There are a lot more photos but I've uploaded them onto Myspace and Facebook so if you want to check them out (and steal), you're welcome to do so.

There are more pending transfers from other camera's so when I get my hands on them, I'll upload them. 

CHEERS TO BEING A YEAR OLDER

Celebrate

I turned 16 officially last Monday but I celebrated it today with friends.

Turned out great (lacking of enthusiasm due to tired feet, eyes and body).

My dad bought me a MacBook [I'M USING IT RIGHT NOW ! TOTAL HAPPINESS] just now!

The sense of ownership is a huge thrill. The thought of not sharing with anyone is thumbs up as well ! :) 

The rain at about 7 dampen (literally) my spirits. The worst rain in this whole week ! To add insult to injury, there were lightning. But Mother Nature was kind enough to turn it around. The rain was 20 minutes (I COUNTED!) and we had to do the tables all over again, total tiresome.

Izzati, Amy and Arina were the first to come. I directed them to the other house because house number one was still in dire need of reconstruction post-rain.

[Myra and Tania helped alot so big huge kissy kissy thanks to them <3]

Received presents, always a delight though far from admitting the truth.

I'm really tired now and like I mentioned earlier, I'm not that good in describing events.

I have pictures so I'll upload them when it's not 2 in the morning. Like it is now.

Received presents ; LOVE THEM TO BITS AND PIECES !!!! Tapi kena tanya balik la siapa bagi apa because I dah tak tahu siapa, hahaha

Thank you so much for coming Najihah, Ila, Suraya, Karen, Nikki, Kaveetha, Marc, Johann, Aidit, Sanju, Marwan, Amy, Izzati, Arina, Yusrina, Aimi, Diyana, Athirah, Kai Wen, Ashraf, Syakir, and Khidhir ! Mucho love, people !

How To Blog

I'M SO TIRED AND IT'S ONLY 9.10PM

#1 Realised I have my BM tuition homework and that Bukit Kepong to read (much delayed, damn procastination!). 

#2 Diyana got me a great present : How To Walk In High Heels; A Girls Guide To Everything.

#3 Being so tired makes me want the holidays to arrive faster (!) so that I can have the pleasure of not worrying to wake up at the sickening hour of 6 am.

#4 Mama promises to make up for my non-eventful of a Sweet 16. Papa too. A brand new phone and laptop is still nowhere in sight but will, eventually (as promised). When my grandparents come, will feast at Le Meridien, oblivion to the increasing of pounds !

#5 I'm coughing non stop, reason still unknown. Made my voice all husky and rough. SUKA GILA ! LOLLLLLLLLLL (HI SURAYA!)

#6 Being inactive for basically all my  life, school wise, Form 4 is a fresh slap across the face. I cannot risk delaying my studies for curricular activities, my dad thinks the same so tuition have been arranged. I enjoy being busy as opposed to being stationary at home, so excuse the enthusiasm.

#7 Am loving Azzedine Alaia to bits and bits and bits and bits. 

#8 Full access to Dad's wallet (little that he knows)  have gained to a disappointing result (a payback of said sin?) of purchases. 

#9 Interesting formations of love interest have occurred. Much to my glee and frustration.

#10 Peer pressure has been a sole contributor to hedious looking eyebags.

Arrividerci

SIXTEEN

I'm sixteen today and I won't shut up about it ! 

Super Girl

1 My ink went bust on me and my printing of the invites got cut short. BABI. Will resume doing so after buying bloody cursed ink tomorrow first thing.

2 I'm turning 16 tomorrow (': HAHA

3 Add maths is still waiting !@#^!&%@(#

4 I have absolutely no idea as to how I'll be able to do everything in this one week. Dahla next week start cuti, wanna bet there will be one stack of homework given ? Ugh. Teachers are deliberately trying to ruin all holidays for us, I swear.

5 Tired. So. Sleepy. I HAVE TO GODDAMN FINISH MY HOMEWORK BEFORE I DOZE OFF WHICH IS LIKE FREAKIN' IMPOSSIBLE.

Je Ne Sais Pas

I'm a sucker for The Hills and The City. Leaning more towards the spin off though. I watch it because of the clothes. Oh, the clothes. Have Mercy on those poor envied clothes. Olivia is god sent. She's an amazing dresser. Made me lengthen my already long To Buy list. 16th in a couple of days (I turn a decade and 6 years on January 19th, which falls on a Monday, a soft reminder by the way HEHE). Dad is still in the hospital, recovering from the operation he went through a couple days back. I now know where I get my queasiness at the sight of blood from.

Homework has been really up my arse. I have homework for ; Add Maths, Mod Maths, BM, English, and Agama.
I'm enjoying mod maths very much, needless to say. Save your gasps, it's not for long, I can already be too sure.
However, additional maths are not my cuppa tea. None my fancy. It's ridiculous. With the teacher going at 100km per second, understanding how it flows is a great ordeal altogether.
Not. Fun.

My daily routine circles around completing homework, watching American Idol (ANOOP GO GO!), going on fashion infested blogs, hospital trips, eating a lot, and working on my To Buy list yet again.

Obsessed with helium balloons at the mo, haven't the faintest idea.

Til whenever,
N

Bring Smiles

Excuse my hiatus, homework's piling up day by day. Coping but barely. 

And we're not even done for a month !

-

American Idol has started and I'm stoked for this season. Auditions are just as fun, if not more, than the actual show. 

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SARAHHHHH !!

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU (': 

I'm here if you need anything, bestfriends forever kan ?

(: Thank you for the laughs and secrets and for being my first friend in Taman Tun High School (HAHA, nak nama lawa sikit). 

Loves And Hugs, muchacho.

Miss Fine

 

Making A Statement now?

A week (almost) til 16th. Giddy in full mode.
List of wantings have been listed. Subtle hints have been dropped (on purpose, definitely) to Mum, and yet no signs of approval. Will continue doing so, at the same time, putting myself at risk for a yell fest. Heck, all for 16th, ay ?

First week of school has been all fine. Already under loads of work. Tiring as it is, will try to put it off because I am not about to break my resolution (BE RAJIN MACAM GILA BABI!) this early of the year. Hunting for a swimsuit isn't easy as it may appear to be. Nothing too provacative, can't you get that ? I can't find a decent one just yet, hence my intention to swim over at a friend's condo is still postponed. Darn.

[ HOLY mother of pearl, my feet is numb. You know that thing when you move your feet an inch, and the shock goes right up to your thigh? No? Anyone? Justice isn't served ]

This morning, I had a dream of me going to London. It took place at a similar location in my previous London dream. A sign ? GOD, PLEASE.
Am currently craving my guts out for Chocolate Chip Macadamia Nut from Famous Amos. UGH. It's killing me. Still counting on that supposed trip to Pavillion for presents. Money is slowly decreasing after spending on a short gray pleated skirt from Miss Selfridges. Not a sin, just a guilty investment.

Holler,
N

Hey Shorty

"EE"

I went to a fish spa today !

Experienced it with best of friends; Sarah, Ila and Suraya. I arrived the latest so upon arrival, didn't take much time to meet up with them. We went to Sushi Groove. Good thing I had lunch first, not a big fan of Japanese food (DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT!). 

Ordered a couple of dishes (I just kept shut. Partially, because the dishes were so foreign! Susah nak sebut pulak tu) and we talked and laughed. Sarah's Rock And Roll's Beef with Mozarella was good. Ila's Popcorn Calimari was equally tasty, I actually ordered another one. After Suraya downed her dish (which I may add, was thumbs up as well!), we payed the bill and we were off to the fish spa (basically, our whole agenda). We went to survey the one just a floor upstairs and we were already grossed out by the fishes. Psyched, of course we were, but one glance at the fishes and we were a bit grossed out. The first place we went had a minimum period of 30 minutes, and we weren't sure we would last 5 seconds, much less 30 minutes!

So we went to the one nearby Coca, and the first thing Sarah said aloud was, "GEMUKNYA IKAN!".

Ni paling lawak la. The place is called Cute Fish Spa and upon seeing the rather big fish (we had like really tiny anchovies in mind), Sarah blurted out, "KATA CUTE FISH, TAK CUTE PUN!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

(':

We sat down but a good 10 minutes (or more) were spent screaming and laughing out loud. We even drew some curious audience which was just down right funny. I laughed so hard like 3 quarter of the time we spent there. Suraya's laugh made ME burst into fits of shrieks (disguised as a laughter of mine). I dipped my foot first because a part of me was so curious to know the feeling of little guppies sucking out all your dead cells. Ila followed suit. I screamed the first time and held Suraya's hand so tight. I got used to it but I still had the occasional geli, so I had to surrender and lifted my leg but other than that, it was down right awesome. Had the best time ever. For what we have settled for just 5 minutes turned to 10. 

Continued to laugh and shrieked, just not as loud as the first 10 minutes. 

After all that, we took some pictures to remind us of today. Suraya went back first and so there were 3. 

To sum it all up, the fish spa is such an awesome place. Like Ila said, we should have recorded before we even sat our asses down. The scene we made was so funny, boleh gelak mati. 

The fishes make you laugh because of how it tickles, but the best part was going through the experience with the girls. 

AMAZING FUN. JOM BUAT LAGI !!

I love yous alls.

N

C for Chanel

I won't lie if I said today wasn't nerve wrecking. Selection for classes were held after talks between the teachers.

I was the first girl to be called on stage for the Alpha class selection. You could say I was nervous because I didn't get to see who my other future classmates will be. 

Out of the 5 (Sarah, Najihah, Ila, Dina, Suraya), Sarah and Najihah were the only Betarians. 

Baru satu hari, dah rindu. LOL

Masuk rehat je, banyak benda nak cakap. Sayang nya korang (':

Class was okay. Had a tough time figuring out seating positions. And I got elected as class monitor (as you can probably figure out yourself from my cbox). SUMPAAAAAH MACAM WRONG CHOICE (HAHAHA). Nabila is the assistant monitor (HI PARTNER IN CRIME!).

MY GRANDPARENTS ARE COMING BACK TOMORROW. WILL CONTINUE PLANNING TO BEG/PLEAD FOR A LAPTOP. And a Chanel 2.55 from Mother. 

CYEAH DREAM ON

I'm going to miss Rachael, Karen, Brenda, Belinda, Grace, Ashley, Kaveetha, Nikki, Diyana, Kristin, Kai Wen, Natrah and of course Sarah and Najihah (':

I Like Your Hair

It's only 15 minutes to 9 and I'm dead beat. Second day of school and nothing happened. Us, 93s (cause I'm still not used to saying Form 4 yet) had to stay in the hall for briefing of the syllabus and what we are to expect this year. Challenging as it sounds, I'm surprisingly ready. The whole day consist of listening to the teachers, learning a teeny wee bit of Chemistry and Physics, eat, sleep (without having to bathe cause I was SO tired), and to Jasema where I met Athirah. 

That was my so called agenda. Joyous, ain't it.

I feel so discontent. I don't know why. There are so many things I want but totally out of my reach, financially. It's frustrating.

Arrividerci,

N

Be Courteous

Don't think less of me.

Mask On

It's Sunday, 1945 hours.

Ones who hail from boarding schools have flew back to their misery (speaking on your behalf, you're welcome) and despair. (I'M GOING TO MISS YOU AINAAAAA FATIN!!) I lost my chance to hang out with them who have limited time here on familiar land. WHERE DID THOSE 2 MONTHS GO, HOLY MOTHER OF PEARL.
Here comes more homework, assignments, projects and drama. And the 6am wake up call. The horror.
As I have to come to a decision (really, just a 2 second thought), my 2009 resolution is to be smart. And in words of my mother, "You don't just be smart. You have to work your butt off."

Then I'd have to work my butt off. Sounds.. amusingly hard. We'll see how that goes. But, I'm determined. And that, people, is key. 

OK FAKE PEP TALK ; DONE

16th is in 2 weeks (give and take), away. You do NOT want to know the amount of things I've been eyeing on. 

Happy Schooling, lovers

N

My Day

After almost a month and a half, my grandparents are coming back from Madinah (actually, not sure their whereabouts as of now) this January 8th. 

I miss them dearly.

And also the fact that they promised me over the phone of a little something.

HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY (!)

My dad is still in the hospital. Was expecting him to come back but apparently according to my mum, this afternoon, he's temperature rose drastically and he was so cold, to the level of shivering til the hospital bed shook. So he had to stay one more night. That totals up to, 4 nights to date. Hope he gets better.

Mum says he asked her what I want for the 7A's present (which honestly I feel so uncomfortable accepting). Giddy, yes. But uncomfortable. I'd feel a whole lot better if I did get 8A's. 

I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS THAT I WANT !

Ok, that came out of nowhere.

Er.. No

My feet are killing me. Limping my way up to the room is torture enough.

Woke up at 9. Left home to the hospital by 11. From there, went to school to buy school books (YES!) and we (Mum, Zaim and I) headed to OneUtama to buy school shoes. Wasn't difficult to choose mine. They all look the same, let me give you that !
Lunched with them at Nando's. After that, was my on my own whilst waiting for rakan rakan.
Met with Mira Alyssa (RINDU MCM GILA!) and Nadia E at Forever 21, talked for abit. Managed to get myself a grey top (too lazy to elaborate) and a shopper. Saw some nice things, it has been awhile since Forever 21 had something to offer. Went to MPH (the best place to be waiting for someone!) and nabbed (a very thin!) Teen Vogue, Leighton Meester as cover girl. Big fan.
I met Athirah and Diyana at Starbucks and because I was still waiting, I decided to order as well and sit with them for awhile. It has been too long since we went out together.

After receiving phone calls from the other 3, it was my cue to leave and met up with Najihah.
Then Ila.
At this point, my foot was begging for a flat smooth surface. Should have known better than to wear 4 inch heels, !@$£&()£

Basically, just walked around and Sarah came.
Walked around some more. Checked out some phones and 1 or 2 caught my eye.

I'm sorry for the lousy update, my feet is still in torturous pain.

For the knowing of the public ; I Need A New Swimming Suit So I Can Finally Swim At Ashley's.
Hoping my dad will get better so that they (my parents) can finally come home after a 4 day hiatus. Missing them already.

School's starting (!) SAY WOOT WOOT *woot woot*
Can't wait. Bak sini homework (<- As I am still very much affected by my feet still, said statement is not valid because I am not in my normal state of mind. Thanks)

Super

2009 has come.

I really have no mood to blog about the many events that 2009 has brought me on.

PMR was the best experience, I'm not kidding.

All that studying and going to the library, it's so worth it when you get those 8A's (or anything satisfying). For '92s, don't fret and groan when all those pesky exams (MONTHLY!) come your way. You're going to thank your lucky stars for them.

2008 best gila, rindu tak terhingga. Nasib ada blog. I can reminisce my days in 08 when I'm older and get a laugh from reading all of them.

Also, the friends I made this year : Najihah, Ila, Suraya, Dina. (': I love you guys so much, I will miss the days dekat class, masa Art (sorry Najihah, kau takde) and talk about the future and all.

Sarah, I love you, bestfriend for life. I appreciate everything you confide in me (termasuk benda yang berkaitan dengan harry potter and that-other-guy-yang-kitorg-tak-bagi-nickname-lagi) HEHE. Thanks for everything, baby boo. Dahla birthday nak dekat sama, kitorg soulmates tau tak. 

HI Najihah, kawan baru terbaik. Thanks for everything, I lap you. Banyak gila babi memori kami berdua. Jalan jalan di sekolah, cakap tentang benda benda yg tak sangka ada orang pun ada problem yang sama (seperti !@!$&@^). Suraya, if you do go to Asrama, I'm going to miss you heaps and heaps. Setakat cuti 1 bulan pun dah rindu gila, apatah lg nanti in asrama. I love youuuuuuuu and your funny laugh. Had the greatest fun keluar ngan you hari tu tengok High School Musical (': You're the best company, I swear

And Ila for being my rock. Shopping with you kaaaan, best gila (eventhough it was just that one time)! I love you til the end of the world. Out of everybody, I'm so proud of you for getting those 8A's, I know how hard you work (mana tak, selalu jumpa muka you kat library) and thanks endlessly for teaching me. Remember that time, kitorg makan ice cream lepas sekolah kat corridor ? LOL. Tak sangka ya kita dua ada masalah sama (': Love you

HAIIIIIIII DINA. You tahu, I've always thought kalau nak laugh about something, I'll come to you ? You make me laugh sampai sakit perut. Gaduh pun tak serious sebab you ngan I tak tahu pun punca gaduh tu. LAWAK GILA, serious, tak tipu. Sayaaaaaaaaaaaaang Dina.

Ntah asal tiba tiba rindu gila buat semua tu. HAHA. Dahla kitorg banyak kali gaduh, nak lawak je. 

You 5 make my day everyday.

AND I'LL BE 16 ON JANUARY 19TH ! THAT MUCH CLOSER TO BEING COOL HAHAHAHAHA

Be Generous

Can I still get presents despite not getting straight A's ?

HAAAAAAAAAAAHA :(

OH and Happy New Year, hope you have an amazing celebration tonight.
Will blog later when I'm done saying my farewell to 2008.

CHEERS

09 for 09

01. 1 a.m: Listening to Demi Lovato on YouTube.

02. I love it when: I'm on my own, doing my own thing and no one to bug me

03. Karl Lagerfeld is: the only guy in this planet to pull of his platinum coloured hair into a ponytail.. and still look good.

04. Tomorrow: is 2009 !

05. I have to confess: that I like to lie. BUT I'm doing less of that now. Trying to, anyway

06. If I had one million dollars I would: Buy myself a plane ticket around the world with a bunch of friends and live large.

07. The future: is very tempting to see.

08. Maybe I should: get ready for tuition (!)

09. I am tagging: Ila, Sha, Karen.

Was tagged by Nisha

Ace

7A's.

A spoiler for Agama. 

When Ustazah (my class teacher for 2 years) handed me my result, she looked disappointed and my heart just fell off my chest. But I didn't get it. I could see all A's. Was this just a joke ? Usually teacher's do that to you. 

But than of course, the last subject was Agama and there sat my B.

I had a mix of emotions. I was ecstatic that I managed to get A's for Science (ESPECIALLY!), Sejarah and Geography. Over the moon ecstatic because I was more than sure to get less than that. 

But at the same time, I was so crushed. B for Agamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ?!?!?!?!?!

So that was why Ustazah seemed upset. She kept apologising to me afterward claiming it was partially her fault which I don't understand at all. She's been nothing but fantastic these past 2 years. Will miss her dearly. 

Of course I cried. Cried so much and hugged my friends. I was so proud of them, regardless, because of how they've accomplished so much and worked so hard (seeeeee, Belinda and Brenda, told you dpt straight A's!). 

In a way, amongst all my friends, I felt left out because of not getting those 8A's. 

My good friends all achieved them. And I didn't. You know how that feels ? You can't join them and jump/skip joyously. OK FINE, JEALOUS NAK MATI.

But like I said, other than that one atom of jealousy (chyeah right!), I am entirely proud of them. So proud, I can cry (': (drama gila) Also, am so very grateful to them for everything they've tirelessly taught me (Especially Belinda for sitting behind me and tried to not get annoyed because I selalu pusing kerusi to you and ask for help in Geo, Maths and everything else). 

When my mum came, she smiled so broad, it could reach her ears, I swear. She then pulled me for a hug and in a way, I was surprised. I'd thought she'd be all, 'Ah, it's ok. There's still SPM!'.

But she was proud of the 7 I got and she called everyone telling so. Embarrassing but in her words, 'Why waste away good news? You did fantastic!'. 

I love her (':

My biggest thanks (tahu mcm receiving award HAHA) is to Pak Tok who called international to wish me a congratulations. Of course la kan, that just made my voice all choked up. 

All in all, er.. I'm good. 

I'm trying to cheer myself up. 

Will tell you how that goes.

Ciao Bella,

N

La Nouvelle Vague

Trying. To. Breathe.

Failing to do so.

I'd like to think that I did my part. Studying and all that. I've asked for God's help and wishing with all my might that my same, consistent prayer will be answered on a positive note regarding tomorrow's results. For one thing, I really hope it goes well. I'd hate to see that my trips to the library and sacrificing outings would have gone to waste. 

I Love Behati

It's 1614 on a Sunday and I haven't bathed. I have turned into.. disgusting. Thank God for school. That'll keep me up right. But even the mere thought of waking up at the ungodly hour of 6 in the morning is killing me.

Talk about having no originality. Just because everyone's doing it, doesn't mean you have to. All of the sudden, this big interest in editorials? It's not called minat, it's called being a copycat. I have the utter respect for fashion bloggers who know the A-Z's of Alber Elbaz (and his physique LOL), that shows natural passion and interest. You're just doing it because you have this need to be popular and known. Please don't think that I'm writing this as an evident of the alter ego of a huge most people assume I possess. It's not, believe me. It's just so disgusting to see people faking their interest mainly just because to fit in. Come on. Talking about fashion and it's many criteria doesn't mean you're dressed as good or better as the next wannabe. I'm not saying I'm good or adventurous when it comes to donning outfits, but I am very enthusiastic about fashion and would consider a career in it. It's just so ridiculous to see other people 'loving' fashion and Louis Vuitton (just because it's the only brand people all over the world recognizes in a second) just to fit in and be 'cool' (ugh).

Like how people claim they 'LOVE' fashion but for the wrong reason. They claim that because they have the money to buy Topshop and Zara garments and have no problem flaunting their expensive clothes. They don't read Vogue and religiously go to fashion blogs (bukan setakat nak copy paste gambar pastu letak kat blog ok) and be wowed by Christopher Decarnin's hardwork for Balmain. That's not called being a fashion enthusiast, that just means you have money (!).

Finished.

Sorry for that. 

Results are creeping near. I'm scared out of my mind. 

_{Picture above; Taylor Tomasi}

Hunk A Cheese

Say hi to the lad in glasses.

My Eclipse and Breaking Dawn has arriveddddddddddddddddddd !

And my plan of starting a Fashion Journal has started. I'm so proud of myself. (HEHE)

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas !

WHO DA BOSS

Valentine Fillol Cordier is indeed the boss
Favourite item as of late ; My leather bound diary. It's black with the tip of pages dipped in platinum silver. Still trying to figure out the content. KLCC for Christmas, will invest in an A4 wide blank book for a fashion journal that I have always wanted to do. Yay me for being productive.

HO HO

Escaped to Telawi for some bargain hunting. Only managed to get a light blue buttoned down top scribbled with hearts from Mooie. Twas a hot day, hence the perspiring. Not a pretty sight, I assure you. Stuffed myself with nasi daun pisang earlier, also not a pretty sight. Basically, just keep your distance with me. I was very tempted to buy fringed boots from Moca but comfort is crucial when it comes to shoes and I doubt that with the boots.

And as a Christmas present, my sister bought me Eclipse eventhough I have ordered online. She must have known how badly I wanted to read them. I've begun but I'm trying with all my will power to slow down and not read too fast. I want to savor the writing and the excitement (whatever that means). Though Tania can be a menacing ass at times, she's still a darling. LOVE HER.

Tomorrow's Christmas.
Christmas presentnya di mana ?

Made

Robert Pattinson has cut his hair.
Deep breath in.
Deep breath out.
He is ridiculously good looking, he should sue.
(people who disagree, I bid you farewell. People who however shares the same interest in lusting over this Brit, OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG !)
Relax. He's just a boy.
We be chilled.

Nails are now decked in a dark deep shade of purple. Black if seen from afar.
Favourite buy today is a gold snake ring, something you'd see from the frail fingers of Nicole Richie and Rachel Zoe. It compliments my freshly manicured nails well.

And my grandparents hailing from Medina or Mecca, am not entirely certain, for their pilgrimage have sent me a text (no people, that does not mean it is all well in my world of communication. It was via Mum's phone) concerning my results in which I replied that I haven't received them and promise to inform them as soon as I do. My grandfather then told me that 8 is just a number and that I will grow up to be a wise, beautiful lady with penuh Iman and that is the best result in life.

Cheers to that.

It's Like Before

Yesterday, I spent the day with my mum. Nothing pleases me more. We went to Cineleisure and watched Australia in Platinum Class. It is so luxurious, best gila. It really feels like you're at home only you're not.
Australia anyway, was good. Though in the beginning macam ntahpape but it got real good later. Very heartwarming. I'm not a good movie reviewer so please bare with me!
Plus I really like Nicole Kidman so maybe I'm just biased.
Dinner was next, at Tony Roma's. Again, stuffed myself with food. This time with chicken wings. Holy mother of calories.

Dad got back from Jakarta today and brought a dozen and more Indonesian albums. Niiiiiiiice (!) Have been listening to them in the car. Finally, a soothing sound!

For dinner, we went to Chillies. Had my Mushroom Swiss, a huge portion ain't it. But considering I skipped lunch, I thought I could need the extra consumption. My mum has gone on a diet. According to her, it's a apple and chicken only diet. So far, she's been eating apples and nothing much. Not very sure where or how the chicken plays a part in this diet of hers. I have suggested gym enrollment. For a quick second, I swear I could see some determination in her but the laziness got the best of her. Neh, it's not like I could survive the treadmill anyway.

I can finally get a manicure ! Yes to buffered crimson coloured nails ! And no to period pains and sleepless nights.

Prada, Steven Meisel, applause please.

Look Here

Ok cam ni

When a girl expresses her joy/anger/whatever, she tends to gush and probably curse. Laki boleh tak jangan suruh chill ? Bukan laki je actually. Perempuan pun. Let the girl display her enthusiasm. Why rain on her parade by saying, 'Ek eleh, chillllllllll la'. Kau tak pernah happy ke nak suruh orang lain emo, bodoh ? Masalah

AND

ok, i got nothing.

I'm watching Amazing Race (the American version that is) and I'm so amused with all the kekecohan going on. I have always wanted to participate and if given a chance, still would. It's a laugh for most but it just looks like intense fun (however that seems to work) and requires one to be on the go all the time. I've always liked competition and this show is the epitome of that. 

I didn't know why I just talked about Amazing Race but I'm so bored and I just finished eating 2 packs of nasi lemak. 

I shall enroll in a gym..

..tomorrow.

HO HO

Hoping Santa drops by and gets a whiff of my wishes (because I'm no good in baking chocolate chips).

1 Nine West black shoes
2 Corsetted black dress
3 Wide legged pants
4 Sequinned cardigan (the one I drooled over in Zara)
5 Bandeau or a paper bag skirt, can't decide which (and to save parents from sudden shock and attack of the heart, skirts will be donned along with muted tights)
6 Studded wide strip belt
7 Plain sheer tops (counted as basics)
8 An exaggerated satin bow headband like the one Blair wore in that episode where she and Serena went to the Yale interviewer's house.
9 A black boyfriend blazer.
10 Fringe Prada bag (or anything close)
11 Full leather ballet flats

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Santa

How's everyone ? I'll write when I have better (OR ANY!) material.

Til then.

Have a great day!

Love,

N

P/S: If you're not having a great one, please feel free to write your discontent in my c-box and we can rant together. Thank you.

Listen Up

I couldn't agree more. The chances of me voicing out an opinion has become very rare. I always had to watch what I say, fearing that people would object it (which happens quite often with the friends I have, sorry). Most of the time, if not all, I just agree with what people has to say and act as if it's the right way to go. It's very irritating for me to not have a say in a discussion. Which is why I'm very determined to be my own boss when I grow up. I never got to lead. But that's what I'm hoping for in the future.

(Picture courtesy of PostSecret)

At Ease

My phone's being an ass and refuses to charge and I have given up all tiny bit of hope with it. It has succumb to it's death, sadly enough.

Mum has given her green light to allow me to buy a new phone but I'm still on the edge of doubt. New phone usually means ".. no more buying anything for the next 6 years!". Now you know where I get my exaggeration expertise from. My mum told me to hunt for phones online and I just glanced once and was bored. They all look the same ! Let's look at the pros and cons of owning a cell phone.. for my sake. You can exit your way if you have anything better to do, like, say, sleeping.

PROS
1 I'll be able to communicate with the world once more.
2 I'll get to enjoy what I couldn't like having more than 1 (I KNOW!) song and a bigger memory capacity (my current phone is so lame, you can only have one song and messages can only reach til a total of 100.)
3 It'll be a new change of sight.

CONS
1 I'll be able to communicate with the world once more
2 I won't be able to buy anything for atleast the next 6 months.
3 It won't make me any happier

I won't be able to be reached via phone.
There's always Myspace and that Chat box on the right.

Astalavista, BABY!

My left eye is sore. And itchy. Sounds like the beginning of a wonderful day. Yesterday though, bought the Instax Mini that I've wanted for so long. Used my sister's achieved glory (5A's) as an excuse to buy it. Technically, it's hers, but I plan to claim half ownership. A cardigan from ZARA caught my eye (that's a first in a long time) that reminded me of a Burberry garment. If I weren't so financially depressed, would have bought it there and then.

I have ordered my Eclipse and Breaking Dawn online.. ONLY TO REALISE THEY'RE ARRIVING AT AN ESTIMATED DATE OF JANUARY 13TH. !@#$%^&
Patience is key. But then again, patience and me never mix. Never. Ever.

I'll be 16 in a month ! That's something to look forward to. I think.

I swear I'm a magnet for calories and fats. I've been eating a lot these days. Doesn't bother me but I can't help but wonder why now ?

Speak of the devil, my maid has just announced (half true, she just stands and screams, "COME MAKAN!" and everyone would come down) lunch and I'm off.

Loves

Holy Macaroni

My definition of the perfect destruction.

There was Fashion TV in Bandung. Made the trip even better. I only get to see stills from the fashion show and it's nothing like the real thing. With the models sashaying their skinny ass, donning what may be the designer's best kept secret for the season. I'd like to be there witnessing the parade put on by the models. I'd also like to give a big hug to Jean Paul Gautier for being irresistibly French (!)

Hey Behati !

I have always loved Behati Prinsloo. And her many cute ways.

PEOPLE WHO ARE BIASED BY BEAUTY AND POPULARITY SHOULD GET A LIFE.
Gila babi masalah nak pergi compare orang lawa ngan orang tak seberapa.
Tengok diri kau tu dula la, bangang. Ingat handsome sangat ?
Bitch

Told Ya So..

It's called being smart, milady

Foot Fetish

I've grown to love shoes more and more. It used to be the item I dread shopping for. Actually, it still is. WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT ? The reason I hate shopping for shoes is because it's so hard to find one that I really like. So shoe shopping is usually done when my previous pair is in pieces (literally) and is on the edge of moulding (if possible). Ew.
AAAAANYWAY. The ones that I DO like are either A) Too ridiculously expensive B) Not available in Malaysia or C) My size is unavailable which happens quite a number of times.
Below covers A and B. And BECAUSE of that, C is not needed.

#1 : BALMAIN
2 : ROGER VIVER
3 : JIMMY CHOO
4 : YSL

Better Place

I have always thought the blacks had a better voice and rhythm than the whites. This just enforces my statement.

Iya

Hey, I'm back

Summarized

1 Hotel staff were fantastic. Extremely polite. Made the trip worth while.

2 Hotel FOOD was beyond amazing. In general, indonesian food is really good. Ate at this place and had a bit of a laugh because
we didn't really get the chance to order. They brought the rice and like 10 or more dishes and placed it infront of us. We had to push aside which dish we didn't want. Kinda awesome.

3 Shopping was mediocre. Didn't buy much. But looking at the big picture, for most people, it's shopping heaven. There's Gap for mere 6 bucks. It can't get any better. But I was real picky so I didn't get to buy a lot.

4 The traffic is mad. Everyone drives slow and they don't depend on a traffic light. They depend on a traffic man . My mum was itching to drive and accelerate like she does here. They drive at like less than 40km/h. It's ridiculous. Bumper to bumper crawl all the way to EVERYWHERE.

5 Based on number 4, to burn time in the car, I read the ads there. So amusing how they have 'Ngapa'in?' or something like that. I only thought they said that in TV, didn't expect them to have it on ads. Reading them can make you appear like a real indonesian. I TRIED to avoid anyone coming up to me to ask/tell/converse in Indonesian, fearing I'd look like a moron gawking at them, trying at my very best to interpret them in an understandable language but such things are unavoidable so I'd usually motion them to my mum (and end up looking like a moron, anyway) and she'll take over.

In all, Bandung was just o-kay. Nothing fantastic or in words of dear friends, 'BEST GILAAAAA!'. Truth be told, the food and the hotel were the big winner. Not so much on shopping.

But hey, it's just my opinion.

Salam Sore

Greetings from Bandung !

Planes and Anything That Flys

I don't like to pack, did you know that ? Well, now you do. I don't like it. It's so annoying, the process I mean. And I hate planes, I get air sick so quick. I can't stand the smell of the plane and the seats are so up right, messes up my body posture. Turbulence takes top winner in my list of reasons of why I despise airplanes and everything related.
But, I love LOVE LOVE the airport. It's so cool and so futuristic (I'm talking about KLIA, mind you) and the smell of the airport makes me all giddy and excited. And the occasional TING TONG PESAWAT PESAWAT 74829347293, SILA KE GATE 823719038.
It actually excites me how ridiculous that may sound.
And though, I LOVEEEEEEEE airplane fooooooooood.
HI SURAYA AND DINA ! (saja je nak mention nama kat blog HEHE)

I really need to start packing.

TAKE CARE LOVERS

Just The Two

They're so good looking. Being a female, my affection leans more towards Robert Pattinson (and the idea of Edward Cullen, holy moly macaroni) but Kristin is really pretty though shy. Robert Pattinson's main purpose to try out and audition was because he loved Kristin in Into The Wild and even said she's the best actress of this generation which I thought is probably one of the nicest things to say about another actor. Nothing pleases them more than a compliment that great. BESIDES I FREAKIN' LOVE VANITY FAIR.

Chanel Makes Me Smile

I Ran Out Of Titles

Spot the similarities

How's everyone doing ?
Good ? Yeah ?

Ok

1 Finished New Moon. Eclipse up next to be devoured.

2 Tuition classes for next year are starting soon. A part of me can't wait. But then again, a part of me is delusional.

3 My plan to correct my deprived sleep is still in the works. Will fix that for the sake of well.. breakfast.

4 It's already December 4th. Results (much dreaded) are on it's way. Slowly creeping onto me.

5 Missing friends. Thank God for KFC.

6 Saving is harder done than said. A lot harder.

7 Fashion related blogs have been my source of reading as of late. Especially ones with mouth-watering shoes. YSL's 'Hero' is by far, the most painful shoe I've seen. With only a single line of brass arch to support the feet. Ouch.

8 Books have been a fairly well company to me these days. Forgotten how to escape reality. Thank God for novels, how I've missed reading them.

9 A game of 'Should I or Shouldn't I' have been playing in my mind for days.

10 3D movies have become a fascination for me. HAHA.

11 Thank you Stephanie Meyer for existing an Edward Cullen into our lives (holy dramatic!). Planted the seed of belief in me that chivalry does exist, even if it's in only just in books.

12 I want to swim again. It's been a while.

13 My closet is so depressing.

14 My hair is taking it's own sweet time to grow. I swear, it's getting to be rebellious. IF that's nearly possible.

15 Parents are in the talks for a lavish holiday next year. Not putting my hopes up but it'll be pretty awesome if it were true. Crossed fingers.

Look Right

They have something in common : Crazily messy hair

I'm bored and currently watching Mary Kate and Ashley on Oprah while sipping Pepsi. OH the excitement.

Yesterday was uneventful. Watched Twilight (again and get this; for all the 3 times I've watched, I got the same seat in the same cinema. Rad) and halfway through, made my way out with Iman to catch Bolt 3D. Back to back movies doesn't do the back any good. Got Nando's short after. And THAT was my day. At night, I reread Twilight and paid good attention to my favourite parts. Even writing down the pages ! Currently waiting patiently (maybe not) for New Moon. Been bugging my mum to head to Ikano or Curve for their bookstores. I'm also (STILL) wanting Influence, written by famed duo, Mary Kate and Ashley. GAH. My list of wantings have increased after browsing a million plus one fashion blogs. Shoes, especially. YSL Tribute is absolute love. Hunting for a look alike. If only money wasn't such a problem and if saving wasn't such a hard thing to do.
Some days are spent locked up in my room, listening to whatever music there is on my iPod and writing my fantasies and dreams in my notebook. No, I am not kidding. I'm really THAT bored. I should stock up my books again so that, I won't have to wait (like what i'm doing at this very moment) for another book. I'm impatient like that.

I ran out of things to say 20 minutes ago. Saja gatal nak blog.

Til whenever,
N