
The rest of us : HAHAHAHAHAHA

and when his brilliant brain got an idea (which we all screamed endlessly but he wouldn't listen) that to put the chairs infront, someone asked, 'Mana nak letak kerusi'

Hafeez : Ah, kerusi letak kat luar mcm nak beratur ambik nombor.
All of us : HAHAHAHAHAHA

*the tablecloth on the teachers table


Hahahahahahaha
I laughed a lot.
(':

Oh we also was told that for our 3rd Intervension, History will come out til Chapter 7 and we're only by THE BEGINNING of Chapter 5. And jolly, more good news. For maths ? Til chapter 12 and we're only by the 7th.
-_________________-" My mum understood though, she said that intervension aren't important cause by the end of the day, pmr counts. Not some intervention. And she knows that we got (insert adjective) teachers for both history AND math so it's all good. She says, that the school is telling us is some test just so that we get hyped to study. Which we have. But my mum says, "it's just an exercise in the form of a test. All teachers are protesting it. Heck, i haven't marked my form 5's"
-_-" one good thing about having your mum in school.
Also, you can bring your phone and if it got confiscated, you can always get it back.
HAHA, no prefect can stop me. Muahahahaha.
Ok, stupid.
So ok.
Next on.

By 6.30, left for KLCC. For that Beauty And The Beast that i have been talking about. Awesomeeeeeee, baby.

FRIDAY
Skipped school seeing how that it's the Parent Teacher conference. And my mum is busy with her form 5. So no point. Studied instead at home. Haha, felt good to learn history. Made me atleast understand what the hell was going on in that text book of ours.
Went to KLCC again. Bought black Topshop jeans and tights from Marks And Spencer. I may sound like a brat, but i hate sales. That just means alot more people. Alot more crowded shops. Alot more junk. Alot more longer line for the fitting room. And the sales aren't that good. I hate Zara. The clothes are piled on that white table. I don't like pulling one by one. Most of em are in the weirdest size for me so i don't bother at all. The only good thing about a sale is major price drop.
Ate at Chinoz. I used to love it there for its Spicy Lamb pizza. And the last time i went, they weren't any. So ordered the delicious meatball spaghetti. And guess what -_-" They weren't any anymore. Waiter told us that the stupid chefs changed. So, menu changes. BABI.
Tried finding for a dress or whatever for the Annual PP dinner. It's a 60's theme so i want something different other then Hairspray-esque. I even googled 60's style. I'm that enthusiastic. 60's is a very evolving decade. Style wise.

Taken from wikipedia.com

The 1960s featured a number of diverse trends. It was a decade that broke with many fashion traditions that mirrored social movements during the period. Early in the decade, culottes were in style, and the bikini finally came into fashion in 1963 after being featured in the movie Beach Party.

Mary Quant invented the mini-skirt, which became very popular in the late 1960s. The hippie movement late in the decade also exerted a strong influence on braless ladies' clothing styles, including bell-bottom jeans, tie-dye, and batik fabrics, as well as paisley prints. The Beatles and Timothy Leary popularized the Nehru jacket, named for Jawaharlal Nehru, India's first Prime Minister, which had a short-lived popularity in 1967.

Between these extremes, the chin-length contour cut was also popular. The pillbox hat was fashionable, due almost entirely to the influence of Jacqueline Kennedy, who was a style-setter throughout the decade. Also, the 60s gave birth to the skinny jean, (slim-fit pants), worn by Audrey Hepburn, which is again popular with young women today.

So, these are the alternatives

THE HAIRSPRAY MANIA
Big hair, er, that's all i can think of. And dresses. Geeky dresses. With collars.

THE MOD
Thick eyeliner. The cover up dress (big, like a tent. Picture Marykate) with tights. Block dresses, black and white preferrably. Teased hair with a wide stip hair band. Nude lips. And platforms.

THE TWIGGY ERA
For those who have been living under a rock, Twiggy is a fashion icon.
Or in other words, the Brit on American's Next Top Model -_-" Long eyelashes. Shift dresses. With high heels. Doorknocker earrings too. Big bold colours She successfully carried off the short short crop hair. Which is big. I mean, Giselle can't do that.

THE HIPPIE
Ok, my personal favourite. The Pocahontas headband. Tent like dresses initially popular in large flower motifs or just colours. Peace and love baby.

THE HEPBURN
3 words, Little Black Dress.

So those are my alternatives and outlooks for the 60s style.
I'm leaning to the Hippie and Twiggy one.
Because, those are the easiest. Since most shops have finally come to their senses to have floral motifs clothes, it'd be a cinch for a Hippie look. All i gotta look is the thin head band. I'm going to do my hair anyway, might as well.
And the Twiggy one.
Or Mod.
I wished my grandmother could have kept her clothes. She was quite the fashionista. Besides, she had the tiny frame. Smaller than me.
I totally ran off topic.

SATURDAY
Stayed home. The whole freakin' day. Promised myself to study. Didn't, ofcourse. Caught up with Cashmere Mafia, dubbed the next Sex And The City. Clothes were fabulous. Really. Ok, stop sounding like Kimora, Nadia.
Brother was in school for the Scouts Orientation. And parents were off to a party (a disco themed, -_-' god help us all). So was just Tania, Iman and I. Watched Bones Season 3. <33333
Hahaha. Slept at 3.

OK, i'm finally done.
Off to go study history. Though it'll be kind of useless since i've given up already for history and math.

Wish me luck ?
Thanks, sunshine

Loves,

beauty and the beast,

I just came back from the super amazing ohmygod freakin' awesome serious crap i wanna go again BEAUTY AND THE BEAST (kind of) MUSICAL SHOW.
Almost Broadway.

SERIOUS CRAPPPPPPPPPPP, IT'S LIKE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY YEAR
DEFINITELY SOMETHING TO DISTRESS ME FROM ALL THE STUDYING (ok, not ALL the studying. The kerja khusus and folios and exams shit) AND THOUGH WE (mum, dad, 2 sisters) GOT THE SEAT QUITE FAR FROM THE STAGE, I WAS TOTALLY COOL WITH IT, LIKE OHMYG THE BEST EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

ANYONE WHO KNOW ME KNOWS THAT I'M A BIG BIG FAN OF DISNEY CLASSICS AND BEAUTY AND THE BEAST IS LIKE ONE OF MY ULTIMATE FAVOURITE (i would do almost anything to watch it again)SO THIS IS LIKE THE BEST THING TO EVER COME ALONG MY WAYY

I'm that happy because of the capital letters, hehehe.

AND YOU KNOW THAT CHARACTER, MISS POTS LITTLE TEACUP SON, CHIP ? OHMYGOD, LIKE AFTER ALL THE OBJECTS (CHARACTERS LA, THE CANDLE, CLOCK, CUPBOARD, TEACUP, DUSTING THINGYMABOB) CAME TO LIFE INTO REAL HUMANS, MISS POTS WAS CALLING HER SON, AND HER SON CAME ON, 'MAMA! MAMA!' OHMYGOD THE SWEETEST THING !
AND THIS LITTLE BOY CAME RUNNING ACROSS STAGE POTRAYING HER SON.
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDD
I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I SWORE I COULD CRY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AND LUMIER THE FRENCH CANDLE WAS FREAKIN' HILARIOUS.
AND AND THE PROPS AND EFFECTS WERE BEYOND FANTASTIC WEIIII, OHMYG.
AND IT WAS FREAKIN' AWESOME
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

NEXT IS GREASE AND MY FAIR LADY, DEFINITELY CATCHING THEM BOTHHH

Loves,

this is why i didn't like the idea of having phone bills,

cause i exceeded (way way way exceeded).

the last time the bill came rolling in, my sister had the highest. About 250 bucks.
And i was the lowest, like 70 bucks. I know riiiiiight, hahaha, freakin' surprised.
Anyway.

This time round though, different story. I'm the highest. Well, not technically. My dad's the highest, but i came in a close second.
Close to 300 bucks.

I know riiiiiiight.

Haha.
Don't expect long calls.

I'll miss calling.
I'm a texting addict.
Most of my calls are to Najihah.

SHE'S TO BLAME.
OK, maybe not.

Help.

Loves,

hey vuitton,

LV bags are getting corny. Like, try counting them in One Utama on a weekend. Or better yet, in KLCC. I swear to you, you'll find atleast 20.. OF THE SAME FREAKIN' KIND. It's getting tackier, i swear. Especially here in Malaysia. I mean, there's the same amount of fake Petaling Street ones then they are at the real Louis Vuitton boutique. Great imitation leads to well, being everyone's ideal konon designer bag.
It's an eye sore, really. I have one, but it's of the LOVE Edition. My mum has one but it doesn't have the kind yang ada LV imprinted all over. Don't get me wrong, some Louis Vuitton's are really pretty (i want one of the Vernis kind) but the ones with coloured LV's and the denim ones are wroooooong beyond words. You paid something like 3 thousand bucks for something that looks really cheap. Sorry to those Louis Vuitton owners, but this is my blog and it's a free world. OH and this also applies to Gucci bags. I mean, get a lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Try buying Prada or Chanel. The price tag can't be anymore different. Besides, they're way classier and doesn't scream Petaling Street. Especially Prada, i don't see alot of knockoff's. And i think i know why. The reason, Malaysians (Mak Datin's, socialite wannabees) carry Louis Vuitton, COACH and Gucci is because they're the only bags with motifs and patterns that are easily recognised by every human walking on Planet Earth (exaggerating) and that kinds of place them way up the social ladder. It's as if, it gives them a status of a wealthy, i-can-buy-anything-in-this-world-like-this-freaking-lu-wees-vuweeton-bag. They want to be seen. Unlike Coach with all the terbalik C's, Prada only has the 'Prada Milano' embedded at the centre of the bag. The rest of the bag is laidback and speaks for its self.

Confession ? I'm obsessed with bags. If in a mall, i look at all kinds of bags. Ugly or not. It's like i give them a rating in my head.

TYPE : A GUESS BAG WITH ALL KINDS OF BLING PLASTERED ALL OVER
RATING : 2/10
REASON : It looks cheap what with all the G's, and buckles, and silver. Hurts my eye. And gut.

Something like that
Hey, i'm no expert, but this is just me voicing out.
It's just a pet peeve for me, so..
don't take it personally, yeah
I'm just saying. If you were to splurge, buy a Chloe or a Miu Miu.
Or Bottega Venetta
But then again, it's your money, you're pretty much entitled to buy all the bags you want.

Lucky bitch

Loves,

time for some fun,

ok, maybe not.

studying is fun nowadays, hehehe

i'm too lazy though to update

see you later, lovers.
i'll update when i have some story to share.
maybe not.

Loves,

i'm shy that way,

stupid blogger won't let me upload this picture of Sofia Coppola (the genius behing Queen Antoinette the movie) on the cover of French Vogue. She looks really pretty.

Anyway
I'm in love with that song (refer to title)
Credits to Asyraf for introducing me to it.
Ok, more like forcing me to hear it, hahaha
Limewire became full force bitch and i couldn't download -___-"

yours, mine, not exactly ours,

not a fan of being 15 right now

special thank you to Rachael, Karen and Kaveetha for hearing me out.
I loves youss
haha
<3

don't expect me to be peachy and great these days.
not exactly a good week for me.
got alot to catch up with

bitches aren't helping

Loves,

lovers lie,

I had a good day at school.
Nothing much happened but i had a laugh worth talk with my friends, Sarah, Dina, Ila, Suraya during KH.
We were supposed to do our kerja kayu but with hell to that, cause i didn't bring mine (come to the think of it, i don't even know where it is. shit.) so Sarah, Dina and I went up to class to get something. Once upstairs, we were too lazy to come down. It's not like we could do anything even if we wanted to.
Sat down, cooled off, and well, talked.
We talked alot of things.
Laughed alot, ofcourse.
Then, Ila came up.
Talked even more and laughed even more.
Suraya came, box in hand, (she's the only one amongst all of us, yang dah siap) and sat and joined in.
It was awesome, really.
I love long talks about real things.
We talked about our life now, in highschool, and our future.
The whole being an adult thing.
AND WEDDINGS
hahahaha
We even pinkie promised each other we'd all go to each other's weddings.
HAHA, so, that means i have 4 weddings to attend whether i like it or not.
I wonder how it'll be in like 20 years.
With kids in hand.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
And a husband to argue only to kiss and make up 10 seconds later
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
And children's clothes to buy and strollers to push
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww


Hahahahahahahaha.
It's usually like that.
Cause we're all in arts and we never have any teacher coming in to teach. (not like i'm complaining, ofcourse) so we talk about everything.
And i really do mean everything.

We have 2 more years of high school and i treasure every second. I love coming to school, it's crazy. I usually get weird looks from everyone when i blurt out that i can't wait to go to school. I just dread the waking up in the morning.

Not a morning person doesn't even begin to cover what i am.

So yeah.
Basically, we want to be best friends forever.
And never forget each other.
High school is a phase too precious to forget.
Sure, it can suck sometimes but c'mon, admit it, you do love it atleast a tiny bit, riiight?
It's when you get your first everything.
Well atleast for me.
First boyfriend, first heartbreak, first crush (i know, very the lame), first bitch slaps, first dilemma, first everything.
All in all, it ain't too bad being a 15 year old. Not that they were ever bad. Exams excluded.
Whatever it is, it beats being an adult with taxes to pay and jobs to keep up with.
We're freakin' teenagers, everything's easy. Maybe not, but better than being a 27 year old with a house to maintain and chores to manage on your own.
The horror.

i just hope after university and all, my bestfriends will remain being my bestfriends.
They're better than boys.
And always will.

Loves,

bear in the big blue house

<sub>6 things I'm passionate about;

i) Family
ii) Friends
iii) Fashion
iv) Gossip Girl
v) London
vi) style.com

6 things I say too often;

i) 'OHMYGOD'
ii) Seriouslyyyyyy
iii) SHIT
iv) WHAT THE HELL
v) I don't know
vi) Ntah</sub>

i'm a girl who very little to say..
..not

6 books I've read recently;

i) I Like It Like That, GG
ii) It Had To Be You, GG
iii) Because I'm Worth It, GG
iv) Don't You Forget About Me, GG
v) Nothing Can Keep Us Together, GG
vi) Sejarah -_-

6 songs I could listen to over & over again;

i) I Say A Little Prayer For You
ii) Always Be My Baby
iii) Don't You Know Who I Think I Am?
iv) Deeper Conversation
v) Thnks Fr The Mmrs
vi) and that other FOB song i forgot what hahaha

6 things I learnt for the past year;

i) Maths hahaha
ii) Don't trust people easily
iii) Watch your words
iv) Last minute studying doesn't help
v) Treat people the way you're treated by them. They're bitchy, get your claws out. We go down with a fight. Hahaha
vi) Shut up and listen

6 people to tag;
Karen
KAVEETHA HA! UPDATE
and anybody else


School was quite ok today.
Didn't learn much
Had a great laughing session with Kaveetha, Debra and Nikster
<3
we sang (well, not me, just them, i just menyampuk abit) all those theme songs from old cartoons
SURAYA KNOWS WAY TOO MUCH CARTOONS
hahahahahahahahaha
i laughed hardest when Kaveetha said Imran reminded of that guy who laughs so skema in Dexter
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
hahahahahahahahaha
i laughed like shitttttt
i should control myself, hahahaha
but then again, nehhhh


Oh,

Happy Birthday Syakir
<3
Dahla dah 16. Baru a week ago, you were my age. My my, time goes by fast.
Hahahaha
Thanks for everything.
(;

Loves,

200th

Let's sing a song to celebrate my 200th blog post.

Maybe not.

So so so so so so so so, today is the first day of school since it's holiday break 2 weeks ago.
I kinda sorta maybe miss it. OK fine, i missed school like hell. I miss my friends whom i haven't seen in a while.
I missed homework (though, it's been quite some time since i've actually done any. i just like to whine and complain when given, and tak buat pun, hehe)
i missed my desk but it's really dusty now. totally forgot to bring tissues or anything to lap.

SIGH

PMR is like 3 and a half months away. And i'm getting to feel scared and nervous. Even nauseous. I'm still no good in history. And maths. And bm.
Shit. Holy shit.
I'm scared

I'm scared of the future

I want time to go as slow as possible.
I want to be a teenager all the time though it is hell at times.
But at the same time, i can't wait to drive and go overseas and study whatever.
I can't wait to have an independent life way abroad.
I can't wait to have a whole place to myself.

Ever had that feeling where you feel like you're the only person in this world ?
And nothing else exists ?

I have

mine,

<sub>sorry KAVEETHA for not updating
too lazy -_-"

yesterday, went out to OU to catch KUNGFU PANDA .
FANTASTIC HEHEHEHE
everyone who needs a laugh should go and watch
i know you're thinking, 'Seriously?' and yes, i am serious
i loooooove it, i laughed so hard i almost peed in my pants (ok, maybe not)
GO GO GO

it's so cute, the panda i mean.

met Karen and Ila there.
After the movie was done, Mama dropped me off at Curve and met up with Ashley and Nikster
Slowly, one by one, came.
We were static 3 times, hahahahaha
FINALLY decided on Italiannies but the place was packed so we went to Laundry but ordered Italiannies
i know, weird

Was good, laughed alot, i mean, i missed them so meeting up was great.
Though THE REST didn't come :\
hahahaha, but never mind, let's all go to Genting or wherever once PMR is off our ass, ok sweeties ?

TODAY :

Went out with Aina at 11. To OU again.
OK, PEOPLE
Aina is like my bestest best best best best best best best friend ever in the whole wide universe.
She's been with me since we were 9.
I hardly see her now cause she's in asrama :/
But we try to meet up when given a chance
Anyway, once there, we just ronda. Queued up for Kung Fu Panda (yeah, again for me, hehehe) at GSC but was bloody full and the only ones available are in the first row. Can you say crazy ?
Went to TGV instead and managed to get tickets for the 3.20 show
Had alot of time to spare, like seriously
Ate lunch, walked, ate ice cream, walked, shopped, walked, read, walked, laughed, breathed, y'knw, the usual

SO came 3.20 and yeah, again, i laughed like i haven't seen the damn thing before
hahahahaha
it really is that funny
(:
went back immediately (ok, lying) and here i am.
i had an amazing time.
i love Aina to deathhhhhhh, she's the only one i can act totally myself.
the dorky awkward weird girl she calls her bestfriend
<3
people like her are getting fewer in the world.
that sucks.

friends come and go.
nothing's forever.
my mum couldn't remember her friend who tegur-d her on facebook (yes, people, my mother has a facebook)
they were high school friends
my mum said, 'I'm horrible. I can't remember them at all'
it got me thinking,
what if, y'knw, i go to a university in London and don't come back for a good 10 years ? (my mum did the same thing. she went to England right after high school and stayed for 6 years)

will i come back and regret ?
maybe

will i forget some things/friends ?
yes, call me horrible

will i forget home ?
possibly

will i be the same ?
yes

will we be the same ?
no

i know uni's like a pretty long way but i have friends way too valuable to lose.
i fear forgotten existence.
you guys will probably forget me
i'll probably forget you guys
i know there's myspace and all
but that doesn't gurantee anything

i won't know you the way i have
nothing's forever

damn it

Loves,</sub>

Monsieur Yves Saint Laurent,

On June 1st, Yves Henri Donat Mathieu Saint Laurent died of his brain cancer effects in his residence in Paris. He was 71. A great passing in the fashion industry, surely. He will be dearly missed.

"We are profoundly saddened by his passing yet humbled by the great heritage he leaves with us." -Valerie Hermann, CEO of Yves Saint Laurent

rindu,

<sub>I'M GOING TO USE CAPITALS, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M ANGRY



I JUST GOT BACK FROM PENANG AN HOUR AGO. WENT THERE CAUSE BASICALLY MY GRANDDAD FORCED ME TO GO AND VISIT HIS SKIN SPECIALIST CAUSE I HAVE A BAD CONDITION OF BACK ACNE (ok, too much information for y'all, but hell) SO YEAH, CAME BACK FROM THE DOCTORS WITH A BAG FULL OF MEDICINE. I EVEN GOT THIS TABLET I HAVE TO TAKE FOR 2 MONTHS. HE ALSO INFORMED ME THAT

'But ah, if you want to conceive ah, stop taking this pill for 3 weeks la'
I'M LIKE, 'Err, oooookay' CAUSE HEL-LO, I'M 15
he also said, 'YOU GOT BOYFRIEND AH?'
i'm like, 'geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez'
HAHAHAHAHA

SO YEAH.
FIRST AND FOREMOST, IT'S ALREADY FREAKIN' WEDNESDAY ON THE 2ND WEEK OF THIS OHMYGOD PRECIOUS 2 WEEK HOLIDAY, AND I HAVE ONLY WENT OUT WITH SARAH AND ILA. ONCE !
OHMYGOD, RACHAEL, ASHLEY, KARENNNNNN JOM LA JOM LA JOM LA JOM LA JOM LA JOM LA
PRETTY PLEASEEEEEE ?!
); );
I MISS Y'ALL LIKE SHITTTTTTTT. JOM LAAAAA. THIS WEEKEND ? OR FRIDAY, OR WHATEVER. I'M TOTALLY FREAKIN' FREE. THIS WILL PROBABLY OUR LAST TIME TIL HARD CORE STUDYING, WEIIIII
COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME

Syakir, jom ?
hahahahahaha


Loves,</sub>