Friday, March 28, 2008

shorts,

School was alright.
First up was BM, ofcourse the usual laughs.
agama was next, went down to photocopy the hand outs but we had to wait cause the bookshop wasn't open yet.
So we just waited.
and it seems, after the 15th copy which is only a quarter of what we had to photocopy, the ink went nada.
hahaha.
and the lady said we had to wait til afternoon nnt.
CHOY.


REHAT


Then, KH, i only sempat to potong like for 10 seconds than Puan Nik changed her mind and we went in the first bengkel to sort our files.
Which remind me , i have to go to my old school for the umpteenth time to get it.
-______-"
We were supposed to go to a KH lawatan yesterday, right ?
Well, we met Puan Nik and was like complaining cause we couldn't go.
It seems that a bunch of Form One's showed up and took the remaining available seats.
But, Puan Nik was so nice saying the next trip to some factory, the ones who couldn't go to this lawatan, was a priority.
Which incase you can't put two and two together, means US !
hahahhaha.
After KH, was seni.
but tak masuk class pun cause Najihah and I had to run some errands.
Photocopy MORE agama handouts and we had run some more errands.
Go to Form 2 la, ni la, tu la.
-_-"
Like Nikki said, she saw me sweating and reckons it was the first time ever -_-"
ookay.
o.o
haha.
then, we talked cause it was only 15 minutes til class so might as well skip kan.
so we just chatted and laughed and shared secret.
we* means Najihah and I.
looks like we have a LOT in common.
Some shan't be stated here.
hahaha.
then, we had to go find some random teachers cause Natrah wanted our help and we were happy to do it, cause that just burns time.
HAHA :D

Loves,

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

victory,

though i didn't go to sports day due to a spinning headache (honest to God, i really wanted to go cause it's my mum's birthday and Najihah was going and since i haven't been to Taman Tun's Sports Day, this would be the perfect time), my mum came back really happy and announced that Rumah Hijau which she is MY rumah sukan as well as hers, WON, i was equally ecstatic.
Hahahahaha :D
And Blue House was last. THAT was unexpected, really.
I thought they'd get it like they always do every year.
OH well (:

Also, today is my mum's birthday and in a bit, we'll be off to celebrate.
So yeah, i stayed at home, played Guitar Hero (I swear, it is so freakin' addictive) and lounged around.
Bo-ring.
And when mama told me how she enjoyed the sports day made me regret even more for not going.
-______-"

My mum had a wonderful day, we can totally tell.
First, she told us that Rumah Hiijau won and that she received a bouquet of flowers from the school staff, and she says that after the prize giving, everybody sang her a Happy Birthday.
That's nice, kan ?
I love my mum so much, i'm glad she had fun on her 40th (:
Papa forgot to go out and get her a present.
Or a card -_-" (which we eventually got cause my grandparents bought it on our behalf)
But seeing how she had much fun, a present isn't really necessary.

Besides, she has us.

Loves,

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

b*tchhhhhhh,

Ohmygod, human, you are so pathetic, it's stupid dah.
EEEEEEEEEEEE.
And you're rude.
I wasn't the one looking for trouble wei.
Stop making up stories and stop telling people the wrong story.
It's a loseristic move.
I am right, you're the one in the wrong so stop it la kan.
It's ridiculous.

You're not that rich la kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan, asshole.
Just because you've been to London, doesn't mean you have it all.
Bodoh gila, loser.
Setakat nak perasan banyak duit, and you don't even know them designers, takyah ah.

And i didn't expect you to be rude.
Did you know (ofcourse you don't cause you're too dumb to function) that I was stressing out the night before just thinking about how'd you react ?
Did you know that we made an effort to atleast THINK about you ?
Did you know that instead, of saying bad things, we thought how'd you react and thought of ways on how to talk to you CALMLY and before we know it, you've been going around saying things that are anything BUT the truth.
Face the fact, you have no friends.
You just depend on ONE.
Which is so pathetic beyond words.

You want war, we'll give you one.


Loves,

Sunday, March 16, 2008

colbie,

was greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat :D
i mean, she performed live really well.
so, ok.
let's skip the first part of the day.
it has drama in it ;o


we (Najihah, Aimi and I) went to Curve at about 6.45 and when we reached there, we met Aishah and Dhabitah, Ashley and Nikster.
After that, we went to Secret Recipe to grab a bite as Najihah was hungry -.-
Ate cakes and we saw Kaveetha, JeiSee and Karen.
Gave Kavee and Jei See their tickets and we were off.
We went there and went in the gate about 7.30.
Took a couple of pictures before it started and like, tried to get a good place to stand.
We opted for the one on Colbie's left.
Anyway, it rained like by 8.30 ish.
Heavily too.
So, Najihah, Aimi and I rushed in to Cineleisure to buy an umbrella.
Needless to say, hair was ruined la ofcourse.
After buying from Watsons (I got myself a pink one), we went back in to Colbie's.
And even then, tak start lagi -_-'
i got pissed dah.
haha, cause she kept us in the rain, like idiots.
hahahaha, but takpe, true fan, meh.

i think she started by 9.
she was awesome.
very pretty in real life.
she was wearing a yellow top with black tights and killer shoes.
met audrey too.
she was wet and had a yellow rain coat on top of her.
VERY fashionable, bbe (:
hahahahaha.
so, first the band came up (consisting only 2 guitarist and a guy who was like a drummer tapi tak cause he only ketuk the speaker which had a mike in it and that ringy instrument, i totally forgot it's name la kan) and Audrey was like, Ohmygod! The guitarist is hot ;O
hahahaha.
there was this one song she sang, and the guitarist on her right joined in to sing.
he was really really good.
anyone who knws tht song, tell me again.
i think it was Battle but i'm not so sure.

so, it ended, and Najihah, Aimi, and I lined up for autograph session. So did JeiSee and Lyds.
Lined up and Najihah and Aimi went to the toilet.
When they came back, i was already like in the middle where i was in the gate area where no one can like masuk and cut line (sorry, bahasa OUT).
so they missed out la.
Sorry (;

Soooo, we (Jei See and I) got her autograph.
Suffice to say, but like, she was a bit quiet.
Like, i actually said to her, 'Hiii ! I'm like a huge fan of yours!'
and all she did was smile.
-_-'
i'm like, ooookay, Miss Too Popular For Her Fans.
hahaha.
but whatever, i still love her <333333333
Then, we had to go back.
My feet was killing me and when i was in the car on the way home, i had no energy left in my body.
god knows how loud i was screaming, 'COLBIE, WE LOVE YOUUUUU!'
hahahaha.

Najihah and i talked til 2 in the morning over this SOMETHING.

I'm dying to tell it all but it's a bit personal.
But i'll only tell this to Rachael, and AshleyMashley cause i trust them.
I've already told Karen, so we're good (:
HAHAHAHA :D

Loves,

Thursday, March 13, 2008

bbq chicken,

If you want to have like the best barbeque chicken sandwich ever, try +wondermilk .

i ate 2 -_-"
hahaha, that gooood.

so today, Mama, Tania and i went to the dentist who's my mum's cousin's husband'd sister, Aunty Soraya.
So checked and i definitely need braces.
And for 2 years.
And after braces, i still have to wear retainers.

So they cleaned and checked first.
Also, they did molding.
Which they call 'impression'
o.o
When the molded the top part of the mouth, that seriously made me gag.
Like i really wanted to muntah my guts out.
EEEEEEEEEEK :O
And i had to remind myself to breathe through the nose cause it like blocked the air passage in my throat.
So that was why i really wanted to muntah ;o
but when they did the lower part, it was better la.

So after all that, we went to +wondermilk
I lovelovelove them so it was about time for me to try out what they got to offer.
Their barbeque chicken sandwich is heaven.
:D :D :D :D
mama ordered cuppcakes for Iman's party nextweek.
that's about it.
later i'll be going to Bintang Walk/Pavillion.
Yeay Me !
Muah

Loves,

Monday, March 10, 2008

aina's,

so, ok.
i woke up at 11.59 -_-"
so, rushed to bathe cause was supposed to go to Aina's somewhere by like, er, gee, 12?!
haha, but after all that mandi-ing, turned out Mama wasn't even in.
but she'd usually be back from wherever she is by lunchtime so i just waited.
went to Aina's house by 1.
bought McDonalds for Aina and Shira and myself.
When i got there, Aina had 5 minutes left of tuition so played (ok, mmmaybe not) with her brother.
after tuition was done, went upstairs and ate whilst watching The Joy Luck Club.
it's a Chinese movie on HBO or something.
Thought it'll be crappy cause Aina said it was kind of boring (since she's watched it already) but reckons that was the only decent thing to watch besides a rerun of GodKnowsWho E! True Hollywood Story.
Actuallllllyyyyy, it was kind of good.
hahahahaha, what a laugh.
boleh tahan la, i mean.
then, we went on the internet and hahahaha, went on to my myspace and she 'met' some of the people from my school.
she demanded details on each and everyone she came across so yeah, i was sitting on her (ultracool) chair whilst giving the 411 on everyone.
Some guys too, hahahaha.

anyway, Shira came short after.
By then, we popped in Snow White on the dvd player, and Aina and I were telling which of the 7 dwarfs were we.
So, i told her she was Dopey and I was Sleepy.
hahahaha, everytime they did something stupid, we'd laugh cause that's us.
Ignore if you don't understand.

When Shira came, we were brainstorming (!) on what movie should we next watch.
Shira and I wanted to watch School Of Rock but Aina wanted to watch Scary Movie 4.
So we did.













That movie is the stupidest movie i have ever seen in the history of bad movies.

like, seriously.
the movie was so stupid, it wasn't funny.
like, serious shit.
ugh, don't watch it weiii.
it's crazily stupid, like seriouslyyyyy, bodoh gila nak mati.




anyway.
then, after watching the most stupidest movie ever made in mankind history, we went in the room and we talked.
caught up with old times.
like, friends and schools, since we're all in different schools now.
so we compared things.
like friends.
and teachers.
and homework.
and PMR.

usual stuffs.
laughed at alooooooooot of things.
best gila nak mmps.
like, i lovelovelovelovelovelovelove them so much, it's ridiculous.
hahaha.
then, Shira had to go back and bladida.
mama fetched me and we went to school to fetch Zaim from kawad.
went to send something at the tailors, and went to eat at Muhibbah.
went to fetch Tania and Iman from Myra's.
came home, onlined, watched Are You Smarter Than A 5th Grader.
that's pretty much it.
tomorrow i'm out with Kyrina <3

Loves,

p/s: 3 Edisoners, please say you haven't started on Cikgu YU's homework cause i know i haven't. Only sikit je -.-' unlike Kai Wen, the loser who went to Japan. hahahaha.

Sunday, March 9, 2008

pig/boar/babi

I

AM

SO

BORED

IT'S

NOT

EVEN

FUNNY


serious shit, i should be out and about.
i'm being such a pig, it's craaaaaazy.

i mean, i sleep at 1, wake up by 10.
and i don't bathe til like 4 in the afternoon.
i eat my breakfast by 12 and lunch by 1.
dinner by 9.
supper by 12.

and because i sleep at 1, i'll feel really sleepy in the evening so i'll sleep for an hour.
bodoh kan.


ugh.


Loves,

Thursday, March 6, 2008

i like,

well, today i DID go to school -_____-"
despite not wanting to yesterday.
i set my alarm for 6 anyway, so i woke up by then and even though, was hesitating.
but i did force myself to wake up and bathe.

went to school, and didn't do much la.
got my agam results back, though.
76 JE.
i'm thankful it's an A but stilllll, pfft.
i want to get a 90.
hahaha.

so, time passed, laugh laugh and laugh.
and and, Najihah introduced this game, 'Silent Killer'
ohmygod, weiiii, damn awesome ok.
hahaha, it's like so awesome, we stayed back til 1.30 to play it.
it's THAT good.

i shall teach youu (:
so stayed back til late 2 cause mum had something on.
waited in the canteen.
Luqman was there so talked to him.
He even taught me a bit on Chapter 4 : Science
hahahaha.
according to him, in order to understand, a dirty mind is required.
he even did, er, hand motions.
i was grossed out, weii.
hahaha, he eventually went home and i went back
here i ammm (:




Je vous aime parce que vous me faites le sourire




Loves,

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

IT'S SO GOOD TO BE BACK.
ahaha, back to what, i don't know lah.

anywaaaaaaay, a summary (as short as let's see, hmm, a word?) on Intervensi

BM
Actually, was ok la.
The objective questions was indeed, confusing.
Ringkasan, hm.
Okaaaaaaaay je.
I think i went over the 80-word-limit like, i think, 82 ?
but, i then again, i counted the kata ganda which is considered one so yeah, 79 words, baby.
Overall : Okay JE

ENGLISH
EEEEE :O
serious shit, stupid ass.
like, it was about me, ebing a head prefect giving out a speech about ways towards become an excellent teenager which i think is so cheesy.
cam, 'excellent'?
what the hell ?
aaanyway, i wrote and wrote but every 5 seconds, i'll be adding and cancelling out words so then, i got fed up, and took that as a draft thinking i had time.
but, well, i didn't.
15 minutes til over, i was still writing my last bit on the original copy with the horrrible handwriting so i couldn't possibly give that copy to Puan Hanizah.
So, i started writing a new one.

5 minutes til over, i wasn't even at the 4th paragraph.
-_-
and i had 7 paragraphs !
gila ke tak ?
so, since Cikgu YU is so nice, he let me continue til i'm done but i was SUCH in a hurry (Imran standing beside me, waiting, didn't help. At all) that i had to cancel some words.
Ugh. So by the last paragraph, my hand writing was as hedious as anything je. Ugh. I told my mum that, she was like, 'Oh, that's a shame'
-__________-"
having a mum as a teacher has it's benefits.
this isn't one of em

Overall: I need more time.

AGAMA
Was ok, some i hentam only cause the questions were (coincidentally enough) the bits and pieces i missed out reading.
haiyamaiya. not thinking i'll get an A, though.
Kalau A pun, like, a 75.
Ish.

Overall: Loseristic

SCIENCE
Not as hard as Cikgu Mas'aud said it was quote, 'Agak challenging' unquote.
It was simple enough.
paper 2 had its tough parts.
screwed some question like the nutrition based ones.
i answered one of em, 'Proteins' when it was totally 'Carbs'
so since it's a linked kind of question, that's 2 marks out.
ishhhhhhh

Overall: Answerable yet i can't answer.

GEOGRAPHY
Was abso-freakin-lutely crappy.
Stupid stupid stupid paper.
I'm so getting a D for this.
Stupid.
The keyword for this paper is stupid, no doubt.
Audrey knows, hahaha.

Overall: Stupid

MATHS
Answerable cause of the calculator. Thank GODDDDDDD takde Paper 2.

Overall: Answerable though some were hard. Namely the coordinates and liner equations.

KEMAHIRAN HIDUP
We had only 45 minutes to answer this paper. No pressure cause it was easy enough.

Overall: The only paper I could sleep for

HISTORY
Was okay. Had a blast teaching Jei See my ridiculous formulas.
With all that laughing, i forgot to read my earlier Form 2 Chapters.
Huge mistake.

Was ok though.

Overall: Answerable

COLBIE CALLAIT IS SO COMING TO CURVE ON THE 14TH AT 8PM.
I SO WANT TO GOOOOO.
COME JOIN, BABY.

Loves,

Friday, February 29, 2008

mati,

i am so going to mati for Intervensi.

EEEE :O

serious shiiiit, besides, form 1 stuffs, i haven't started on anything.
except for agama which i read like that je la, and maths which i only have started form1.
aaaaaand science form 1.
geo, kh, sejarah, bm lit, i haven't started.
AND english lit.

ohmygod, and this is only the Intervensi.
Belum lagi PMR.
not even close pun.

So today, was school.
Came back, bathe, ate lunch, went to the library by 3 something.
Met JeiSee, Lydia and Celine but there were already going out to play badminton with Amanda -__-"
But Debra, Rachael was there.
So was Arif and Darren.
Heck, Darren read a book on vampires -_-
Rach being such a good friend, helped Arif with Math.

I put on my iPod and did Math Form One.
How pathetic.
But i'm taking it slow so that i can understand.
Then, Arif and Darren left.
About 15 minutes, I left to the place, the individual booths tu.
there, studied math but moved on to Science.
tu pun form one je.
then mama, came by at 6 and I left.
wanted to go to Makbul but decided to go fetch Zaim from kawad first.
But ofcourse, ended late.
-_-"
then, came back, and blablabla.
useless crap.

hahaha.

okayyyy, i'm off.
History (translated as crappy shit) awaits.

Loves,

wish me good luck.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

nathan's,

GLUTTONY

1. Do you think you eat more than you should?
Mhm, most def. I'm trying to eat less. Not like anorexic. Just cut out the oily stuffs. I still eat my 3 meals in a day, ok people.

2. What is your favorite meal?
Italiano

3. What did you have for dinner today (or yesterday)?
I was in a rush for tuition so just rice.

4. What is your favorite dessert?
Haagen Dasz

5. Can you cook well?
No, no matter how much you teach me, it'll suck. I mean, my mac&cheese is like freakin' rubber. My maggie goren has no taste whatsoever. And my toast is so, burnt -.-

6. Are you a fruit or veggie person?
fruit. anything beats vegetables.

7. What is your favorite restaurant to go to?
FASTA PASTA. and tht steamboat place at Ikano.
hahaha.

8. Do you feel comfortable with your weight?
yeah, it's alright.

9. Are you vegetarian or vegan?
NUH UH

10. Describe your normal eating habits.
I eat three meals a day.
That's pretty much it.


LUST

1. How much do you find yourself thinking about sex?
hahaha. not much.

2. Are you a virgin?
mhm

3. If not, who did you lose your virginity to and when?
pass

4. Do you believe you should be in love to have sex?
def.

5. Have you ever cheated on your significant other?
no significant other

6. What's the first thing you look for in a boy/girl?
personality and looks.
HAHAHA, i'm so bad.

7. Do you have any special fantasies?
haha, yeah

8. Have you been in lust more than love?
nuh uh

9. Would you have sex with more than one person?
at once ?
ee.

10. Who have you lust for?
no one.


GREED

1. What do you want more than anything right now?
cash

2. Does money play an important part of your life?
yes, so much.

3. What are your goals for the future?
to be rich and really famous. HAHAHAHA.
basically, successful and known.

4. Do you think money is more important than love?
ofcourse tak.

5. If you were given one million dollars right now, what would you do with it?
hand them to my parents cause they'll know what to do but i'd definitely take like a couple thousands to fly myself to Paris or something.

6. Has anyone ever called you spoiled or greedy?
i've been called spoiled by my mum -_-'

7. Do your parents have a lot of money?
haha, well, tht's p&c.

8. How much money do you spend in one week?
er, tah.

9. Do/would you share with people that are less fortunate?
ofcourse.

10. Have you ever robbed someone?
for what ?


SLOTH

1. Have many people called you lazy?
pfft, I call myself lazy.

2. How much sleep do you get at night?
i have a real bad sleeping habit which i definitely should fix on.

3. Do you often take naps in the middle of the day?
not anymore la cause homeworks and study.

4. What was the most depressing time of your life?
now, hahaha.

5. What is the best way to relax?
sleeping and letting it all go by dancing to my iPod.

6. Would you consider yourself more of a follower or leader?
follower but i still march at my own beat so, it can go both ways.

7. Would you consider yourself a caring person?
HO yeah.

8. What time do you go to bed at night?
late, ish.

9. What do you waste most of your time doing?
watching reruns on E!

10. Would you rather go out somewhere or stay home?
go out. but i'll get too lazy and end up staying home.


WRATH

1. Who was the last person you were upset with?
Stella.

2. What is the meanest thing you’ve ever done to someone?
hmm. i'm nice, ysee (haha) so i don't know.

3. Do you hate anyone?
Stella and Narcisco. Oh and Karl.
Ee, bitchessssss.


4. Are you angry a lot?
mhm, i'm kind of hot tempered.

5. What was the last thing that made you mad?
Stella.

6. Have you even been in a physical fight with someone?
oh tak tak.

7. Has there been a time that you wanted to seek revenge?
i do.

8. What is your biggest pet peeve?
i can go on til tomorrow, dah-ling

9. How do you express your anger and frustration?
sleeping and cursing and screaming.
haha

10. Is it easy for you to forgive?
regretfully, yes.


ENVY

1. Who are you most jealous of?
Narcisco.

2. What is something you want that your best friend has?
Pfft.

3. What is one thing you think you are lacking in life?
yeah, audreeey, SLEEP, godammit.
and time.

4. Do you think of yourself as an envious person?
sometimes.

5. How would you consider yourself lucky?
ok laaa

6. Unlucky?
ok laaa

7. Have you ever felt sorry for yourself?
haha, tah.

8. Overall, do you think you have everything you need?
i don't mind changes.

9. Is there anyone that has been envious of you?
oooh, siapa ?

10. Do you want a better life than what you have?
yeaaah ;/

PRIDE

1. What is your best physical feature?
hair, i guess.

2. What do you like most about your personality?
that's i'm so nice to people and i can't help it.
hahahaha, bapak gila perasan

3. How much time do you take to get ready in the morning?
i can be SuperGirl baby.

4. Do you wear a lot of make-up?
lipgloss at least.

5. How often do you go shopping?
not much these days

6. Are your looks very important to you?
not VERY la.

7. Would you ever like to be a model?
whoa, hahaha.

8. What could be improved about your body?
i have flabby er, body parts.
haha

9. Do you think that you’re better than others?
ho yah.
KIDDING.
i always envy other people.

10. What is your most embarrassing moment?
and i'm going to tell you, whyyyy ?

Loves,

p/s : come next week where we'll be sitting for that stupid intervensi, i'll be dead.
like mati katak.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

vantage point,

So yeah, it happened yesterday and i'm only blogging it today, -.-

About 4, Mama, Papa and I went out to Cathay to watch Vantage Point.
After getting the tickets, went to the bazaar and but nothing much.
Went back to Cathay, and bought popcorn and stuff.
Went in.

OHMYWEIII, the movie's soo gooooooood ;o
but, like it rewinded (you won't understand til you've watched) a couple of times and the audience began to groan and then, clapped, i'm like, what the hell, malaysians?
so yeah, at 7 on the dot,it finished.

Went around the bazaar, bought a tee for my sister and camisoles (i don't know why)
and whilst browsing there, came about two ladies with like the most prettiest handbags.
one had like this hot pink one with a brown handle.
the pink reminds me very much of Coach.
It's not a typial handbag la.
It's like a shopper.
and the pink fabric is hard to explain la.
it's like those Prada ones.
The plastic-ish fabric but seriously lawa.
went to coach.com but coldn't come across anything like it.
ee, geram gila.
and another was a Black Luella which was so purdy i could have snatched it without any regret. or guilt.
ok, kidding, i'm not cruel.
Went to IKANO and bought Vogue and CosmoGirl and both were sucky sucky crappy issues.
EE, seriously.

WEnt to Tony Roma's.
My first time there.
HAHA.
cause everytime we're at Ikano, it's always Fasta Pasta.
So yeah.
mygod, the portions are humongous weii ;o
so yeah, but the barbeque sauce was the awesomest ever.
hahaha.

went back and did some studying.
slept at 1.
bored til now.

SCHOOL'S TOMORROW.
BANGANG.

Loves,

Friday, February 22, 2008

she tagged,

Rachael tagged me, haha.
thnks fr calling me a gorgeous darling.
so sweet ;) haha.

001. Real name: Nadia Zainudin Binti Zainudin
002. Nickname: Nad
003. Married: nuh uh
005. Male or female: i'm a lady, honey.
007. Highschool: SMKBSD1 but now in, SMKTTDI
008. College: in a couple years time.
010. Short or long hair: long-ish ?
015: Are you a health freak: no, i'm a neat freak.
016. Height: i'm short, ok ?
017. Do you have a crush on someone: yeapidoodles.
018. Do you like yourself: pfft, i love myself.
019. Piercings: just on my ears.
021. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS*
022. First surgery: i dnt think i had one. i'm the kid who played safe.
023. First piercing(s): like 9 ?
024. First best friend : Amanina and Amira (:
025. First award: you are looking at the 2 time Spelling Bee Champ.
026. First sport you joined: swimming.
027. First pet: i didn't like pets. even back then
028. First vacation: London. penang and taiping doesn't count cause it was my kampung, ok.
029. First concert: gila lame.
030. First crush: tht guy who eventually went off to Australia. i frgt the name, though. haha.

CURRENTLY*
049. Eating: nothing.
050. Drinking: nothing.
052. I'm about to: reply a comment on myspace.

YOUR FUTURE*
058. Want kids: yeah.
059. Want to get married: yesyes. i want the whole fairytale wedding. very cliched but whatever.
060. Careers in mind: Fashion Designer.

WHICH ONE IS BETTER*
068. Lips or eyes: eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: hugs
070. Shorter or taller: taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneously romantic. HA.
074. Sensitive or loud: sensitively loud. whatever THAT means.
075. Trouble maker or hesitant: a hesistant troublemaker. haha, actually tak. i'm hesitant. i don't go looking for trouble

HAVE YOU EVER*
078. Kissed a stranger: no
079. Drank bubbles: mmaybe.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: no, but i HAVE lost other things. ok, i have lost kabillion other things.
081. Ran away from home: no
082. Liked someone younger: ahaha, tak. i just thought they were cute.
083. Liked someone older: yeah, (:
084. Broken someone's heart: no. atleast i don't think i have.
085. Been arrested: nuh uh.
087: Cried when someone died: er, thank god, i haven't lost anyone and hope not anytime soon, so no. i haven't.
088. Liked a friend: yeaaaaaaaaaah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN*
089. Yourself: sometimes.
090. Miracles: yes
092. Heaven: d'oh. ofcourse.
093. Santa Claus: i really want to
096. Angels: haha, yeah.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY*
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now: yeah
099. Do you believe in God: most definitely.
100. Tag 5 people: whoever's reading. hahahaha.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

burgerking,

ookay.
school was alright.
was raining upon arriving.
learned things.

was supposed to attend Puan Nik's KH class but since she was occupied, we went off.
went down to buy icecream but tak beli pun.
Najihah belikan, hahaha.
went up to the canteen, and Najihah and i borak-ed.
with Arif's presence totally ignored.
kesian dia, though.
Najihah's too shy la with him so Arif has to understand.

OOOOKAY, it's their problem, not mine, so i don't know why i'm talking this on my blog.
moving on.

after sending Najihah back, bought Arif his ice cream.
and oh yeah, Hakim says he'll give me cash for birthday present.
hahaha, it's betterrrrr.
i'm in desperate for money.
i'm like, broke.
not more than 20 bucks in my wallet.

so, yesterday, American Idol started.
OHMYGOD, DAVID ARCHULETA is my loooooove.
he's so freakin' cute.
i want to slap him for being so darn cute.
like, on stage, he was blushing with Ryan and obviously, the judges loved him.
so do i, hahahaha.

today is the girls turn.
so fasr, i only like the girl in yellow.
i think she was third, after the black girl, who sang my ultimate favourite, 'I Say A Little Prayer For You'
i get so happy listening to that song.
so, if you wanna cheer me up, sing that, and i'll love you.

oh back to where i was.
i was in school til about 3.45 ish.
mama bought me Burger King and i had plenty to spare so i gave some to Pauline and Luqman came over to talk to Pauline and i asked him if he wanted some fries and yeah, he took some.
and we talked a bit.
he's a nice guy, really (:
and then Damia came to talk over some debate with Pauline and like when Pauline asked,
' What's encourage in malay?'
and Damia was like, ' Er, er, er.
i piped in, ' Menggalakkan ?
then they were like, 'HO YEAAAAAAH!'
haha, and Damia said, ' HA, see, anak cikgu BI tahu.'
hahahaha, i laughed.
then, they had to go.
left me to complete maths.
after a bit, went back.
came home, cleaned up, onlined a bit.
continued homework -.-
too many homework, i haven't gotten a chance to study puuun.
ugh ish eek.

Oh, my partner for English oral is DEBRAAAAAAA.
:D
i kind of knew i'd be her partner.
like, when Puan Hanizah said, 'Debraaaa, your partner is..'
i had this thing saying it'll be me.
and i was riight.
i'm beginning to think i'm psychic.
:D

so yeah.
Conclusion ?
DAVID ARCHULETA IS CUTER THAN CUTE.
MI AMORE.

Loves,

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

milan,

MILAN FASHION WEEK IS HERE !
and great stuffs :O

but i haven't posted on NEWYORK fashion week lagi so yeah,
these are my personal favs.



From Anna Sui




From the duo, Badgley Mischka



From BCBG Maxazria who has yet to disappoint me in ANY of their Ready-To-Wear Fashion shows.


From Betsey Johnson




From DKNY



From Diane Von Furstenberg also know as veteran GENIUS.



From Erin Fetherston, the best ever upcoming designer i can ever find in the whole wide world.



From Missoni who creates patterns like no one's business.



From my 'boyfriend', Michael Kors.

that's pretty much what caught my eye. Marc Jacobs was a huge yawn. All those boring blah colours.
EEK.

So far, from Milaaan,



From Domenico Dolce and Stefano Gabbana and unless you can't put two and two together, it's Dolce Gabbana. Ohmygod, i loooooove D&G now. Except fr their bags. But the clothes are loveeee.




Blumarine, love

tht's all i got.
Prada is so bo-riiiiing ;o

OH before i forget,
today's Kyrina's biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirthday :D :D :D
She's like only my bestbestbestbestbestfriend everr.
haha :D though we're in different schools, i love her to bit and pieces.
she's my shopping partner where after shopping, we would sit down and be Fashion Police, judging from head to toe (: best gilo.
HAHA.
we were a foursome, weiii.
Namira, Kyrina, Aina and I.
and we'd all laugh over something so stupid and not laught worthy and BECAUSE it's so stupid and not laught worthy and we actually LAUGHED about THAT, we laugh yet again.
get it ?
takpela.
haha.
so
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY, LOVE.
I LOVE AND MISS YOU A LOTLOTLOT.
I MISSSSSSSSSSS GILA GILA THE TIMES IN PRIMARY SCHOOL.
bapak siot, i rindu gila youuuu (': and the others but you were close to me masa standard 4 lagi bila kitorg tengah borak about those Sleepover Books.
kan kan ? and you ada that PowerPuffGirls nye calendar kat your table.
I knew we would be this close.
AND DESPITE THE TOUGH TIMES WE'VE GONE THROUGH, I STILL LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.
TAKE CARE, DARLING (:



Loves,

Friday, February 15, 2008

hatredletter,

i'm going to tell you something that will probably make me come off as mengada and perasan.
But,


I AM ABOUT THE NICEST AND LOYAL FRIEND ANYONE WILL HAVE.

ok, too dramatic.

I AM THE NICEST AND MOST LOYAL OF A FRIEND.
don't believe me?
go back in the past and see the ever growing list of the things i did for you.
ever try that, bitch ?

and throughout the years, my so-called 'friends' have used that (me being nice) and twist it and bullies me for it.

Like, they have absolutely no problem as to when they want to, y'knw, just 'drop' me fr as friend and ignores me at all cost.

And they have no problem as to ask me to do all sorts of things just because they know i won't say No.

Ofcourse, it's like, VERRRRRRRRY simple to casually tell me off if i'm doing anything wrong and as if you're an offspring of Albert Einstein and is so clever yourself.
YOU (see, i'm using You cause obviously this is for someone la kan) want me to follow your ways and and never to bother to listen to mine and whenever i actually TELL you 'my ways', you snicker and laugh as if
it's not worth your time.

Well, newsflash, dah-ling, you're not worth MINE.
and that's the part where i laugh cause you still thing you DO.

and looks who's all alone when Little Miss TooNiceToBother HERE is laughing her ass off at how lonely you look without that soon-to-be slave tagging you around laughing and insulting everybody you see as if you're Miss Perfect while i have friends all over and unlike you, i just don't depend on ONE person to be my friend.

many good friends beats one best friend.
ever heard of that ?
you won't, cause i made up the theory.
;D

SAYAAAAAANG, you're not Miss Perfect (nor will you ever be) so snap yourself out from that self-reigning imaginary world of yours before you stumble down and rot yourself dirty and i'm sorry to say, but,
no one's going to help you when you do and
THAT alone will make my year.
no wait, scratch that,
my CENTURY.

it's not my fault you're stupid and naiive and well, so disgustingly LOW.
it's yours.

tell me when you stop being a bitch and finally (which translates to never) admit that you stepped on me and regret everything that you have done, THEN mmmaybe we can be good friends again.




oh wait, don't.
cause i'm having too much fun laughing at how stupid of an arse you seem right now.
Ta, baby.
Had fun knowing you, but having much more fun not knowing you.


Loves,

p/s: This applies to everyone who has underestimate me.
Naturally idiots or former idiots.
So if you feel like one and when you read this, you can't help but nodding yes at every insult i threw at you, then honey, it doesn't take a genius to figure out that, that person is most probably you.
rach and the rest, before you apologize unnecessary, babe, it's not youu.
i'll tell you ALL about it when i can because i have so much fun doing so.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

sukantara,

BLEGH.

though my mum is in the same rumah sukan as i am, i still urged her countless times to write me a letter to exclude me in the sports events.

cause, God forbid me running 400 meters, weiii.
You want me to die ?
Becaaaaause that is definitely not how i would want to die.
but i did do the lontar peluru which didn't go so well.
hahaha, i couldn't freakin' pass.
like hel-LO, the ball was like the weight of a NEWBORN and you have to only hold it with 3 hands supporting the weight-of-a-newborn-metal-ball.
ugh.
anyway, had one hour of rehat, which was rewarding, even though i didn't do anything much.
hahahaha.

but hell.

anyway, during rehat, we had Kaveetha's cupcakes (all 15 of em) with candles, for dear darling friend, Jei See who's been such an awesome love.
she's so nice to me and she listens and she is incredibly funny.
i love love love her <3
muahs, dear.

anyway.
then, we learned English only.
about idioms, dumdedum.

went bck, WATCHED AMERICAN FREAKIN' IDOL.

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

I LOVELOVELOVE the contestants weiiiii.
ESPECIALLY these 2 cutiepies,
er, since they're new, i baguely remember their names but one of em is like 16 and so incredibly cute, David Archuleta and Josiah Leming , the one who lives in a car and sings in a Brit accent.
He's cuuuuuuuuuuute, lovelove.
haha.
and he has a to die for voice.
melt worthy babyyyy.
and there were few others but i totally forgot their names, :D

i'll stop here,
ta

Loves,

Monday, February 11, 2008

i'm back,

i'm baaaaack (:
Penang was good.
Although a bit dull, but i realized after arriving in KL, that Penang was a good rest and break.
HAHA, i dnt knw what rest i deserved but whateverrrrrr la.
haha.
came back, went to AlSafa for breakfast.
And when at home, did some minor cleaning up.
Then, started homework that i didn't complete.
I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT MY BM HOMEWORK.
i thought it was just notes and to be punched into the bm folio but realized there, what seems to be, a kazillion things to do.
-_-"
so did that, but after 2.30 whilst watching the 'Live from the Red Carpet: BAFTAs' i was so uber sleepy, i went in my parents room (who has the most heaven like bed ever ever ever) so slept til 7.
HAHAHA.
so that pretty much means, i won't be sleeping til 2 in the morning.
my sleeping habits screwed up, like seriously.

OHMYGOD, TOMORROW'S SCHOOOOL!
i missssss school.
ohgosh.
i actually wanted to go tadi, like an after rehat thing, but mum was too tired from all the driving so ponteng je la.
HEY, atleast i actually OPTED in going after rehat.
that counts as good intentions riiiiight ?!
hahaha.

and oh yeah.
today's the grammy awards.
THE 50TH ANNUAL GRAMMYS.
that's huge.
personally, i loved Rihanna's perfomance but i hate the hair.
Blegh.
and i also loved Beyonce's 10 second solo at the beginning.
that was awesomely awesome.
she's a genius in putting her song like that.
and her moves were jaw droppingly fantastic.
EEK :O

anyway.
FASHION FROM THE RED CARPET.
I give kudos to Fergie for wearing that beautiful Calvin Klein. What a nice shade of yellow , right ?
And hmm, who else ?
I'm not a fan of Carrie Underwood but her dress, courtesy of the brilliant duo, Badgley Mischka, was phenomenal.
Beautifuuuuul, like ohmygod.
Twas so stunning.
Florals are so freakin' in.
I've always been into florals, i just didn't want to wear it cause feared it looked like what granny's wear.
but heck with that, it's so in, baby.
Who else ?
Rihanna's purple Zac Posen number was ok la.
The shape of it was odd, though.
Beyonce's was hmm, i give it 4.
Very blah.
Really nice but i mean, it's something you see her wearing to the Oscar's or something.
I liked her shoulder length hair and the absence of her extensions but wasn't a fan of her highlights.
Since i was away to Penang, i've been missing my New York Fashion Week report exclusively (ok,mmaybe not) from style.com

so, besides doing Mr Yu's homework (hehe,guilty) I've been trying to catch up with NYFW.

I'll post up some of my personal favourites later.
When's that ?
With me, you kind of never know.

Loves,

p/s; my dad loves Amy Winehouse which is so weird. So weird.

Thursday, February 7, 2008

toodles,

I'm off to penang for the Chinese New Year.
Yeah, that's til Sunday noon-ish.

Ta, darla's.

Muah.

Loves,

Monday, February 4, 2008

come on,

todaaaay was boring.
school bladida.

studied like normal.
stayed back for a while since Mama had a meeting to attend.
so did homework at the canteen whilst waiting.
so rajin doh (:
hahaha.

so er, nothing much to blab on.

...

hmm.
oh, and i have no idea what to put on my desk at school.
i've cut some materials out of Vogue which was sorta, torture.
cause the on i cut out from was a really super uber thick one with Sienna Miller on the cover.
that's why i so kedekut, i cut the small pictures.
HAHA.
Creativity agak menghilang.

Loves,

Saturday, February 2, 2008

and so,

i am so mengantuk, maaaaaan.
but, i wnt to go fetch Zaim from school, so yeah, i'm awake.

woke up at 6.22 and off the aircond and all and was like halfway out, then,
' Eh, cuti la'
haha, so slept back til 9.45ish and got ready fr schl.
to paint.
it's purple, people.

painted.
didn't talk much at first cause ws still tired.
after painting a lil, started doing the table.
the position has all changed.
it's like 4 tables in a row.
so najihah gets the one under the fan, sarah next to her, i'm next to Sarah and, and Nora next to me.
So really, i'll be alone.
cause Sarah has Najihah. And they laugh (a little too) loudly. And, Sarah's gng to layan Najihah more ( which really, i don't mind. i could do without the screaming and laughing this year ) and again, i'll be with Nora.
mygod.
bodoh gila.
it's like being bossed around.
i hate that.
babi.
sial.
and they (SarahNajihah) will be laughing together and yeah, usually, when i ask why, it's always something between them, leaving me in the dark.
-.-
when will it stop, weiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
i've had this til i was 7, you knowwwww.
friends taking over you.
i dnt care, i'm gng to say it here.
like it or not.
if you don't, there's that 'X' button on your top left/right, click it and get the hell out of my blog.

Standard 1 and 2
I knw you guys won't believe this, but Diyana was like Queen Bee amongst us (Athirah, Alia, Juju and I) which sucked. We actually formed a club (hahahahahah) and I still remember being forced to eat her lunch or else, she won't friend us. HAHAHA. She's so nice now, it's so surreal she was evil way back then, huh ? But, people change, so, it's for the better, which means all's good. No hard feelings. I still love her <3

Std 3 til 6
ohgod. i had this love hate relationship with my friends, Kyrina, Aina, Namira, Emina, Erina.
Ofcourse, i love em ti bit and all, but at one point, i used to like, carry their water bottles. And i hate them.
I still do sometimes.

Form 1
Was actually quite good. I had my bunch of friends who hung out with. Who are incredibly nice and polite. Fatimah, Amal, Illi, Dina, Mira A. After school, i'd go to Mira's house and we'd watch movies and chill. Best (:

Form 2
Met Sarah and Rachael and her gang.
I felt like the poor dog who did whatever it was ordered to.
Like, instead of, 'Fetch', it was more, 'Do that' or 'Do this'
Or, 'You'd better do my way or else'
Siapa yg terasa, sorry. But i really don't care now.

Form 3
I've seriously have no one to talk deep stuffs with. And people who i can relate real things with. And still be true with.
Ick.




so, i want to go sit with Karen, Kaveetha and Nikki.
4 people right ? Hm.
But ntah, i'm thinking it over.

Anyway, today, went to the stadium at Cheras cause Zaim was in kawad and my dad was like,
'Let's have this tradition. If any of us gets involved in an activity, the WHOLE family MUST go.'
So that 'tradition' started today.
Honestly, i think Zaim did a job well done.
Very proud of him (:

I like that tradition.

Loves,

p/s : a special shout out to Karen, for hearing me out. (: Thanks a billion. I owe you.

Friday, February 1, 2008

ooh,

I was going through Sartorialist at style.com and i came across this handsome chap.



My, isn't he handsome ?

Loves,

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

erinfetherston

is my girl.
seriously, she rocks.
finally a designer who's creations are feminine and soft and not wild like the others.
she designs simple but really beautiful pieces
and the nearest branch is like in Hong Kong.

-_-"








i lovelovelovelovelovelove the one with the white top tucked in with a black short skirt.

so basically, i just love Erin Fetherston.

Loves Erin Fetherston,

Sunday, January 27, 2008

time for couture,

today was good (: (: (:

came bck from one utama a good 3 hours ago.
was supposed to go out with my friends right ?
but of course, most of them couldn't make it.
whatever la them. i'm tired of meeting your expectations, ok.
ish.

anyway, since i was already dressed and ready to go out, i just went out la kan.
went to Topshop cause i still have the 20% discount to spend on but nothing much there.
thennn, to topshop where i bought a scarf (:
dnt knw why, just bought it cause it was so purdy.
AND then, went to Parkson to find a watch.
LADY LUCK LOOKED ON AND GRANTED MY WISH IN FINDING THE PERFECT WATCH.
courtesy of Juicy Couture
and it's $690 which is quite ok for a Juicy watch.
the strap's leather brown with a light pink square face.
EEK :D :D :D :D
got it, but then ofcourse, with the unnecessary help from Miss Karma, in the midst of my joy and excitement, i HAD to lose 100 bucks from the 600 bucks i was given.
so, Mama being an angel she is, added 190 on top of the 500 i gave her.
despite that, i was very very very very very happy.
:D

then, Mama got a 60 dollar voucher from Parkson so, she gave it to me and i spend it on Stila Lip thingymabob.
and went it to Zara, and Mama bought a top for herself (:
then, went to Nando's to eat.
blablabla.
went bck.

cooped up in my room, changed to sweats, read an issue of Reader's Digest ( see, i DO read magazines other then TeenVogue ) , put some music on, turned on the air cond, and HEAVEN BABYYYY.

after reading a tragic article of the late Princess Diana, came down to log onto myspace and decided to blog and voila.
so yes, i shall go now.

Loves,

Saturday, January 26, 2008

bond,

so today was good.

first, i woke up at the-ungodly-hour-for-a-Saturday-morning of 9.30
-_-"
with the new iPod speaker, i on the speaker and put on some music.
finally dragged myself out of bed and downstairs.
didn't have breakfast cause Iman and Papa got hold of the last 2 roti canai's.
so i was stuck with Cheez Dippers.
hahaha, twas nice ok

and then, abt 12, Mama came back from schl with lunch (!) and told me that Puan Azlin has given birth to a healthy baby boy.
so asked if i wanted to go and visit her at the Pantai Hospital so i said yes.
after 2 helpings of rice, i did a little studying.
did some homework and it was time to go.
so, since Tania didn't want to follow, it was just Mama and I.
and just this month, it's like the second time we've shared this girl-bonding thing which i looooove oh so much.
she'd tell me stories and in return, i tell her schl gossip.
the whole kabaam about friends, boys and studies.
we can relate cause she literally knows the people i talk about.
i mean, i talk abt the teachers who are her friends -.-

so thennnn, we went to Bangsar Village to get something for Puan Azlin.
bought some clothes for the baby boy and jam tarts for Puan Azlin.
and sat down at Starbucks for tea.
there, we talked about pregnancy and babies.
-_-'
i know, disgusting but hey, it was OUR bonding session so might as well, make the most of it.

and then, we left. and she told me about some things i SHOULDN'T have listened at alllll, mygod.
so disgustiiiiiiiiiing.
i was like, numb to my asses.
serious shit, i couldn't feel my toes and ass.
HAHA
cause wht she told me was disgustingly gross, it's nt even funny.

we got lost on the way to the hospital even though it was like, so near, hahahaha.
got there, saw the baby, talked and chat, til some relatives came so we went.
said our bye's.

came bck, went to room, read my book, was on the verge of sleeping but forced myself to come down and eat my dinner which i SO regret not coming earlier cause the fried rice was so sedap, :D
went bck up, read book, COMPLETED the book, came down, and here I am.

i want my msn back ):
and tmrw, i'm out with friends.

Loves,

Friday, January 25, 2008

handphones are invented for a reason,

yes, handphones were invented for a reason.

TO BE FREAKIN' ANSWERED.
i called everyone, yes, everyone whom i have logged it in my cell, but no one answered.

-________________-"

Thursday, January 24, 2008

photo,

today was the photo session for Sasteramas.
i have no idea why they're doing it soooo early.
-.-
so yeah, the class shoot was fun
i sat between Imran and Rach.
Did it all then off to class.
blablabla.
then, by 12.30, Afiqah and Eijas came up to 3 Edi and Suraya and I were called downstairs to take picture for KH club.

so, it was supposed to be like, the AJK's but most of the form 4's came down anyway.
we waited.. and waited til like 1 and FINALLY, it was kh club's turn.
stood beside Suraya cause honestly ?
i'm like scared of the form 4's.
serious shit.
i mean, they're so popular so like, they are the untouchable's.
-_-"

and kamar was in the photo even though he's actually in CLub Seni Foto.
Stupid -.-

HAHAHA.

Loves,

Saturday, January 19, 2008

my 15th,

was a blaaaaast.
i loved loved loved it.

i love my friends to death.
i love my birthday.
i love my mum cause she spoiled me.
i love the world, now.

OK, so,
the day started with me being awaken at like 6.45 by the constant text messages that were sent by 12 but y'knw la motorola.
they keep sounding the 'beep' as a reminder to check miscalls or messages that we haven't read.
annoying -.-

anyway.

woke up at like 8.30
bathe and came downstairs and was greeted by hugs and kisses by family.
aww (:

so then like 20 minutes later, went out with Mum for my birthday presents.
had a good bonding session with her.
and i know how she dislikes going to far places but she made an exception today.
i love her to death.

so as presents, Marc Jacobs necklace, LV bag and a top frm Topshop as a party top for tonight.

had lunch there.

then, we went back, after some stops at Star Enterprise for Tania's birthday party.
Yeah, she had a party in the afternoon.

came back, had nothing to do.
lazed on my bed, read a book.
was on the verge of sleeping but a knock on the door woke me up.
Amelia and Myra was there, with a parcel in hand.
Ofcourse, i got all giddy.
HAHAHA>
i looooooove presents.
:D
changed a bit, came down.
opened my present from Amelia and Myra and like, ohmygod.
An Anna Sui parfum set.
i was shrieking.
HAHAHA :D
i love love love it.
i love love love THEM.
haha, muah.

then, layan tania's friends for a bit.
did some stuffs for the party as i was feeling nice and good.
helped with their games which was kinda fun.
by 5, mama asked me to mandi and i did.
went to the hair salon nearby and did my hair.
curled it a bit.
but like, bapak siot, the man who did my hair was a freakin' murderer.
he rolled my hair up to blowdry but it got stuck all the time so he had to carefully took my hair and distangle em.
i pray and hope the pain that i felt, doesn't happen to you.
it was THAT bad.

was raining by the time i was done.
and i was late.
shit.
so, i called nikki and asked her to go and sit down before they let the table go.

came home, changed, applied makeup, and off we go.
pure torture when we were going in the car.
rain was falling like cats and dogs.
so heavy, my skirt, shoes, were all wet.
-________-"
but wasnn't about to let that made me upset.
reached there, and Nikki, Karen, JeiSee and Ashley were there.
Sorry wei.
HAHAHAHAHAA, i really am.
i was FASHIONABLY late.

ordered some stuffs and the guys came.
Hakim, Johann and Illyas.
Then, Sarah.
Then the rests started to come.
Juju, Suraya and Yusrina got me the helium balloon and cupcakes (:
so sweet of them.
so blablablah, had fun, laughed like hell, ate, drank, took pictures.

then it was time for the cake.
hahaha.
so fun.
Sarah and I had to go up the chairs and with microphones (ketchup bottles) in hand, they asked us to sing a song.
Decided on 'I love rock and roll'
HAHAHA
ajak-ed everyone to sing.
Then, the staff had their routine singing which was loads of fun.
The stomping and all.
Then they put the birthday cake on the table like away from us and we had to blow the candles off from where we were.
penat laaa.
hahaha.
and i got a headache from all the blowing.
managed to blow all of them out.
but not at once, ofcouse.
like, 100s of times.

then, one by one went back.
took a picture with them before they left.
HAHA :D
then, it was Sarah, Illyas, Johann, Hakim, Juju, Suraya and me left.
Took alot of pictures and sembang-ed.
ate cake.
then before the guys had to go back, we took pictures with them.
lawak lawak.
OH OH, Hakim actually got 10 bucks from Juju, i think for wearing eyeliner.
Applied by Juju, Sarah and Illyas.
HAHA, lawaaaaaak.

then, before we went back, we 4 girls took pictures outside, infront of the fountain.
bestbest.
pictures will be up after i get the laptop back.
or maybe tomorrow.

had a great time.
best birthday so far (:

Loves,

p/s: Thanks to everyone who gave me splendid presents.
I love them allllllllll, like omg, i do.
MUAHMUAHMUAH.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

agm,

i dnt knw what it really stands for but it's Mesyuarat Agung.
HAHA.

So, ok.
You see, since my house is far from the school, we kinda have to get up early.
Like 6 o'clock early.
then we leave like, at 6.45
today, i woke up at 6.35
bathe like for 3 minutes (!), got ready as fast as i could.
got my bags, ate breakfast and by 6.46, we were out.
HA, see. That's why mum is never worried if i were to wake up late cause i make up for lost time.
i can get ready in seconds.
i'm really, like SuperGirl in ZARA clothes.

HAHAHA.

Wore my Pandu Puteri baju.
Papa thought it looked more like a pyjamas.
Which i agreed after looking in the mirror.
HAHA.

So, went to school, blablabla.
First meeting was Sports.
I'm in the Green house, so is Sarah, Karen, Nikki, Pauline and er, my mum.
Voted, did the usual la.

Then, we went to Permainan.
This year, i decided to enter Bowling.
Partially, cause it's at OU.
HAHAHAHA
So, we sat in the hot sun and did the usual voting crap.

THEN REHAT.

Before Rehat was over, Sarah, Najihah, Dina and the girls for form 3, went to 5 Beta for Kelab KH.
HAHA, what a greaaaaaaaaat view, maaaaan.
alot of gedikness went around.
HAHAHHAA, sarah and i were laughing like crazy.

But then, we had to go down to the tapak perhimpunan.
MYGOD, i was sweating like shit.
So freakin' hot.
And the sun was like seriously on top of our heads.
after what seems to be a year, we went back up to 5 Beta.
Then, after finding that the door was locked, we went up to, er, i dnt knw.
HAHA
then settled down.
Mygod, the form 4 batch is like, serious shit, crazy.
Like the LOUDEST.
HAHA.
mygodd.
haha, they would clap, and scream and thump the table.

So, did the usual voting, and screaming was followed.
-_-"
So, for the Form 3's, we were only allowed to get the duty of Naib Setiausaha and Naib Bendahari.
Puan Nik Azizon asked to nominate form 3's.
And Ashraf Azhari was like, 'ANAK CIKGU!'
i slumped in my chair and did nothing cause there's always the possibility that there were OTHER anak cikgu.
But, noooooooo,
ANAK PUAN MAZLIZA!'
I'm like, 0.0, ohmygod, he did not just say that.
HAHA.
Suraya, Illyas and one more boy, i think it's Atik, was also nominated.
So we were asked to go out while they vote.
While they were voting, Suraya and I saw the postman fell off his motorcycle.
Gila kesian.
Then, we were called back in.
Bapak, ah, i got 22 votes.
Siapa vote, ntahla.
HAHAHA.
So, that is how i got to be Naib Setiausaha.

Then, we had Badan Beruniform, so we headed to 4 Pascal for Pandu Puteri but went down to 'Tar' instead. -_-"
BLABLABLA, had a couple laughs.
then went back.
went to teman Najihah downstairs and bought an ice cream.

now, i'm home, sticky as hell.

Loves,

Whatever la.

Monday, January 14, 2008

bad day,

i had a really bad day, weiiiii
;/

But first, SARAH IMAN TURNED 15 todaaaaaay.
Happy Birthday, Love <3
Thanks for being a dear friend to me, and for keeping my secrets.
HAHAHA :D
love you to bits and pieces. MUAH.

So, let's get back to the i'm-having-a-bad-day thing.
First up, the injection which scared the hell out of me.
I actually cried before the injection really happened.
Sarah was before me, and she actually half screamed which freaked me out.
When it was my turn, gila babi, takuuuuuuuuuut.
I like, closed my eyes so hard and counted to 5 in my head.
I didn't even realise it was out.
The sting was still there.
So yeah.
Then, the arm that got injected was like numb and so freakin' lenguh.
Like you couldn't even lift your own hand.
-_-"

Then, i went to the toilet thinking Aunt Flo came for a surprise visit, and i dnt knw how, my skirt like tercabut.
OK, not that horrific.
The hook actually broke and all that i was hanging on to was my zip -.-
Thank God, it didn't like, jatuh and humiliate myself.

Then, after i came back, ate, bathe around 4 (yeah, i knw, it's like so late but shutup) and went to send Zaim for his Pengakap Kawad thing.
Then, we (Mum, Tania, me) went to Cecilia.
Estelle's mum.
To order my 15th Birthday Cake.
MYGODDDDD, there was this really really gorgeous Sweet 16 3 tiered cake.
MYGOD !
i'm so having it next year.
it's miiiiine.
So, ok, anyway, I planned it to be like, butter cake, with butter icing.
But then, end up with a round chocolate cake.
-________-"
I was kinda, sorta, mmmmmaybe pissed.
Cause it wasn't at all what i wanted.
Ish.
So then, in the car, Mama was like all bising cause I was bising about the cake.
So we fought.
And refused to speak to each other.
We went to TESCO for a bit but not a word.
I wasn't about to give in, besides, it's MY 15th, and this is like the first time i've ordered a customized cake.
Usually, i'll get none or a crappy boring one from Secret Recipe.

After fetching Zaim from schl, went back.
Still not a word.

Then, whilst eating dinner, Mama called via phone since she was out at the time and told me that, there were a change of plans and she told me to choose either the cake i oredered before or the cake that i WILL order.
so i picked the the one that i WILL order which is from a different person.
I seriously hope and pray it'll be as nice (or nicer) as the one Cecilia makes cause I swear to God, Cecilia makes beautiful cakes.
And freakin' delicious.
So pray, people.
Pray.

Loves,

Friday, January 11, 2008

discipline,

HAHAHA.

mygoddd, FINALLY, finished with the stupid Pemantapan diri crap.
and it had to be when i brought books to school.
when it was SUPPOSED to be form 3's turn, Cikgu Azhar gave us a pleasant surprise in telling that it was Form 2's turn.
and most of us, didn't bring our books.
-_-"

aaaaanyway.
first, we were introduced to the new headmistress.
twas boring as i didn't hear sangat.

then, started with the program.
FIRST off was the Ikrar Pelajar.
did ok, i guess.

then, Lagu Sekolah
goddddddd. i hate singing infront of prefects. so awkward-ish.

moved on to Negaraku
easy peasy.

walked to the place near the Bilik Seni place, for Visi and Misi Sekolah
CAKE.

THEN, we had Baris Sedia, thingymabob
i think i got like 2 for that. or mmmmaybe 1.
serious shit, confusing.
and the guy in the samping wasn't helping.
idiotic.

then, twas rehat.
a loooooong rehat.

after that, kumpul-ed to the tapak perhimpunan and then were redirected to wherever we were supposed to head next.
aaaaand, we got to the same place for that baris sedia thing, and did Ikrar Sekolah
wait, is it ikrar sekolah ? or er, what ?
haha, nevermind.
i did ok with that, but they kept telling me to keep my hand straight when it was.
errr, whatever.
hahahhaa.

then went to the canteen to do Lagu Bestari.
was in the first group to do so.
With Najihah, Rach, Wenn Hong, Sanju, aaaand i frgt who else.
i messed up my english version.
and that Ashraf Azhari kept looking at me and that made it worse -_-'
hahaha, and he confused us, and since Najihah is new, she got the privilege of having the lyric sheet.
i wanted to take a peak, but that Ashraf kept halang-ing us. hahahaha.
god. o.o

Last but not keast, we had the Lagu Wilayah part. That Shah was funny.
And kacau-ed us.

thennnn, we had to go to the, i station and did alright, i guess.

after that, we stayed a bit at the canteen and there was this guy trying to get Najihah's number so, Sarah, Dina, Suraya, and me were like, kacau-ing that guy, shooing him, infact.
and he still wanted the number so we gave him.
well, sort of.
we gave him a fake one.
HAHAHAHA.
i can't believe he fell for that.
and we told him that Najihah isn't her name and it was Naufarr.
HAHAHA :D
with a double R, ok.
we laughed like hellllll.
crazy klkr.

made up a last name which was hilarious.
HAHA

she's been in this school for less then a week, and she already has a line of admirers
hahaha.
godddddddd.
Poor Little Pretty Girl
HAHAHA :D

Loves,

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

laugh,

CIKGU YU IS A BLAAAAAST.
though you can't mess around so much with him.
it's him who'll be messing around with you.
HAHAHA, that didn't sound right, huh ?

anyway.
i wanna talk or type in this matter about yesterday.
It was Fatimah's (a dear dear friend of mine) birthday.
Got to wish her when i went to their school which was my previous school.
Was so nice to see them all again !
Shira hugged me so tight, i actually fell.
HAHAHA, then Sheryll took about 10 seconds to remember me -__-"
then i went to class to class to say, 'HI!'.
hahaha, felt like a freakin' celebrity.
i know i'm missed.
HAHAHAHA.

waved and shrieked at everyone since i miss them like gila gila.
saw Joey and he was like,

NADIAA! *waved* How's Brenda?
Er, fiine ?
How's Belle? How about Kristin ? And Rachael ?
Er, i don't know ! They're fine? ? what la you, joey -_-"

oh and he was shouting to me, since he was in class but no teacher, ysee.
hahaha, stupid.

then, when school was done (they finish at 2.30. gila lambat riiiight) i met MORE friends.
said hi and smiled like what.
hahaha.

then, Ian was looking at my badge, saying it was so cacat looking but i shot back saying, 'Hello, what school got a triangle shaped badge?'
*No kidding, theirs is triangular *
HAHA.
but was such a great time seeing them back again.
(':

so, ok, did nothing.
except, well, my mum, sisters and I went to eat Steamboat at Ikano.
Was good, as usual.

Then i slept early, at like 9.30-10 ?
Somewhere then la.

SOOO, today.

I LOVE SCHOOOOL.
HAHA.
serious shit.
i'm kinda lucky cause Edison got good teachers.
Cikgu Yu is freakin' fun, wei.
But you don't mess with him.
And he's also seriously funny.
HAHAHA
I laughed so much. :D
but ofcourse, got work.
-_-"

But before that, we had Science.
was ok, and that lungs thingy was weiiiird.
And scary but way radical.
HAHA.

It was MOVING !
;O
then, teacher asked about air pressure and Sarah and I were the only one to answer wrongly.
HAHAHAHA, does that say much about out school life, or whaaaaaat?!
but fun, nevertheless.

MYGOD, tomorrow got that Pemantapan Disiplin Diri.
Shitto Mundo.
My ikrar sekolah is dead.
damn damn damn.
dhla have to do infront of the pengawas.
EMBARRASSINGGGGGGGG.

Loves,

p/s: OH OH, birthday is in *counts* 11 daaaaaays. YEAH MAN. 15, here i coooooome.

Saturday, January 5, 2008

buble's,

today was pretty much a huge bore.
woke up at like, 11.30 but slept back at 3-ish and woke up at 6.
mygod la.
i get so sleepy these days.

SO, now, i'm alone with my maid at home since the others are at my cousin's place but i didn't bother going cause everytime i go there, i get so bored, it's unbelievable how i come home in one piece.

so skipped the birthday/farewell party and just lazed at home.
ate chicken wings and some garlic break courtesy of Pizza Hut
and after they went to the party, i grabbed my Pepsi, and my English Lit book, Dr.Jekyll and Mr Hyde and continued where i finished last night, in my mum's room.
with the aircond on.
hee~

I looooooove being in my parent's room.
it's so serene.
and neat.
cause mine's not.
at all.


so popped in Michael Buble's album in the radio and read.
freakin' heaven, i tell you.

i finally finished the book which got quite interesting at the end and started reading my other book that i bought at Pavi, The Atonement and read til like, what, page 6 ?!
hahaha.
cause the words confused me and i had to read the sentence over and over again.
so i stopped.

i flipped through pictures and remembered the box of millions of cards that my mum keeps everytime.

Some were from my mum to my dad and vice versa.
Mygoddddddd, they were the most romantic, sweetest, most touching cards i've read.
i actually cried reading one from my mum's card to my dad.
and another from my grandparents to my mum on her 22nd birthday.
it's so cool, y'knw reading things like this.
now, all we do is through Myspace, Facebook and Friendster, it's kind of ridiculous.

i prefer writing letters and cards cause they seem and very much are personal.
and the fact that they actually took the time to write which is kind of rare, with the presence of the ever evolving technology.

so i think it's really sweet of someone gives something handwritten.
it kinda touches my heart.
no, seriously, it does.

Loves,

pie with sighs,

dnt ask about the title.
was something i saw at Ikano -.-

i'm saaaaaad.
ok, well, not sad.
just, tired.
and depressed.
and mmmaybe, right now, a bit melodramatic.

i need something, i just dnt knw what.
a friend ?
a bbbbbbbbbboyfriend ?
AHAHAHAHAHAHA.
or maybe just one night to go out and act loud ?

i'm TRYING to study, and i have but a teensy weensy so that makes me feel unaccomplished.
i want to be smart
)':

i want to be really smart so that Natrah and her posse can come up to ME instead and compare marks.
i despise exams cause i know, beforehand, i'll get sucky results.

Rachael says she studies last minute fr the last exam, but she got A's, laaaaaa.

i want to get an A for something else then English.

I want to cry cause i'm scared.
No, seriously. I'm downstairs alone so i could really just cry.
I'm tiiiiiired.
)':

pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplesase, i wnt to be intelligent.
for PMR's sake.
i knw it's too early to get all emotional but this is what i am.
i'm so freakin' god damn insecure.
i'm scared for something i dnt have to be.
babiiiii.

why am i lame in Math ?
why, after all studying so long for history, can't i seem to project the facts onto my exam paper ?
why, can't i write a better essay for bm ?
why, is it that, i can never please my parents ?

ohmygod, i'm depressed.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

120th,

120th post, babyyyyyyyyyyyy.

haha.

Anyway, today was the first day of school.
Thank God, 3 Edison remains on the second floor as opposed to the 3rd one.

Gosh, i missed everyoooooooooooooooooooone.
Hugged almost everyone.
And shrieked.
-__-'

so after the perhimpunan which by the way, we had to stand the whole time, Amanda and I sorta, kinda, mmmmaybe did be a bit kepoci, and rushed to get good seats up infront.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
and sarah and i got the middle row and straight on to the white board.
so chances of teachers picking us to do anything, are huge.
HAHA

HEY, don't judge. In order to get straight A's, you wanna get all the knowledge you can 'serap', ok.
haha.

So today was mainly about SPBT and er, barcodes ?
hahaha.

But it was fun though.
getting to meet friends.. AGAIN !
golly goshh.

fun gila babs.

and then, went back and ate at Ayu Saji.

i have no clue as to where my appetite has menghilang to, wei.
Like, it's went right out the window and never flew back in -.-

ee.

Loves,

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

trivia for '93,

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLE !
May this year beat 2007's ass.
hahaha.

For those who were born in the year of 1993, this is one cool fact.

Ok, did i just say cool.
tht's so not cool -____-"

anyway, moving on.

this is what i figured out earlier in the afternoon.

in the year 2005, we sat for upsr where target number of A's were 5.
in the year 2008, we WILL sit for pmr where target number of A's are 8.
in the year 2010, we will sit for spm where target number of A's are 10.

SOOOOOO, unless you don't get it,

2005, 5A's
2008, 8A's
2010, 10A's

isn't that radical ?
or just, destiny ?

HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

and it only applies to us, '93 kids.

beat that suckersssssssssss.


HAHAHA

Loves,