coffee, tea or me ?

I'm so stressed.
It's very unnecessary, y'know.
I wanna be like her.

Today was Geography, Science Paper 1 and 2. I slept at 2 the night before (which is nothing new these days) due to cramming my freakin' brain with freakin' facts. I woke up at 6, goddamnit. I was so sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy.

Geography paper was okay. I studied like shit. I got 73% the test before which is very frustrating cause it's a mark away from an A. I had better get an A this time. But the smart people (namely Najihah, Natrah cause they're infront of me) talks about their answers and makes me uncomfortable. So, after checking my answers 2 times, i slept. I was too sleepy, serious shit. It was craaaazy. Was never THAT sleepy. Cikgu Yu's voice woke me up. -_-" Next paper was Science Paper 1. That too, was alright. I would love to say it was easy but i don't want to cause nanti tak dapat A, malu gila babi. Hahaha

BUT.. it all came crashing down with Science Paper 2. I don't know about y'all but it was quite hard for me. ESPECIALLY QUESTION NUMBER 7. I SWEAR, I COULD KILL IT IF WERE A LIVING THING. But it's not, so..

I slept too after checking my (stupid) answers. I woke up and it was already time to pass the paper up. I didn't realise i was in such deep sleep cause when i woke up, my foot and hands were so numb, i couldn't move it at all. I had to move my hand vigorously to make it better.

But it didn't.

It made it worse. Cause for me, the 2nd stage after being all numb, is the pins and needles feeling. And that one lagiiiiiii saaaaaaaakiiiiiiiit.
My foot pun. I seriously couldn't move it. And i couldn't stand up straight. It was like i was falling. I had a major headache. And when going down the stairs, i had to hold Najihah's hand to keep me standing straight and from not falling. It was horrible. The sun was piercing. I had to squint my eyes which DID NOT help the fact that i was already pening gila babi.

UGH

Went to KAYU to eat and Mama had to go to the bank. She said 'Just a quickie'. Apparently, a quickie means 45 minutes (or more). I slept cause my head was killing me. My body was hot (not 'hot' sexy. Hot 'panas') and i was sweating in the car. I went straight up to my room after arriving, on the aircond and slept like shit.
Til 7. Bathe, ate porridge. I'm still pening.

AND BLOODY HELL, SEJARAH IS TOMORROW, OHMYGOD.
I'M GOING TO FAIL.
FAIL
FAIL
FAIL
FAIL



Loves,

Mama Beats Milan,

<sub>My title is so lame, haha.



My Mum and I.

I love my mummmmmm so much, and honest to God, I'd do anything for her.
(:
God doesn't grow them more beautiful than my mum.


Loves,</sub>

frankie says relax,

<sub>I should befriend this Frankie guy.


Hm.
Good Morning, lovers.

I have a birthday lunch in abit, and i have to get going if i want to make a lasting impression on them.
HAHAHAHA, WHT THE HELL ?!
I've been caught up with my freakin' english literature.
Hm

Exam is nearly over, i guess you could say.
I don't even know what's on Monday.
I lost my jadual.
The gang and I planned on going out on Wednesday.
Like a mini celebration for finishing our exam in one piece.
I WANT TO WATCH A MOVIE SO BAD.
I WANT TO BUY SOMETHING SO BAD.
I WANT TO STUDY SO BAD.

I gotta buck up, maaaaan.

Loves,</sub>

crap,

<sub>Maths was today.
And it was crappy shit crappy shit.







!@#$%&!)



I have to freakin' buck up.











EE

Cheer me up


Loves,</sub>

a million wishes,

I'm bored.
I just did a post but i feel like blogging.
Hahahaha
I really really really really should be studying.
HEH
Let's start


This is by my lover, Marc Jacobs


Magherita Missoni's dress and Mischa Barton's hair. Her dress won't hurt


Everything, including those big chunky glasses.


I can't seem to find this bloody thing anywhere



That's all..


..for now



Loves,

diagnostic,

We're having our diagnostic this week.
And the next.
But that also means mid year hols are on it's way.
I need it.
Ok, wait, maybe no.
Cause that also means trips to the library.
I secretly love going there.
Very serene.
But freakin' cold.

Anywaaaaaay
So far, we've done BM 1&2 and ENG 1&2
And Sivik but heh, i dnt count that as a subject.
-_-"


I've put on weight.
o.o
I have to stop junk food.
EE EE EE EE EE


I wish something would freakin' happen cause i'm totally blank NOW.
I have nothing to blog about.
Nada, Zilch.

Hmm
Hmm

Ok, i shall get out.
I have Maths tomorrow.
Thank God, we're allowed calculator.

Loves,

strange,

A guy friend i can mess their hair with and put an arm around his shoulder. That's what i want.


IT'S OFFICIALLY (well, 30 minutes ago) SUNDAY.

But i'll talk about Saturday.

Woke up at an ungodly hour of 7.30.
Slept back because that's too much time wasted on being awake.
FOR A SATURDAY MORNING.

Woke up at 8.
(Heh, big difference hm?)
Went online.
As predicted, no one was online.
Wasn't expecting it anyway.

Got ready for school.
First, bought some kuihs and McDonald's for breakfast.
Went to school, and saw a few people.
Bladibladibladibla.

Class started and i finally understand freakin' accounts.
-__________-"
Class ended by 11.30.
Did woodwork and Mama came, 20 minutes later.
Sent me home and they (the whole family excluding me and my sister) went out to KLCC.
Was tempted to go but neah. Was too lazy.
Continued watching PS I LOVE YOU and it's a sweet movie.
But not as sweet as The Notebook.
THAT, is the ultimate.
I haven't watched A Walk To Remember yet, soo..
:|

Lazed around and i didn't study one freakin' shit.
Not ONE.
Minus the kh at school.
BUT THAT DOESN'T COUNT.

I didn't study at all.

Holy crap, i shall fail and die.






Oookay, nothing that drastic but close.
My outings have been limited. I think.
Heh :/

This upcoming holidays won't feel like one.
Exam's are on our asses.
I don't mind, really. Cause this is the only way we'll study.
But, geeeeez. Give us a breakkkk.

I'd love to say a million kabillion things.
But i don't know where to start.

Also a shoutout to Syakir. Thanks for telling me about Yuna. I love her because of you. Hahahaha.
(;

Freakin' sedap weiii her song.
Her voice is like, really really sedap gila babi.

Hmm, what else. I'm in the mood to blog.
I should blog, but about whaaaat.

I can't find the latest NYLON anywhere.
I can't find a pair of good jeans.
I can't find my appetite.
I can't find a decent top.
I can't find shoes.
I can't find myself.
I can't find a reason to learn History.
I can't find common sense.

Hmm

What's happening to the world ?
I haven't watched E! in a long time.
Nor do i watch the DAILY 10.

I've missed out alot of tv.


Maybe it's for the best.




WHAT THE HELL ? IT'S LIKE I'M SAYING GOODBYE TO A LOVER OR SOMETHING. IT'S JUST GODDAMN TV.

Someone please say this to me. I need some confidence boost.

Also.

A new bag.




Loves,

trouble sleeping,

It's the title of a song i've recently fallen in love with.
By Corinne Bailey Rae.

Could it be I'm suffering
Because I'm never give in?
Won't say that I'm falling in love
Tell me I don't seem myself
Couldn't I blame something else?

Just don't say I'm falling in love

Hahahaha, so emoooooshit.

No comment.

________

Anyway, went to the library today.
Cause i thought Debra, Rachael and SANJU were going.
Heh -.-'
hahahaha

Met Lydia, Suraya and Hasifi, anyway.

Studied freakin' sejarah.
I hate the form 3 chapters for history.
They're not one bit interesting.
They're all about UMNO and i'm like, 'whaaaaat?'
Atleast the form 2 chapters were quite interesting cause they were in a form of a story.
PFFFT

There's school for me tomorrow.
I got Puan Nik's accounts class.
:|
I hate saturday classes.
But i'm loseristic idiotic in this chapter so i have to go.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, after library, Maktok (my grandmother who's here for a 'vacation', my mum, and I went to eat dinner at One Utama.
Settled for Nando's Chicken.
It was like just us three.
3 generations.
Quite cool.
<3
I love girl bonding sessions.
Like last night.
I had one with my sister, Tania.
I love talking and laughing with her.
Cause we can make (or well, SHE can make ME) laugh like shitass hard.
We rarely have one, cause she sleeps early and i sleep super late (nothing to be proud of).
So i really treasure ours.
cheh, answer so celebrity like.

Hahahaha

BROOKE WHITE IS OUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, YEAH BABY.
Next is Syesha then the top 3 are my boys.
Hahahahahahaha
I really hope David Cook wins.
Or Archuleta.
Or Castro.
Heh -_-"

Anyway.
My diagnostic is next Tuesday and i'm shit nervous.
I've improved in my last intervensi from the first intervensi but not good enough.
Near A's.
BLOODY SHIT.
Haha
So, i want to atleast target 5 A's.
Slowly work my way up.
Right ? :/

KAREN ! I wanna talk. Lama lah we haven't borak. We're getting so busy (ok, maybe not) but i've been studying and school's are getting on my nerve.

I've already planned what to do AFTER pmr.
My post PMR plan.
TRIPLE P
hahaha

1) I want to shop. Splurge on a something.
2) SLEEPOVER WITH MY GIRLS. Including Rach and all. You guys should come to my house weiiiiii. <3 I have a big screen tv so we can watch our favourite movies and we can cook or bake our own food. And and, we can play in the garden. Hahahahaha. So jakun.
3) Get dolled up for my FIRST occasion after PMR. Maybe a dinner or what shit.
4) Go out for lunch with people.
5) Go bowling.

I have so much more in mind but nothing interesting.
Neh, we'll figure something out.

Loves,

i'm fasting,

yes.
i am.

so the time i'm doing this is 5:01 am on a (very early) Tuesday morning.
I woke up at 4 and ate nasi goreng for Sahur.
I can't, as much as i really want, to sleep.
And i slept at like 1 last night.
That's only 3 hours of freakin' sleep.
I should study.

My exam is next week and i haven't done a thing.
Ok, maybe just sejarah but that's it.

I'm off.
I need to go and study.

&@*#)_*!@


Loves,

earth day,

is today.

And so is Puan Jolayha's retirement.
I really really like her, y'knw.
She's an amaaaazing teacher.
Like, i really understood Math with her weiii.
I wonder who's going to be our NEW math teacher.
That's some huge shoes to fill in.
There was a special celebration for her.
There was the KRS sketch which was downright fantastic.
Freakin' funny. I laughed like shittttt
Nabila and I couldn't stop laughing.

And other performances.
Good la, i mean.
The scouts one was good.
Very organized and formal.
They sang and everything went in order.
It lacked humour as i thought they'll have.

Then, blablabla, the teachers had to go up on stage as they had to sing some songs.
I looked behind and Puan Jolayha was crying and at the sight of that, i too, cried.
Hahahaha

Went in for Science.
Then yeah.
I'm so blank.



ANYWAY.
Today is Earth Day.

I love Planet Earth, something that not many people know.
SO do anything you can to stop pollution or whatever.

Loves (Planet Earth and Puan Jolayha)

talk,

Debra, Ashley, Li May, Brenda, Belinda.
Had a great talk with you guys.
<3
hahahahaha

I gotta study (quick) for the next test.
Ee.

DANGDANGDANG

Loves,

intervensi 2,

has just finished.

crapcrapcrapcrapcrap

BM was alright though i think my karangan is so messed up. I mean, what other langkah-langkah, other than reading and writing down whatever, can you tell to your friend or whatever ?

English is stupid. I hate summary. I mean, they give us a retarded 10 word phrase and we have to add another 50 more. I can never do it. I mostly just like, copied and paste from the text given. Which is stupid.

Agama was alright. I studied for that one but then again, i always say it's easy but i don't really get high marks. Usually around the borderline A of 75.

Geography was ok. I think. Everyone says it's hard gila babi but i thought boleh laaa. I don't think i'll do too well. Ish.

Science Paper One was the easiest of all. Ok, i may come off as a know it all but i mean, after hours of studying the god damn chapters, it'd be kinda frustrating if i couldn't answer. Besides, i have a greaaaaaat tuition which the best teacher ever so, yeah.

Science Paper Two wasn't as easy. Pendulum can go die in hell. Haha. I mean, can't they just give us logical numbers ? Instead of us going through all that calculations only to come up with something stupid like 1.333333333333333333333. Only to realize, that we have to round it off. I left it 1.33. WHATEVER

Maths is idiotic. Hahahaha. I hate the prism thing. The others were okay.. til Najihah and the rest discussed. -______-" Banyak salah dah. EEEEEEE.

KH was hmmm, fine. I bantai the Akaun soalans. I really really don't care. It's not like i apply the concept of Debit and Kredit into my daily routine. -_-"

SEJARAH WAS CRAP. You know how they say, 'Save the best for last' ? Well, whoever said that can go take their words baaaack. Bloody hell, freaaaaakin' hard okay . EE ISH EE ISH EE ISH. Stupidstupid. Cikgu Yusnizam said form one and form 2 banyak keluar. ALOT. And not much on form 3. Well, that's bull. Hahahahahaha. Like half of the 60 questions provided (much to our despair) was from Form 3. Form 1 and 2 like so sikit. WHAT THE HELL ?! I'm not surprised if i fail. Like, honestly i think i got 10/60.

Which totals up too...


INTERVENSI 2 IS CRAPPY.


Hahahaha

I so gotta study for the next one. Which is next month. Honestly, there's no such things as a break when we're in form three. But i think as much as i hate it, it's actually for our own good.
We have tests every month except for June where the other forms except for form 5, i think, will be sitting for their Mid Year.
Next month is diagnostic.
Shitty shit shit.
Haha
I. Need. To. Get. A. Freakin'. 'A'.

I. Need. To. Get. Freakin' 8. 'A's.

Loves,

golden nite,

was admittedly fun.

though i had to strain my neck to see the perfomances cause we were at the table right at the back.
-_-"

ok, by 4.30, Mama and I went out to Curve to do our hair.
My mum had to highlight some so that took some time.
Came back and made a mad rush to the door cause mum had to be at the community hall by 6.30 and it was already 7.
So went to Kai Wen's and got ready there.
Talked a bit and told stories, hahaha.
Najihah came at 7.45
And she had to change into MY skirt as to her pants.
Hahahaha, something she decided to not tell her parents.
haha.

Went at like 8.
Alot of people were waiting outside.
I thought my dress was a bit too short but i saw this girl wearing something totally shorter so i could finally breathe in relief.

It started by 8.20 and it was all good.
Performances was really really good, ok.
Choir was fantastic, so was the scouts (+ 1 KRS, haha) and the Indian dance.
Really good.
And the 'Idol's' were alright.
Najihah and I were too busy making trips to the toilet for a camwhore session, hahaha.
tapi selalu tak jadi.
byt the time, we came in, Adibah Noor was performing.'

Then, the oh so famous Meet Uncle Hussain
-_-" one word, honey.
DRUNK.
They were totally drunk. Seriously, they can't sing for guts.
Syakiiir, no offence. I know they're your favourite, haha
OK, well, not that dramatic la, but their song that they performed was fast but they did it in an acoustic way which was abit disappointing.
Ashraf Ariff was sitting with me and he ruined most of the songs by making it his own, haha.
I preferred OAG, cause they actually sang a song i RECOGNIZED.
That Generasiku song cause it was from Gol&Gincu.
Hahaha.
So the whole lot of us were singing crap.
It was fun though.
((;

It ended and Mama decided to go back right after it finished.
I thought as y'knw stage manager, she had to settle some stuffs, but nooo -_-"
But before anything, took some pictures with some people.
Haha :D
Fun laaa.

Some disappointments, but anyhoo.

The guy i was talking abt in my previous post, i've lost the interest i had for him.
I have a new crush but okay, i admit, i still am jealous whenever i see the guy i made a post for, is with this girl, and both are totally flirting.

I give it hmm, about a week's MAX for them to hook up and mmaybe 3 weeks more for them to break up and hate each other.

That's Malaysia for you, baby.
When they say I LOVE YOU like it's any other phrase.
WHEN CLEARLY, IT'S NOT.

Loves,

um,

i think i'm falling hard.

incase you're wondering, no, not fall literally -_-
just y'knw, falling.
in love, OUT of love, whatever.

:|

great, just when a guy comes and before anything, he's gone, flirting with another girl.

i don't mind, really.
i mean, he's not MINE.
but, hmph.

this is what happens when you think you have everything in your hands.
including guys.

i actually miss talking to 'them'.
like all of em.
i miss last year.
really, i do.
i miss the form 3 (then lah. now they're 16) who were friendly enough to come to the koperasi and talk.
they're bitter now.

ok, well not all the form 3 guys were nice back then. some je la.
some, i've gotten to know better this year.
so technically, this year is better in a sense that i know most of em more.
last year, was so-so but adalah, haha.

):

who am i kidding, right ?
they won't sit up and notice us unless you go over there, flirt like hell, and sit on his lap.

guys these days have no sense of chivalry.

what are we, bloody Narnia ?



Loves,

p/s : you won't read this, but honestly ? i miss you la. so much. :/

we freakin',

WON !

Hahahahahahahahahahaha.

So ok, we were told by Puan Hanizah to reach school, latest by 6.55.
So i woke up at 6.18 (yes, i remember) and rushed gila gila.
Mama and Zaim were late so i had a crappy morning.
But decided to throw all that away when i saw my friends cause no point in being angry, right.
The prefects had to wear the plain uniform and they looked uber cute, hahaha, so cute, ok.
Especially Karen and Jei See :D
Then, by 7.10, the bus still wasn't there and we had to be there (RMC which stands for Royal Military College) by 7.30.
Come any later than that, and we were going to be disqualified :O

Anywaaaaaay.
The bus came at like 7.30 -_-" or something like that la.
The journey there was quite far.
We practiced a couple of times in the bus but i was too nervous to feel my guts cause i always forget the gestures -_-"

We reached by 8, i think.
The RMC was really cool.
HUGE and clean.
And super awesome.
I didn't expect that for a GUY's school, kan.
Salute.

Went in and saw our competition.
They looked real good.
Before it all began, we went outside to practice.
QUIETLY.

Went in after 2 practices.
Was really nervous cause everyone was so good.
We were the 2nd last so we got to saw the other schools first.
I sat beside Najihah and we were like, 'Wei, bagus gila siot'
Cause they had great actions and their voice projection was quite good.

By the time we went on, i was so nervous gila gila gila, ohmygod.
We went on and when we said the first line, i was kind of shocked cause we were kind of louuuud.
Ok, wait, we were GILA loud.
Like, voice projection was superb (if i do say so myself).
Hafiz's cuckoo doodle doo was really good.
Really loud.

I forgot my freakin' gestures, weiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

But takpe.

Hahahaha.

We went down and ofcourse, we were relieved.
SO relieved infact that from not wanting to do it all, we actually wanted to do it again.
Hahahaha.

Then RMC's team went up.
They were also very very good.
What do you expect, right ?
All of em are guys.
0.0

After them, there was a break for the panel of judges to y'knw, decide and all.
About 10 minutes or so, they came back in and we were really nervous.
The MC's were good too.
The level of suspense raised every second.
When he said, 'The top 2 schools that will be competing to the next level are..'

I wasn't really sure that we could win cause compared to the other schools, we were not as good.

'..SMK..'

Ok, this is getting nerve wrecking.

'... Taman Tun..'

He needn't say the rest cause we were already screaming and shouting and jumping.
Everyone looked but what do we care, right ?
We just won !

and ofcourse RMC won too.
So, all in all, it was good.
Got some food and went back to school.
OHMYGOD, we were soooo happy.

OVERJOYED, matter of fact.

Loves,

(shall continue but i have to go, Najihot wants me on MSN. Guy problems.




HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH)

guys,

aren't always as you hoped they'd be.
and they say we're the hard ones, huh ?

What's so hard anyways ?

1. When we're upset, clearly we want you there asking what's wrong and push us to talk about whatever that's bothering us.

2. It doesn't hurt to get a flower every now and then.

3. When you stop doing anything like saaaay, texting, that doesn't mean we've gone away. That just means we want YOU to text us instead of vice versa.

4. When we like you, we try our hardest to act oblivious to the smallest things. Like, when you come up and say something or ask or even smile, we'd probably ignore it. The real reason ? We don't want to put our hopes (that the fact that there's a chance you have the tiniest crush on us) so high only to be crushed later on. Or, we're too freakin' nervous. What you don't know, is that I write whatever you did in my diary. And the scene repeatedly crosses my mind.

5. Why we don't smile back ? Only because we're too shy.

6. Why only the mention of you gets me smiling from ear to ear ? Cause I have this tiny thing called having a crush on you.

Ok, this is getting personal.

SHOUTOUT :

A huge congratulations to the kawad teams who won. Great work and definitely, a well deserved winning.

Loves,

rachael's tag,

List 5 things you Wish for

1) To beat everyone in class so that they can leave their jaws wide open in astonishment, hahaha.

2) That Yves Saint Laurent wallet from Vogue

3) Money.

4) Better friends. SHE can tukar sekolah, i dnt need her.

5) For his attention.


The Person who tagged you:

Ra-ra-ra-ra-Rachael.


Your first 5 impressions of her:

1) She gives me hugs most of the time :D
2) She cooks. Really really well. Unlike me.
3) She's super duper friendly with everyone. Hence, her popularity amongst her seniors.
4) Smart-ass.
5) She's thin. Like really thin. Bodoh. Hahaha


The most memorable thing she has done/given to you:
She actually LISTENS to wht i say.

If she becomes your lover, you two will:
We're straight, thnks.


5 people you tag:

1) Rachael (don't have to do it la cause you tagged me in the first place so really, i'm stupid, haha)
2) Ashley
3) Karen
4) Kaveetha
5) Nikster


Who is number 3 having a relationship with?
No one.

If number 2 and number 3 got together, would it be a good thing?
Hahaha, loseristic

What about number 4 and number 5?
They might as well be seeing how they're so close. Hahaha, kidding, fortunately for guys, they're straight.

What is number 3 studying?
Same things as me ?

When was the last time you chatted with number 5?
Hmm. Lama la actually

Does number 4 work?
Nuh uh

Would you be with number 1?
Hahahaha, i love her. :D

How about number 5?
Apa masalah tanya soalan relationships je ?

Does number 2 have any siblings?
I know she has an elder brother but other than that (if any), i don't know.

How did you get to know number 2 and number 4?
Both from lst year. Though freakishly, i knew Nikki's name yet can't remember her at all. Ashley says lama dah, but i'm so loseristic, i frgt.

Where does number 1 live at?
I know this ! Opposite SK1. Like a few doors down from Nikki's.

Is number 3 the sexiest person in the world?
Mhmm (; hahaha

a lil something something.

haha.

84 words

Speedtest

78 words

Speedtest

77 words

well, suffice to say, it started to descend -_-"

oh oh, today, i watched 27 Dresses.
Go go watch if you're a fan of those sweet love chick flicks.
if not, then go take a hike.
hahahaha.


Loves,

shorts,

School was alright.
First up was BM, ofcourse the usual laughs.
agama was next, went down to photocopy the hand outs but we had to wait cause the bookshop wasn't open yet.
So we just waited.
and it seems, after the 15th copy which is only a quarter of what we had to photocopy, the ink went nada.
hahaha.
and the lady said we had to wait til afternoon nnt.
CHOY.


REHAT


Then, KH, i only sempat to potong like for 10 seconds than Puan Nik changed her mind and we went in the first bengkel to sort our files.
Which remind me , i have to go to my old school for the umpteenth time to get it.
-______-"
We were supposed to go to a KH lawatan yesterday, right ?
Well, we met Puan Nik and was like complaining cause we couldn't go.
It seems that a bunch of Form One's showed up and took the remaining available seats.
But, Puan Nik was so nice saying the next trip to some factory, the ones who couldn't go to this lawatan, was a priority.
Which incase you can't put two and two together, means US !
hahahhaha.
After KH, was seni.
but tak masuk class pun cause Najihah and I had to run some errands.
Photocopy MORE agama handouts and we had run some more errands.
Go to Form 2 la, ni la, tu la.
-_-"
Like Nikki said, she saw me sweating and reckons it was the first time ever -_-"
ookay.
o.o
haha.
then, we talked cause it was only 15 minutes til class so might as well skip kan.
so we just chatted and laughed and shared secret.
we* means Najihah and I.
looks like we have a LOT in common.
Some shan't be stated here.
hahaha.
then, we had to go find some random teachers cause Natrah wanted our help and we were happy to do it, cause that just burns time.
HAHA :D

Loves,

victory,

though i didn't go to sports day due to a spinning headache (honest to God, i really wanted to go cause it's my mum's birthday and Najihah was going and since i haven't been to Taman Tun's Sports Day, this would be the perfect time), my mum came back really happy and announced that Rumah Hijau which she is MY rumah sukan as well as hers, WON, i was equally ecstatic.
Hahahahaha :D
And Blue House was last. THAT was unexpected, really.
I thought they'd get it like they always do every year.
OH well (:

Also, today is my mum's birthday and in a bit, we'll be off to celebrate.
So yeah, i stayed at home, played Guitar Hero (I swear, it is so freakin' addictive) and lounged around.
Bo-ring.
And when mama told me how she enjoyed the sports day made me regret even more for not going.
-______-"

My mum had a wonderful day, we can totally tell.
First, she told us that Rumah Hiijau won and that she received a bouquet of flowers from the school staff, and she says that after the prize giving, everybody sang her a Happy Birthday.
That's nice, kan ?
I love my mum so much, i'm glad she had fun on her 40th (:
Papa forgot to go out and get her a present.
Or a card -_-" (which we eventually got cause my grandparents bought it on our behalf)
But seeing how she had much fun, a present isn't really necessary.

Besides, she has us.

Loves,

b*tchhhhhhh,

Ohmygod, human, you are so pathetic, it's stupid dah.
EEEEEEEEEEEE.
And you're rude.
I wasn't the one looking for trouble wei.
Stop making up stories and stop telling people the wrong story.
It's a loseristic move.
I am right, you're the one in the wrong so stop it la kan.
It's ridiculous.

You're not that rich la kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan, asshole.
Just because you've been to London, doesn't mean you have it all.
Bodoh gila, loser.
Setakat nak perasan banyak duit, and you don't even know them designers, takyah ah.

And i didn't expect you to be rude.
Did you know (ofcourse you don't cause you're too dumb to function) that I was stressing out the night before just thinking about how'd you react ?
Did you know that we made an effort to atleast THINK about you ?
Did you know that instead, of saying bad things, we thought how'd you react and thought of ways on how to talk to you CALMLY and before we know it, you've been going around saying things that are anything BUT the truth.
Face the fact, you have no friends.
You just depend on ONE.
Which is so pathetic beyond words.

You want war, we'll give you one.


Loves,

colbie,

was greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat :D
i mean, she performed live really well.
so, ok.
let's skip the first part of the day.
it has drama in it ;o


we (Najihah, Aimi and I) went to Curve at about 6.45 and when we reached there, we met Aishah and Dhabitah, Ashley and Nikster.
After that, we went to Secret Recipe to grab a bite as Najihah was hungry -.-
Ate cakes and we saw Kaveetha, JeiSee and Karen.
Gave Kavee and Jei See their tickets and we were off.
We went there and went in the gate about 7.30.
Took a couple of pictures before it started and like, tried to get a good place to stand.
We opted for the one on Colbie's left.
Anyway, it rained like by 8.30 ish.
Heavily too.
So, Najihah, Aimi and I rushed in to Cineleisure to buy an umbrella.
Needless to say, hair was ruined la ofcourse.
After buying from Watsons (I got myself a pink one), we went back in to Colbie's.
And even then, tak start lagi -_-'
i got pissed dah.
haha, cause she kept us in the rain, like idiots.
hahahaha, but takpe, true fan, meh.

i think she started by 9.
she was awesome.
very pretty in real life.
she was wearing a yellow top with black tights and killer shoes.
met audrey too.
she was wet and had a yellow rain coat on top of her.
VERY fashionable, bbe (:
hahahahaha.
so, first the band came up (consisting only 2 guitarist and a guy who was like a drummer tapi tak cause he only ketuk the speaker which had a mike in it and that ringy instrument, i totally forgot it's name la kan) and Audrey was like, Ohmygod! The guitarist is hot ;O
hahahaha.
there was this one song she sang, and the guitarist on her right joined in to sing.
he was really really good.
anyone who knws tht song, tell me again.
i think it was Battle but i'm not so sure.

so, it ended, and Najihah, Aimi, and I lined up for autograph session. So did JeiSee and Lyds.
Lined up and Najihah and Aimi went to the toilet.
When they came back, i was already like in the middle where i was in the gate area where no one can like masuk and cut line (sorry, bahasa OUT).
so they missed out la.
Sorry (;

Soooo, we (Jei See and I) got her autograph.
Suffice to say, but like, she was a bit quiet.
Like, i actually said to her, 'Hiii ! I'm like a huge fan of yours!'
and all she did was smile.
-_-'
i'm like, ooookay, Miss Too Popular For Her Fans.
hahaha.
but whatever, i still love her <333333333
Then, we had to go back.
My feet was killing me and when i was in the car on the way home, i had no energy left in my body.
god knows how loud i was screaming, 'COLBIE, WE LOVE YOUUUUU!'
hahahaha.

Najihah and i talked til 2 in the morning over this SOMETHING.

I'm dying to tell it all but it's a bit personal.
But i'll only tell this to Rachael, and AshleyMashley cause i trust them.
I've already told Karen, so we're good (:
HAHAHAHA :D

Loves,

bbq chicken,

If you want to have like the best barbeque chicken sandwich ever, try +wondermilk .

i ate 2 -_-"
hahaha, that gooood.

so today, Mama, Tania and i went to the dentist who's my mum's cousin's husband'd sister, Aunty Soraya.
So checked and i definitely need braces.
And for 2 years.
And after braces, i still have to wear retainers.

So they cleaned and checked first.
Also, they did molding.
Which they call 'impression'
o.o
When the molded the top part of the mouth, that seriously made me gag.
Like i really wanted to muntah my guts out.
EEEEEEEEEEK :O
And i had to remind myself to breathe through the nose cause it like blocked the air passage in my throat.
So that was why i really wanted to muntah ;o
but when they did the lower part, it was better la.

So after all that, we went to +wondermilk
I lovelovelove them so it was about time for me to try out what they got to offer.
Their barbeque chicken sandwich is heaven.
:D :D :D :D
mama ordered cuppcakes for Iman's party nextweek.
that's about it.
later i'll be going to Bintang Walk/Pavillion.
Yeay Me !
Muah

Loves,

aina's,

so, ok.
i woke up at 11.59 -_-"
so, rushed to bathe cause was supposed to go to Aina's somewhere by like, er, gee, 12?!
haha, but after all that mandi-ing, turned out Mama wasn't even in.
but she'd usually be back from wherever she is by lunchtime so i just waited.
went to Aina's house by 1.
bought McDonalds for Aina and Shira and myself.
When i got there, Aina had 5 minutes left of tuition so played (ok, mmmaybe not) with her brother.
after tuition was done, went upstairs and ate whilst watching The Joy Luck Club.
it's a Chinese movie on HBO or something.
Thought it'll be crappy cause Aina said it was kind of boring (since she's watched it already) but reckons that was the only decent thing to watch besides a rerun of GodKnowsWho E! True Hollywood Story.
Actuallllllyyyyy, it was kind of good.
hahahahaha, what a laugh.
boleh tahan la, i mean.
then, we went on the internet and hahahaha, went on to my myspace and she 'met' some of the people from my school.
she demanded details on each and everyone she came across so yeah, i was sitting on her (ultracool) chair whilst giving the 411 on everyone.
Some guys too, hahahaha.

anyway, Shira came short after.
By then, we popped in Snow White on the dvd player, and Aina and I were telling which of the 7 dwarfs were we.
So, i told her she was Dopey and I was Sleepy.
hahahaha, everytime they did something stupid, we'd laugh cause that's us.
Ignore if you don't understand.

When Shira came, we were brainstorming (!) on what movie should we next watch.
Shira and I wanted to watch School Of Rock but Aina wanted to watch Scary Movie 4.
So we did.













That movie is the stupidest movie i have ever seen in the history of bad movies.

like, seriously.
the movie was so stupid, it wasn't funny.
like, serious shit.
ugh, don't watch it weiii.
it's crazily stupid, like seriouslyyyyy, bodoh gila nak mati.




anyway.
then, after watching the most stupidest movie ever made in mankind history, we went in the room and we talked.
caught up with old times.
like, friends and schools, since we're all in different schools now.
so we compared things.
like friends.
and teachers.
and homework.
and PMR.

usual stuffs.
laughed at alooooooooot of things.
best gila nak mmps.
like, i lovelovelovelovelovelovelove them so much, it's ridiculous.
hahaha.
then, Shira had to go back and bladida.
mama fetched me and we went to school to fetch Zaim from kawad.
went to send something at the tailors, and went to eat at Muhibbah.
went to fetch Tania and Iman from Myra's.
came home, onlined, watched Are You Smarter Than A 5th Grader.
that's pretty much it.
tomorrow i'm out with Kyrina <3

Loves,

p/s: 3 Edisoners, please say you haven't started on Cikgu YU's homework cause i know i haven't. Only sikit je -.-' unlike Kai Wen, the loser who went to Japan. hahahaha.

pig/boar/babi

I

AM

SO

BORED

IT'S

NOT

EVEN

FUNNY


serious shit, i should be out and about.
i'm being such a pig, it's craaaaaazy.

i mean, i sleep at 1, wake up by 10.
and i don't bathe til like 4 in the afternoon.
i eat my breakfast by 12 and lunch by 1.
dinner by 9.
supper by 12.

and because i sleep at 1, i'll feel really sleepy in the evening so i'll sleep for an hour.
bodoh kan.


ugh.


Loves,

i like,

well, today i DID go to school -_____-"
despite not wanting to yesterday.
i set my alarm for 6 anyway, so i woke up by then and even though, was hesitating.
but i did force myself to wake up and bathe.

went to school, and didn't do much la.
got my agam results back, though.
76 JE.
i'm thankful it's an A but stilllll, pfft.
i want to get a 90.
hahaha.

so, time passed, laugh laugh and laugh.
and and, Najihah introduced this game, 'Silent Killer'
ohmygod, weiiii, damn awesome ok.
hahaha, it's like so awesome, we stayed back til 1.30 to play it.
it's THAT good.

i shall teach youu (:
so stayed back til late 2 cause mum had something on.
waited in the canteen.
Luqman was there so talked to him.
He even taught me a bit on Chapter 4 : Science
hahahaha.
according to him, in order to understand, a dirty mind is required.
he even did, er, hand motions.
i was grossed out, weii.
hahaha, he eventually went home and i went back
here i ammm (:




Je vous aime parce que vous me faites le sourire




Loves,

IT'S SO GOOD TO BE BACK.
ahaha, back to what, i don't know lah.

anywaaaaaaay, a summary (as short as let's see, hmm, a word?) on Intervensi

BM
Actually, was ok la.
The objective questions was indeed, confusing.
Ringkasan, hm.
Okaaaaaaaay je.
I think i went over the 80-word-limit like, i think, 82 ?
but, i then again, i counted the kata ganda which is considered one so yeah, 79 words, baby.
Overall : Okay JE

ENGLISH
EEEEE :O
serious shit, stupid ass.
like, it was about me, ebing a head prefect giving out a speech about ways towards become an excellent teenager which i think is so cheesy.
cam, 'excellent'?
what the hell ?
aaanyway, i wrote and wrote but every 5 seconds, i'll be adding and cancelling out words so then, i got fed up, and took that as a draft thinking i had time.
but, well, i didn't.
15 minutes til over, i was still writing my last bit on the original copy with the horrrible handwriting so i couldn't possibly give that copy to Puan Hanizah.
So, i started writing a new one.

5 minutes til over, i wasn't even at the 4th paragraph.
-_-
and i had 7 paragraphs !
gila ke tak ?
so, since Cikgu YU is so nice, he let me continue til i'm done but i was SUCH in a hurry (Imran standing beside me, waiting, didn't help. At all) that i had to cancel some words.
Ugh. So by the last paragraph, my hand writing was as hedious as anything je. Ugh. I told my mum that, she was like, 'Oh, that's a shame'
-__________-"
having a mum as a teacher has it's benefits.
this isn't one of em

Overall: I need more time.

AGAMA
Was ok, some i hentam only cause the questions were (coincidentally enough) the bits and pieces i missed out reading.
haiyamaiya. not thinking i'll get an A, though.
Kalau A pun, like, a 75.
Ish.

Overall: Loseristic

SCIENCE
Not as hard as Cikgu Mas'aud said it was quote, 'Agak challenging' unquote.
It was simple enough.
paper 2 had its tough parts.
screwed some question like the nutrition based ones.
i answered one of em, 'Proteins' when it was totally 'Carbs'
so since it's a linked kind of question, that's 2 marks out.
ishhhhhhh

Overall: Answerable yet i can't answer.

GEOGRAPHY
Was abso-freakin-lutely crappy.
Stupid stupid stupid paper.
I'm so getting a D for this.
Stupid.
The keyword for this paper is stupid, no doubt.
Audrey knows, hahaha.

Overall: Stupid

MATHS
Answerable cause of the calculator. Thank GODDDDDDD takde Paper 2.

Overall: Answerable though some were hard. Namely the coordinates and liner equations.

KEMAHIRAN HIDUP
We had only 45 minutes to answer this paper. No pressure cause it was easy enough.

Overall: The only paper I could sleep for

HISTORY
Was okay. Had a blast teaching Jei See my ridiculous formulas.
With all that laughing, i forgot to read my earlier Form 2 Chapters.
Huge mistake.

Was ok though.

Overall: Answerable

COLBIE CALLAIT IS SO COMING TO CURVE ON THE 14TH AT 8PM.
I SO WANT TO GOOOOO.
COME JOIN, BABY.

Loves,

mati,

i am so going to mati for Intervensi.

EEEE :O

serious shiiiit, besides, form 1 stuffs, i haven't started on anything.
except for agama which i read like that je la, and maths which i only have started form1.
aaaaaand science form 1.
geo, kh, sejarah, bm lit, i haven't started.
AND english lit.

ohmygod, and this is only the Intervensi.
Belum lagi PMR.
not even close pun.

So today, was school.
Came back, bathe, ate lunch, went to the library by 3 something.
Met JeiSee, Lydia and Celine but there were already going out to play badminton with Amanda -__-"
But Debra, Rachael was there.
So was Arif and Darren.
Heck, Darren read a book on vampires -_-
Rach being such a good friend, helped Arif with Math.

I put on my iPod and did Math Form One.
How pathetic.
But i'm taking it slow so that i can understand.
Then, Arif and Darren left.
About 15 minutes, I left to the place, the individual booths tu.
there, studied math but moved on to Science.
tu pun form one je.
then mama, came by at 6 and I left.
wanted to go to Makbul but decided to go fetch Zaim from kawad first.
But ofcourse, ended late.
-_-"
then, came back, and blablabla.
useless crap.

hahaha.

okayyyy, i'm off.
History (translated as crappy shit) awaits.

Loves,

wish me good luck.

nathan's,

GLUTTONY

1. Do you think you eat more than you should?
Mhm, most def. I'm trying to eat less. Not like anorexic. Just cut out the oily stuffs. I still eat my 3 meals in a day, ok people.

2. What is your favorite meal?
Italiano

3. What did you have for dinner today (or yesterday)?
I was in a rush for tuition so just rice.

4. What is your favorite dessert?
Haagen Dasz

5. Can you cook well?
No, no matter how much you teach me, it'll suck. I mean, my mac&cheese is like freakin' rubber. My maggie goren has no taste whatsoever. And my toast is so, burnt -.-

6. Are you a fruit or veggie person?
fruit. anything beats vegetables.

7. What is your favorite restaurant to go to?
FASTA PASTA. and tht steamboat place at Ikano.
hahaha.

8. Do you feel comfortable with your weight?
yeah, it's alright.

9. Are you vegetarian or vegan?
NUH UH

10. Describe your normal eating habits.
I eat three meals a day.
That's pretty much it.


LUST

1. How much do you find yourself thinking about sex?
hahaha. not much.

2. Are you a virgin?
mhm

3. If not, who did you lose your virginity to and when?
pass

4. Do you believe you should be in love to have sex?
def.

5. Have you ever cheated on your significant other?
no significant other

6. What's the first thing you look for in a boy/girl?
personality and looks.
HAHAHA, i'm so bad.

7. Do you have any special fantasies?
haha, yeah

8. Have you been in lust more than love?
nuh uh

9. Would you have sex with more than one person?
at once ?
ee.

10. Who have you lust for?
no one.


GREED

1. What do you want more than anything right now?
cash

2. Does money play an important part of your life?
yes, so much.

3. What are your goals for the future?
to be rich and really famous. HAHAHAHA.
basically, successful and known.

4. Do you think money is more important than love?
ofcourse tak.

5. If you were given one million dollars right now, what would you do with it?
hand them to my parents cause they'll know what to do but i'd definitely take like a couple thousands to fly myself to Paris or something.

6. Has anyone ever called you spoiled or greedy?
i've been called spoiled by my mum -_-'

7. Do your parents have a lot of money?
haha, well, tht's p&c.

8. How much money do you spend in one week?
er, tah.

9. Do/would you share with people that are less fortunate?
ofcourse.

10. Have you ever robbed someone?
for what ?


SLOTH

1. Have many people called you lazy?
pfft, I call myself lazy.

2. How much sleep do you get at night?
i have a real bad sleeping habit which i definitely should fix on.

3. Do you often take naps in the middle of the day?
not anymore la cause homeworks and study.

4. What was the most depressing time of your life?
now, hahaha.

5. What is the best way to relax?
sleeping and letting it all go by dancing to my iPod.

6. Would you consider yourself more of a follower or leader?
follower but i still march at my own beat so, it can go both ways.

7. Would you consider yourself a caring person?
HO yeah.

8. What time do you go to bed at night?
late, ish.

9. What do you waste most of your time doing?
watching reruns on E!

10. Would you rather go out somewhere or stay home?
go out. but i'll get too lazy and end up staying home.


WRATH

1. Who was the last person you were upset with?
Stella.

2. What is the meanest thing you’ve ever done to someone?
hmm. i'm nice, ysee (haha) so i don't know.

3. Do you hate anyone?
Stella and Narcisco. Oh and Karl.
Ee, bitchessssss.


4. Are you angry a lot?
mhm, i'm kind of hot tempered.

5. What was the last thing that made you mad?
Stella.

6. Have you even been in a physical fight with someone?
oh tak tak.

7. Has there been a time that you wanted to seek revenge?
i do.

8. What is your biggest pet peeve?
i can go on til tomorrow, dah-ling

9. How do you express your anger and frustration?
sleeping and cursing and screaming.
haha

10. Is it easy for you to forgive?
regretfully, yes.


ENVY

1. Who are you most jealous of?
Narcisco.

2. What is something you want that your best friend has?
Pfft.

3. What is one thing you think you are lacking in life?
yeah, audreeey, SLEEP, godammit.
and time.

4. Do you think of yourself as an envious person?
sometimes.

5. How would you consider yourself lucky?
ok laaa

6. Unlucky?
ok laaa

7. Have you ever felt sorry for yourself?
haha, tah.

8. Overall, do you think you have everything you need?
i don't mind changes.

9. Is there anyone that has been envious of you?
oooh, siapa ?

10. Do you want a better life than what you have?
yeaaah ;/

PRIDE

1. What is your best physical feature?
hair, i guess.

2. What do you like most about your personality?
that's i'm so nice to people and i can't help it.
hahahaha, bapak gila perasan

3. How much time do you take to get ready in the morning?
i can be SuperGirl baby.

4. Do you wear a lot of make-up?
lipgloss at least.

5. How often do you go shopping?
not much these days

6. Are your looks very important to you?
not VERY la.

7. Would you ever like to be a model?
whoa, hahaha.

8. What could be improved about your body?
i have flabby er, body parts.
haha

9. Do you think that you’re better than others?
ho yah.
KIDDING.
i always envy other people.

10. What is your most embarrassing moment?
and i'm going to tell you, whyyyy ?

Loves,

p/s : come next week where we'll be sitting for that stupid intervensi, i'll be dead.
like mati katak.

vantage point,

So yeah, it happened yesterday and i'm only blogging it today, -.-

About 4, Mama, Papa and I went out to Cathay to watch Vantage Point.
After getting the tickets, went to the bazaar and but nothing much.
Went back to Cathay, and bought popcorn and stuff.
Went in.

OHMYWEIII, the movie's soo gooooooood ;o
but, like it rewinded (you won't understand til you've watched) a couple of times and the audience began to groan and then, clapped, i'm like, what the hell, malaysians?
so yeah, at 7 on the dot,it finished.

Went around the bazaar, bought a tee for my sister and camisoles (i don't know why)
and whilst browsing there, came about two ladies with like the most prettiest handbags.
one had like this hot pink one with a brown handle.
the pink reminds me very much of Coach.
It's not a typial handbag la.
It's like a shopper.
and the pink fabric is hard to explain la.
it's like those Prada ones.
The plastic-ish fabric but seriously lawa.
went to coach.com but coldn't come across anything like it.
ee, geram gila.
and another was a Black Luella which was so purdy i could have snatched it without any regret. or guilt.
ok, kidding, i'm not cruel.
Went to IKANO and bought Vogue and CosmoGirl and both were sucky sucky crappy issues.
EE, seriously.

WEnt to Tony Roma's.
My first time there.
HAHA.
cause everytime we're at Ikano, it's always Fasta Pasta.
So yeah.
mygod, the portions are humongous weii ;o
so yeah, but the barbeque sauce was the awesomest ever.
hahaha.

went back and did some studying.
slept at 1.
bored til now.

SCHOOL'S TOMORROW.
BANGANG.

Loves,

she tagged,

Rachael tagged me, haha.
thnks fr calling me a gorgeous darling.
so sweet ;) haha.

001. Real name: Nadia Zainudin Binti Zainudin
002. Nickname: Nad
003. Married: nuh uh
005. Male or female: i'm a lady, honey.
007. Highschool: SMKBSD1 but now in, SMKTTDI
008. College: in a couple years time.
010. Short or long hair: long-ish ?
015: Are you a health freak: no, i'm a neat freak.
016. Height: i'm short, ok ?
017. Do you have a crush on someone: yeapidoodles.
018. Do you like yourself: pfft, i love myself.
019. Piercings: just on my ears.
021. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS*
022. First surgery: i dnt think i had one. i'm the kid who played safe.
023. First piercing(s): like 9 ?
024. First best friend : Amanina and Amira (:
025. First award: you are looking at the 2 time Spelling Bee Champ.
026. First sport you joined: swimming.
027. First pet: i didn't like pets. even back then
028. First vacation: London. penang and taiping doesn't count cause it was my kampung, ok.
029. First concert: gila lame.
030. First crush: tht guy who eventually went off to Australia. i frgt the name, though. haha.

CURRENTLY*
049. Eating: nothing.
050. Drinking: nothing.
052. I'm about to: reply a comment on myspace.

YOUR FUTURE*
058. Want kids: yeah.
059. Want to get married: yesyes. i want the whole fairytale wedding. very cliched but whatever.
060. Careers in mind: Fashion Designer.

WHICH ONE IS BETTER*
068. Lips or eyes: eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: hugs
070. Shorter or taller: taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneously romantic. HA.
074. Sensitive or loud: sensitively loud. whatever THAT means.
075. Trouble maker or hesitant: a hesistant troublemaker. haha, actually tak. i'm hesitant. i don't go looking for trouble

HAVE YOU EVER*
078. Kissed a stranger: no
079. Drank bubbles: mmaybe.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: no, but i HAVE lost other things. ok, i have lost kabillion other things.
081. Ran away from home: no
082. Liked someone younger: ahaha, tak. i just thought they were cute.
083. Liked someone older: yeah, (:
084. Broken someone's heart: no. atleast i don't think i have.
085. Been arrested: nuh uh.
087: Cried when someone died: er, thank god, i haven't lost anyone and hope not anytime soon, so no. i haven't.
088. Liked a friend: yeaaaaaaaaaah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN*
089. Yourself: sometimes.
090. Miracles: yes
092. Heaven: d'oh. ofcourse.
093. Santa Claus: i really want to
096. Angels: haha, yeah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY*
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now: yeah
099. Do you believe in God: most definitely.
100. Tag 5 people: whoever's reading. hahahaha.

burgerking,

ookay.
school was alright.
was raining upon arriving.
learned things.

was supposed to attend Puan Nik's KH class but since she was occupied, we went off.
went down to buy icecream but tak beli pun.
Najihah belikan, hahaha.
went up to the canteen, and Najihah and i borak-ed.
with Arif's presence totally ignored.
kesian dia, though.
Najihah's too shy la with him so Arif has to understand.

OOOOKAY, it's their problem, not mine, so i don't know why i'm talking this on my blog.
moving on.

after sending Najihah back, bought Arif his ice cream.
and oh yeah, Hakim says he'll give me cash for birthday present.
hahaha, it's betterrrrr.
i'm in desperate for money.
i'm like, broke.
not more than 20 bucks in my wallet.

so, yesterday, American Idol started.
OHMYGOD, DAVID ARCHULETA is my loooooove.
he's so freakin' cute.
i want to slap him for being so darn cute.
like, on stage, he was blushing with Ryan and obviously, the judges loved him.
so do i, hahahaha.

today is the girls turn.
so fasr, i only like the girl in yellow.
i think she was third, after the black girl, who sang my ultimate favourite, 'I Say A Little Prayer For You'
i get so happy listening to that song.
so, if you wanna cheer me up, sing that, and i'll love you.

oh back to where i was.
i was in school til about 3.45 ish.
mama bought me Burger King and i had plenty to spare so i gave some to Pauline and Luqman came over to talk to Pauline and i asked him if he wanted some fries and yeah, he took some.
and we talked a bit.
he's a nice guy, really (:
and then Damia came to talk over some debate with Pauline and like when Pauline asked,
' What's encourage in malay?'
and Damia was like, ' Er, er, er.
i piped in, ' Menggalakkan ?
then they were like, 'HO YEAAAAAAH!'
haha, and Damia said, ' HA, see, anak cikgu BI tahu.'
hahahaha, i laughed.
then, they had to go.
left me to complete maths.
after a bit, went back.
came home, cleaned up, onlined a bit.
continued homework -.-
too many homework, i haven't gotten a chance to study puuun.
ugh ish eek.

Oh, my partner for English oral is DEBRAAAAAAA.
:D
i kind of knew i'd be her partner.
like, when Puan Hanizah said, 'Debraaaa, your partner is..'
i had this thing saying it'll be me.
and i was riight.
i'm beginning to think i'm psychic.
:D

so yeah.
Conclusion ?
DAVID ARCHULETA IS CUTER THAN CUTE.
MI AMORE.

Loves,

milan,

MILAN FASHION WEEK IS HERE !
and great stuffs :O

but i haven't posted on NEWYORK fashion week lagi so yeah,
these are my personal favs.



From Anna Sui




From the duo, Badgley Mischka



From BCBG Maxazria who has yet to disappoint me in ANY of their Ready-To-Wear Fashion shows.


From Betsey Johnson




From DKNY



From Diane Von Furstenberg also know as veteran GENIUS.



From Erin Fetherston, the best ever upcoming designer i can ever find in the whole wide world.



From Missoni who creates patterns like no one's business.



From my 'boyfriend', Michael Kors.

that's pretty much what caught my eye. Marc Jacobs was a huge yawn. All those boring blah colours.
EEK.

So far, from Milaaan,



From Domenico Dolce and Stefano Gabbana and unless you can't put two and two together, it's Dolce Gabbana. Ohmygod, i loooooove D&G now. Except fr their bags. But the clothes are loveeee.




Blumarine, love

tht's all i got.
Prada is so bo-riiiiing ;o

OH before i forget,
today's Kyrina's biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirthday :D :D :D
She's like only my bestbestbestbestbestfriend everr.
haha :D though we're in different schools, i love her to bit and pieces.
she's my shopping partner where after shopping, we would sit down and be Fashion Police, judging from head to toe (: best gilo.
HAHA.
we were a foursome, weiii.
Namira, Kyrina, Aina and I.
and we'd all laugh over something so stupid and not laught worthy and BECAUSE it's so stupid and not laught worthy and we actually LAUGHED about THAT, we laugh yet again.
get it ?
takpela.
haha.
so
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, LOVE.
I LOVE AND MISS YOU A LOTLOTLOT.
I MISSSSSSSSSSS GILA GILA THE TIMES IN PRIMARY SCHOOL.
bapak siot, i rindu gila youuuu (': and the others but you were close to me masa standard 4 lagi bila kitorg tengah borak about those Sleepover Books.
kan kan ? and you ada that PowerPuffGirls nye calendar kat your table.
I knew we would be this close.
AND DESPITE THE TOUGH TIMES WE'VE GONE THROUGH, I STILL LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.
TAKE CARE, DARLING (:



Loves,

hatredletter,

i'm going to tell you something that will probably make me come off as mengada and perasan.
But,


I AM ABOUT THE NICEST AND LOYAL FRIEND ANYONE WILL HAVE.

ok, too dramatic.

I AM THE NICEST AND MOST LOYAL OF A FRIEND.
don't believe me?
go back in the past and see the ever growing list of the things i did for you.
ever try that, bitch ?

and throughout the years, my so-called 'friends' have used that (me being nice) and twist it and bullies me for it.

Like, they have absolutely no problem as to when they want to, y'knw, just 'drop' me fr as friend and ignores me at all cost.

And they have no problem as to ask me to do all sorts of things just because they know i won't say No.

Ofcourse, it's like, VERRRRRRRRY simple to casually tell me off if i'm doing anything wrong and as if you're an offspring of Albert Einstein and is so clever yourself.
YOU (see, i'm using You cause obviously this is for someone la kan) want me to follow your ways and and never to bother to listen to mine and whenever i actually TELL you 'my ways', you snicker and laugh as if
it's not worth your time.

Well, newsflash, dah-ling, you're not worth MINE.
and that's the part where i laugh cause you still thing you DO.

and looks who's all alone when Little Miss TooNiceToBother HERE is laughing her ass off at how lonely you look without that soon-to-be slave tagging you around laughing and insulting everybody you see as if you're Miss Perfect while i have friends all over and unlike you, i just don't depend on ONE person to be my friend.

many good friends beats one best friend.
ever heard of that ?
you won't, cause i made up the theory.
;D

SAYAAAAAANG, you're not Miss Perfect (nor will you ever be) so snap yourself out from that self-reigning imaginary world of yours before you stumble down and rot yourself dirty and i'm sorry to say, but,
no one's going to help you when you do and
THAT alone will make my year.
no wait, scratch that,
my CENTURY.

it's not my fault you're stupid and naiive and well, so disgustingly LOW.
it's yours.

tell me when you stop being a bitch and finally (which translates to never) admit that you stepped on me and regret everything that you have done, THEN mmmaybe we can be good friends again.




oh wait, don't.
cause i'm having too much fun laughing at how stupid of an arse you seem right now.
Ta, baby.
Had fun knowing you, but having much more fun not knowing you.


Loves,

p/s: This applies to everyone who has underestimate me.
Naturally idiots or former idiots.
So if you feel like one and when you read this, you can't help but nodding yes at every insult i threw at you, then honey, it doesn't take a genius to figure out that, that person is most probably you.
rach and the rest, before you apologize unnecessary, babe, it's not youu.
i'll tell you ALL about it when i can because i have so much fun doing so.

sukantara,

BLEGH.

though my mum is in the same rumah sukan as i am, i still urged her countless times to write me a letter to exclude me in the sports events.

cause, God forbid me running 400 meters, weiii.
You want me to die ?
Becaaaaause that is definitely not how i would want to die.
but i did do the lontar peluru which didn't go so well.
hahaha, i couldn't freakin' pass.
like hel-LO, the ball was like the weight of a NEWBORN and you have to only hold it with 3 hands supporting the weight-of-a-newborn-metal-ball.
ugh.
anyway, had one hour of rehat, which was rewarding, even though i didn't do anything much.
hahahaha.

but hell.

anyway, during rehat, we had Kaveetha's cupcakes (all 15 of em) with candles, for dear darling friend, Jei See who's been such an awesome love.
she's so nice to me and she listens and she is incredibly funny.
i love love love her <3
muahs, dear.

anyway.
then, we learned English only.
about idioms, dumdedum.

went bck, WATCHED AMERICAN FREAKIN' IDOL.

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

I LOVELOVELOVE the contestants weiiiii.
ESPECIALLY these 2 cutiepies,
er, since they're new, i baguely remember their names but one of em is like 16 and so incredibly cute, David Archuleta and Josiah Leming , the one who lives in a car and sings in a Brit accent.
He's cuuuuuuuuuuute, lovelove.
haha.
and he has a to die for voice.
melt worthy babyyyy.
and there were few others but i totally forgot their names, :D

i'll stop here,
ta

Loves,

i'm back,

i'm baaaaack (:
Penang was good.
Although a bit dull, but i realized after arriving in KL, that Penang was a good rest and break.
HAHA, i dnt knw what rest i deserved but whateverrrrrr la.
haha.
came back, went to AlSafa for breakfast.
And when at home, did some minor cleaning up.
Then, started homework that i didn't complete.
I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT MY BM HOMEWORK.
i thought it was just notes and to be punched into the bm folio but realized there, what seems to be, a kazillion things to do.
-_-"
so did that, but after 2.30 whilst watching the 'Live from the Red Carpet: BAFTAs' i was so uber sleepy, i went in my parents room (who has the most heaven like bed ever ever ever) so slept til 7.
HAHAHA.
so that pretty much means, i won't be sleeping til 2 in the morning.
my sleeping habits screwed up, like seriously.

OHMYGOD, TOMORROW'S SCHOOOOL!
i missssss school.
ohgosh.
i actually wanted to go tadi, like an after rehat thing, but mum was too tired from all the driving so ponteng je la.
HEY, atleast i actually OPTED in going after rehat.
that counts as good intentions riiiiight ?!
hahaha.

and oh yeah.
today's the grammy awards.
THE 50TH ANNUAL GRAMMYS.
that's huge.
personally, i loved Rihanna's perfomance but i hate the hair.
Blegh.
and i also loved Beyonce's 10 second solo at the beginning.
that was awesomely awesome.
she's a genius in putting her song like that.
and her moves were jaw droppingly fantastic.
EEK :O

anyway.
FASHION FROM THE RED CARPET.
I give kudos to Fergie for wearing that beautiful Calvin Klein. What a nice shade of yellow , right ?
And hmm, who else ?
I'm not a fan of Carrie Underwood but her dress, courtesy of the brilliant duo, Badgley Mischka, was phenomenal.
Beautifuuuuul, like ohmygod.
Twas so stunning.
Florals are so freakin' in.
I've always been into florals, i just didn't want to wear it cause feared it looked like what granny's wear.
but heck with that, it's so in, baby.
Who else ?
Rihanna's purple Zac Posen number was ok la.
The shape of it was odd, though.
Beyonce's was hmm, i give it 4.
Very blah.
Really nice but i mean, it's something you see her wearing to the Oscar's or something.
I liked her shoulder length hair and the absence of her extensions but wasn't a fan of her highlights.
Since i was away to Penang, i've been missing my New York Fashion Week report exclusively (ok,mmaybe not) from style.com

so, besides doing Mr Yu's homework (hehe,guilty) I've been trying to catch up with NYFW.

I'll post up some of my personal favourites later.
When's that ?
With me, you kind of never know.

Loves,

p/s; my dad loves Amy Winehouse which is so weird. So weird.

toodles,

I'm off to penang for the Chinese New Year.
Yeah, that's til Sunday noon-ish.

Ta, darla's.

Muah.

Loves,

come on,

todaaaay was boring.
school bladida.

studied like normal.
stayed back for a while since Mama had a meeting to attend.
so did homework at the canteen whilst waiting.
so rajin doh (:
hahaha.

so er, nothing much to blab on.

...

hmm.
oh, and i have no idea what to put on my desk at school.
i've cut some materials out of Vogue which was sorta, torture.
cause the on i cut out from was a really super uber thick one with Sienna Miller on the cover.
that's why i so kedekut, i cut the small pictures.
HAHA.
Creativity agak menghilang.

Loves,

and so,

i am so mengantuk, maaaaaan.
but, i wnt to go fetch Zaim from school, so yeah, i'm awake.

woke up at 6.22 and off the aircond and all and was like halfway out, then,
' Eh, cuti la'
haha, so slept back til 9.45ish and got ready fr schl.
to paint.
it's purple, people.

painted.
didn't talk much at first cause ws still tired.
after painting a lil, started doing the table.
the position has all changed.
it's like 4 tables in a row.
so najihah gets the one under the fan, sarah next to her, i'm next to Sarah and, and Nora next to me.
So really, i'll be alone.
cause Sarah has Najihah. And they laugh (a little too) loudly. And, Sarah's gng to layan Najihah more ( which really, i don't mind. i could do without the screaming and laughing this year ) and again, i'll be with Nora.
mygod.
bodoh gila.
it's like being bossed around.
i hate that.
babi.
sial.
and they (SarahNajihah) will be laughing together and yeah, usually, when i ask why, it's always something between them, leaving me in the dark.
-.-
when will it stop, weiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
i've had this til i was 7, you knowwwww.
friends taking over you.
i dnt care, i'm gng to say it here.
like it or not.
if you don't, there's that 'X' button on your top left/right, click it and get the hell out of my blog.

Standard 1 and 2
I knw you guys won't believe this, but Diyana was like Queen Bee amongst us (Athirah, Alia, Juju and I) which sucked. We actually formed a club (hahahahahah) and I still remember being forced to eat her lunch or else, she won't friend us. HAHAHA. She's so nice now, it's so surreal she was evil way back then, huh ? But, people change, so, it's for the better, which means all's good. No hard feelings. I still love her <3

Std 3 til 6
ohgod. i had this love hate relationship with my friends, Kyrina, Aina, Namira, Emina, Erina.
Ofcourse, i love em ti bit and all, but at one point, i used to like, carry their water bottles. And i hate them.
I still do sometimes.

Form 1
Was actually quite good. I had my bunch of friends who hung out with. Who are incredibly nice and polite. Fatimah, Amal, Illi, Dina, Mira A. After school, i'd go to Mira's house and we'd watch movies and chill. Best (:

Form 2
Met Sarah and Rachael and her gang.
I felt like the poor dog who did whatever it was ordered to.
Like, instead of, 'Fetch', it was more, 'Do that' or 'Do this'
Or, 'You'd better do my way or else'
Siapa yg terasa, sorry. But i really don't care now.

Form 3
I've seriously have no one to talk deep stuffs with. And people who i can relate real things with. And still be true with.
Ick.




so, i want to go sit with Karen, Kaveetha and Nikki.
4 people right ? Hm.
But ntah, i'm thinking it over.

Anyway, today, went to the stadium at Cheras cause Zaim was in kawad and my dad was like,
'Let's have this tradition. If any of us gets involved in an activity, the WHOLE family MUST go.'
So that 'tradition' started today.
Honestly, i think Zaim did a job well done.
Very proud of him (:

I like that tradition.

Loves,

p/s : a special shout out to Karen, for hearing me out. (: Thanks a billion. I owe you.

ooh,

I was going through Sartorialist at style.com and i came across this handsome chap.



My, isn't he handsome ?

Loves,