Jai Ho

A big shout out to Farisha :') HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, GRRRRLFRIEND. Party planner #1 :') Have a great one !

OK. Up to Maghrib, I was bored to no end. I had seriously nothing to do. Relatives came and my grandmother from my dad's side is here for the night. By tomorrow when my Mak Tok and Pak Tok come, it'll be full house :o I went to Mum's Place for Jia Wen's 16th at 8++, I stayed back at home to buka puasa first and to pray before I head off. 

Reached there and had rice.. 2 plates of them ! Sedap gila okay, maybe cause I was hungry but I genuinely think the food was (Y)(Y) nak pergi lagi :') After eating, taking pictures, laughing sampai sakit perut, and the cake cutting, going to Curve was also on the agenda, but I didn't know that but since everyone else was going, I went too. The boys walked their way to Curve, and some went off with Lian and the remaining went with Jia Wen. All 16 of us. In a Kia Sorento. So the boot was already filled and crammed, I sat (Questionable position, more like) in the middle section, unable to feel thighs/legs. But it was helluva fun, so hilarious how we looked like an advert for y'know, 'spacious' cars and to prove such, they'd stuff as many people as they can. We experienced that first hand, sakit perut gelak sial. :') So much fun. That one HAD to be the highlight of the night :')

Once reaching Curve, Jia Wen's mum actually took a picture of us HAHA. Lawak gilaaa.

Then we went to Cineleisure and took a couple more pictures then we went up to check out movie times. But the timing was off so we went to the arcade instead and went for karaoke. Stayed only for one song : Jai Ho !

BEST EVER menyanyi macam #$%^&* hahahahaha, of course Kaveetha joined in and everyone else came in and danced along. FUN GILA BABIIIIII haha but I had to leave right after so my night ended there.

I wished I could stayed longer but hey, it was fun while it lasted ! Come come, MORE 16th birthday parties !

Tempted

• State Of Play is good, I always have a soft spot for Rachel McAdams ever since my infatuation for the Notebook. 
  
• G.I Joe is even better (Y)(Y) but after one action scene too many, one can possibly go deaf. 
  
• I also reserved a dress at Topshop hahahahahaha still going back and forth on whether I should buy the beauty. Fits the body like a freakin glove. 
• I want to watch Up and Harry Potter VI :/ 
• My dad is turning 50 this Monday and we're having a kenduri buka puasa in conjunction with his birthday so I'm pretty pumped up for that.
• Sunday is Jia Wen's do and I haven't bought her a present yet :/ She has repeatedly refused offers for presents and there is no one in the world who has not want a present and my mum (and grandmum) always tells me to never attend a birthday or anything without a present in hand. So Jia Wen, you like it or not, I'll get you a present.. somehow. 
• Fasting starts today and I don't feel hungry. Hoorah. 
• Sarah, Ila, Dina, Najihah, Suraya jom bukak puasa together gether. +Aimi pun boleh :') and Yus and everyone else tapi the other 5 tu kena datang. Date and place, I'm all yours ! It's been.. never since the 6 went out together.

All Hail Retail

Physics was laughable. But considering I diverted most of my time doing +maths question, it was foretold that I'd have trouble answering the questions. I was stuck at the first objective question, I had to recall inertia padahal intertia la senang. I was surprised I've forgotten what inertia meant. And how to calculate momentum. SO devastating to know that you spent the morning imprinting the goddamned formula in your head to only completely dismiss it come paper. UGH

+Maths was just as bitchy. Log questions @#$%^& Again, I went blank. Padahal malam tu dah tahuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, and I was at the library devoting my time for +maths. It's either that or the questions in my exercise book is too easy ? AH WTH 

Shall vow to do more questions in the future so that come end year, I'd get used to the ass much of a question. 

Went out to Tony Roma's for a dinner sebab i) Mum's too lazy to cook ii) Kira last dinner out before puasa comes and dad will be too busy going to terawikh prayers iii) Rindu Kickin' Shrimp. HEHE

School tomorrow and then the week break, ah, how I miss waking up in the afternoon :') I need to pay my sleeping debts, thanks to these damned tests, it's long overdue and I can feel my body all exhausted. 

Catch Me

What does she have that I don't ?

Bad Day #1

A very bad day today. So sakit hati.

I slept at 1 am thinking 'Okay, at 4 after Sahur, I'll continue studying Chemistry'.

Izzati, kitorang sama case. Bangun pukul 6.40 and in my case dah lambat. I was cursing sebab satu, TAK PUASA AND DAH CONFIRM kena ganti 2 more next year. And :'( !!! Main reason to wake up was because I HAD/NEED/MUST study my chemistry. And my sejarah my god, tak study langsung. And I had to print my notes that I (THANK GOD SIAP!) did on Sejarah. So macam extra kelam kabut. :'( So heartbreaking sial. And my school shoes were drenched because semalam hujan and my mum got angry sebab cakap 'Don't tell me you got no other shoes!'. 

Sakit hati gila because I washed my own goddamn shoes, not only mine pulak tu, I washed everyone else's and I'm not afraid to say this but I do a whole lot of chores, okay! So I was frustrated at my mum for making me feel like tak buat apa benda pun. Heh.

So I went to school uncomfortably with my right foot all wet. Was so pissed. The only thing that my day was the fact that Chemistry started at 9, ada jugak la time nak belajar. Went to the library after school and did +maths. Such a nice feeling when you get a whole bunch of questions correct. Hah.

DAHLAH MY WATCH IS M.I.A.  $%!*&@!)@(~!_@( Patut letak GPS or whatever you call it.

My day cannot get any worse. I don't give a damn for physics, it's not like the other 2 science subjects takkan fail kan. Mampus ah. TEST JEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Ok bye, +maths quite tempting.

Damn, Can You Feel It

I've been fasting 2 days straight now, and 2 more to go. Then what ? A one day break and puasa begins. One of the reasons I slapped myself silly for hitting the snooze button a little to many times is to avoid chasing time. 

Was supposed to go to the library to read (not, 'brush up'. to actually read, read.) but felt unwell so I ditched the library for bed. :o

Bio was laughable. This is crazy, subjective questions dia macam istimewa. Susah la sial. I didn't like leaving the answer space empty despite not knowing it at all, so I had to come up with some crap that sounded smart. 

Modern Maths was just as shitty. I freakin' forgot how to combine statements to make it a true statement or a false statement. I think it's because I keep underestimating small topics and relatively easier than the others so I skip studying it altogether. Haiiiih. 

My number one reason explaining my hatred for monthly test : Time crunch. I know on hour is a lot but it's very nerve wrecking when you spend 5 minutes on a question knowing, there's only 55 more minutes to the rest. My watch decided to abandon me in my time of need, so I kept turning behind to check the time on Ila's watch. [Mental Note : Get new batteries for the watch.]

Tahu test je, but hells yeahs, I can't wait for it to end. But I'll attempt a go at studying even after this test so when end year rolls by (eek), I'd have back up so I won't have to cram everything in. Alright, John ? Alriiiight. 

This post is very unnecessary and should have been me studying Chemistry but hey, that's how I roll. Bak kata Aimi Farzana (via text) : 'Mampus ah test. I buat setakat yg I mampu. Hari ni tak belajar apa. Who cares, test je. Big deal. Screw test. Sebab I baru belajar seciput je. Why bother belajar gila gile bila I dah tau I tak kan sempat cover semua. Bnyk gila babi i tak belajar langsung.'

Yeah (y)

Hang Out With People Smarter Than You

I have this love-hate relationship for the internet. Love because well, everything there is to it from Youtube to social networking sites i.e Facebook (no love for Myspace, RIP) to the addictive blog reading. I freakin hate it because of the goddamned fact that it is freakin distractive. I have abandoned my Biology reading despite promising myself to be no longer on the 'net than 10 minutes. But truly, it is impossible. School was alright, test started last Friday and 3 papers down, 8 more to go. I already can't wait for the much needed holiday break though it being a mere week. Atleast it's something. Ramadhan is on its way and mediocre feelings toward it (mainly because of the fact kena bangun for Sahur la), I have to be honest. But then again, lepas Ramadhan, rayaaaaaaaaaaa omgah. Time passes in a blink of an eye siaaaaal. Rasa macam baru je masuk Form 4.

Anyway, the fact that my Bio is clearly not my strongest subject is already heartbreaking so I'm going to continue studying the lowdown on vitamins and carbs and try to cram whatever's left so that I can atleast answer 60-70% of the questions asked tomorrow.

Joy.

I loved my weekend. I'm trying to block the fact that I did not study anything despite promising self to do so. AND also promised to fast but that too didn't work out as planned. 

Saturday was spent mostly at home and ate dinner at TGIF where like 3 birthday songs were sung. Teringat 15th birthday with Sarah kat situ :') And roamed as usual. I'm not a fan of Curve so there's nothing there for me. Tania and I goofed as per usual, downloading Hindustani songs from Youtube and singing along to Kuch Kuch Hota Hai (+lyrics!). Tum passaye, yu muskaraaye, something something jaane kya, sapne dikhaaye.

(Y)

Sunday = Tiring. Had my lunch at the Thai restaurant, damn lupa nama yet again. After wanting it so much, finally had my cravings for Tom Yam and Pandan Chicken. Hot damn. 

Went around and surprisingly ignored Topshop. Went into Mac and bought a lipstick and an eyeliner. Minah tu buat lawa gila so beli je la. Haha, DIY kat rumah, tak jadi. Sama je. -.-

Went to Gardens and ate at Chinoz for tea. Twas okay. Was still full from lunch so only had a slice of the lamb pizza (Y). OH HA, Charles & Keith dekat Megamall lawa gilaaaaa, lost a battle to temptation and gave in to a pair of black suede shoes. PRETTY YOUNG THING. And Papa too after so long deciding on a camera, bought one. And he says it's for us :') Haven't had the opportunity to bond with it but will, in time. We all have to take turns using it so I'll only to take it to functions so c'mon ladies and lads, buat la birthday party :') HAHA excuses.

All in all, I had a good time. And I spent the weekend with my family. Mengeratkan silaturrahim.

I'm making up for lost time by reading my Bio book but it's as if this laptop and the cursed wireless connection keeps calling out for me so yeah, tak belajar pun. Orang pergi World Stage seemed like they had fun but hahaha, I'm not the concert goer kind so as much as they can talk about it, *macam Aimi*, I know I still won't enjoy. I mean, I would because of the whole jumping and dancing but I'm just not a fan :/ Tahu la bila Aimi baca ni, she'll say, 'TENGOK MACAM IZZATI, dia pun cakap dia tak suka tapi last last dia pun tak regret pergiiiii! You should have gone, Nad!!".

Tapi betullah, tak minat :(

HAHA OK BYE NAK BELAJAR NUTRITION YANG BARU SEDAR BETAPA BANYAK GILA BENDA NAK KENA BELAJAR BUT TAKPE JOHN, AS LONG AS THE DETERMINATION IS THERE, APA PUN BOLEH :')

See you at school, lovers.

Laughing is (Y)

Sorry la, dah terlalu cinta

Know What You Want

Youtube is so freakin slow sial. Dulu cepat je -.-

Spent the day at the library yet again. I love it there, albeit blood circulation stopped due to freakin aircond temperature. Psh. Studied agama and stuff :') I'll try going there the whole of next week simply cause I need to study to atleast try to get an improvement for this upcoming test. And I'll go even after the test, just cause I need to finish some homework which if I choose to complete at home, would be next to impossible because my studying table has become semi-storage with all the useless crap that I'm just to lazy to clear. Spring cleaning has never been and never will be my forte. 

Went to school and it was just Dina and I :') Mod Maths, haih. My teacher has got to be the most enthusiastic teacher I've come across. Which is of course good but it can get annoying at times. During history, my teacher practically went in and out after doing the whole scolding slash mini counseling slash admitted insecurity. I don't know why the teachers (I'm speaking in general) always thinks our class is 'sombong' . Just cause sure, at times, we're too hooked talking about something else. But during History, tak pernah pun nak bising macam pasar ? Kan ? -.- Takpela. He had good intentions and he deserved to be angry after ______ did that. It was quite rude, I'd blow my head off if I were him. 

LIKE OMG I'M LIKE SO IN THE PROCESS OF DOWNLOADING THE TEEN CHOICE AWARDS ON YOUTUBE AND I AM SO FREAKIN ANGRY THAT YOUTUBE CHOSE TODAY TO BE REALLY REALLY INCREDIBLY SLOW MOVING. OMG OMG OMG call me immature but I love the Jonas Brothers :') They're funny. And they're not gay, for God's sake. Just cause they're better looking than you, it does not make them gay, fools. :))))))))))) And nampak macam best gila baaaaaaabi, I can't wait to finish all 9/9 videos. I'm like, at 1/9 and it's moving on its 4th minute after an hour. Macam !&@*()@* Ok back to regular state of mind

So chemistry was alright, but for those who don't know, we have to do 10 peka's :'( And i'm only 3/4 my way on my third. Curse you electrochemistry. We had BM, and for once in a seemingly long time, my teacher was in a happy happy joy joy mood. I mean, she's in a lighter mood. (Y) AND for those who didn't attend today, your spots for Pidato/oral is 1-19 as the ones who DID attend got the later spots i.e 20-38. I got number 32 which means lama lama lama lama lagi. Dina got 30 so john, banyak masa lagi.

We thought during English, we'd continue our 3 week course of games & quizzes but we had to do a summary instead. So we did and we went home. OMG Pak Cik Ice Cream dah baliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik :') Hello to daily dose of Tropicana Ice Creams :') Hohohoho. I miss the indian fellow. 

Went to the library and there were times where I was so freakin mengantuk, I had to walk around to wake my body up. Pukul 6 tambah kurang, balik :o 

Tomorrow our test starts and I'll continue my fasting. 4 more days to ganti ! 

 

Won't hanging out around the cafe's in Paris be freakin fantastic ? Sarah, janji okay ? Lepas SPM, john.

Lets Sing Til It Rains

School was fun today :')

Not many people showed up. And it rained in the morning. Made the waking up process that much harder, hmph. Mod Maths, we had to do some questions on statistics but I was really slow and so lazy to do all the graph questions so I borak a lot instead, heh. Someone joined Dina's table to ours (Ila and I) so we had a long table which was fun hohoho. No matter how much of an ass Hafeez can be at times, he can be incredibly hilarious so it's lucky he has that balance. Cheers us up (Y)

Then we had History and Cikgu Manan told us what was coming up. I didn't catch up so I didn't bother so I'm just going to call someone up and ask for the topics. Then we had Physics. FIRST TIME Puan Nurhana came up because we were late hahahahhohohoh. Before that, Li May sang. And Hafiz Rahim got so obsessed with her voice (it really is obsessed worthy, by the way. The girl can sing.). Like obsessed jenis sangap. Everytime she starts singing ('Menghitung Hari' is his favourite) he'd go all soft hahaha. Sampai bila Hafeez tried singing the same time as Li May, Hafiz Rahim actually threw a book to Hafeez to stop singing. Tu obsessed gila okay. We thought he was sarcastic cause he kept saying 'Best gila sial Li May nyanyi' and all that. Yesterday, bukan main lagi suruh diam. Then I asked him why the sudden change of heart. 

'Sebab semalam tak dengar betul betul'

But what Li May said was right, 'Taaaak, sebab semalam ada Johann semua.'

and Hafiz R knowingly smiled and laughed. Which probably means it's half true. Control macho la tu nak marah marah perempuan. But he was so funny the way he got all in love with Li May's voice. It was soo cute. So baik with Li May tiba tiba. :') Macam personal radio, siap suruh kahwin lagi.

Then we had Add Maths. I'm beginning to like Log questions. But with the guidance of Dina and Ila ofcourse. Hafeez told us about the tees at Urban tees and Ila and I want to buy the tee with the half Decepticon and the half Autobot. Haha. Laughed so much sampai Ila and I sakit perut, sakit pipi. Lama dah tak gelak macam tu. :') Boss, Carls Jr is on. (Inside joke). 

I'm scared for +maths. Chapter 6 tak start langsung gila babi. Oh me oh my, tak nak la fail lagi. :'(

Then we had Bio. Felt so sleepy. Hafiz R, Asif, Li May and I talked about food. Cakap sampaaaaaaai balik. 

Got back and slept. Janji tidur sampai 5 JE but of course no such thing for me, so I woke up at Maghrib. Yuck.

I FREAKIN HAD FATTY CRAB FOR DINNER (!!). Happy Happy Joy Joy ! So rindu.

Invest In Yourself

Some of the many reasons behind my determination to be rich as hell ;

• I'm in love with Audi TT Coupe and the Porsche Cayman. I'd get the former in white and the latter in black. My god, they freakin ooze sexiness.
• I'd fly to Paris and stay in the Coco Chanel Suite, Hotel Ritz. For the reason that the legendary designer has resided within its walls is just epic.
• I would buy myself a penthouse in New York. And do the place up with big white bare walls with huge paintings. And to have the walk in wardrobe of my dreams. :') 
• I want to be able to get my parents anything they desire.
• And for Zaim, Tania, Iman too :')
• I've always liked diamonds so..
• To travel and travel and travel til I get so sick of the world. 
  
• Come on now. Christian Louboutin shoes FTW.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii handsome.

Be Somebody

School was fun today. Dah mula dah orang pakai mask, scary :/ Anyway

We had English as free period because Puan Michelle didn't attend class for some reason. So we sang to old Malay songs :') From Glenn's Januari to Siti Nurhaliza's Percayalah. (Y)

During +maths, we had to do some revision on log and this may come as a shock, but I actually could answer the first 4 questions :') With the help of Dina of course who really should consider teaching the class +maths one day. Not that we don't love Puan Ooi ehek. Chemistry was alright, though we had to do some questions orally which I sucked big time at. I hate Chemistry sial. I don't freakin care what substance or kinds of metal they have to offer. I LOVE Puan Sia though. Her Sabahan/Sarawakian (not entirely certain) accent is so amusing. 

Dropped Zaim and of his friend at KFC (Reason : To study. Really ? A fast food chain to 'study'?)

Then we went to Cecilia's house for Papa's 50th birthday cake. Best gila flicking through her pictures of her intricately designed cakes. Rasa macam happy semacam. My cake's in thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :') HOHO. I remembered as a child, we usually had our cakes made from Cecilia. Barbie with her dress as icing was the usual. We had that often. I had Ariel once :') One of Tania's birthday, we had a merry go round on her cake. Twas so cool. Zaim had a Thomas The Engine train once so that was a couple of cakes because the train was long and there were MnM's all over. Iman had a Winnie The Pooh sitting up right (Y) Birthday cakes like that has always been the highlight to every party for me. Besides the opening of presents. Shit, I miss being young. Not that we're not now, but you get what I mean. So we got his cake after contemplating on 2 cakes but settled for a cake with an embossed 50 on it just cause it was more significant than the other. You turn 50 once je kan so why not ?

Then we went to OU to get jeans from Zara. I'm a happy child now because I got 2 (FINALLY SINCE 1982). Albeit them coming from the Kids section, they're purrrrrrrdy. And they prove that my ass exist. -_- Kalau jeans lain, macam wth. Haha I can't believe I just typed that out.

Oh. Yesterday, I stayed up late watching Coco Chanel the movie (no, not the Audrey Tautou one, the Shirley McLaine one). My god, best gila okay :') It was gorgeously shot. Rasa inspired semacam like I wanted to do something that in 50 years time, orang ingat lagi and they make a freakin' movie outta you. That's something. Call me biased, but honest to God, it's a good movie.

"Luxury must be comfortable, otherwise it is not luxury" -Gabrielle 'Coco' Chanel

Okay, done, thanks, bye.

Plan Like There's Forever, Live Like There Isn't

I've gotten over the whole materialistic needs. Now, I need to focus on myself. Besides, a pair of shoes isn't going to bring you anywhere (it does, literally but I'm not being literal). What excites me now is the thought of going to college and being able to drive and to backpack around Europe. I want to learn a lot of things and I'm at the age where I should. I want to be able to write, read, draw the way a 16 year old should. I want to be able to take a real Kodak moment. I want to be able to paint on a blank canvas. I want to be able to ride a bike (shut up!). I want to be able to cook and bake. I want to be able to be the friend in need. I want to be able to be the person everyone can rely on. I want to be able to lead. 

I want to learn. I want to learn everything my heart desires. I'm only 16, I should be able to be living life the way it should be spent mid teen years. I love clothes and all that but right now, the spark for shopping splendor has dimmed (temporarily). I want to go places. That has always been my number one on my wish list since I was small. Clothes as brilliant as they can be, are just that. You outgrow them. 

Camne nak cakap ? It's like, I love clothes but unlike a couple years back, I lost my knack in shopping. Bila suka gila babi tahap maximum oh-my-god-once-in-a-lifetime punya benda baru beli. All the cravings and wanting have not only left me feeling empty, it makes me feel unsatisfied because in the end, teringin je, bukan dapat pun. -_- So I'll try to not want more instead, learn. Because you tell me this, between buying something and achieving something, which of the two leaves you feeling more satisfied ? 

Movies I want to catch. Read : NEED

1. The Lovely Bones (Jessica Weisz, Susan Sarandon, MARK WAHLBERG *cue fan girl shrieks)
2. 500 Days Of Summer (Zooey cannot be any more adorable)
3. Funny People 
4. Paper Heart
5. The Time Travellers Wife (!!!!!!!)
6. Fame (watching the trailer was hella amazing, gave me goosebumps)
7. My Sisters Keeper 
8. Julie And Julia (big big fan of both leads)
9. Love Happens (anything Jen Aniston, I'm up for it)
10. The Taking Of Pelham 123 (!!)
11. State Of Play
    
12. Alice In Wonderland
13. Toy Story 3 (ehehehek)

My god, I can't wait.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUS (technically, semalam sebab dah 12.17am Friday) ! <3

May God bless you :') She's like one of the few people who doesn't swear/kutuk like the rest of us hahahahhaa. Dahla baik, rajin pulak tu. SABAR PULAK TU !

My God, rare gila. Hahaha, we love you :')

Hope Hard

Benci sial Leighton, she wears everything right. I want a black blazer like hers, I don't want the 'boyfriend' one because that'll just make me look weird considering my height. 

School today was alright. English was fun, we played numerous games hahaha. Sakit perut gelak, our 'poem' was funny thanks to Hafiz Rahim for the last 2 syllables ('Thank You'). The boys went on and on teasing Dina with the new guy in which later on, the guys revealed how they don't like him -___- ejek ejek jugak, John. 12 people didn't attend school and it's either they're sick or skipped. Wishing everyone good health, though :) A lot of people are sick and the haze is not helping so yeah, take care.

And I looooove 'She Was Mine' by AJ Rafael and Jesse Barrera :') I got this from Sha's myspace and I, being already a big fan of AJ Rafael, fell in love. Such sweet, humble lyrics. 

"And I know it's sounds so stupid to be waiting this long,

But I'm still in love and I know I'm not wrong,

Cause in my eyes, she was mine"

:')

Beyonce is going to Singapore for the F1 Rocks and I seriously want to go :/ I miss Singapore. 

Braces ni annoying la, the wire kat belakang tu macam panjang SIKIT gila but it's poking my flesh dahla TAJAM. Geram gila, all I'm praying for now is that no ulcer occurs because that'll be just a bitch. 

I'll edit this later. I feel like there's so many more to be updated tapi tak ingat sebab I feel so guilty now for not studying but I'm so lazy, ohmagah.

Wha-?

Watching Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham brings back memories :') I vowed to study BUT I DIDN'T :O I suck at promises. 

Heels Over Heads

I actually corrected Dina in Physics. :') HAHAHAHAHAHA. So proud for that one stupid little question. Tu pun lama lama tak faham jugak -_-

Yusrina is 16 in 2 days :') August celebrates a lot of birthdays kan ?

Benci gila babi orang fikir popularity 24/7. 'Cool' friends are not going to get you anywhere, if that's all you think about, you freakin worship your friends, sickening gila sial. 

I shall attempt to study Sejarah (tak kisah sikit ke banyak) tonight without distractions.

Edited :

Attempt failed.

Random Awesome

I miss

• Geography 
• +wondermilk
• watching The Notebook
• PMR
• Tosai and ayam masala kat Devi's :'(

I love

• Demi Lovato, damn, she's the only Disney kid who can sing.
• Sweet 16's
• Chapter 9, Additional Maths, Differentiation. TU JE ! Other chapters you can forget about passing. I like it because I actually understood Mr Pang in tuition and he's so much easier to understand than Puan Ooi. No offence.
• 'She's A Genius' by Jet. Seriously, such a good song for a band to play and to get the audience on their feet.
• Stella McCartney Resort 2010, so much love going on there. (as shown above)
• Cancelled tuitions. Lega hati tak terkata
• Skirts. Jeans payah ah nak beli. I've given up on them.
• Party planning. I'm already having a rough idea for my seventeenth hahahahaha

I hate

• Waiting for New Moon
• Chemistry and Physics
• Additional Maths too
• Sleeping late, waking up early
• Inconsiderate people
• Having crushes. You feel like a fool waiting for something that you know isn't coming your way

I'm so hooked on Mama Do (the acoustic version, mind you) by Pixie Lott and Officially Missing You by Tamia. It has been on repeat since like, Friday. 

Mama and Papa's anniversary today, marks it as 18 years of marriage. :') I don't say this often to them but they are the world to me despite our occasional misunderstandings. 

Dear August*

Ah, bestnya hari ni :')

First, there was IU day. Bessssstttttt gila. First first tu, cam heh sikit because I was alone but then Marc, Jo, NIMISHA, and all started coming. We all sat together and obviously, kecoh gila, dah la ada Darren -.- The performances was good, but I especially loved the dance groups. Jia Shen punya awwww so cute, especially when they (it was a group of 3) danced to PYT (!!!!). Comel gila babi. It was a bunch of Michael Jackson's song strung together so that was fun. Kuntaw Fatakie pun best, the Harry Potter part was :') Too cute. Thachana's group was again, so good. Benci la orang boleh dance. OH and speaking of which, there was this girl with that mat salleh boy who played the guitar, my oh my, can she sing or whattttttt? 

Pastu Aimi, Yahi and Farisha came. One performance up and it was time to mingle around. THAT was fun. Oh dapat jumpa Jia Wen's beau. COMEL GILA (Hi Jia Wen, you lucky girl!) hahahahaha. He bent down to me because I said something to Jia Wen but he thought I was talking to him so I said, "I'm Nadia" and he replied "I'm Izmir" hahahahahaha. Siapa tengok cerita Tarzan part Jane nak introduce herself to Tarzan pastu cam tepuk dada cakap 'I'm Jane' hahaha it went something like that. He even said 'Nice to meet you'. Damn, so polite. I also got to meet Li May's beau. Such a nice guy cakap Hi kat semua orang. I MET MINA !! BAIK GILA DIA TU OMG, dah la lawa gila. I now know her secret to luscious locks of hers. She kept poking my necklace saying how nice it was :') HAHA such a sweetheart. I also met Nasri who hails from Hogwarts School Of Witchcraft And Wizardry. Ok, no he's from KDU. But hell, he does magic tricks BAIK PUNYA. SO freakin hilarious. There were card tricks and some involving his rings. And then the bending of the straw which I thought was made of rubber til he proved it wrong but whatevs. Twas still some really freakin cool stuff. ADA this trick sumpah cool gila babi nak mampus nak mati. He shuffled around some cards and ask his 'audience' to pick one. It was the King Of Spades tau without his knowledge. And apa ntah dia buat, he opened his shirt to reveal the card ON his baju. Like, he had the King Of Spades printed on his baju. Dayumn, awesome gila babi sial. I was so amazed. :') AND he managed to put an ignited match in his mouth. Serious crap holy awesome. Pastu kan ehehehe, bila dia nak buat new trick kan, he asked 'I need someone who can trust me' so he looked around and he looked at me and said 'Do you trust me?' hahahahahahahhaha damn macam Aladdin/Jasmine sialan. So okay, he ignited a match and then extinguished it but still macam sssssssmokin' hot and he dropped it on my wide open palms. Ofcourse la gelabah jerit. But amazingly, the match jadi cam it was never ignited in the first place. Pergh, best sangat. He did this one trick to Kaveetha yang ohmyfreakingod, hilarious gila ! Susah nak explain but damn, someone should have recorded that on tape, so funny. :') 

And then Sha and Ilya came, baik sangat mintak tolong prom. Aimi, as usual, hyper go lucky. Bak kata Sha 'minum susu pekat'. Patutla kau putih gila, Aimi.

**The eye candy this not time not bad. HAHAHAHA

Went back at 645 and headed to Curve. I bought a black (surprise surprise!) clutch with this huge bow on it. Ada two other colours, one in teal (LAWA) and in purple. Next time la hoho. Then went to TGIF for a bit before going back. Tukar skirt cepat cepat for Diyana's birthday. Had to rush because my dad was already late for a kenduri he was attending. DIYANA LOOKED SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOD! The theme was Smooth Criminal as in the video, a 1930s orientated party. Basically, the flapper era. Wanted to stick to the theme but like I said, was in a bit of a time crunch. Couldn't eat much but the food looked so tempting :s 

Put on the fake mustaches hahahahaha that was hilarious. I couldn't stop laughing hence making it impossible for it to stick onto my upper lip. Danced to some Michael Jackson songs and played Charades. HAHA, Imran spoiler gila, he's probably a big fan of MJ so he guessed everything right, takyah act pun, cakap berapa words, sudehh. By far, I think Diyana's party is most memorable for its longest candle blowing ever ! Her candles were close together so after some time, it started fusing turning it into basically a bonfire -.- hahaha. Obviously, Diyana couldn't do it alone so everyone started blowing the candle. Failing to extinguish the fire so many times, sakit perut gelak tengok orang blow. In the end, Diyana's mum had to scoop the candles out and dump it into a bowl. Hahahaha. Went back at 11 and here I am on my bed, exhausted. Nevertheless, had good fun :')

Be good to me, August. 

I am head over heels for her hair colour. 

I seriously really really really want one of those initial badges. It's so cool sial, dah la all glitterfied. No Sonia Rykiel stores here ? :'(

Paper Chains

This is the Louis Vuitton Chain Necklace. Hot damn, I love it. 

My room's a mess, I feel like redecorating it. It's out of proportion, my bed is bigger than the walking space. -___-'

I want a proper wardrobe IN my room, right now, it's outside my room and/or in Tania's room. I want a proper dressing table so I can dump all my make up, perfumes, deodorant etc. Right now, they're all piling up on my not-so dressing table. Heh. I also want a big book shelf so I can put my books up instead of it being all over the house. I want a proper studying table which currently it is not resulting me into studying on my bed which then turns me to being sleepy and end up not studying, hence the results. It connects ! 

And ! I want art and pictures on my walls and I want it all in bold black frames. Flowers won't hurt, I want them bright seeing how everything else will be in black and white. 

I haven't been studying as much as I promised myself to, I can't bring myself to sit down and resist the temptation of twittering (@nadiazainudin, thanks hahahahah boleh promote lagi) and going on blogs. This month's Teen Vogue is quite good, not that it hasn't been but this month, they were some pretty good stuffs. 'A Room Of My Own' features Jill Stuart's daughter who has this amazing Andy Warhol painting on her wall. Damn, nak sangat sangat.

Ok up til this whole MTV World Stage thing, I haven't heard about Pixie Lott, call me 18th Century, whatever. She's quite good, eh ?

Do The Dont's

Been feeling lazy, hence pointforms ! 

• I Heart Mr Pang for making additional mathematics that much easier. I vow to not skip his class.. anymore. 
• I have braces on and I miss eating solid food where biting is necessary. I swallow food now. I be tough.
• Dear Ila, since you've been gone, Hafiz and Hafeez have alternated sitting in your place and annoying me to no end. Come back soon, boss. I don't think I can bare them talking Hindi any further.
• IU day's this Saturday (come one, come all!), I actually can't wait.
• I loathe Physics. I freakin despise that damn subject, it's so motherfreakin hard, I feel like smashing Newton.
• I miss Mac and Cheese, buatan San Remo :'(
• No wait, I just miss solid food. I can't even eat Pringles which I suddenly have this humongous bigger than earth urge to eat.
• I HAVEN'T WATCHED HARRY POTTER, DAMN IT
• Best place to get the latest Teen Vogue : Jasema :')

Night lovebirds. xx

Surfs Up

Went to my first (hahahahahahahahhaa) bazaar at Hartamas Square, the Pick & Grab 5. Mama and Tania went in the morning in which I didn't want to go and preferred staying in watching Hercules and Cinderella on Youtube :') 

Tania came back and she bought some things, a studded gladiator sandals, a peplum skirt and a denim corset top. Mama bought me a pair of heels too, twas really pretty but a micro inch too small so pergi tempat tu balik. HOHO I bought me self a skirt, (Y) Real pretty, and agak murah ah. I liiiiiiiike. Met Izzati and Najib, bought some pixels from them and browsed around. Ada banyak benda lawa tapi panas sangat hahahaha so we went home after the pixels were done. Came home, wrapped Myra's present and we left for her house. I swam in what seems to be donkey years since I've been in their pool, so much love ! :') Dah ada banyak floats HAHAHAHA, so that was fun. Zidan and Naim were their usual cute self. As always, I have this irregularly big appetite after I swim, this time I ate like 3 plates of rice. What the hell, these days tak habis habis makan nasi, my god, tak surprise nanti raya tak leh muat baju kebaya yang I'm already trying my best to fit in :'(

Haha it's okay, that's life kan. Cuma terancam je tengok Myra stick thin, man, that girl is losing more weight than she is gaining :/ Tapi fikir balik, elok apa ada curves kan ? HOHO, self convincing is the way to go.

My day was good, how was yours ? 

Robert Pattinson

I don't care what other people think about him, he's still my numero uno. Always will :') 

Why is it that all things bad has been substitute with 'gay' ? Is your vocab that limited ? Kesian gila. :/

At school today, Kai Wen made me laugh when she said 'Someone should go as Winnie The Pooh! Wear a red tshirt and no pants!'

Sumpah gelak gila la. :') HAHAHAHA

Okay so I'm hooked on to yet another TV show. This time, 'Lie To Me'. It's so good, I swear to God. Basically this team who solves crimes based on micro expressions and whatnots. Dr Lightman is the big boss who has an expertise on body language and as earlier said, micro-expressions. It's bloody good, I can tell you that. 

It's because of this show that I can't bring myself to open a book and to actually do some studying. 

My list of shows I religiously follow are ; Friends, Grey's Anatomy, Gossip Girl, Prison Break (RIP), 24, Bones, Brothers And Sisters, Criminal Minds, Lipstick Jungle (RIP), 90210, One Tree Hill, Leverage, and now, Lie To Me :') 

God, I love television.

I Like Diamonds More Than You

My wishlist as of late ; a bodycon frock, a bold piece of jewelry (preferably a necklace), a pair of black heels (I like them high, gives me a thrill), and a clutch.

Now, if there was a way to get money, I'm all set.

Dress Your Shoe Size, Not Your Age

I just realised how much I love shoes. I don't buy them as often, reason being I'm probably the most fussiest girl alive. It's amazing I have any shoes at all, really. I end up buying shoes as little as once in I don't know, 6 months ? Or even more. I never shop online mainly cause, a) it's a nuisance transferring money from this account to that account b) takut hampa beli online and when it's right before your eyes, ada glitch here and there. c) like I said earlier, I'm the most pickiest and fussiest girl on the face of this earth.

But it's usually mistaken that for the lack of shopping, the lack of style. I'm your plain Jane. I don't dress to impress, it's more for comfort (half truth). I hardly shop, and if I do, whatever that is I buy, has to be the prettiest thing out there. It's just cause, if I buy something for the sake of buying, rasa macam tak puas lagi sebab bukannya benda tu lawa pun, buang duit je kan. It has to be material love at first sight. Am I the only who gets it ? I'm not the kind to buy a lot of things even if I got a lot of cash in hand, I rather save them for something expensive but ntah, kena something I really really really x kabillion love. Tu yang susah nak beli benda tu. 

I don't own a lot of clothes but the idea is there. I don't like asking my mum for money because everytime she gives me, rasa guilty tahap gila babi. It's quite wild hahahaha. 

I don't own a lot of things (!), just cause I can't find anything within my price range. HAHA

It's something my mum and I have something in common amongst other things : We tend to favor the ones that aren't on sale. I probably come of as a snob (which I hope you know, I'm not) but I hate sales. Before you 'HEH' me, hear me out. First and foremost, sales benda dia lawa sangat ke ? They take out clothes yang dah nak mati and so floppy, bagi free pun tak nak. And they like to just longgok kat luar. Exhibit A : Zara. Nak masuk pun malas. Everything is out front, all dumped I'm sure and you really expect a size S garment to be on top of the horrendous pile ? I WISH. Unless you're an XL (I'm dead serious here, people with larger figures are lucky in the sense that they usually get more clothes in their size. Ok, tak faham haha), then good for you. But I'm an S and even that can get loose (bukan kurus mana, pendek -_-). So cam frustrating ah kedai kedai yang masa sale, sumpah malas gila, semua benda terabur. Bukan macam kedai dah, warehouse is more like it. Besides, sale pun mahal jugak kan ? :)

I admit, I am biased with labels. :s It's gross, isn't it. My mum thinks 'Just cause it's not from Topshop or Zara*, doesn't mean it's all that crap, Nadia'. 

This is my opinion, I buy pricey things ONCE in what ? A year ? I'm freakin serious, the last pair of shoes I truly loved but were teeny weeny overpriced are those heels I'm guessing everyone dah muak tengok. And that was from last raya, people. And that pink/purple/bunch of colours crossbody bag is a one time deal. Birthday present from last year -_- 

I like to buy things that I know can last me a very long time than to keep buying so many things that can barely make it a year. You get? 

But yeah, if I had a lot of money, and I mean a lot, I'd get the first flight out and fly (I'll fly solo, if needed) to New York. I haven't been to said city, but I can already tell you, it's stunning. Everything about it is to me just stunning. I mean, hellerrrrrrr Fifth Ave, people ! If I had a platinum card, I'd do just that and get myself a pair of Louboutins. How I dream of actually touching those red soled beauty. 

Don't get me wrong, just cause I don't dress as well as the next It girl, doesn't mean I can't.

* I hardly shop at Zara. That was my mum confusing me with my sister who on the other hand, DOES.

Let Me In

HELLO

Friday was Kaveetha's birthday, that was so much fun :') It's been awhile since a party was held, especially it being a Sixteenth birthday. Freakin cool to see Diyana, Nikki and Kaveetha made a go at the Thriller moves. It's been awhile since we all made a food out of ourselves on the dancefloor. Freakin enjoyed myself, okayyyy. Theme was POWERPUFF GIRLS -.- So everyone's supposed to wear either red, green or blue. I have neither, but I wore the next best thing, a turqoise top. Tecnically, it's green AND blue mashed into one brilliant shade, so yeah man. HAHA

Saturday, since Mak Tok and Pak Tok are here, we celebrated Zaim's 15th (it was a week before, ni tertunda satu minggu) at Shook!, Starhill. Expensive food but not my favourite place to eat. Ok ok je makanan dia :/ But the best part was when they brought in the cake (was it even a cake, it was like one bite's worth of a cake. A fraction of a cake -.-) and they sang the Happy Birthday song accompanied with this guy, probably out from the live band outside, playing the saxophone. Was it melodic or what ?! Was so jealous. Best gilaaaaaaaaaaaa babi, semua macam terkejut but it was so cool. First time :') Nak la next year hohohoho.

Today, went out for dinner at OU because Papa wanted to buy tickets for tomorrow's rematch. And we singgah this camera shop, cause my dad has been following the Olympus Pen, this white camera yang macam digital tapi ada lens gedabak so it was like the SLR camera's but a smaller version. He likes it cause it was first appeared in 1959, his birth year. So kira, it's 50 years old, like he is this year. But it's quite cool actually. Tapi it's like 3k, baik beli DSLR yang macam biasa tu, but that's my dad for you, nak benda yang orang tak usually ada -_- Get what I mean ? BUT yang tak best nya, y'know how the big DSLR's bila nak click tu, dia punya click sedap suara ? HAHAHA, yang ni cam senyap sikit, the sound is there but not as obvious, which is :/ I like the click sound, very amusing. Haha, moving on.

So right, we went around before hitting Chillies for dinner. Went to Aldo, and showed Mama the black suede pumps with the blue platform and she was like o.o Sebab tinggi gila. But it's so !@#$%^& lawa. But my mum showed me this other pair yang macam Givenchy weaved heels. It was good looking, undoubtedly but macam after seeing the previous pair, takde pape boleh match. But it was pretty (the faux Givenchy, I mean) and price dia 'better'. HAHA. Tengok dulu.

Ate dinner at Chillies and ordered Grilled Chicken sandwich tapi datang datang bentuk burger, my mum asked the waiter and he said, 

'Burger is beef. Burger is only beef, nothing else. Check in the dictionary, beef means burger.'

-__- dah fish burger camne ?

Booked tickets for Harry Potter tomorrow and indulged ourselves with Haagen Dazs, nothing cheers me up more than an strawberry ice cream from Haagen. Esok pergi lagi tengok Harry Potter, tak kisah la best ke tak, I just want to see my favourite wizards. HAHAHA corny sial.

I'm going to continue my bm presentation now :/ Nasib dah habis, editing bits now. 

p/s : I have 8 more days more to ganti :/ AND kena start belajar for the monthly coming up. I like studying in the library but at the same time, sumpah tak boleh belajar kat situ. PLUS, i hate the librarians, ada ke suruh orang diam but he (yeah the guy in the batik selalunya tu), himself main PSP kuat -_- bodoh ke apa.

Ok, dah. NIGHT! 

p/p/s : KAREN YONG TURNS 16 TODAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My friend who is bestest awesomest listener ever. We used to exchange letters and tell each other everything :') WE SHALL GO OUT TO MAKE UP FOR ME NOT BEING AT TELAWI WITH YOU LOT ! Love you long time. But you should know that, already :') xoxoxoxox

I looooooove what Karlie Kloss is wearing. 

Her shoes pun (Y)

Malaysia's a tough place to be wearing clothes worth being photographed for a space in The Sartorialist without all the awkward silent stares. 

This is why, people, I really would love to fly to New York. :') They don't seem to give a damn to what you wear and you're on your own. That's the kind of independence and freedom I crave for.

No Matter What I Do

Can I please stop caring about what other people say ?

Just this once so that I can finally listen to me, myself.

This Is Not A Proper Post

Haha I don't know why I'm so excited about this but I got a freakin gel eyeliner ! Dahlah murah, I got it from Maybelline. (Y)(Y) And it's brilliant, I'm in awe. It's so pekat and it's smudge proof ! I can't say the same for my Chanel eyeliner that smudges within I don't know ? 20 blinks ?! 

Psh.

Anyway, my grandmother came back from London early this morning and instead of doing the required check up at a clinic, my uncle brought her to One World instead -_____- So she's sleeping there for 2 nights. Best gila, turun je Ou :') ANYWAY, I went around OU with Tania and browsed shops. Topshop is getting to be a bore (the OU branch, anyway) and so is Forever 21. Bought some stuffs from Diva like the braided hippie headband (it's a bit outdated but oh wells), a motif scarf that we especially hunted for after being inspired by Silver on 90210 and a headband with side flowers. Lawa bangat. Ada this Blair Waldorf bow headband but this one is too cute, it's a HUGE HUGE HUGE GIGANTIC bow, and it's something only pretty people like Leighton can pull off. But it's freakin divine. Geram gila. And ada this statement necklace yang lawa gila babi but was short on cash so didn't bother.

Before that ! I went to Aldo and oh my goddddddd, lawa gila babi ok their shoes ! Dahla 50 off ! But knowingly, I just had to eye the ones without the fortunate discounted price. Vavi vangang. I've seen (and fallen in love) with the shoe Izzati + Ila explained. Dahla suede, bodoh. Lawa gila babi and the platform is so cool, in blue pulak tu. I tried it on and was tempted to dig up all savings for it. It's so pretty, but incredibly high but then again, so pretty :') It's the kind of shoes that you can wear in 15 years time and still look 'in'. Not that I care what's in or not, I just wear whatever. But betul cakap, it's motherfather lawa, macam tak percaya ada kat Malaysia ahahaha. Ok, exaggerating but damn, was it a beauty. I told Mama this and she said, 'Wait til the price goes down a bit. 400 bucks for a shoe is too much' Sad case. The price was actually MYR490 which is basically half a thousand bucks. BUT IT'S SO PRETTY. But then kan, at Marc By Marc Jacobs store in Pavi, dah boleh jeans dah for 400 bucks. TAPI TU JEANS, ni kasut kut :'( Anyway, moving on with life.

After so long, I finally ate at Tokyo G (haha so weird calling Sushi Groove that). Rindu sangat Crispy Ginger Chicken or whatever it was. 

That's it. I still love that shoe though. Always will! HAHA

All That Glitters Is Not Gold

I just got back from the Golden Nite. And boy, was it fun. :')

I arrived I think.. 10 minutes to 8 ? And basically whilst waiting for Aimi and Suraya to come, I just hung around with the performers who had to be there way earlier. Tunggu punya la lama sampai I sat at Syaheera's table for a bit. 

When they arrived, we finally sat at our table and after some speeches which we didn't bother to listen because we were too hooked up talking to each other and updating ourselves, there were the performances by the students. Then Yuna performed :') BEST GILAAAA, she is just as good if not better compared to her album. She performed (ONLY!) 3 songs ; Backpack Around Europe, Rocket and my favourite favourite favourite Dan Sebenarnya. Her voice was so freakin sedap, I had to give a standing ovation and like any other fan girl, I too screamed and shrieked. Best sangat okay :')

Aidit's group was just too freakin good. The part where Khalyf reenacted Superman with the really funny effects was just so good, I was stunned. Best gilaaaaaaa babi. Aidit can dance :')

haha

And Thacana's (I'm sorry dude, I'm not sure if I spelt your name right, oh wells) performance was down right sick. Everyone cheered on so loud, it was fantastic. I mean, it's not a surprise seeing how Thacana dances brilliantly. It was freakin' awesome. Seriously best nak mampus. I wish someone had recorded it on video. I was quite upset that I didn't bring any camera or video cam. Reason being, I couldn't find it and so did my mum (which means, I did look for it high and low). Dayumn.

Oh can I just say, all the guys looked foiiiiiiiiiine in their shirt and tie. Smart tak terkata :') Seriously. And the girls were so pretty, I'm not just saying this okay, I do mean it. 

All in all, I had a good time. Now it's back to boring.

I went to school with swollen eyes, this was due to me being overly emotional watching Michael's memorial. It was undeniably sad, just cause after what everyone's been saying, Michael seemed to be a kind spirited soul who unfortunately had to go through the downfall of Hollywood. There's this video on Youtube where he performed alongside with Usher at the end and Chris Rock made a surprise appearance with his laughed at attempt of Michael's famed moves. Michael then laughed (literally ROFL, he playfully collapsed on stage from laughing too much) and hugged Chris Rock. I don't know why but it's such an aww moment. I can't say much about Michael because I feel kinda bad being all, 'OMG sedihnya dia meninggal' when I haven't listened to his music as much as the average fan (but I have now because Mama keeps playing his CD in the car most of the time now, Man In The Mirror has become my favourite). 

So yes, moving on. I went to school with my eyes so swollen, I had to place ice on my eye lids to hopefully resulting my eyes to become some what better. Attempt failed. 

School was alright, like any other days. Got my ticket for the Golden Night tomorrow, and I'll be sitting with the Beta gang. Yeay :') 

We learnt Electrochemistry which like any other times in all three science subjects had me confused so bad, I felt a headache coming on. 

That was pretty much it in school. It's quite dull but I'm having fun nevertheless.

Was supposed to go to the library today with Ila but I was too tired from the derived sleep I've been making my body used to.

TGI(almost)F! I need the weekend.

Discretion

I have so many things to say but I can't. 

Which sucks big time. 

Hi. Bye.

Ok today :

I dreamt about people driving. First it was Ayesha driving me and avoiding the police. Pastu she called Izzati asking her how to drive -_- pastu adalah she dropped me at my house and I had to drive myself out tapi tak tahu langsung so a guy had to show me a tutorial on how to drive kat Youtube and I don't know how it ended me calling Tania asking HER how to drive and she said, 'Yeah, I'm coming' and then kan the next thing I knew, Tania barged in my room, opened my door and light. I woke up. Pastu sahur. I love Sahur and bukak puasa, makan BAIK PUNYA. When I was done eating, I was on the internet for a bit and came across this video on Larry King Live where it was believed there was a Michael Jackson ghost. Ohmygod, sumpah scary gila okay. Dahla masa tu I was alone and it was still too early to be considered morning. And the sound effects (Y) scared the shit outta me.

So after that, did some program nilai thing sampai tak tidur. And so, got ready for school.

School was alright. Had my laughs. Basically anything that included Hafeez and Hafiz's share of jokes. Suka sangat ejek Hafiz Rahim hitam. Pastu nyanyi Right Round but in an indian accent. Lawak gila babi, Ila and I are very setia fans, we laugh all day long :') hahahaha

Apa lagi eh. 

• Izzati described a Giambattista Valli (<- I had to go to style.com to read the proper spelling -_-) shoe which made me fall in love instantly. I feel like buying a new pair of shoes for Golden Night PLUS raya which I totally forgot about but Ila reminded me. What a good excuse ! Thanks gurrrrrrrllfriend (Y)
• Had agama where we learned jual beli. Then physics about momentum. I hate physics. Hate is a freakin understatement. Tadi punya I understood but then reading the questions macam hampeh. Damn. Then we had history. Oh btw, lama gila tak belajar okay. Today's attendance was 33/37 :') Eh jap, memang before this was like that too but 33 (ok maybe less than that but still!) students were actually in class ! Aw, rindunya everybody :') But I can't say the same about learning. God knows when it was the last time we did a rumusan. 
  
• After everyone headed home, I was left with Syaheera who also fasted today. And Aneem had this kitten she found, siap masuk dalam bag lagi. -_-
• Came back home and plopped on my bed. Slept til 6.15 ? And now it's 7.08 and I haven't bathe. Nak dekat bukak puasa and it's 10 more days for me. 

That's pretty much it. I'm so lazy to go to school tomorrow cause of the fact that I have to wear the pandu puteri uniform. Dahlah lepas tu ada tuition ^&!@*(@

Look at em shoes and weep. How she can even stand in those killers is just, crazy.

Oh damn, Shia's cute. I just hate Megan, this coming totally out of jealousy.

Material Dream

Uh.. ouch. I was so tempted to buy slippers after walking a hell lot in heels. A price to pay for looking tall. I keep forgetting to spare myself the pain by bringing comfortable selipar jepun ! NEXT TIME

Got out by 3 and sent Zaim off to his tuition before heading to Pavilion. There were so many people. Especially adolescents who ranged from the cool cats, DSLR in hand to the ones with trucker hats placed so high they might as well not wear one -___- Went to Topshop and spent most of my time admiring everything. There was this washed out denim skirt which was basically love. And this other skirt in a shade of an almost neon pink with exposed zippers for pockets. LAWA GILA but it looked weird on me so I bought (haha hi Sha) the glittery skirt which shocked Mum for a bit cause it was short but HEYYYY the fact that it was 20 % off was appealing. (Y) All in all, banyak gila skirts lawa okay. The high heels are easily explained in 2 syllables : Gorgeous. But the freakin pig lining had to crash material dreams of mine. 

Moved to The Loaf for tea. The sausage roll was surprisingly tasty and unlike the ones we usually eat. OK tasty would be an understatement. (OH btw, Pavilion banyak eye candy :') Must go more often)

Then, we went to Coach and Marc Jacobs sebab dekat and ILA, Marc J sale ! Jeans for 400 bucks, my mum was surprisingly okay with it. But didn't buy cause I am still in the never ending search for the washed denim jeans which I can never find without one having a tear in the knee area. Paying for something ripped ? No, thanks. 

Went to Mac and rambang mata cause I am obsessed with eye make up as of late and there were so many eye shadows, pigments and paint pots to choose from. AND ada brushes yang you see in videos HAHA jakun gila but whatever. But we were late and we had to go to KLCC and kat situ pun ada Mac kan, so decided to go there instead. But the Pavilion branch lagi besar so lagi syok (Y) Went back after that and drove to KLCC. We went to Marks And Spencer and I just bought a couple of camisoles, my essentials for the next 5 years, I swear. It's comfortable first and foremost but after many washes, it still remains its normal form. Which is a huge plus. I also went to the new Accessorize store and believe me, disappointment gila babi. It's like small and takde la lawa sangat. I actually preferred Diva. 

Made my way to Kinokuniya but my feet were on the verge of breaking into half so I grabbed myself a magazine (can someone please suggest a book?!) and sat my ass down in Madam Kwans. Haha, before that nampak Siti Nurhaliza kat this one restaurant yang basically takde orang langsung. 

Right. I'm tired, night lovebugs.

P/s : Good luck, cheerleaders. 

And You And Me,

It's a shame you're not mine, not that you ever were but hell.

So much for falling for you.